see the letter is clear

It was a prophecy, and now he is struggling in the thorn bushes.

The scene in front of me is so familiar, but I can't find it anywhere in my mind.He thought it was another illusion, and the next moment the existing memory was shaky.As if a long time ago, some memories were broken into pieces and passed away in the abyss.One day, a strange wind suddenly blew up from the bottom of the abyss and swept up the remaining fragments. Suddenly, they rolled up wildly, and happened to be caught by travelers passing by the edge of the cliff.The traveler was Yang Chu who was driven up the cliff.Memories return logically.The pain climbed up quietly and penetrated into the bone marrow.Yang Chu vaguely remembered that they had such a beginning back then.But at this moment, his thinking is the same as back then, so he is alienated.

Zhou Jianxin looked at Yang Chu in front of him, as if he saw the young man in the past, the same peaceful years but doing heartbreaking things.As if seeing through time and space, Zhou Jianxin met his past self, and the brothers and sisters looked at each other silently.

Zhou Jianxin heard himself asking, "Why?"

Yang Chu: "Since you left back then, why come back now?"

Zhou Jianxin frowned and looked at Yang Chu.

Yang Chu: "You were forced to do so back then, but it's no different now. Isn't it?"

"It's different." Zhou Jianxin stroked Yang Chu's face, and said something else: "They all said that you have had a good life these past few years. But how can you live a good life?"

Yang Chu ignored Zhou Jianxin's words on purpose, and asked directly, "What's different?"

Zhou Jianxin didn't answer, turned Yang Chu's face to him, and said helplessly: "You always think that everything in this world is more important than you, parents, status, fame and fortune... But this is not true. To me , you are the most important thing."

Yang Chu couldn't imagine that people who grew up in such an environment as Zhou's family would have such naive ideas.However, the memory flashed back suddenly, as if there was still a person whispering in his ear.

Zhou Jianxin: "I hope you are well."

Zhou Jianxin slowly embraced the person in his arms, quietly feeling the breath of the person in his arms, fresh, warm, nostalgic, nostalgic and throbbing.

"Even if you forget that I love you. But you can forget that I love you, why can't you forget that you like me? In the past, you always refused to admit that you like me and denied it in every possible way. Then you are also sad. You think I don't know ?"

Yang Chu buried himself in Zhou Jianxin's arms, opened his eyes and watched his thoughts sink into boundless confusion, unable to resist.

Zhou Jianxin: "When you finally admit that you like me, you don't know how happy I am. When I suddenly go abroad and don't come back, you immediately think that I won't want you anymore. You believe that I love you, but you don't believe that I only love you." Love you. You think it might as well never have started. You must have called me an asshole in your heart."

Yang Chu flinched and buried herself deeper.Memories are like duckweed being washed away by running water.He seemed to be in chaos, struggling and shouting needlessly, unable to get out or escape.

"You think what you think is the truth. The only thing you can't figure out is why I didn't tell you in advance. You look back on our daily relationship and try to find clues from it. The more you search, the more you doubt. You doubt whether I like you at all, and then Doubt why I like you... There are more and more doubts superimposed, and in the end, you deny the me who liked you so much, and you also deny yourself like that."

Zhou Jianxin closed his eyes, feeling the peace of having that person by his side.

After a long time, Yang Chu's muffled voice came from Zhou Jianxin's arms: "I thought I would never see you again in this life. But you returned to China two years ago, but you didn't contact me."

Zhou Jianxin raised his head and looked at Zhou Jianxin stubbornly: "Eight years is irrelevant. Normal people know what it means. Isn't this enough for me to give up?"

Zhou Jianxin: "Then have you given up?"

Yang Chu was speechless to refute.In fact, he just didn't give up.

Zhou Jianxin: "If I am indeed the bastard you think, why is it worth your torture?"

Faced with Zhou Jianxin's successive attacks, Yang Chu retreated steadily, and then unconsciously died once under exhausted mental and physical strength: "Why do I think your love talk skills are full. You haven't missed girls in these years, right?"

When the words came out, Zhou Jianxin's face darkened: "Get up, follow me."

Knowing that he was wrong, Yang Chu followed with a guilty conscience.

Along the way, Yang Chu followed Zhou Jianxin into the car in a daze, followed Zhou Jianxin out of the car, and followed Zhou Jianxin into the apartment.

The apartment is dominated by black and white tones. It has two floors. It is spacious and bright, but there are few decorations. It is empty and deserted. It is obvious that there were no regular residents before.The marble floor was spotless and gleaming, which showed that someone had come to clean it not long ago.

Yang Chu sat in the living room and took a brief look at the surrounding environment, then took another look at Zhou Jianxin.

Zhou Jianxin took the lunch box from the assistant and put it in front of Yang Chu: "You eat these meals first."

Yang Chu said politely: "You didn't eat either."

Zhou Jianxin: "Yes. I'll eat with you."

What Zhou Jianxin said earlier was so powerful that Yang Chu was so dazed that he never woke up.Now that I've settled down a little bit, I'm really hungry.For a while, I have to look at everything and wait until I am full.So Yang Chu ate very happily.

Zhou Jianxin saw that he was almost finished eating, so he asked, "What do you think of this house?"

"Very good." Yang Chu continued to eat.

Zhou Jianxin asked: "If it were you, would you like to live here?"

"It's okay." Yang Chu continued to eat.

"Then you stay here today. Tomorrow weekend, let's go shopping in the mall and buy everything."

Yang Chu was a little confused.In fact, when he came out of the hospital, he was so dazed that he didn't turn around, and now he is just more dazed.He asked, "What?"

Zhou Jianxin said as a matter of course: "The things we need to live in."

Yang Chu felt incredible.What was he doing looking for Zhou Jianxin this morning?It seems that something has been forgotten.But how did it become cohabitation now?What did Zhou Jianxin ask himself just now... He thought hard.

Zhou Jianxin: "It's getting late. After you take a shower, go to bed. You've been tired all day."

Zhou Jianxin brought Yang Chu to the bedroom, took out a set of toiletries and handed it to Yang Chu, and found pajamas from the closet for him.

This day seems to have been as long as a year, and now Yang Chushi is extremely tired, and feels sleepy after a full meal.When it was time to go to bed, he immediately fell asleep under the extreme emptiness of body and mind.