can't meet in this life

Ling Du held the water glass tightly in his hand, the water in the glass swung out of the glass due to too much force, and sprinkled on Ling Du's hand.

Wu Yichen stretched out both hands to hold Ling Du's hand that was holding the cup tightly. Ling Du felt that Wu Yichen was just holding him gently, and there was a trace of warmth from Wu Yichen's palm. The warmth was gentle, more like A kind of care, Lingdu's mood calmed down immediately, and he put down the cup in his hand.

Wu Yichen also let go of Ling Du's hand, picked up a paper towel and gently wiped off the water stains on his hands, and refilled the cup with tea.

Ling Du's mood calmed down a lot.Continued, "The two families made an appointment soon. I don't know where Li Mei knew about it. I have pursued Liu Fang, but now I haven't accepted her because I still haven't let Liu Fang go. She hates Liu Fang, hates her Why did she appear in front of me earlier, hate why she got my love, hate why she is happier than myself, she wants to take everything from her, everything...

Her idea was too silly and too scary.Soon Li Mei found Liu Fang's husband, and the two soon hooked up and had sex. Once, Liu Fang bumped into her and stuck her in the hotel bed.Liu Fang didn't believe everything in front of her eyes, chased and beat her crazily, and finally killed Li Mei by mistake. Liu Fang was also greatly stimulated and fell into depression.

I was the last one to know the news. My family kept it from me, and no one dared to tell me.

Later, when I received a letter from Liu Fang before she died, I learned the whole story. Liu Fang committed suicide and died of taking sleeping pills. She wrote three letters, and I was one of them. I still remember it clearly.

The content of the letter: "The love she believed in fell apart like this, and she was so fragile that she couldn't face the people she once loved, and she couldn't face her family. Don't feel sorry for what she did, Ling Du, although you and I passed each other in front of love, but I didn't regret my choice, because I really loved.

You are the best friend in my life, I want to give you all my blessings at the end of my life, I hope you can get true love... Lingdu choked up.

He has no way to go on, because he is the culprit, he ruined everything about Liu Fang, if he had slept with Li Mei that time, there wouldn't be so many things.Why didn't I do it myself?And Liu Fang is the happiness he wants to protect the most in his heart, and this ruined him.He couldn't forgive himself.

Wu Yichen quietly walked behind Ling Du, and gently stroked his back to calm Ling Du down. This method worked very well for Ling Du, and Ling Du controlled himself after a while.

Ling Du took a few sips of water, sighed, and said, "Everyone knows what happened afterwards.

I ran to the Li family to make a big fuss, withdrew my marriage, and went to Liu Fang's grave and knelt for three days and three nights. During the three days when I disappeared, the Ling family used all their connections to find me, and my mother's hair fell overnight. That's it.

Three days later, I came back by myself. I shut myself in the house and no one would see me. I didn’t eat or drink, and my parents couldn’t do anything.Just when they were desperate, my grandfather came and forced someone to break down the door and sent me to the hospital.

At that time, I was already unconscious. After rescue, my life was saved, but I was disabled. I didn’t talk to anyone. The doctor said it was a heart disease. I needed to see a psychologist. My dad invited the best psychotherapist in the United States. I haven't recovered after a period of treatment, and my knot is too deep.The doctor advised me to give up the treatment.

My parents were afraid that I would be in danger again, so they finally decided to send me to the army. At that time, my heart was frozen, and I only knew about life-threatening training every day. Every time I had a mission, I rushed to the front. As long as I died, I didn’t have to come back. No need to face all this.Once I was seriously injured during a mission and almost died. His parents were frightened and asked me to go back to Beijing.

I disagree.In the end, my grandfather went to the army to find me and talked a lot. My request was: "It's fine to let me leave the army, but I want to move out of the Ling family, and I don't want to take over any property of the Ling family. I want to live my own life." ".

Ling Du finished speaking.Looking at Wu Yichen who was in a daze, "Why don't you talk, normal people will comfort you now, what's wrong with you?"

Wu Yichen raised his head, "What did you ask me to say? Now you are the one who opened the wound in front of me and showed it to me. It's useless to say anything. Only you know how deep the pain is. The best way for me now is to accompany you. To spend the most difficult time together, and... Also, I am not a normal person, I am not qualified to judge anyone's emotions, normal people will have the opportunity to confess to the person they love deeply, I am not Okay, I can only live in the dark, this pain has no end"

Ling Du thought for a while, "Could it be that you are..."

Wu Yichen smiled, "You are very smart, yes, I am, that is what you think in your heart, I am a tong xing lover, if you feel bad habits, I can leave immediately, or I can resign, you can be honest today, I I also don't want to expire you, you are so smart and know that it will be a matter of time, it would be better if I said it myself."

Sitting there, Ling Du picked up his cup and took a sip of tea...

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