[HP] Daily life of a robber
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Xing looked at his smiling face, inexplicably, his uneasiness disappeared, he slowly raised his hand, and hugged James, James hugged him back without hesitation, and the two heard each other's heartbeat.
"I like you," said Sirius.
"I know."
"Not the kind of friends, but the kind of lovers."
"Well... not to say, I know."
"And then," Sirius closed his eyes, "I don't want to change."
"Heh," James chuckled, his eyes were clear, not because he had figured it out, but because he was no longer entangled, "Sirius..."
"Thank you," James said, breaking away from the hug, with one hand out, stroking Sirius' cheek, "for pampering my waywardness."
He knew that Sirius had been suppressing his feelings, yet he had been taking advantage of his cautiousness.
I sure as hell was spoiled and didn't want to get hurt so I watched other people get hurt.
"Friend, are we still good friends?" Sirius said impatiently, afraid of hearing what he didn't want to hear.
James looked at his own reflection in Sirius' gray eyes, and slowly shook his head, "We can't go back anymore," Sirius' pupils shrank slightly, and a sad breath overflowed his body. James felt that such a literary atmosphere was not enough. It suits him, and he states the decision bluntly, "Let's date."
"...Are you kidding me?" Sirius couldn't control his sadness for a while.
James took a deep breath, "I don't know, but I want to be with you."
"James Potter liked Sirius Black, maybe between friends, maybe... a deeper liking..."
"Give us a chance and try it out."
The corners of Sirius' mouth slowly turned up, and a warm smile appeared on his face, "Then we'll be together."
……
Sirius Black and James Potter started dating, which only four people know, the other two of the Marauders say it's going too fast, they can't keep up!
Why are you just about to go back to sleep, but see two friends having sex!
Peter and Lupine's hearts were almost broken.
Sirius likes James. The two of them have long seen from Sirius' eyes that James attaches great importance to his relationship with Sirius. This can also be seen.
But friends are different from lovers. Lupine once thought that Sirius would keep this feeling in his heart, and then he would gradually weaken his love after James made a girlfriend (Lily accepted him).
Who would have thought...these two guys would come up with this!
Didn't James go on a date with Lily?Why did you start dating Sirius?
Can they really communicate smoothly?Lupine was very worried.
Even Peter, who mostly obeyed the other three and never objected to their decisions, was not optimistic about their relationship.
It is precisely because of his timid character that he is more careful and cautious than others. James and Sirius are not suitable for dating, Peter can be sure.
One is pampered since childhood, with willful and reckless personality, and the other is paranoid and uninhibited. They have similar interests and hobbies, and they will be like-minded friends as friends.
But being lovers... Maybe, no, it will definitely hurt each other.
Because love is too unfair.
unnatural
From friends to lovers, literally one word changes, but the meanings are very different. Where is the specific difference?
Sirius, who is in a relationship, said that he doesn't know anyway.
I did it, I talked about dating, um, it seems that I did say that I would give it a try.
But what do lovers in a relationship do?
Holding hands, dating, kissing, having sex?
After he tried all these, why did he feel that apart from kissing and having sex, there seemed to be no emotional progress.
The relationship between him and James can barely be regarded as the route of childhood sweethearts, and they are usually close enough, and the relationship is just another form for their daily life.
Paddle in class, study non-curriculum content-the Marauder's Map, explore in the Forbidden Forest... Stick together as usual every day, what to do or what to do.
But... He clearly said the words of dating, but he couldn't go any further, and even a feeling of uneasiness spread in his heart.
Scratching his hair, Sirius glanced at James who was lying on the sofa reading a book, as if feeling his gaze, James raised his head and cast a puzzled look, "Bored? Or hungry?"
"Huh?" Sirius looked at the time, and it was already noon, "I haven't watched anything yet!" His head was filled with various thoughts, and time flew by inadvertently.
"Whoever let your mind wander all morning, it's strange if you can see it." James naturally found that Sirius was absent-minded, but he just didn't take it to heart. Anyway, there is no need for him to worry about this level of distraction. If something really happened, Sirius would have said it straight away.
"Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well last night." Sirius found a random reason to explain, he thought for a while and then asked, "Then shall we go to the lobby today, or let Remus and the others bring the food? Let's say Remus and the others go." What are you doing? You haven’t been studying with us very much recently.”
James shrugged, "Who knows, we might as well leave them alone."
"So go to the lobby?" Sirius said as he got up, walked to the edge of the sofa, and pulled James up.
"Of course not, it's too troublesome." James grabbed his arm and got up to sit. He twisted his neck, which had been a little inflexible for a while, stretched his waist, and smiled mysteriously, "I'm okay." I want to show you something~”
His eyes seemed to fall into the stars, sparkling, with a mess of hair, in the eyes of Sirius, he was very cute, so he couldn't help but leaned forward. James saw the face getting closer and closer, and reflexively wanted to go to him. She flashed to the side, but remembered the current relationship between the two in time, and stopped unnaturally, but the kiss fell on the corner of his mouth.
James' eyes flickered, and then he returned to his smile. Sirius pretended not to see his stiffness, but slightly clenched his hands. He asked with a calm smile, "What good thing?"
"Don't be too surprised." James said with a playful tone, and raised his eyebrows at Sirius. He twirled his wand a few times between his fingers and cast a flying spell. Peter's exclusive small table flew smoothly to the sofa and stopped. Sweeping away the books on the table, he took out a round badge with the letters 'JP' simply engraved on it and placed it on the table.
"Isn't this our communication badge? Why do you still keep it?" Sirius could tell what the badge James took out at a glance. Small and unable to convey a few words, they spent more than a semester.In the later stage, their various technologies improved, and the badge was replaced with a piece of A5-sized paper using the same principle, which is convenient to carry and can convey enough words.His badge had been thrown away when it was replaced with communication paper, but James still kept it.
"Of course, this is the first successful invention of the robbers, and it must be kept as a souvenir." James replied casually, aiming his wand at the badge, "What do you want to eat?"
Sirius blinked, and said curiously, "Anything is fine?" After getting James' nod, Sirius thought for a while and began to order, "Sandwich and a fruit salad."
"Okay, but the ingredients of the sandwiches are random." James said, the letters on the badge turned into densely packed three rows of text: 'Sandwich X2, fruit salad, corn chowder'.
After the change was completed, James raised his hand and snapped his fingers neatly, "Now is the time to witness the miracle!"
As soon as he finished speaking, several plates suddenly appeared on the empty table, and the food on the plate was exactly what was written on the badge. Sirius reached out and took a sandwich and took a bite. He was very surprised, chewing the food in his mouth. Say, "Really, how did you do it?"
