Rihu's Pit Brother's Journey
Chapter 123 Why do you make things difficult for yourself?
As a heroic spirit, Osamu Dazai is determined to win this berserker heroic spirit.
He knew that it was difficult for the other party to reject him.
Think about it, even if it is another self in another world - he would be emotionally invested in a person like Osamu Dazai, which has proved that he is easily attracted by danger and evil.It's not about being someone's substitute, but that this man has such a taste.He is too cleanliness and pursues perfection, so he is easily attracted by malice.
Human emotions are similar to a pendulum. They always adjust themselves. When they are sad, they want to watch interesting things. When they are happy, they want to be comforted by pain.An overly kind human nature will subconsciously seek the selfishness and malice that he lacks.Ji Guoyan Katsu was originally a person who was too strict with himself, so that he was easily attracted by paranoid malice, not to mention that the person who made this invitation to him was Osamu Dazai.
If you ask Heroic Spirit Dazai's purpose for doing this, I'm afraid he really has no purpose, just like any 'innocent criminal', he only does it because he can.It's not that he has any interest in Yansheng himself, or wants to take revenge on Yuanyi, it's just because it seems that this heroic spirit is easily shaken by himself, so he tries to shake it, that's all.
'Ah, don't blame me, it's him who seduced me, with that 'take me away' expression, I can't help but want to take him to die for love, can't I?For the sake of his being so pitiful, I don't even care about not being a cute girl.It's not my fault, it's him who wants to go with me. '
Heroic Spirit Dazai naturally thought so.
Since it is rare to meet such a person who misses Osamu Dazai so much and wishes to go with Osamu Dazai, shouldn't it be a matter of course to take him along?
"Don't say such irresponsible things,"
But there was an extremely familiar voice that was as sweet as honey and said this.
Ying Lingzai was stunned, he, Ji Guoyansheng, and Kotomine Kirei who was quietly watching looked at the source of the sound.
You can't hear the light footsteps unless you listen carefully, just like a cat leaping across the ground lightly.
That strikingly similar existence, like a reflection in a mirror, was wearing an apricot-colored windbreaker, and had already walked in front of them.
Unlike the Heroic Spirit Dazai in black casual clothes, this Dazai looks softer and more mature. Even with the same face, it can still be judged that this Dazai is older.
"Obviously you only like girls and you only want to die with beautiful women. You are like this, is it called fraud?"
This Dazai said to Yinglingzai with a smile, during which he didn't even glance at Ji Guoyansheng.But his language, his demeanor, and his temperament have completely defeated his other self overwhelmingly.
Ying Lingzai was a little astonished, and then became hostile to the other self: "Ah, is this the ability of which heroic spirit, or am I so unlucky that I will come to a world with Dazai rule? Don't act like an adult persuading a child, You are obviously me too, and you are also a Dazai Osamu!"
Dazai, who was wearing a windbreaker, chuckled lightly: "I'm not persuading, I'm just stating the facts. The principle of heroic spirit summoning - to materialize the fixed thinking, for other heroic spirits, will come to the world at the most powerful time. And you, as Osamu Dazai, the heroic spirit, whose conceptual Noble Phantasm should be "disqualification in the world", then the one who is summoned is the most evil and degenerate Dazai Osamu who has fallen to the lowest point of "disqualification in the world". How can you be so young and desperate? Can you live up to other people's expectations? If you are desperate, you should die yourself. Silently, in places where no one knows, it can be turned into rotten mud to moisten the soil. Ah, poor you, you who are already a heroic spirit, even Can’t even do that, can it?”
"You!" Ying Lingzai wanted to say something, but suddenly noticed that Ji Guoyuan was coming this way, so he decisively decided to hide first, "Hmph, this is not over, we will see you again, another me. "
Ji Guoyansheng moved his fingers. He tried to hold his sword hilt, but found that he couldn't do anything except move his fingers.
"You..." He looked at Dazai Osamu, "If it's not a heroic spirit, who is it?"
The transparent vision tells him that this Osamu Dazai has an entity, so, is there really a Osamu Dazai in this world?
However, this Dazai didn't answer him, but walked away directly.
When the figure was almost invisible, he heard the words from afar.
"Don't expect to be rescued by others. Maybe some people will be lucky to be rescued, but that's definitely not you or me. Remember, in this world, no one can save you."
Yan Sheng woke up suddenly: "Mr. Dazai!"
He chased it out, but found nothing.
"Brother?"
