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"Cheng Shen, I've blown out the candles to make a wish." Zou Bing's voice pulled Cheng Shen back from his trance.

Cheng Shen shook his head, looked at Zou Bing, and then at a few roommates.Everyone was watching him and waiting for him to make a wish and blow out the candles. Wei Zhehai's cell phone was already playing the birthday song.

Cheng Shen closed his eyes and made a random wish, then blew out the candle.

After blowing out the candles, Cheng Shen cut the cake and divided it among everyone. Everyone was talking and laughing as they ate the cake.After a while, the food was ready and served on the table, and a group of people started to eat with chopsticks again.

Cheng Shen couldn't eat spicy food, so he basically only ate the two dishes at his table, braised pork and stir-fried vegetables, and ate them with relish.

Later, I don't know who proposed to drink, Cheng Shen asked the waiter to bring some bottles of beer, and several people opened the beer bottles and started drinking again.

Cheng Shen's drinking capacity is still acceptable, but he knows how to control his drinking capacity. He only drank two glasses, because he had class the next day and he didn't want to get drunk.

Zou Bing didn't drink much, and only drank two glasses.

Han Lin didn't know what was going on tonight, he kept drinking hard, drank three bottles by himself, his face was flushed, and he looked a little drunk.

After nine o'clock, after eating, they left the restaurant and slowly returned to school.

It was getting late outside, the snow had stopped, it might be cold, and there were few pedestrians on the road.

Wei Zhehai and Xiang Wenning helped the drunken Han Lin to walk in front, Wei Zhehai turned to Cheng Shen and Zou Bing who were walking behind and said: "We will send Han Lin back to the dormitory first, you walk slowly behind."

Cheng Shen glanced at Han Lin who was drowsy, and frowned: "Okay, then you all slow down, the road is wet and slippery, be careful of slipping."

"Well, let's go first." Wei Zhehai and Xiang Wenning supported Han Lin and walked quickly towards the dormitory building.

Zou Bing was standing next to Cheng Shen and was about to say, "Let's walk back slowly", but he saw Cheng Shen frowning and looking ahead in a daze.

Zou Bing looked at the three people who were staggering ahead, and then at Cheng Shen. He could tell that Cheng Shen was looking at Han Lin, and Zou Bing suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.At this time, Cheng Shen finally looked away and turned his head to look at him, and said with a slight smile, "Let's go back too."

"Cheng Shen." Zou Bing grabbed Cheng Shen's hand and held it tightly in his palm.

No, he can't wait any longer, he's going to say it tonight, he's going to say it now.

Zou Bing took a deep breath, looked at Cheng Shen and said seriously: "Cheng Shen, I like..."

"Zou Bing, don't say it." Cheng Shen interrupted him with a flustered tone, "Don't say it."

Zou Bing's body shook violently, his eyes dimmed instantly, and his mood fell to the bottom. He asked in a trembling voice: "...Why?...Is it because of Han Lin, you like him?"

Cheng Shen looked at Zou Bing in astonishment, not understanding why Zou Bing would associate him with Han Lin. He did like Han Lin once, but that was in his last life. What he likes now is...

Cheng Shen's eyes dodged for a moment, and he said, "It's not because of him, it's because of me. Let's still get along in the same relationship as before, okay?"

Just like before, because he really doesn't have the courage to talk about a relationship that is destined to be fruitless. He knows that there will be no result, so why bother to start?

Zou Bing's eyes were full of sadness and longing. He just looked at Cheng Shen firmly, and he didn't let go of Cheng Shen's hand. He couldn't bear to let go. He said painfully: "But I don't want to be with you just to do it. friend."

Cheng Shen's heart ached sharply, he didn't dare to look into Zou Bing's eyes, he turned his head to look at the white snow on the playground in front of him, occasionally some students passed by them on the road, they all turned their heads to look at them and whispered They were discussing, but Zou Bing ignored him completely, and still held his hand tightly and did not let go, as if he was afraid that if he let go, he would never have a chance to grab it again.

Cheng Shen was also feeling uncomfortable, he was also in pain and contradictory, he always knew that Zou Bing liked him, after the kiss on the roof, he was very afraid that Zou Bing would speak out, and that once he spoke out about their relationship, he would be afraid. Can't go back to the past.

Cheng Shen looked away from the snow, looked at Zou Bing, endured the pain in his heart and asked, "Then what do you want to do? Do you want to fall in love with me?"

Zou Bing held his hand tightly, and said seriously: "Yes."

"Then how long do you plan to talk about? Have you ever thought about the future? In a few years, your parents will urge you to get married, will you dump me and turn around to marry a woman?" Cheng Shen asked repeatedly, every time he asked Just one sentence made his heart ache even more, and he couldn't bear to say such cruel words to Zou Bing, but this is a cruel reality, and they will have to face it one day.

Zou Bing was stunned by the question, and stared at Cheng Shen without speaking. After a long time, he let go of Cheng Shen's hand, and said with red eyes, "Okay, I see."

After he finished speaking, he turned around and started to run. He ran a few steps forward, his figure swayed a bit, but soon he stood up straight and continued to run forward without turning his head once. His back was so sad and lonely.

Cheng Shen stood there in a daze, the corners of his eyes slowly getting wet, the hand that Zou Bing held tightly just now was so cold that he couldn't feel it, the palm of his hand was empty, and even his heart was suddenly empty.

Wei Zhehai and Xiang Wenning carried the drunk Han Lin back to the dormitory. As soon as he entered the dormitory, Han Lin rushed into the bathroom and vomited.

Xiang Wenning asked Wei Zhehai in a low voice: "What's wrong with Han Lin today? Why did he drink so much? He seems to have something on his mind."

Wei Zhehai shook his head: "I don't know."

It took 10 minutes for Han Lin to come out of the bathroom. After vomiting, he seemed to be awake, but his eyes were red.

Wei Zhehai was startled when he saw it, and asked him with concern: "What's the matter? Did something happen?"

"It's okay." Han Lin replied with a hoarse voice. He climbed into bed after quickly washing up, and fell asleep under the quilt.

Wei Zhehai and Xiang Wenning looked at each other, both of them felt that Han Lin didn't seem to be okay, at this time the door of the dormitory opened, Cheng Shen pushed the door and walked in, seeing him, the two of them jumped again, Wei Zhehai was startled Asked: "Cheng Shen, what's wrong with you?!"

Cheng Shen's eyes were red, he went to the desk sadly and put down his backpack, lowered his eyes and said, "It's all right."

It can be seen that I don't want to talk about this, Wei Zhehai is going crazy, what happened tonight, everyone seems to have lost their souls.

Cheng Shen stood in front of the desk and opened the backpack, took out a black box from it, and opened the box. Inside the box was a black belt, which looked high-end and high-end. It was a birthday present from Zou Bing. Cheng Shen felt his nose There was a burst of sourness, and the sockets of the eyes were hot.

He took the belt out and put it on the table, then put the box in the cabinet and put it away.After a quick wash, he also climbed into bed.

As soon as he was in bed, the lights went out.

In the dark, Cheng Shen held the phone and stared at the screen, Zou Bing hadn't said "good night" to him yet.

Cheng Shen lay on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep.

Half an hour later, Zou Bing still didn't send him "good night".

An hour passed, and Zou Bing's "good night" came late.

Cheng Shen knew that from now on, Zou Bing would never say "good night" to him again.

All the ambiguity between them also came to an abrupt end on December 12th, his birthday.

Cheng Shen allowed the pillow towel to be wet with tears, he was the one who refused, and he was the one who didn't dare to start, why his heart hurts so much.