The corners of James' mouth almost reached his ears, Sirius' surprised expression obviously pleased him, and he said in a word, "This is a secret~"
Do you want the embarrassment on your face to be so obvious? Hearing his words, Sirius laughed in his heart. Looking at James who had 'Quickly Ask Me' written all over his face, Sirius swallowed the food in his mouth to satisfy someone's desire to show off , "Oh, James, you can't do this, there is no secret between us, just tell me."
"Well... let me think about it."
"If you don't tell me, I'll bite you." Sirius turned into a black dog neatly, and leaped at James with his fangs and claws.
It's more like licking than biting. James was smeared with saliva, and before he had time to dislike it, someone waved his dog's paw and scratched at James' weak waist. One person and one dog entangled together. James was very upset. Quickly disarm and surrender, "Hahaha, stop! Stop, I say."
As a ticklish person, James really couldn't stand someone maliciously touching his waist, not to mention Sirius's despicable and shameless use of furry claws, which doubled the lethality.
Sirius jumped away from James, but did not return to human form. James straightened the clothes that Sirius had messed up, and told Sirius the truth he was about to tell, "House-elf."
You are strong!Sirius looked at James with admiration. It is not easy to have a good relationship with the house elves. He thought that being able to enter the kitchen to get food at any time would be enough. James was able to fool them into serving food directly. This is such a good relationship. yes!
Maintaining the shape of a black dog, Sirius stood on his hind legs and opened his mouth to James, with an obvious meaning—begging for feed.
James rolled his eyes, "You don't want to change back."
"Wow!" Yes, Sirius felt more comfortable getting along with him in a non-human form, at least James did not reject intimate contact in this form.
Stuffing a sandwich into Sirius' mouth, James started his own lunch too.
After lunch, Sirius lay in James' arms and took a comfortable lunch break.James continued to study "Alchemy—Equivalent Exchange", his hands stroked Sirius' back, and a warm and peaceful atmosphere lingered around him.
At this time, Sirius and James didn't know that something deeply affecting them was happening quietly.
Regulus doesn't like the students of Gryffindor College, and three of them are the most annoying: James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, and Remus Lupine.
The reason is simple, they abducted his elder brother, he can't take revenge, can't he just hate him.
Lupine looked at Regulus who appeared in front of him, a little puzzled, "What's the matter?"
Regulus was cautious in front of Sirius, but he was proud in front of others. The Black family contributed a lot to the education of the heir.
"Where's my brother?" The black eyes swept behind Lupine and Peter, and Regulus felt irritated when he didn't see Sirius and James.
"The library, a certain classroom, or next to the Black Lake." Peter rolled his watery eyes, and it was very innocent for him to speak nonsense.
Regulus ignored him, staring straight at Lupine, "I have something important... I want to ask him."
"You can find him during meal time, or stop him after class, you don't know our schedule." Lupine smiled and greeted Peter, "Let's go, our thesis is not finished yet. "
Seeing that they were about to leave, Regulus gritted his teeth and asked, "He... Brother, is he dating Potter?"
Lupine was taken aback, surprise flashed in his eyes, he stopped and turned to look at him, wondering how he would know.
Lupine was about to prevaricate a few words, but he saw the eyes looking at him. Regulus' eyes sometimes resembled those of Sirius, deep and full of aggression.
It's a bit troublesome... Lupine and Peter looked at each other and said in unison, "Acquaintance? Literally?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid anymore, that day I..." Regulus seemed to be thinking of something, his face was gloomy, and he took a deep breath, "I saw my brother and that Potter..."
"Kiss?" Seeing that he couldn't say that word, Lupine kindly answered, and immediately received a vicious look.
Peter said, "You must have been under someone's confusion spell and hallucinated."
"Or it's too much pressure." Lupine patted Regulus on the shoulder earnestly. "You should take a good rest."
"You guys!" Regulus patted his hands off his shoulders, widened his eyes, and made it clear that he didn't believe what the two of them said.
Peter shrugged, "Oh, how pitiful, is life in Slytherin not good, with such a bad face."
Lupine said, "Why don't you ask Professor Dumbledore if you can be transferred, come to our Gryffindor, and make sure the pressure will be relieved at once."
The two ignited the anger in Regulus' heart with one sentence, and he resisted the urge to pull out his wand, "It's useless to change the subject..."
"Since you're sure, why ask us?" Lupine changed the subject, he was still smiling, but his eyes were cold, he could see that the person in front of him just refused to accept the facts, so he asked someone to ask.
"I..." Regulus' face turned pale when he was talking about the central matter.
Lupine and Peter didn't want to bother with him anymore. They wanted to use Regulus' words to find out where he got the news that James and Sirius were dating, but they heard him say that they just happened to see the two doing something. If you don't hear things that go beyond the boundaries of friends, the two of you have no interest in talking to him.
Anyway, some big mouth didn't know about it, and according to the situation, this guy wouldn't say it, so they don't have to worry about it.
After thinking about it, Lupine and Peter smiled wryly in their hearts. They were worried here, and the two parties involved didn't pay attention to it.
Regulus left in a daze. He could accept two boys together, but he couldn't accept his brother being with boys.
Brother... You have entered Gryffindor, don't you even have any sense of shame?Are you going to let Blake's honor be ruined on you?
Roar letter
Since James showed his skills and served the food directly with the help of the house elf, the four robbers happily saved the time to go to the hall for lunch and dinner. Of course, breakfast still needs to go, who made the school package only on the breakfast Send it together.
To be honest, Sirius felt that the delivery time of parcels must be reformed. Thinking about eating well, with a few bird feathers floating in the sky, his appetite might be greatly reduced all of a sudden.
Picking out a feather from the thick soup, Sirius tilted his body and looked at the Daily Prophet spread out in Lupin's hands. Among them, Lupine had the leisure to subscribe to the newspaper every day, and the other three would glance at it occasionally. Anyway, there wasn't much content to read in the newspapers, and the news would spread sooner if something really happened, and the newspapers were still used. Among the students, there were a lot of people with family backgrounds, especially Slytherins and Gryffindors.
"Wow! It hurts!" There was a cry of grief, and Sirius turned his head and saw James fighting against a somewhat familiar owl.
James stayed up late last night to finish reading a Muggle novel that Lily lent him, and he was still dazed, mechanically nibbling bread, when suddenly an owl flew straight at him and slapped him on the head. , James instantly sobered up.
I don't know if this owl has a grudge against him or what, just hitting him is not enough, one paw grabs the letter, and the other paw greets him unceremoniously, James didn't react for a while, his face He was scratched a few bloodstains, and his face was wrinkled in pain. James couldn't help but burst out, "Fuck, my face! Whose owl is this!?"
"How is it? Are you okay?" Sirius saw that James was injured, and immediately took out his wand and cast a healing spell. A white light flashed, and the scars were heard, but the pain did not disappear. James opened his slightly red eyes and stared fiercely. To the culprit, "How could it be all right!"