As soon as Ji Guoyuan caught up, he obviously didn't know anything about what happened just now.
Yansheng's body swayed, and he barely stood still.
In the end, he still couldn't restrain his tears from rolling down.
Ji Guoyan wins, also had fantasies.
I imagined that if he could save Osamu Dazai, if he could stop Osamu Dazai, if... If he could meet Osamu Dazai again, if Osamu Dazai was the messenger of the spirit world, what would he say when he saw him?Facing this student who is not his own student, who is obsessed with a memory that is difficult to get out of, if it is Mr. Dazai, what would he say?
Say, come with me?
But he is not Ji Guoyan Katsu, not that Dazai Osamu, who extended his hand to invite Ji Guoyan Katsu.
... Sure enough, I still will, treat him as coldly as any stranger.
'No one can save you, remember, no one can save you. '
...but the same, with a tenderness that other people can't understand.
The real meaning of that sentence is - so you can only save yourself.Don't depend on others, you have to save yourself.
That was exactly the Osamu Dazai he knew.
Gentle, vulnerable, malicious, and kind.Abandoning him, he couldn't bear to take away his student in the end, but cruelly left the imprint of his life on the soul of the other party.
That is what Ji Guoyansheng misses, the teacher who has influenced his life.
It is not the frivolous love of teenagers, but a deeper connection of hearts.Dazai's mind, a part of Dazai's, has always been with him.
……
…………
"You did something cruel to him."
Qi Muyan, who teleported Dazai away, said with emotion to the Dazai beside him.
"He will think that you are Dazai Osamu who is still alive in this world, and he will be happy to think that there is a teacher who is still alive in this world, like the person he misses."
Dazai Osamu in a windbreaker—the system elf Dazai Osamu tilted his head and chuckled: "I'm not lying, maybe there is such a world, isn't it?"
Qi Mumiao: "Actually, it's okay to tell him the truth. I don't think he will blame you for being a system elf."
Elf Zai said: "Perhaps, but that has nothing to do with me. I intervened in this matter only because there is another Osamu Dazai in this dungeon, and I still have the favor of Guo Yuanyi, that's all. After leaving this dungeon , how they become irrelevant to me, I don't want to get in trouble."
Qi Mumiao: "...I want to say that I am worthy of being Ji Guoyansheng's teacher." The point of being hard-spoken and soft-hearted is exactly the same.
"It's not my intention to show the hole card too early," Elf Jae said, "But Yan Sheng's side is fine for the time being. The next Yuan Yi can handle it, the only trouble is——"
Qi Mumiao answered: "Is it the polluted Holy Grail?"
"As the literal meaning is, the Holy Grail has been polluted maliciously, and all the heroic spirits in the system have a high probability of being polluted. The time when the Holy Grail has the highest interference authority over the heroic spirits is when the winner is determined."
Qi Mumei finally realized the seriousness of the problem: "If Yuanyi is infected, it will be troublesome. We can't let him make a wish with the Holy Grail."
The frightening thing is that no one in this holy grail battle is Yuanyi's opponent.After Ji Guoyansheng was incited to desire the Holy Grail, Ji Guoyuan will definitely participate in the Holy Grail War with all his strength.
Qi Mumiao quickly thought about the heroic spirits and masters of all parties remaining on the battlefield. It is true that the heroic spirit Dazai Osamu said that the only one who can win is Ji Guoyan Sheng. It is an enemy, and even an opponent who will take the initiative to give up the victory.
What would happen if Ji Kuniwa wins?He will make his Master Matou Sakura make a wish.What is Matou Sakura's wish?
Qi Mumei finally found the hidden clue.
"Matou Sakura's wish...is to revive the berserker. Her intention is good. She hopes that the heroic spirit who brought the only miracle to her life can return to the world. But the Holy Grail has been polluted, and Ji Guoyansheng himself happens to be If this wish of the messenger of the spirit world is fulfilled, it is likely that the one who will be 'resurrected' is Hei Simou who will reappear in the body of a ghost."
This is something Ji Guoyuan absolutely cannot tolerate.
After finally saving his elder brother from the path of evil spirits, he gradually regained his heart. If Yansheng turns back into evil spirits again, Yuan Yi will definitely lose his psychological balance and become more serious as evil spirits.
So, what is the only thing that can change the status quo?
Let the other Heroic Spirits win and obtain the Holy Grail.Or clear this suspected tainted grail early.
