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At that time, when they were young, they were all hot-blooded men, and it was a time when they were motivated.But Yang Chu has never seen Zhou Jianxin do anything that is straight and youthful.Zhou Jianxin is like a person living in an old movie that is half-timed, walking, eating, sleeping... even running slowly, always in a calm and leisurely manner.Every time in physical education class, Yang Chu saw Zhou Jianxin running and had a toothache. An old man started running more slowly than a little girl.When it was time for the final running evaluation, Zhou Jianxin simply didn't run, and then waited at the finish line to watch Yang Chu finish the run with sympathy, panting like a dead dog.This made Yang Chu very upset, several times he clamored to break up the friendship, what would this kind of friend do, to make things difficult for him?But later, Zhou Jianxin took part in the final run.

Yang Chu once asked Zhou Jianxin about running at the end of the term.However, given that Zhou Jianxin's ability to change the topic became more and more perfect, while Yang Chu was still not very smart about Zhou Jianxin, the matter was finally let go.Thinking about it now, it turned out that Zhou Jianxin's heart was not very good so long ago, but he never let himself know.Yang Chu's mind was wandering for a while, and he inevitably thought more and more complicated, and had some thoughts that he didn't even know what they meant.

When Zhou Jianxin opened his eyes, Yang Chu was still there, but it was too quiet.At this moment, Yang Chu is like an outsider who restrained all his emotions, examining the joys and sorrows of the people in the song, calm, rational and strange enough.

He smiled gently at Yang Chu, and called softly and tentatively: "Yang Chu."

Yang Chu continued to look at him without blinking, showing no expression.

Zhou Jianxin said apologetically, "You're tired. I'll ask my assistant to bring some food later, so you can eat more."

Yang Chu remained silent, waited for a while, and then said patiently to himself: "Zhou Jianxin, do you have anything to say?"

Zhou Jianxin frowned and asked, "For example..."

"For example, why didn't you tell me when you left. For example, are we friends now?" Yang Chu still looked indifferent.

This kind of Yang Chu is too strange, so strange that Zhou Jianxin, who knew Yang Chu eight years ago like the palm of his hand, couldn't think of any countermeasures, so he had to answer seriously: "When I left, I didn't think I wouldn't come back. I decided to stay in the United States without authorization. For some reasons, I had to give up contacting you. As for friends, shouldn't they be boyfriends?"

Yang Chu twitched the corners of his mouth and smiled sarcastically. He didn't know whether it was to himself or others, and said meaningfully: "I never knew that you would still be heartbroken."

Zhou Jianxin grabbed Yang Chu's hand hesitantly. Seeing that he didn't hide, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "I am a premature baby, and my congenital heart is weaker than ordinary people, but it is only a little bit worse. You won't be disgusted with it, will you?"

Yang Chu looked at Zhou Jianxin with a "hehe".

Zhou Jianxin: "I was hospitalized when I was a child, and then I got better. I am very happy to meet you. But after leaving you, I didn't have a good life at all. During that time, I have been thinking about you. I probably miss you too much. It hurts only when things go wrong. Just now I saw that you were so sad that you were dying, and my heart hurts."

When Zhou Jianxin said something, he said it affectionately and pitifully. He should treat each other with admiration after three days of farewell, let alone eight years.

But Yang Chu was unmoved, broke away Zhou Jianxin's hand, and said with a cold snort: "Zhou Jianxin, eight years have passed, and even friends can split up. I was just out of my mind just now, but I didn't expect your brain to shrink."

Zhou Jianxin said nothing, looked at Yang Chu tenderly, took his hand again and wrapped it in his own, smiling dotingly, as if he contained a child who was having a temper tantrum.

Yang Chu twitched his hands and felt that Zhou Jianxin's appearance was really an eyesore. He looked out of sight and wanted to quickly clear up and said: "The young man had a heart attack, and he was close to death, but I didn't see you undergoing an operation. Did you enter the ICU?" It will be switched to common diseases in a while. What do you want to say about this?"

Zhou Jianxin grabbed Yang Chu's hand and sat up unhurriedly, looking up at him innocently from bottom to top: "I'm not skilled in business, so it counts."

Yang Chu also looked at Zhou Jianxin, but couldn't laugh: "I found that I can't tell the truth from the fake in your words, and it's always easy for you to coax me. You see, you don't even care about pretending to be sick."

Zhou Jianxin remained silent, pulling Yang Chu to the hospital bed with one hand, and hugging him tightly with both hands.

Zhou Jianxin probably also began to feel shameless, so he had nothing to say: "I love you."

Yang Chu felt Zhou Jianxin's hot breath against his ears, cheeks, and neck, flinched a bit, pursed the corners of his lips, his face turned pale.He thought that language might be the most powerless thing in the world, such as now, between him and Zhou Jianxin. #On the Paleness of Speech#

Seeing this, Zhou Jianxin was generally discouraged, and chose to confess: "At that time, my father found out about us, and he directly told me that he disagreed. He asked me to stay in the United States until I graduated from college. After graduation, I can return to China, but in the first two years, I have to be with you. You keep your distance. If I do it, he can ignore me. For eight years, I haven't been able to talk to you properly. I'm sorry."

Yang Chu didn't know what came to mind, and said, "Didn't we break up?"

Zhou Jianxin said: "Eight years ago, I didn't say it, and neither did you. In eight years, I haven't cheated. If you cheated, I forgive you, but there will be no next time. Do you hear me?"

Yang Chu felt that such Zhou Jianxin was very strange, and it was also strange to hear this, so he couldn't help laughing.

Zhou Jianxin was dazzled by the smile in front of him, so he couldn't help but moved to the corner of Yang Chu's mouth and kissed it lightly, like a superficial touch without leaving any trace.

After a while, Yang Chu said calmly, "Let's break up."

Watching Yang Chu say goodbye to him calmly, Zhou Jianxin was stunned, with mixed emotions in his heart, tumbling.He thought, in the past, he was the one who choked Yang Chu to death, but now Yang Chu simply choked himself to death?It's not that I didn't report, the time has not yet come.