The culprit had already flew in front of Sirius, his claws loosened, and dropped a red letter, and then another claw, trying to leave some scars on Sirius, Sirius had already defended himself, and slapped the evil one. The owl was photographed flying, and the owl was photographed rolling around on the dining table several times, knocking over a plate and then stumbling away, preventing Sirius from further revenge.
Sirius recognized the owl as the owl of the Black family, but he didn't care about the letter dropped by the owl. He held James' face, looked at his charming eyes, and his slightly weak expression because of the red eye sockets. The frequency was out of control, and he approached James, blowing gently, and comforted him while blowing, "Good boy, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt."
"Fuck you, you really peeked at the novel that Lily lent me." Slapping his hand away, James said he didn't accept his comfort. Still extremely twisted.
"Hey." Sirius didn't deny it either. Although Lily was no longer a rival in love, she would feel relieved after checking her things. When facing James, he would always be involuntarily narrow-minded, especially after dating.
Whether this kind of emotion is good or not, his possessiveness is getting stronger day by day, and sometimes he even thinks——if James becomes his own person...
"Sirius...won't you open your letter?" Lupine patted Sirius to remind him that there was a letter to be opened.Lupine gradually got used to Sirius ignoring everyone at any time and only looking at James alone, but the red letter in front of him...is it a shouting letter, or a challenge letter?
Sirius held the roaring letter that was about to explode, his tone was cold, and the emotion in his eyes was even colder, "Don't open it, burn it for me."
"Ah?" Lupine blinked, seeing the howling letter start to swell, he didn't hesitate anymore, lightly tapped his wand to burn the howling letter, and the black flame ignited. This is a black magic specially for the howling letter, which is improved from the flame , The roaring letter was directly reduced to ashes.
"Hey—it's a pity to burn it. I really want to know who will challenge those guys again." Seeing that the roaring letter was burned, the surrounding audience sighed in various ways. Gossip would be interesting in ordinary daily life, and they sent it to Most of Sirius' roaring letters are challenge letters. If he accepts them, there will be another lively scene, which is a pity, a pity.
James blew away the ashes that fell on the food, he didn't have to eat breakfast, he just caught a glimpse of the sealing wax on the letter, and he still recognized the Black family's crest, "What have you been up to lately? Why are you sending shouting letters from your family? , is this the first time?"
Sirius spread his hands, "I don't know, I haven't contacted them for a long time."
"Then you just burn it, aren't you afraid that they have important matters with you?" Peter interrupted and asked.
"I believe that guy will not come to me if there is something really important," Sirius received the gaze from the Slytherin table, Regulus' gaze wandered back and forth between him and James, Sirius raised his eyebrows slightly Chin, with a provocative smile, "Besides, there is absolutely no good in shouting letters. I don't want to be shouted at in front of so many people."
James nodded when he heard this, but Lupine thought of something and asked, "Sirius, do your parents object to your free love?"
"Huh? Why ask this politely? Of course they object. It should mean that they object to everything I want to be 'free'." Sirius said disapprovingly.
Lupine's heart skipped a beat, and he lowered his voice and said, "I think your parents may know about your relationship with James."
"Ah, Regulus!" Peter suddenly realized, and wanted to go with Lupine. James looked at them both suspiciously. What does this topic have to do with Regulus?Peter explained, "Some time ago your brother came to block us, saying that he found out about your relationship. We fooled around a few words, and then he put on a gloomy expression and left."
"Did he know? How did he know?" asked Sirius.
Lupine narrowed his eyes, and replied angrily, "You all kiss me in public, and you are afraid that others will not know."
The corner of James' mouth twitched, his chin rested on Sirius' shoulder, and he slammed down hard, "You're so stupid."
Sirius touched his head on his shoulder and said with a smile, "I can't help it."
James rolled his eyes, more awkward than when Sirius held his face and blew gently.
The next day, the aggressive owl came again with the letter, and Sirius continued to burn the letter.
Day three, day four...
Sirius had no choice but to deliver the Howler letter so perseveringly without allowing Regulus to dictate it. Sirius knew that the problem this time might be very difficult to solve.
On the fifth day, Sirius finally opened the letter. He swore that this was the one thing he regretted the most since he grew up.
"Sirius Black!" The red envelope with a mouth protruding twisted and roared towards Sirius. The students around silently stopped their knives and forks to watch the excitement. Sirius took a bite of bread calmly. Well, after being angry for five days, his anger seemed It didn't go away.
James put a listening spell on himself, the letter might have something to do with him, so he didn't want to hear it.
"This time I really can't bear it! Entering Gryffindor, we can comfort ourselves, you are just a little rebellious, but now we find that we have done something wrong, it is outrageous! I knew you would become what you are today, We would rather let you drop out of Hogwarts than allow you to enter Gryffindor, the kind of house full of impulsive and brainless students! It will only make you corrupt!"
Calm faded from Sirius' face, he glanced around, anger appeared in the eyes of the Gryffindor students, and even the teachers frowned.
Sirius could tolerate his parents scolding him, but he could never tolerate them insulting Gryffindor.
Maybe he used to think that he chose Gryffindor to escape the shackles of his parents, but now, Sirius really fell in love with this place. There are few intrigues in Gryffindor. To be pleasing to the eye is not to be pleasing to the eye, and of course not hiding it sometimes hurts each other, but they reconcile easily because their friendship is not based on interests.
Having grown up in the Black family, Sirius understood how precious this relationship was.
The woman who sent the roaring letter took a deep breath, as if she was adjusting her emotions, but her anger still persisted, and her slightly lowered voice seemed more sinister than before, as if the breath of a snake slid past her ears, making one feel extremely creepy , she said, "We have never stopped you from interacting with your group of cronies, but you did such a dirty and indecent thing, do you still realize that you are a member of the Black family, and Black's honor is in your heart What the hell is it? You threw it away so easily that you even brought shame on the surname."
Sensing the strange atmosphere around him, James decided to listen to the contents of the Howler's letter. However, after these few words, his face instantly turned extremely pale. He subconsciously raised his hand and waved his wand to destroy the letter. , he had a hunch that the next words would be even worse, and would push them to a point where they would never be able to recover.
With a hand in front of him, James suddenly looked up at Sirius who stopped him, opened his mouth slightly, and he heard his own crying voice, "Sirius..."
Sirius focused on the letter with all his heart, and everything was no longer about him, as if he and the letter were the only ones left in the world, and he couldn't hear any other voices, preventing James from acting on instinct.
"Since this is the case, we will fulfill your wish. Don't you want to run away from the family? Well, we won't stop you from doing anything, because you have no right to let us stop you. The Black family announced that starting today, the little Sirius Black is no longer a member of the Black family!"
James' pupils constricted, he couldn't believe what he heard, he was no longer a member of the Black family!Are you kidding me!