"It may be impossible to clear it in advance," Elder Jae deduced. "The Holy Grail system has been activated and summoned heroic spirits. I may not be able to reset it before the end of this Holy Grail battle. There are two options. One is to let a certain heroic spirit win. The Holy Grail War ends as soon as possible. Another solution is - to complete the dungeon task as soon as possible, and let the brothers leave the dungeon before the Holy Grail comes."
Qi Mumiaomao suddenly realized that he had forgotten that there was a dungeon mission.The Spirit Master is indeed Dazai Osamu, the ultimate in wisdom is not an exaggeration, this person is indeed well-deserved.
Qi Mumiao immediately said: "Then complete the system task immediately."
Elf Jae smiled: "I've already seen the system task from the panel on Yuanyi's side. The content is - to protect a boy named Shiro from being affected by the Holy Grail War and to survive safely."
Qi Mumei: ...
Isn't this a chicken-and-egg problem?To ensure the completion of the mission, it is necessary to wait until the time when the problem of the Holy Grail War affects ordinary people, and save Shirou at this time.But at that point in time, I'm afraid the Holy Grail has come to the world, and something happened to Yuanyi and Yansheng, so what's the point of completing the task!
Jingling Zai continued: "What I can think of is that if we start with the young Shirou, we can train him to be a super boy who can survive any crisis in advance, then even if the deadline is not reached, the task will be completed." can be completed ahead of schedule.”
Qi Mumiao agreed very much, so he teleported to find the young Shirou.
Jingling Zai smiled lightly: "Hehehe~ I have almost figured out the trick, Qi Mu-jun's avatar-body mind-reading technique can only read superficial thoughts. Ah, I didn't lie to him, it's because he didn't listen to me~ Even if the task is completed , Brother Jiguo can also choose whether to leave, that is to say, they may continue the Holy Grail War after completing the task. The best solution is really that~that~"
"Really, I don't want to, I don't want to be so troublesome, they insisted on forcing me to do this~ If there is a heroic spirit suitable for operation, isn't that the only one?"
Osamu Dazai stretched out his arms and spoke to the sky as if intoxicated.
"It's really all, it's not a last resort, it's the result of letting nature take its course, myself."
This is all to repay your favor, Ji Guoyuanyi, my true hero, the 'evil spirit god' that the spirit world fears and guards against, this is all——as your return gift for letting me be free.
He knew that it was difficult for the other party to reject him.
Think about it, even if it is another self in another world - he would be emotionally invested in a person like Osamu Dazai, which has proved that he is easily attracted by danger and evil.It's not about being someone's substitute, but that this man has such a taste.He is too cleanliness and pursues perfection, so he is easily attracted by malice.
Human emotions are similar to a pendulum. They always adjust themselves. When they are sad, they want to watch interesting things. When they are happy, they want to be comforted by pain.An overly kind human nature will subconsciously seek the selfishness and malice that he lacks.Ji Guoyan Katsu was originally a person who was too strict with himself, so that he was easily attracted by paranoid malice, not to mention that the person who made this invitation to him was Osamu Dazai.
If you ask Heroic Spirit Dazai's purpose for doing this, I'm afraid he really has no purpose, just like any 'innocent criminal', he only does it because he can.It's not that he has any interest in Yansheng himself, or wants to take revenge on Yuanyi, it's just because it seems that this heroic spirit is easily shaken by himself, so he tries to shake it, that's all.
'Ah, don't blame me, it's him who seduced me, with that 'take me away' expression, I can't help but want to take him to die for love, can't I?For the sake of his being so pitiful, I don't even care about not being a cute girl.It's not my fault, it's him who wants to go with me. '
Heroic Spirit Dazai naturally thought so.
Since it is rare to meet such a person who misses Osamu Dazai so much and wishes to go with Osamu Dazai, shouldn't it be a matter of course to take him along?
"Don't say such irresponsible things,"
But there was an extremely familiar voice that was as sweet as honey and said this.
Ying Lingzai was stunned, he, Ji Guoyansheng, and Kotomine Kirei who was quietly watching looked at the source of the sound.
You can't hear the light footsteps unless you listen carefully, just like a cat leaping across the ground lightly.
That strikingly similar existence, like a reflection in a mirror, was wearing an apricot-colored windbreaker, and had already walked in front of them.
Unlike the Heroic Spirit Dazai in black casual clothes, this Dazai looks softer and more mature. Even with the same face, it can still be judged that this Dazai is older.
