Rihu's Pit Brother's Journey

What fun is there in reappearing in the world where you can't even die?Isn't that just endless pain?In fact, this heroic spirit of himself is a kind of irony to the real Osamu Dazai.What do you mean by "I have seen through life so I feel that life is boring", don't talk about the mood of a poor bastard who is suffering from depression and has no support and is extremely poor so he is heavily in debt and wants to die!Simply put, why do people beautify the dead?In this way, wouldn't he, who is a heroic spirit, become the real black history of him?Shame~

In my whole life, even after I died and became a Heroic Spirit, it was a matter of shame.

. . . This is the truest thought of a man who knows everything about himself.

But in this way, he still chose to come to the Holy Grail War as a ruler.

The reason, of course, stemmed from his curiosity about a heroic spirit related to 'Dazai Osamu' participating in the war.

That is not a heroic spirit from this world, but more like a heroic spirit from outside the world, a person related to Osamu Dazai in a certain world, who accidentally became a heroic spirit in this Holy Grail War, which is what caused Dazai to come to this Holy Grail in person the real cause of the war.

As I said before, as long as it is the past experience of the heroic spirit, he knows everything.No one knows the reason. It is probably related to the treasures after becoming heroic spirits. As long as Ji Guoyan Sheng and Ji Guoyuan are active in this world as heroic spirits, he will know their past and thus their character. Go one step further and use these as blueprints to infer what may happen in the future.

Of course, this understanding is also limited.For example, Dazai Osamu, before meeting Ji Guoyansheng, can only see what he wants to see from the treasure in his hand - a black cover, which can be changed freely, and the content is the "book" of the novel A matter of specific heroic spirits.

Words are indeed very expressive and make readers full of imagination.But it also has its shortcomings. For example, the text descriptions from the perspective of Iwakatsu Jikuni and Osamu Dazai himself do not objectively and fully reflect the reality, but are full of their own subjective ideas.

For example, when Osamu Dazai met Ji Kuniwa Katsu for the first time, his innermost thoughts were—too bad.

From the sentimental text, he could only read that a young man suffered serious psychological trauma because his life mentor left in front of him when he was young, and this trauma even triggered a feeling of pain and dependence similar to Stockholm.All of this is actually just caused by psychological trauma, and it will be the same for other people.

What's more, Osamu Dazai understood why the other self chose to leave at that time.I'm afraid it's the despair of being ready to turn around and leave the only person in the world who looks at him seriously, leaving his life.

The most interesting thing is that Ji Guoyan Katsu who descended as a heroic spirit is actually not the Ji Guo Yankatsu who really knew Dazai.He had strong feelings for Osamu Dazai just for a memory that was not his own, and was hurt by Osamu Dazai's death.

Osamu Dazai, the Heroic Spirit, thought of another Osamu Dazai from a certain world, who seemed to have done similar things.Through my own ability, I learned that I would become friends with Oda Sakunosuke in a certain world, and Oda Sakunosuke was the only person who understood him, but died unexpectedly.In order to save Oda Sakunosuke in his own world—even though Oda Sakuno in his own world didn’t know him at all—did a lot of things, but was misunderstood by Oda. When Oda pointed a gun at him, he felt that he That's pretty much it.And so his life really ended there.

- Very similar.

Heroic Spirit Dazai sighed.

I have to admit that Ji Guoyansheng is indeed Dazai Osamu's apprentice.Even though the way of teaching was not face-to-face, it affected his whole life through a memory.Just like the modern one, what is it called, the feeling of distance education is very similar, right?

Dazai Osamu, the heroic spirit, beautified this passage in his own heart, and rounded it up. In fact, Ji Guoyansheng was a student he Dazai Osamu had never met and taught through distance education.Students participating in the Holy Grail War, it is not wrong for teachers to take a look around.

With this mentality in mind, he went to see Ji Guoyansheng who had come as a berserker class.

He even held the feeling that he might be angered and beaten by the berserker like a sandbag, and decided to try to die.

Absolutely, I didn't expect it, I didn't expect it to be like this at all.

When he saw the ice cream that Ji Guoyansheng handed over, he knew it was bad.

He credulously believed in his own ability, and he recognized the words in that book as the whole truth.He never expected, never expected...

It was a very gentle face.

When he saw him, saw him clearly, and realized that he was Osamu Dazai, his face and eyes softened very naturally.

—Too bad, myself! ! !

Osamu Dazai is a master at picking up girls, and the number of women who have died with him alone is astonishing. He can tell at a glance that it is not some student who meets his deceased teacher, or the Stockholm style of emotional support that he mistakenly thought.

At that moment, he almost wanted to cry.How much he wanted to admit in embarrassment that he had done something wrong, because of serious misunderstandings and flirtatious imaginations, which appeared in front of this person without thinking about anything.

This is a person who always misses Osamu Dazai.