Pushing away the completely stunned Sirius, James moved faster than he thought, waved his wand, and the black flames engulfed the letter, but Roaring Letter stubbornly finished his last sentence, accompanied by the engulfment of the flame, the sharp female voice distorted, as if The devil's cry extinguished the last luck in his heart.
"His name has been struck from the family tree!"
It was quiet and depressing, and no one in the entire hall dared to make the slightest sound.
Sirius clutched his chest in confusion, something was broken there.
contradiction
"How could this be..." Regulus' eyes were full of disbelief. When he told his parents about the matter, he knew that his parents would lose their temper, but he didn't expect them to be so angry!
Deleted from the family tree... Regulus repeated this sentence in his heart, his mind went blank, and he felt a chill rise from the bottom of his heart, what the hell did he do! ?
He caused his brother to accept the cruelest punishment. Regulus slammed the table with a hammer, and the tableware was shaken off the table by his action, and fell with various crisp sounds, but no one noticed his movement , because Sirius is the protagonist this time.
Regulus looked at Sirius, at this time Sirius lowered his head, the bangs on his forehead covered his eyes and his expression, but anyone could see his pain.
Regulus stopped the steps that were about to rush over, he bit his lower lip, he caused his brother to be punished, he was not qualified to comfort him, if he did so, even he himself would feel hypocritical.
The silence in the hall only lasted for a while, and soon the students came back to their senses, and whispers rang out everywhere.Gryffindor was thinking about how to comfort Sirius, Slytherin wondered about Black's purpose, Hufflepuff was worried about Sirius' future life, and Ravenclaw wondered what he had done wrong.
James has been standing behind Sirius, he presses Sirius' shoulder, he can feel his trembling, without words, he understands the chaos and pain in Sirius' heart at this time.
James wanted to speak to comfort him, but he couldn't say anything when the words came to his mouth, dirty and indecent things, abandoning the family's reputation, being expelled from the family...
Reminiscent of Lupine's previous conjecture, James knew very well the reason for what happened today, so he couldn't speak, and he didn't dare to speak.
What can he say?Don't worry, your parents are just impulsive, and they will forgive you if they think about it.
hehe!He himself didn't believe such words, and the letters for five consecutive days were enough to show their determination.
Sirius suddenly wanted to laugh, and a broken and miserable laugh came out of his throat. He covered his mouth, tears streaming down uncontrollably.
Should he be happy?Or should we be sad?
Glad that he finally got rid of the shackles of the family completely, this is something he has been looking forward to for a long time.
So sad?Anyway, these past few years, his parents have had very little contact with each other. Except for the holidays, they can see each other, and they don't even exchange letters at other times. Therefore, it is so sad to be expelled from the family!
But... Sirius tightly grasped the clothes on his chest, as if trying to tear through this thin barrier.
Why does his heart hurt so much, and his tears can't stop...
Sirius inexplicably remembered something from his childhood.
Walburga picked clothes for him, helped him put them on, then gently stroked his black hair, and said to her, dear Sirius, grow up quickly...
Orion gave him a broomstick as a gift, took him to fly in the sky, taught him how to control the broomstick, and when he was able to take off by himself, he still stood aside and carefully watched...
Regulus brought the tray that was too big for him to his face, and said flatteringly, brother, can you play with me...
One picture after another floated before his eyes, and Sirius' tears kept sliding down his cheeks.
It turned out that there was warmth between him and his parents, and memories of being cared for and taken care of, not just the scolding, ignorance and hatred.
It turned out that he didn't forget these things, but just buried them in the deepest part of his memory.
Sirius strode forward in a daze, he didn't want to stay here, other people's comments made him feel extremely uncomfortable, and the sympathetic eyes shot over made him even more uncomfortable, he never needed sympathy.
He wanted to find a place to be quietly... alone...
The students watched his leaving back, but the discussion didn't stop, instead it got louder.
"James! What are you still doing here! Go and catch up to him!" Peter pushed James, making him stagger. He looked into James' blank eyes, and mustered up the courage to do what he wanted He didn't even think about what he was going to do, but he stretched out his fist and swung hard at James, but stopped a few centimeters away from James' eyes, and he yelled, "Go!"
The wind blowing his fist blows away James' disheveled hair, his eyes widen and he froze in place, chasing him?Why?What is the use?
Peter regretted not hitting this punch, he should directly wake up the guy who fell into self-blame.
As soon as Lupine opened his eyes, he lifted him up by his collar, and said with a serious expression, "James, I don't care what you are blaming yourself for! Go after me, and now you are the only one who can stay by Sirius' side!"
Accompanied by...Sirius... James' heart was shocked, yes, it's useless for him to think wildly here, the mistake has already been made, and the only thing he can do is to try his best to make up for this mistake.
There was a flash of light in his eyes, James pushed the two of them away, and ran out quickly, sorry, Sirius!
He was apologizing for his hesitation, and for what he wanted to do next, which was the best thing he could think of.
Sirius collapsed on the sofa and curled himself up into a ball. He felt very cold, and his teeth chattered from the cold, making a creaking sound.
He hated his parents very much, and also hated that everything should be in the name of the family, the glory of Black, but he never thought that one day he would truly break free from the shackles of glory.
The surname Black gave him not only heaviness, but the blood flowing in his body told him why Sirius Black was so insane, because he was Black!
Crazy, paranoid Blake!
Blake... huh...he's not anymore...
The cheeks where the tears flowed became dry and aching, and the eyes were extremely sore. Sirius opened his mouth, breathing desperately like a drowning fish.
His whole body was twitching, he couldn't think anymore, he couldn't even figure out why he was crying, but the tears couldn't stop, and he was in piercing pain.
James had never seen such a vulnerable Sirius before, and it made his mind even stronger.
Family members and so on... They say they hate them, and they don't want to see them again, if it's not their children... But if they really want to sever the relationship, who can look directly at them calmly.
Sirius can't, and James can't. He has parents who dote on him and a warm family. His concept of family is equivalent to the Hong Kong case that shelters from wind and rain.
Hey, don't think of yourself so great, suddenly James sneered in his heart.He refuted the idea that he was good for Sirius.
What to say to persuade Sirius to make up for the broken relationship, in fact, you are doing it for yourself!You have long regretted what you did and said that day, but you have never had the opportunity to re-communicate with Sirius!In the end, it is you who are selfish!
James felt a little helpless when he wanted to touch Sirius' hand, and finally he closed his eyes and turned his head away from looking at Sirius' tearful face.
James knelt on the ground, one arm wrapped around Sirius' body, the other on his head, smoothing the hair from his eyes.
"Sirius, listen to me," James controlled his tone to make it look a little more natural, "Apologize to your parents, you can't afford the result of being expelled from the family. I believe they will forgive you, as long as... ...as soon as we break up..."
Yes, James Potter is a selfish fellow!
Saying the word "breakup" was like breaking a stone in his heart, and James' words became more confident, "Anyway, our relationship will not change if we become friends again.