"Obviously you only like girls and you only want to die with beautiful women. You are like this, is it called fraud?"
This Dazai said to Yinglingzai with a smile, during which he didn't even glance at Ji Guoyansheng.But his language, his demeanor, and his temperament have completely defeated his other self overwhelmingly.
Ying Lingzai was a little astonished, and then became hostile to the other self: "Ah, is this the ability of which heroic spirit, or am I so unlucky that I will come to a world with Dazai rule? Don't act like an adult persuading a child, You are obviously me too, and you are also a Dazai Osamu!"
Dazai, who was wearing a windbreaker, chuckled lightly: "I'm not persuading, I'm just stating the facts. The principle of heroic spirit summoning - to materialize the fixed thinking, for other heroic spirits, will come to the world at the most powerful time. And you, as Osamu Dazai, the heroic spirit, whose conceptual Noble Phantasm should be "disqualification in the world", then the one who is summoned is the most evil and degenerate Dazai Osamu who has fallen to the lowest point of "disqualification in the world". How can you be so young and desperate? Can you live up to other people's expectations? If you are desperate, you should die yourself. Silently, in places where no one knows, it can be turned into rotten mud to moisten the soil. Ah, poor you, you who are already a heroic spirit, even Can’t even do that, can it?”
"You!" Ying Lingzai wanted to say something, but suddenly noticed that Ji Guoyuan was coming this way, so he decisively decided to hide first, "Hmph, this is not over, we will see you again, another me. "
Ji Guoyansheng moved his fingers. He tried to hold his sword hilt, but found that he couldn't do anything except move his fingers.
"You..." He looked at Dazai Osamu, "If it's not a heroic spirit, who is it?"
The transparent vision tells him that this Osamu Dazai has an entity, so, is there really a Osamu Dazai in this world?
However, this Dazai didn't answer him, but walked away directly.
When the figure was almost invisible, he heard the words from afar.
"Don't expect to be rescued by others. Maybe some people will be lucky to be rescued, but that's definitely not you or me. Remember, in this world, no one can save you."
Yan Sheng woke up suddenly: "Mr. Dazai!"
He chased it out, but found nothing.
"Brother?"
As soon as Ji Guoyuan caught up, he obviously didn't know anything about what happened just now.
Yansheng's body swayed, and he barely stood still.
In the end, he still couldn't restrain his tears from rolling down.
Ji Guoyan wins, also had fantasies.
I imagined that if he could save Osamu Dazai, if he could stop Osamu Dazai, if... If he could meet Osamu Dazai again, if Osamu Dazai was the messenger of the spirit world, what would he say when he saw him?Facing this student who is not his own student, who is obsessed with a memory that is difficult to get out of, if it is Mr. Dazai, what would he say?
Say, come with me?
But he is not Ji Guoyan Katsu, not that Dazai Osamu, who extended his hand to invite Ji Guoyan Katsu.
... Sure enough, I still will, treat him as coldly as any stranger.
'No one can save you, remember, no one can save you. '
...but the same, with a tenderness that other people can't understand.
The real meaning of that sentence is - so you can only save yourself.Don't depend on others, you have to save yourself.
That was exactly the Osamu Dazai he knew.
Gentle, vulnerable, malicious, and kind.Abandoning him, he couldn't bear to take away his student in the end, but cruelly left the imprint of his life on the soul of the other party.
That is what Ji Guoyansheng misses, the teacher who has influenced his life.
It is not the frivolous love of teenagers, but a deeper connection of hearts.Dazai's mind, a part of Dazai's, has always been with him.
……
…………
"You did something cruel to him."
Qi Muyan, who teleported Dazai away, said with emotion to the Dazai beside him.
"He will think that you are Dazai Osamu who is still alive in this world, and he will be happy to think that there is a teacher who is still alive in this world, like the person he misses."
Dazai Osamu in a windbreaker—the system elf Dazai Osamu tilted his head and chuckled: "I'm not lying, maybe there is such a world, isn't it?"
Qi Mumiao: "Actually, it's okay to tell him the truth. I don't think he will blame you for being a system elf."
Elf Zai said: "Perhaps, but that has nothing to do with me. I intervened in this matter only because there is another Osamu Dazai in this dungeon, and I still have the favor of Guo Yuanyi, that's all. After leaving this dungeon , how they become irrelevant to me, I don't want to get in trouble."
Qi Mumiao: "...I want to say that I am worthy of being Ji Guoyansheng's teacher." The point of being hard-spoken and soft-hearted is exactly the same.
