can't meet in this life

After an unknown amount of time, Wu Yichen asked tremblingly, "Lingdu, why haven't you slept yet, is your stomach still hurting?"

Ling Du didn't answer.Wu Yichen thought that the thunderstorm was too loud, but Ling Du didn't hear it, so he leaned forward and asked again.

Ling Ducai replied: "It doesn't hurt, I can't sleep, maybe it's because of the bed, and I laughed after I finished speaking. For a man, this reason is really not very good."

Wu Yichen said again in the dark, "Your laughter is so nice, why do you seldom laugh?".

Ling Du sighed a long time and said, "I seldom laughed when I was young, and even less after my grandma passed away."

Ling Du's words made Wu Yichen feel that there was a lot of sadness hidden behind Ling Du's cold face."

After a while, Ling said to Wu Yichen, "Can you tell me your story?"

Wu Yichen was silent for a long time, and said slowly: "Don't you think people like me are disgusting?".

Ling Du said calmly: "No, you are very clean, in my heart you are more pure and clean than anyone else."

Wu Yichen choked up and said: "Lingdu, don't be in the way of face, I'm sorry to say, if you hate me, I can leave immediately."

Ling Du held Wu Yichen's face with both hands, and said with unprecedented tenderness, "Yichen, everyone is equal in front of true emotions. Your love is also love, not cheap, only those who truly understand will cherish it." .

After speaking, he gently kissed the tears on Wu Yichen's face.Wu Yichen was shocked, and his body was so stiff that he couldn't control it.Ling Du kissed for a while before stopping, wrapped his arms around Wu Yichen's body and said, "Yichen, relax, I won't hurt you, can you tell me your story?".

At this moment, Wu Yichen's heart was full of happiness that he had never felt before, and it was the first time that he opened his heart to tell his inner world in front of another person.

Wu Yichen sniffed, and the dusty memory was opened, and recalled: "When I was very young, my father passed away, and my mother took me and my younger brother very hard. In order to earn more money, my mother had to work very early. Get up, go to the kiln to move bricks. I have to rush back to school for class before class, and I have to move bricks after dinner in the evening. I have no time to take care of my family.

My younger brother is Wu Yiming, who is 5 years younger than me.Now I am in my sophomore year. People say that children of poor people are already in charge of the family. I can cook at a very young age. I brought up my brother when he was a child. very happy.

At that time, I didn't feel that I was abnormal. It was one summer. There was a bridge at the entrance of our village. It was made of wood. Once it rained heavily, the bridge was broken by the rain, and the river was very fast. At that time, I was very small. , I can't walk through it.

When I was worrying, suddenly I didn’t know who it was, and hugged me from behind. At that time, I felt that I was easily hugged by him in the blink of an eye. I looked up at that person. I knew that person. It was the next door. He is from the village. He goes to the same middle school as me. He is two years older than me. He is tall and strong. When I lean on his chest, I can hear his heartbeat clearly. This feeling is amazing. He is like a mountain. I feel really small, never have this feeling of being protected, and my heartbeat is also changing with his heartbeat.He sent me across the river safely, and before I could say thank you, he put on his shoes and left without looking back. I looked at his back, and it took root in my heart from that moment on.

From then on, I waited for him to appear on the way to school before leaving. I watched him do exercises secretly on the playground. I would not let go of any chance to see him. This person has lived in my heart.

I dare not tell anyone, for fear that they will call me a pervert if they find out, and sometimes I also hate myself, how could this happen, how could I have feelings for a man, I am tormented in love and hate.

Soon the final exams were over, and he failed to enter high school. Later, I heard from the villagers that his father was going to take him to Guangzhou to work. I don’t know if we can meet again. I'm afraid, if I don't say anything, I may not have a chance.

I waited for him at the entrance of the village. I didn’t see him until sunset. He was alone. I stopped him. I told him that I liked him and asked him to wait for me. When I graduated, I went to Guangzhou to find him. After hearing this, they called me perverted and pushed me to the ground. I passed out, and when I woke up, I was already in the hospital with four stitches on my head.”

Wu Yichen grabbed Ling Du's hand and touched it on his head. There was a scar on the hairline of his forehead. Ling Du touched it with one hand, and the other arm held Wu Yichen tighter. Wu Yichen sighed deeply. He took a deep breath and continued, "At that time, my family asked me what happened, but I didn't dare to say, I just said that I accidentally fell."

This matter has always been in my heart. Later, I heard that you can apply for a school in Guangzhou after you go to university. After college, I took the postgraduate entrance examination. As I grew older, I realized that my love cannot live in the sun. He was right to reject me. I didn’t have the courage to take the entrance examination for a school in Guangzhou. Slowly, the pressure in my heart was increasing. I'm afraid that others will find out that I'm a G and a pervert..."

Wu Yichen began to cry in a low voice, Ling Du went to kiss the tears on his face again, and kept stroking Wu Yichen's hair with his hands, Wu Yichen bit his finger, and sobbed for a while before he calmed down.

Ling Du touched Wu Yichen's face and said, "Yichen, don't be afraid of Yichen, there is me, there is me." After listening to Wu Yichen's narration, Ling Du felt a sharp pain in his heart.I don't know how long it took before Wu Yichen fell asleep in Ling Du's arms. Wu Yichen was so thin that people couldn't feel breathing, but Wu Yichen didn't know that someone was so distressed for him that he couldn't sleep all night.

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Next chapter: The man in white looked at it, picked up a pen and wrote a few words on the paper, "This person will never meet again in this lifetime" and handed it to Ling Du. Wu Yichen also leaned his head over, looked at the words on it and asked suspiciously...