"I like you," said Sirius.
"I know."
"Not the kind of friends, but the kind of lovers."
"Well... not to say, I know."
"And then," Sirius closed his eyes, "I don't want to change."
"Heh," James chuckled, his eyes were clear, not because he had figured it out, but because he was no longer entangled, "Sirius..."
"Thank you," James said, breaking away from the hug, with one hand out, stroking Sirius' cheek, "for pampering my waywardness."
He knew that Sirius had been suppressing his feelings, yet he had been taking advantage of his cautiousness.
I sure as hell was spoiled and didn't want to get hurt so I watched other people get hurt.
"Friend, are we still good friends?" Sirius said impatiently, afraid of hearing what he didn't want to hear.
James looked at his own reflection in Sirius' gray eyes, and slowly shook his head, "We can't go back anymore," Sirius' pupils shrank slightly, and a sad breath overflowed his body. James felt that such a literary atmosphere was not enough. It suits him, and he states the decision bluntly, "Let's date."
"...Are you kidding me?" Sirius couldn't control his sadness for a while.
James took a deep breath, "I don't know, but I want to be with you."
"James Potter liked Sirius Black, maybe between friends, maybe... a deeper liking..."
"Give us a chance and try it out."
The corners of Sirius' mouth slowly turned up, and a warm smile appeared on his face, "Then we'll be together."
……
Sirius Black and James Potter started dating, which only four people know, the other two of the Marauders say it's going too fast, they can't keep up!
Why are you just about to go back to sleep, but see two friends having sex!
Peter and Lupine's hearts were almost broken.
Sirius likes James. The two of them have long seen from Sirius' eyes that James attaches great importance to his relationship with Sirius. This can also be seen.
But friends are different from lovers. Lupine once thought that Sirius would keep this feeling in his heart, and then he would gradually weaken his love after James made a girlfriend (Lily accepted him).
Who would have thought...these two guys would come up with this!
Didn't James go on a date with Lily?Why did you start dating Sirius?
Can they really communicate smoothly?Lupine was very worried.
Even Peter, who mostly obeyed the other three and never objected to their decisions, was not optimistic about their relationship.
It is precisely because of his timid character that he is more careful and cautious than others. James and Sirius are not suitable for dating, Peter can be sure.
One is pampered since childhood, with willful and reckless personality, and the other is paranoid and uninhibited. They have similar interests and hobbies, and they will be like-minded friends as friends.
But being lovers... Maybe, no, it will definitely hurt each other.
Because love is too unfair.
unnatural
From friends to lovers, literally one word changes, but the meanings are very different. Where is the specific difference?
Sirius, who is in a relationship, said that he doesn't know anyway.
I did it, I talked about dating, um, it seems that I did say that I would give it a try.
But what do lovers in a relationship do?
Holding hands, dating, kissing, having sex?
After he tried all these, why did he feel that apart from kissing and having sex, there seemed to be no emotional progress.
The relationship between him and James can barely be regarded as the route of childhood sweethearts, and they are usually close enough, and the relationship is just another form for their daily life.
Paddle in class, study non-curriculum content-the Marauder's Map, explore in the Forbidden Forest... Stick together as usual every day, what to do or what to do.
But... He clearly said the words of dating, but he couldn't go any further, and even a feeling of uneasiness spread in his heart.
Scratching his hair, Sirius glanced at James who was lying on the sofa reading a book, as if feeling his gaze, James raised his head and cast a puzzled look, "Bored? Or hungry?"
"Huh?" Sirius looked at the time, and it was already noon, "I haven't watched anything yet!" His head was filled with various thoughts, and time flew by inadvertently.
"Whoever let your mind wander all morning, it's strange if you can see it." James naturally found that Sirius was absent-minded, but he just didn't take it to heart. Anyway, there is no need for him to worry about this level of distraction. If something really happened, Sirius would have said it straight away.
"Maybe it's because I didn't sleep well last night." Sirius found a random reason to explain, he thought for a while and then asked, "Then shall we go to the lobby today, or let Remus and the others bring the food? Let's say Remus and the others go." What are you doing? You haven’t been studying with us very much recently.”
James shrugged, "Who knows, we might as well leave them alone."
"So go to the lobby?" Sirius said as he got up, walked to the edge of the sofa, and pulled James up.
"Of course not, it's too troublesome." James grabbed his arm and got up to sit. He twisted his neck, which had been a little inflexible for a while, stretched his waist, and smiled mysteriously, "I'm okay." I want to show you something~”
His eyes seemed to fall into the stars, sparkling, with a mess of hair, in the eyes of Sirius, he was very cute, so he couldn't help but leaned forward. James saw the face getting closer and closer, and reflexively wanted to go to him. She flashed to the side, but remembered the current relationship between the two in time, and stopped unnaturally, but the kiss fell on the corner of his mouth.
James' eyes flickered, and then he returned to his smile. Sirius pretended not to see his stiffness, but slightly clenched his hands. He asked with a calm smile, "What good thing?"
"Don't be too surprised." James said with a playful tone, and raised his eyebrows at Sirius. He twirled his wand a few times between his fingers and cast a flying spell. Peter's exclusive small table flew smoothly to the sofa and stopped. Sweeping away the books on the table, he took out a round badge with the letters 'JP' simply engraved on it and placed it on the table.
"Isn't this our communication badge? Why do you still keep it?" Sirius could tell what the badge James took out at a glance. Small and unable to convey a few words, they spent more than a semester.In the later stage, their various technologies improved, and the badge was replaced with a piece of A5-sized paper using the same principle, which is convenient to carry and can convey enough words.His badge had been thrown away when it was replaced with communication paper, but James still kept it.
"Of course, this is the first successful invention of the robbers, and it must be kept as a souvenir." James replied casually, aiming his wand at the badge, "What do you want to eat?"
Sirius blinked, and said curiously, "Anything is fine?" After getting James' nod, Sirius thought for a while and began to order, "Sandwich and a fruit salad."
"Okay, but the ingredients of the sandwiches are random." James said, the letters on the badge turned into densely packed three rows of text: 'Sandwich X2, fruit salad, corn chowder'.
After the change was completed, James raised his hand and snapped his fingers neatly, "Now is the time to witness the miracle!"
As soon as he finished speaking, several plates suddenly appeared on the empty table, and the food on the plate was exactly what was written on the badge. Sirius reached out and took a sandwich and took a bite. He was very surprised, chewing the food in his mouth. Say, "Really, how did you do it?"
The corners of James' mouth almost reached his ears, Sirius' surprised expression obviously pleased him, and he said in a word, "This is a secret~"
Do you want the embarrassment on your face to be so obvious? Hearing his words, Sirius laughed in his heart. Looking at James who had 'Quickly Ask Me' written all over his face, Sirius swallowed the food in his mouth to satisfy someone's desire to show off , "Oh, James, you can't do this, there is no secret between us, just tell me."