"It's not my intention to show the hole card too early," Elf Jae said, "But Yan Sheng's side is fine for the time being. The next Yuan Yi can handle it, the only trouble is——"
Qi Mumiao answered: "Is it the polluted Holy Grail?"
"As the literal meaning is, the Holy Grail has been polluted maliciously, and all the heroic spirits in the system have a high probability of being polluted. The time when the Holy Grail has the highest interference authority over the heroic spirits is when the winner is determined."
Qi Mumei finally realized the seriousness of the problem: "If Yuanyi is infected, it will be troublesome. We can't let him make a wish with the Holy Grail."
The frightening thing is that no one in this holy grail battle is Yuanyi's opponent.After Ji Guoyansheng was incited to desire the Holy Grail, Ji Guoyuan will definitely participate in the Holy Grail War with all his strength.
Qi Mumiao quickly thought about the heroic spirits and masters of all parties remaining on the battlefield. It is true that the heroic spirit Dazai Osamu said that the only one who can win is Ji Guoyan Sheng. It is an enemy, and even an opponent who will take the initiative to give up the victory.
What would happen if Ji Kuniwa wins?He will make his Master Matou Sakura make a wish.What is Matou Sakura's wish?
Qi Mumei finally found the hidden clue.
"Matou Sakura's wish...is to revive the berserker. Her intention is good. She hopes that the heroic spirit who brought the only miracle to her life can return to the world. But the Holy Grail has been polluted, and Ji Guoyansheng himself happens to be If this wish of the messenger of the spirit world is fulfilled, it is likely that the one who will be 'resurrected' is Hei Simou who will reappear in the body of a ghost."
This is something Ji Guoyuan absolutely cannot tolerate.
After finally saving his elder brother from the path of evil spirits, he gradually regained his heart. If Yansheng turns back into evil spirits again, Yuan Yi will definitely lose his psychological balance and become more serious as evil spirits.
So, what is the only thing that can change the status quo?
Let the other Heroic Spirits win and obtain the Holy Grail.Or clear this suspected tainted grail early.
"It may be impossible to clear it in advance," Elder Jae deduced. "The Holy Grail system has been activated and summoned heroic spirits. I may not be able to reset it before the end of this Holy Grail battle. There are two options. One is to let a certain heroic spirit win. The Holy Grail War ends as soon as possible. Another solution is - to complete the dungeon task as soon as possible, and let the brothers leave the dungeon before the Holy Grail comes."
Qi Mumiaomao suddenly realized that he had forgotten that there was a dungeon mission.The Spirit Master is indeed Dazai Osamu, the ultimate in wisdom is not an exaggeration, this person is indeed well-deserved.
Qi Mumiao immediately said: "Then complete the system task immediately."
Elf Jae smiled: "I've already seen the system task from the panel on Yuanyi's side. The content is - to protect a boy named Shiro from being affected by the Holy Grail War and to survive safely."
Qi Mumei: ...
Isn't this a chicken-and-egg problem?To ensure the completion of the mission, it is necessary to wait until the time when the problem of the Holy Grail War affects ordinary people, and save Shirou at this time.But at that point in time, I'm afraid the Holy Grail has come to the world, and something happened to Yuanyi and Yansheng, so what's the point of completing the task!
Jingling Zai continued: "What I can think of is that if we start with the young Shirou, we can train him to be a super boy who can survive any crisis in advance, then even if the deadline is not reached, the task will be completed." can be completed ahead of schedule.”
Qi Mumiao agreed very much, so he teleported to find the young Shirou.
Jingling Zai smiled lightly: "Hehehe~ I have almost figured out the trick, Qi Mu-jun's avatar-body mind-reading technique can only read superficial thoughts. Ah, I didn't lie to him, it's because he didn't listen to me~ Even if the task is completed , Brother Jiguo can also choose whether to leave, that is to say, they may continue the Holy Grail War after completing the task. The best solution is really that~that~"
"Really, I don't want to, I don't want to be so troublesome, they insisted on forcing me to do this~ If there is a heroic spirit suitable for operation, isn't that the only one?"
Osamu Dazai stretched out his arms and spoke to the sky as if intoxicated.
"It's really all, it's not a last resort, it's the result of letting nature take its course, myself."
This is all to repay your favor, Ji Guoyuanyi, my true hero, the 'evil spirit god' that the spirit world fears and guards against, this is all——as your return gift for letting me be free.
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