doting shipwreck

His love is hurt to Jiang Hai, before he can open his mouth, the ugly thorns on it have already hurt Jiang Hai.

Sitting alone on the bay window in the apartment, Yu Sheng put his arms around his knees and curled up his whole body, trying to give himself a slight sense of security.

The way Jiang Hai looked at him was still replayed in his mind again and again, and every time it appeared, the guilt in his heart would increase.

The wrist that had been pinched so hard was still aching, it seemed to remind him that he should stop wishful thinking and leave Jianghai earlier is the best choice.

But he doesn't want to leave...

Even though he has read the news in the co-rental group in the same city thousands of times, even though he has forced himself to adapt to the future without Jiang Hai countless times, he still yearns for Jiang Hai's warm eyes, likes the smell on his body, and hopes to have a good day every day. When he opened his eyes, he was beside him.

The appearance of his insatiable greed is really ugly now, why can't he show a chic and carefree appearance?

"You are so cowardly." Looking at the setting sun outside the window, Yu Sheng laughed at himself.

When the night began to spread in the city, hesitation, hesitation, and melancholy began to churn in Yu Sheng's heart. How much he wanted to let go of everything and let himself go, but reality always forced him to move forward.

The receiving sound of the mobile phone rang frequently, and when he opened it, it was the group of friends who contacted him in the afternoon.

[Brother, why don't you answer?Do you still want to rent together? ]

[Just say something if you want so I can send you pictures of the house. ]

[Don't drag me, don't you also say a word, so I can find another one. ]

Heh, it turned out that Jiang Hai was not only dragged down by his indecision, but also a stranger he had never met.

Taking a deep breath, as if he had truly made up his mind, Yu Sheng typed a few words slowly in the dialog box, [Yes, please send the picture over to have a look. ]

Anyway, the plan has been discovered by Jiang Hai, and he has nothing to hide.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Leaving Jiang Hai and returning him a normal life is the best way to love him.

[Okay, you wait! ] As if waiting for his reply, after receiving Yu Sheng's reply, the other party quickly replied.

Immediately, several pictures were pushed onto the phone screen.

Downstairs in the apartment, Jiang Hai looked up at a room without light, and couldn't help frowning.

He knew that Yu Sheng was inside now, and he also knew that Yu Sheng's current mood should be the same as that of that dark room.

It was his fault, he shouldn't have pulled Yu Sheng abruptly, he shouldn't have gritted his teeth and asked him here and there, but why did he lose his mind then?

Maybe it's just that he doesn't want him to leave him. He clearly knows that there is no encounter in the world without parting, but when the parting comes, he can't accept this fact calmly.

Lowering his head, the corner of Jiang Hai's mouth curled into a sarcastic smile.

Forgive me, I just don't want you to leave.

After finishing the shooting task in the afternoon, Yu Sheng asked Shu Juan for the password to open the door of the apartment. Sheng Sheng's figure disappeared behind the two iron doors of the elevator.

In just two or three hours of separation, Jiang Hai was so flustered that he would never see Yu Sheng again, so that he walked in such a hurry from the elevator to the front of the room. Ten meters away, he was a little out of breath when he stopped.

Enter the password on the combination lock, and the door opens in response.

With trembling hands, he opened the bulky anti-theft door, and Jiang Hai was not completely relieved until he saw the small figure on the bay window.

Raising his hand to fumble for the light switch in the room, the sudden light made both of them squint their eyes briefly.

"Why don't you turn on the light?" Jiang Hai put the food in his hand on the long table in the house, and walked to the bay window.He wanted to reach out and touch the top of Yu Sheng's hair, but in the end he just sat down gently beside Yu Sheng, "You're hungry, the food is still hot, go and eat."

From the sound of password input coming from behind the sound, Yu Sheng turned his head to the side, even now that Jiang Hai was sitting opposite him, he was unwilling to turn his head to look at Jiang Hai.

Because he was afraid, he was afraid that if he looked at Jiang Hai one more time, he would overturn the decision he had made without hesitation.

"Shu Juan and the others still have something to do, and they won't be here in a while. If you don't want to eat now, it doesn't matter if you wait any longer."

Although the only response to him was silence, Jiang Hai was still talking to Yu Sheng.

Seeing the blue wrist on Yu Sheng's knee again, the feeling of self-blame surged into his heart again.

What did he do to Yu Sheng?

"I'm sorry, I hurt you," recalling his gaffe, Jiang Hai could only smile wryly, "I just..."

"It doesn't matter, anyway, I have decided to move out."

When his words were interrupted by the lingering voice, and when the words he heard were as cold as ice, Jiang Hai no longer knew what kind of expression was on his face.

It seemed that a long time had passed, and it seemed that it was only a few seconds. Jiang Hai, who was trying his best to calm the turmoil in his heart, moved his pale lips, "This matter...can we talk about it when we go back? At least... Tell me why you left..."

Glancing coldly at Jiang Hai, Yu said: "There is no reason, I just want to leave." His acting skills are not outstanding, but at this moment, he tried his best to make up a reality that did not exist in his heart. indifferent.

Sorry, I can't tell you the reason.

The sword turned into indifference pierced straight into Jiang Hai's heart, bringing him unprecedented pain, as if every cell in his body had been crushed ruthlessly, and no matter how hard he struggled, he could not escape.

"I……"

Jiang Hai wanted to say something, but Yu Sheng's cell phone rang first.

No need to look, Yu Sheng knows who is calling.

In fact, when the other party sent the photo of the room, he didn't reply to the other party, because looking at the clean and warm cabin in the picture, his brain would involuntarily construct a picture of him and Jiang Hai living in it.

They can sit on the sofa and watch TV together, they can stand on the balcony to enjoy the breeze together, and they can eat at a formal dining table...

When his mind was full of Jiang Hai, he couldn't give the other party an affirmative answer at all, he just wanted to be with Jiang Hai!

Standing up and bypassing Jiang Hai, Yu Sheng connected the phone.

Now that you have made a decision, stick to it.Yu Sheng kept hinting to himself, making himself resist the urge to turn back again and again.

"Hey, brother, what are you thinking about?" The voice on the other end of the phone sounded a little impatient.

"I, I think the house is not bad."

"Then if you think there is no problem, come and see the room in person someday when you are free, and then we can sign the contract."

"Well, no problem."

"How about the night after tomorrow? I just happen to..."

When the mobile phone in his hand was pulled away by external force, Yu Sheng turned his head and saw Jiang Hai's eye sockets were as red as in the afternoon, the difference was that there was a little more forbearance inside.

"Let's talk now." Ignoring the "Hello" voice on the other end of the phone, Jiang Hai pressed the red end button.

"There's nothing to talk about, give me back the phone!" Afraid of talking, and afraid of hurting Jiang Hai again, Yu Sheng just wanted to get the phone back, and leaned over to grab it as he spoke.

Amidst the continuous ringing of the bell, the two who were almost twisted together fell heavily on the big bed in the center of the room.

When all the music stopped, the two eyes finally met again.