"Well... let me think about it."
"If you don't tell me, I'll bite you." Sirius turned into a black dog neatly, and leaped at James with his fangs and claws.
It's more like licking than biting. James was smeared with saliva, and before he had time to dislike it, someone waved his dog's paw and scratched at James' weak waist. One person and one dog entangled together. James was very upset. Quickly disarm and surrender, "Hahaha, stop! Stop, I say."
As a ticklish person, James really couldn't stand someone maliciously touching his waist, not to mention Sirius's despicable and shameless use of furry claws, which doubled the lethality.
Sirius jumped away from James, but did not return to human form. James straightened the clothes that Sirius had messed up, and told Sirius the truth he was about to tell, "House-elf."
You are strong!Sirius looked at James with admiration. It is not easy to have a good relationship with the house elves. He thought that being able to enter the kitchen to get food at any time would be enough. James was able to fool them into serving food directly. This is such a good relationship. yes!
Maintaining the shape of a black dog, Sirius stood on his hind legs and opened his mouth to James, with an obvious meaning—begging for feed.
James rolled his eyes, "You don't want to change back."
"Wow!" Yes, Sirius felt more comfortable getting along with him in a non-human form, at least James did not reject intimate contact in this form.
Stuffing a sandwich into Sirius' mouth, James started his own lunch too.
After lunch, Sirius lay in James' arms and took a comfortable lunch break.James continued to study "Alchemy—Equivalent Exchange", his hands stroked Sirius' back, and a warm and peaceful atmosphere lingered around him.
At this time, Sirius and James didn't know that something deeply affecting them was happening quietly.
Regulus doesn't like the students of Gryffindor College, and three of them are the most annoying: James Potter, Peter Pettigrew, and Remus Lupine.
The reason is simple, they abducted his elder brother, he can't take revenge, can't he just hate him.
Lupine looked at Regulus who appeared in front of him, a little puzzled, "What's the matter?"
Regulus was cautious in front of Sirius, but he was proud in front of others. The Black family contributed a lot to the education of the heir.
"Where's my brother?" The black eyes swept behind Lupine and Peter, and Regulus felt irritated when he didn't see Sirius and James.
"The library, a certain classroom, or next to the Black Lake." Peter rolled his watery eyes, and it was very innocent for him to speak nonsense.
Regulus ignored him, staring straight at Lupine, "I have something important... I want to ask him."
"You can find him during meal time, or stop him after class, you don't know our schedule." Lupine smiled and greeted Peter, "Let's go, our thesis is not finished yet. "
Seeing that they were about to leave, Regulus gritted his teeth and asked, "He... Brother, is he dating Potter?"
Lupine was taken aback, surprise flashed in his eyes, he stopped and turned to look at him, wondering how he would know.
Lupine was about to prevaricate a few words, but he saw the eyes looking at him. Regulus' eyes sometimes resembled those of Sirius, deep and full of aggression.
It's a bit troublesome... Lupine and Peter looked at each other and said in unison, "Acquaintance? Literally?"
"Don't pretend to be stupid anymore, that day I..." Regulus seemed to be thinking of something, his face was gloomy, and he took a deep breath, "I saw my brother and that Potter..."
"Kiss?" Seeing that he couldn't say that word, Lupine kindly answered, and immediately received a vicious look.
Peter said, "You must have been under someone's confusion spell and hallucinated."
"Or it's too much pressure." Lupine patted Regulus on the shoulder earnestly. "You should take a good rest."
"You guys!" Regulus patted his hands off his shoulders, widened his eyes, and made it clear that he didn't believe what the two of them said.
Peter shrugged, "Oh, how pitiful, is life in Slytherin not good, with such a bad face."
Lupine said, "Why don't you ask Professor Dumbledore if you can be transferred, come to our Gryffindor, and make sure the pressure will be relieved at once."
The two ignited the anger in Regulus' heart with one sentence, and he resisted the urge to pull out his wand, "It's useless to change the subject..."
"Since you're sure, why ask us?" Lupine changed the subject, he was still smiling, but his eyes were cold, he could see that the person in front of him just refused to accept the facts, so he asked someone to ask.
"I..." Regulus' face turned pale when he was talking about the central matter.
Lupine and Peter didn't want to bother with him anymore. They wanted to use Regulus' words to find out where he got the news that James and Sirius were dating, but they heard him say that they just happened to see the two doing something. If you don't hear things that go beyond the boundaries of friends, the two of you have no interest in talking to him.
Anyway, some big mouth didn't know about it, and according to the situation, this guy wouldn't say it, so they don't have to worry about it.
After thinking about it, Lupine and Peter smiled wryly in their hearts. They were worried here, and the two parties involved didn't pay attention to it.
Regulus left in a daze. He could accept two boys together, but he couldn't accept his brother being with boys.
Brother... You have entered Gryffindor, don't you even have any sense of shame?Are you going to let Blake's honor be ruined on you?
Roar letter
Since James showed his skills and served the food directly with the help of the house elf, the four robbers happily saved the time to go to the hall for lunch and dinner. Of course, breakfast still needs to go, who made the school package only on the breakfast Send it together.
To be honest, Sirius felt that the delivery time of parcels must be reformed. Thinking about eating well, with a few bird feathers floating in the sky, his appetite might be greatly reduced all of a sudden.
Picking out a feather from the thick soup, Sirius tilted his body and looked at the Daily Prophet spread out in Lupin's hands. Among them, Lupine had the leisure to subscribe to the newspaper every day, and the other three would glance at it occasionally. Anyway, there wasn't much content to read in the newspapers, and the news would spread sooner if something really happened, and the newspapers were still used. Among the students, there were a lot of people with family backgrounds, especially Slytherins and Gryffindors.
"Wow! It hurts!" There was a cry of grief, and Sirius turned his head and saw James fighting against a somewhat familiar owl.
James stayed up late last night to finish reading a Muggle novel that Lily lent him, and he was still dazed, mechanically nibbling bread, when suddenly an owl flew straight at him and slapped him on the head. , James instantly sobered up.
I don't know if this owl has a grudge against him or what, just hitting him is not enough, one paw grabs the letter, and the other paw greets him unceremoniously, James didn't react for a while, his face He was scratched a few bloodstains, and his face was wrinkled in pain. James couldn't help but burst out, "Fuck, my face! Whose owl is this!?"
"How is it? Are you okay?" Sirius saw that James was injured, and immediately took out his wand and cast a healing spell. A white light flashed, and the scars were heard, but the pain did not disappear. James opened his slightly red eyes and stared fiercely. To the culprit, "How could it be all right!"