Missing an invisible phantom, a passing memory, a... dead person who never even existed in the same world as him, and could not even mourn, this longing is sad and unknown.

The modern Jikuni Iwakatsu who really knew Osamu Dazai probably did not reach that level, Osamu Dazai judged so.Otherwise, no matter how painful it is, I will not want to give up that memory.This is the sad part of human nature. It seems to make sense to suffer so much that you want to forget, or to suffer so much that you don’t want to forget, which is more painful.But from the perspective of Yingling Dazai, as long as he chooses to forget, he can have a new beginning.For the modern Ji Guoyansheng, the mentor who made him suffer is just a forgotten past that will not affect his future life, nothing more.

Because of this, he mistakenly believed that understanding the modern Iwakatsu is the basis for understanding the essence of Ji Guoyankatsu, and Heroic Dazai ignored that even if they are the same person, they are also different people.

It wasn't until he saw Ji Guoyansheng in front of him that he finally realized that he was so wrong.

——It’s miserable.

Ying Lingzai knew that he might be playing off.

"It's disgusting to be taken care of by a man."

He blurted out this, but the other party was completely unmoved, and even had an inexplicable familiarity with his attitude.

... It's over, it's over, it's over.

In fact, Ying Lingzai has already retreated a bit, however, Ji Guoyuanyi's various performances entertained him to a great extent.So he felt that this was also very interesting, and began to tap dance next to the tiger's tail again and again with the purpose of poking the edge and exploding its fur.

Obviously, he stepped on the tiger's tail.

Faced with Yuanyi's questioning of why he came to the playground, Ying Lingzai felt extremely guilty.

What is he going to say?He just wanted to meet Ji Guoyansheng and see what kind of online class student he was, so he investigated the other party's whereabouts and came to the amusement park?But what if he said that and the other party misunderstood?He really thought that he was just a predestined apprentice, but he didn't expect that he in another world would be so talented that he could even deceive a man's feelings!

So come to the amusement park by yourself?Osamu Dazai would not believe it himself. With his personality, how could he spend money on his own without a girl treat!That's right, he is such a scumbag, he can't spend his own money to play in the amusement park!

If it was someone else, he could explain it in two sentences, but this Ji Guoyankatsu already knows the essence of Osamu Dazai too well.There is a limit to fooling around with the reason of 'differences in different worlds'. Osamu Dazai is so confident that it is impossible for him to be a non-scumbag himself, so it is impossible for Osamu Dazai to spend money to play in the amusement park by himself.

...Don't be confident in such things!Too bad for you!

"Yes, yes, I had a date with a beauty, but unfortunately I was let go, so I came in stealthily to evade the fare? I believe that with my face, it is easy to catch a beauty for food and drink. Facts have proved that my decision was correct. "

——Admitting so directly, this man!

Yan Sheng nodded in understanding, as if he really did.

——Acquiesced that this is the normal mode? !

Ji Guoyuan was silent for a moment, then suddenly spoke again: "The purpose of joining hands with other masters is to hold us back? The other party's goal is Saber?"

Yansheng frowned, looked carefully, and sure enough Saber was not there, so Yuanyi was right!So his expression became indifferent. Sure enough, this is a dungeon after all, and what is going on now is the Holy Grail War.It was too stupid for me to let my guard down involuntarily because the opponent was Osamu Dazai.Fortunately, he had told Wujo Wu not to be careless the next time he encounters a magic spirit that can transform. He himself, seeing a heroic spirit like Dazai, would immediately lower his wits and be defenseless.

"Yuanyi, where is Saber now, can you use the command spell to call her back?"

Yuan Yi immediately said: "It seems to be fighting with a strange heroic spirit—probably Caster. The opponent's attack range is very large, and Saber is trying to lure him to the sea. Brother, I think we should help suppress Caster, otherwise innocent people will be punished. implicated."

This answer is a perfect answer for Ji Guoyansheng. The kind-hearted Son of God will of course choose to help innocent people.He nodded, picked up Sakura from the ground, and told Sakura that they were going to help Saber.Before leaving, he couldn't help but glanced at Heroic Spirit Dazai again, and in the end he followed Yuanyi and took Sakura away without saying anything.

Ying Lingzai: ...

Ying Lingzai clutched his chest, he was almost electrocuted to death by that glance that seemed to say a thousand words just now!

--ah!Don't bend, myself, although my sexuality is kaleidoscope, but this kind of stand-in is too cruel, I definitely can't bend at this moment!no!

Moreover, that Ji Guoyuan is very wrong!It didn't match his cognition of this person from the information he knew from the side.

Could it be...

"Who is giving him advice?" Ying Lingzai narrowed his eyes, "It's really annoying, who is tearing me down, it's so annoying!"

Write it down for him first, this matter is not over, the person behind Ji Guoyuan!

... Wait for him to try riding a roller coaster without wearing a seat belt, go and come back!