The culprit had already flew in front of Sirius, his claws loosened, and dropped a red letter, and then another claw, trying to leave some scars on Sirius, Sirius had already defended himself, and slapped the evil one. The owl was photographed flying, and the owl was photographed rolling around on the dining table several times, knocking over a plate and then stumbling away, preventing Sirius from further revenge.
Sirius recognized the owl as the owl of the Black family, but he didn't care about the letter dropped by the owl. He held James' face, looked at his charming eyes, and his slightly weak expression because of the red eye sockets. The frequency was out of control, and he approached James, blowing gently, and comforted him while blowing, "Good boy, it doesn't hurt, it doesn't hurt."
"Fuck you, you really peeked at the novel that Lily lent me." Slapping his hand away, James said he didn't accept his comfort. Still extremely twisted.
"Hey." Sirius didn't deny it either. Although Lily was no longer a rival in love, she would feel relieved after checking her things. When facing James, he would always be involuntarily narrow-minded, especially after dating.
Whether this kind of emotion is good or not, his possessiveness is getting stronger day by day, and sometimes he even thinks——if James becomes his own person...
"Sirius...won't you open your letter?" Lupine patted Sirius to remind him that there was a letter to be opened.Lupine gradually got used to Sirius ignoring everyone at any time and only looking at James alone, but the red letter in front of him...is it a shouting letter, or a challenge letter?
Sirius held the roaring letter that was about to explode, his tone was cold, and the emotion in his eyes was even colder, "Don't open it, burn it for me."
"Ah?" Lupine blinked, seeing the howling letter start to swell, he didn't hesitate anymore, lightly tapped his wand to burn the howling letter, and the black flame ignited. This is a black magic specially for the howling letter, which is improved from the flame , The roaring letter was directly reduced to ashes.
"Hey—it's a pity to burn it. I really want to know who will challenge those guys again." Seeing that the roaring letter was burned, the surrounding audience sighed in various ways. Gossip would be interesting in ordinary daily life, and they sent it to Most of Sirius' roaring letters are challenge letters. If he accepts them, there will be another lively scene, which is a pity, a pity.
James blew away the ashes that fell on the food, he didn't have to eat breakfast, he just caught a glimpse of the sealing wax on the letter, and he still recognized the Black family's crest, "What have you been up to lately? Why are you sending shouting letters from your family? , is this the first time?"
Sirius spread his hands, "I don't know, I haven't contacted them for a long time."
"Then you just burn it, aren't you afraid that they have important matters with you?" Peter interrupted and asked.
"I believe that guy will not come to me if there is something really important," Sirius received the gaze from the Slytherin table, Regulus' gaze wandered back and forth between him and James, Sirius raised his eyebrows slightly Chin, with a provocative smile, "Besides, there is absolutely no good in shouting letters. I don't want to be shouted at in front of so many people."
James nodded when he heard this, but Lupine thought of something and asked, "Sirius, do your parents object to your free love?"
"Huh? Why ask this politely? Of course they object. It should mean that they object to everything I want to be 'free'." Sirius said disapprovingly.
Lupine's heart skipped a beat, and he lowered his voice and said, "I think your parents may know about your relationship with James."
"Ah, Regulus!" Peter suddenly realized, and wanted to go with Lupine. James looked at them both suspiciously. What does this topic have to do with Regulus?Peter explained, "Some time ago your brother came to block us, saying that he found out about your relationship. We fooled around a few words, and then he put on a gloomy expression and left."
"Did he know? How did he know?" asked Sirius.
Lupine narrowed his eyes, and replied angrily, "You all kiss me in public, and you are afraid that others will not know."
The corner of James' mouth twitched, his chin rested on Sirius' shoulder, and he slammed down hard, "You're so stupid."
Sirius touched his head on his shoulder and said with a smile, "I can't help it."
James rolled his eyes, more awkward than when Sirius held his face and blew gently.
The next day, the aggressive owl came again with the letter, and Sirius continued to burn the letter.
Day three, day four...
Sirius had no choice but to deliver the Howler letter so perseveringly without allowing Regulus to dictate it. Sirius knew that the problem this time might be very difficult to solve.
On the fifth day, Sirius finally opened the letter. He swore that this was the one thing he regretted the most since he grew up.
"Sirius Black!" The red envelope with a mouth protruding twisted and roared towards Sirius. The students around silently stopped their knives and forks to watch the excitement. Sirius took a bite of bread calmly. Well, after being angry for five days, his anger seemed It didn't go away.
James put a listening spell on himself, the letter might have something to do with him, so he didn't want to hear it.
"This time I really can't bear it! Entering Gryffindor, we can comfort ourselves, you are just a little rebellious, but now we find that we have done something wrong, it is outrageous! I knew you would become what you are today, We would rather let you drop out of Hogwarts than allow you to enter Gryffindor, the kind of house full of impulsive and brainless students! It will only make you corrupt!"
Calm faded from Sirius' face, he glanced around, anger appeared in the eyes of the Gryffindor students, and even the teachers frowned.
Sirius could tolerate his parents scolding him, but he could never tolerate them insulting Gryffindor.
Maybe he used to think that he chose Gryffindor to escape the shackles of his parents, but now, Sirius really fell in love with this place. There are few intrigues in Gryffindor. To be pleasing to the eye is not to be pleasing to the eye, and of course not hiding it sometimes hurts each other, but they reconcile easily because their friendship is not based on interests.
Having grown up in the Black family, Sirius understood how precious this relationship was.
The woman who sent the roaring letter took a deep breath, as if she was adjusting her emotions, but her anger still persisted, and her slightly lowered voice seemed more sinister than before, as if the breath of a snake slid past her ears, making one feel extremely creepy , she said, "We have never stopped you from interacting with your group of cronies, but you did such a dirty and indecent thing, do you still realize that you are a member of the Black family, and Black's honor is in your heart What the hell is it? You threw it away so easily that you even brought shame on the surname."
Sensing the strange atmosphere around him, James decided to listen to the contents of the Howler's letter. However, after these few words, his face instantly turned extremely pale. He subconsciously raised his hand and waved his wand to destroy the letter. , he had a hunch that the next words would be even worse, and would push them to a point where they would never be able to recover.
With a hand in front of him, James suddenly looked up at Sirius who stopped him, opened his mouth slightly, and he heard his own crying voice, "Sirius..."
Sirius focused on the letter with all his heart, and everything was no longer about him, as if he and the letter were the only ones left in the world, and he couldn't hear any other voices, preventing James from acting on instinct.
"Since this is the case, we will fulfill your wish. Don't you want to run away from the family? Well, we won't stop you from doing anything, because you have no right to let us stop you. The Black family announced that starting today, the little Sirius Black is no longer a member of the Black family!"
James' pupils constricted, he couldn't believe what he heard, he was no longer a member of the Black family!Are you kidding me!
Pushing away the completely stunned Sirius, James moved faster than he thought, waved his wand, and the black flames engulfed the letter, but Roaring Letter stubbornly finished his last sentence, accompanied by the engulfment of the flame, the sharp female voice distorted, as if The devil's cry extinguished the last luck in his heart.
"His name has been struck from the family tree!"
It was quiet and depressing, and no one in the entire hall dared to make the slightest sound.
Sirius clutched his chest in confusion, something was broken there.
contradiction
"How could this be..." Regulus' eyes were full of disbelief. When he told his parents about the matter, he knew that his parents would lose their temper, but he didn't expect them to be so angry!
Deleted from the family tree... Regulus repeated this sentence in his heart, his mind went blank, and he felt a chill rise from the bottom of his heart, what the hell did he do! ?
He caused his brother to accept the cruelest punishment. Regulus slammed the table with a hammer, and the tableware was shaken off the table by his action, and fell with various crisp sounds, but no one noticed his movement , because Sirius is the protagonist this time.
Regulus looked at Sirius, at this time Sirius lowered his head, the bangs on his forehead covered his eyes and his expression, but anyone could see his pain.
Regulus stopped the steps that were about to rush over, he bit his lower lip, he caused his brother to be punished, he was not qualified to comfort him, if he did so, even he himself would feel hypocritical.
The silence in the hall only lasted for a while, and soon the students came back to their senses, and whispers rang out everywhere.Gryffindor was thinking about how to comfort Sirius, Slytherin wondered about Black's purpose, Hufflepuff was worried about Sirius' future life, and Ravenclaw wondered what he had done wrong.
James has been standing behind Sirius, he presses Sirius' shoulder, he can feel his trembling, without words, he understands the chaos and pain in Sirius' heart at this time.
James wanted to speak to comfort him, but he couldn't say anything when the words came to his mouth, dirty and indecent things, abandoning the family's reputation, being expelled from the family...
Reminiscent of Lupine's previous conjecture, James knew very well the reason for what happened today, so he couldn't speak, and he didn't dare to speak.
What can he say?Don't worry, your parents are just impulsive, and they will forgive you if they think about it.
hehe!He himself didn't believe such words, and the letters for five consecutive days were enough to show their determination.
Sirius suddenly wanted to laugh, and a broken and miserable laugh came out of his throat. He covered his mouth, tears streaming down uncontrollably.
Should he be happy?Or should we be sad?
Glad that he finally got rid of the shackles of the family completely, this is something he has been looking forward to for a long time.
So sad?Anyway, these past few years, his parents have had very little contact with each other. Except for the holidays, they can see each other, and they don't even exchange letters at other times. Therefore, it is so sad to be expelled from the family!
But... Sirius tightly grasped the clothes on his chest, as if trying to tear through this thin barrier.
Why does his heart hurt so much, and his tears can't stop...
Sirius inexplicably remembered something from his childhood.
Walburga picked clothes for him, helped him put them on, then gently stroked his black hair, and said to her, dear Sirius, grow up quickly...
Orion gave him a broomstick as a gift, took him to fly in the sky, taught him how to control the broomstick, and when he was able to take off by himself, he still stood aside and carefully watched...
Regulus brought the tray that was too big for him to his face, and said flatteringly, brother, can you play with me...
One picture after another floated before his eyes, and Sirius' tears kept sliding down his cheeks.
It turned out that there was warmth between him and his parents, and memories of being cared for and taken care of, not just the scolding, ignorance and hatred.
It turned out that he didn't forget these things, but just buried them in the deepest part of his memory.
Sirius strode forward in a daze, he didn't want to stay here, other people's comments made him feel extremely uncomfortable, and the sympathetic eyes shot over made him even more uncomfortable, he never needed sympathy.
He wanted to find a place to be quietly... alone...
The students watched his leaving back, but the discussion didn't stop, instead it got louder.
"James! What are you still doing here! Go and catch up to him!" Peter pushed James, making him stagger. He looked into James' blank eyes, and mustered up the courage to do what he wanted He didn't even think about what he was going to do, but he stretched out his fist and swung hard at James, but stopped a few centimeters away from James' eyes, and he yelled, "Go!"
The wind blowing his fist blows away James' disheveled hair, his eyes widen and he froze in place, chasing him?Why?What is the use?
Peter regretted not hitting this punch, he should directly wake up the guy who fell into self-blame.
As soon as Lupine opened his eyes, he lifted him up by his collar, and said with a serious expression, "James, I don't care what you are blaming yourself for! Go after me, and now you are the only one who can stay by Sirius' side!"
Accompanied by...Sirius... James' heart was shocked, yes, it's useless for him to think wildly here, the mistake has already been made, and the only thing he can do is to try his best to make up for this mistake.
There was a flash of light in his eyes, James pushed the two of them away, and ran out quickly, sorry, Sirius!
He was apologizing for his hesitation, and for what he wanted to do next, which was the best thing he could think of.
Sirius collapsed on the sofa and curled himself up into a ball. He felt very cold, and his teeth chattered from the cold, making a creaking sound.
He hated his parents very much, and also hated that everything should be in the name of the family, the glory of Black, but he never thought that one day he would truly break free from the shackles of glory.
The surname Black gave him not only heaviness, but the blood flowing in his body told him why Sirius Black was so insane, because he was Black!
Crazy, paranoid Blake!
Blake... huh...he's not anymore...
The cheeks where the tears flowed became dry and aching, and the eyes were extremely sore. Sirius opened his mouth, breathing desperately like a drowning fish.
His whole body was twitching, he couldn't think anymore, he couldn't even figure out why he was crying, but the tears couldn't stop, and he was in piercing pain.
James had never seen such a vulnerable Sirius before, and it made his mind even stronger.
Family members and so on... They say they hate them, and they don't want to see them again, if it's not their children... But if they really want to sever the relationship, who can look directly at them calmly.
Sirius can't, and James can't. He has parents who dote on him and a warm family. His concept of family is equivalent to the Hong Kong case that shelters from wind and rain.
Hey, don't think of yourself so great, suddenly James sneered in his heart.He refuted the idea that he was good for Sirius.
What to say to persuade Sirius to make up for the broken relationship, in fact, you are doing it for yourself!You have long regretted what you did and said that day, but you have never had the opportunity to re-communicate with Sirius!In the end, it is you who are selfish!
James felt a little helpless when he wanted to touch Sirius' hand, and finally he closed his eyes and turned his head away from looking at Sirius' tearful face.
James knelt on the ground, one arm wrapped around Sirius' body, the other on his head, smoothing the hair from his eyes.
"Sirius, listen to me," James controlled his tone to make it look a little more natural, "Apologize to your parents, you can't afford the result of being expelled from the family. I believe they will forgive you, as long as... ...as soon as we break up..."
Yes, James Potter is a selfish fellow!
Saying the word "breakup" was like breaking a stone in his heart, and James' words became more confident, "Anyway, our relationship will not change if we become friends again.
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