You can't, let me come!

Xia Yi cried for a while, let him go, looked at him and said, "Xiao Fei, why did you pretend to be a couple with Zhang Yan? Zhang Yan said that you loved Bai Yueguang so much, and she cried in front of her, but I was obviously by your side at that time, why didn't you tell me?

In fact, you liked me early on, right?Why do you want to hide it from me?Is there something I did wrong that made you sad?You tell me if it's good or not, and I'll make good changes. "

Lin Fei buried himself in his chest, and he pressed against his skin, feeling his heartbeat.

Lin Fei recalled the time at that time and still regretted it.

Lin Fei found out that he liked Xia Yi when he was in the second year of high school. The two of them were in the same class. Because of their similar heights, they sat together throughout high school.

At that time, Lin Fei was still an arrogant little bully, not only in the second year of high school, but also well-known in the whole school.

And what made him really famous was the incident where the little follower desperately rescued the little bully. It was also at that time that Lin Fei began to realize that his feelings for Xia Yi had changed.

It was a summer evening. After school, Lin Fei and Xia Yi ran to the snack street to steal food as usual, but they encountered a few hooligans blocking their way halfway.

The reason was that the girl their boss liked fell in love with Lin Fei, so the boss couldn't stand it, so he took his little brothers to block the way they had to go home.

The gangsters chased them, scattered them and drove them into small alleys, and then surrounded them from several alleys, and drove them to the predetermined direction.

In the end, the two of them were blocked by them in a dead end.

Lin Fei has experienced many battles since he was a child, and he has experienced such scenes several times, but he is not afraid, but he is worried about Xia Yi and protects him behind him, while he yells at them in front.

After the two sides exchanged words, the punks suddenly rushed towards him.

Lin Fei did not lose, and rushed forward to greet him with fists and kicks. With years of fighting experience and extraordinary skills, even if several of them joined hands, Lin Fei could still resist.

The gangsters knew they couldn't get anything from him, so they changed their target to Xia Yi.Several people dispersed to act, while stopping Lin Fei, they rushed towards Xia Yi.

Xia Yan looked like a weak scholar, but he was not small in size and strength, so they couldn't do anything to him for a while.

But Xia Yi hadn't fought much, and the little bastard was a seasoned master, so he was punched by them a few times and suffered some injuries.

Lin Fei broke through the encirclement and rushed forward to break them up. He pulled Xia Yi to his side, and the two faced their siege back to back.

The gangsters took advantage of the large number of people and locked them in the middle. They were inevitably passive and cramped. Lin Fei also kicked them a few times considering that Xia Yi couldn't move.

Someone outside the alley shouted when they heard the movement, claiming to call the police, but they didn't dare to go forward because the gangster beat someone without blinking.

The punks were also afraid of the police, so the leader said to pack up and retreat quickly, so the next attack was more violent and rapid.

Both Xia Yi and Lin Fei couldn't stand it anymore, they were pressed to the ground and kicked.

A gangster picked up a wooden stick with a thick arm, and was about to hit Lin Fei on the back, but it fell on Xia Yi's back in the end.

Xia Yi didn't know how to endure the severe pain and snatched the wooden stick from his hand, and slashed at it like crazy.The little gangster was satisfied with seeing their miserable situation, and withdrew without wanting to get hurt again.

Xia Yi fell to the ground with blood dripping from his mouth. Lin Fei rushed over and hugged him up. Xia Yi looked at him and shook his head, saying, "It's okay, Xiao Fei."

Immediately, Lin Fei's eyes were wet. Enduring the pain, he picked him up and staggered towards the street.

Xia Yi passed out in his arms.Lin Fei quickly called an ambulance and took him to the hospital.

The final diagnosis showed that one of Xia Yi's ribs was broken, and his muscles were also strained in several places.

Xia Yi woke up a few hours after the operation. Xia's father, Xia's mother, Lin's father, and Lin's mother were all in front of the bed.Xia Yi turned around and saw the little bully crying on the side.

Xia Yi said, "Don't cry, Xiao Fei."

Lin Fei cried even louder.Every time Xia Yi recalled this incident, he always laughed at him for crying like a butchered pig.

Lin Fei took a few days off to take care of Xia Yi in the hospital, and he would take care of Xia Yi when Xia's father and Xia's mother couldn't leave.

Xia Yi was injured in his back and couldn't turn over by himself, Lin Fei had to pull him up every time he needed to go to the bathroom.His arm was attached to his back, and it hurt easily when he moved it, so Lin Fei would help him.

Lin Fei was a little shy, his cheeks would turn red every time, and he didn't dare to look directly into his eyes. After he finished solving, he helped him put on his pants, and kept looking away.

Xia Yi always said that he is also a boy and there is nothing to be ashamed of, but Lin Fei always couldn't hold back his face, and Xia Yi would laugh at him.

Xia Yi also needed someone to feed him when he was eating. Lin Fei was a careless person, and only at this time would he be cautious, asking him if it was hot, if he was full, and if it was good.

Xia Yi always said with a smile that he was not picky about food, as long as it was fed by Lin Fei, it was delicious. Lin Fei said that he was poor-mouthed, and he liked to joke when he was injured.

Xia Yi spent a week in the hospital before returning home, and spent a long time recuperating at home before returning to school.

Lin Fei became more cautious. He was afraid that the gangster would come again, so every time he passed the alley, he would hold Xia Yi's hand and run quickly. Xia Yi said he should not be afraid, with him around, the gangster would not Come again.

Lin Fei suddenly felt protected by him, and suddenly realized that the little follower had grown up, grown taller and became more handsome.

Lin Fei's heart warmed, he was relieved and moved.

The next day, Lin Fei asked Xia Yi why he blocked the wooden stick for him at that time. Xia Yi said that he would feel distressed when he saw him injured.

Lin Fei's heart suddenly touched, and he realized that the little follower cared about him very much.

A scar was left on Xia Yi's back, and a seed was planted in Lin Fei's heart.

Teenagers are always full of hormones. When Lin Fei and Xia Yi are sitting together in class, Lin Fei can't help sneaking a look at him, always attracted by his good-looking side face and serious eyes.

When Xia asked him what he was looking at, Lin Fei would panic and falter and say nothing.

Lin Fei realized that he seemed to have a different feeling for Xia Yi. He wanted to protect him, not because of brotherhood, but because he wanted to include him in his own territory and let him protect him alone.

Lin Fei knew that he fell in love with Xia Yi.

From then on, Xia Yi was the only one in his eyes.He would look at him and smile secretly, he would feel comfortable smelling the laundry detergent on his body, he would substitute Xia Yi's face in his dreams at night, he would fantasize about what he would look like after being with him...

But he also knew that his liking was dangerous.

He and Xia Yi grew up together, he is too important to him, if one day his liking is revealed, and Xia Yi finds out that he is such Lin Fei, will their relationship break down?

Lin Fei didn't dare to take the risk of losing him, he couldn't say it, and he couldn't let him notice it.He has to be more careful to maintain this relationship, he can't make a little mistake, and prevent a little bit that may cause them to turn against each other.

I can't stop liking it.His heart doesn't allow it.

To love but not to be is torment, to love is not to be desperate, neither to advance nor to retreat, Lin Fei is immersed in his fantasy and sinks deeper and deeper.

One day he woke up with a start and knew he couldn't go on like this.

He deliberately kept a distance from Xia Yi and tried not to talk to him, but his liking would still show through his eyes, even though he was very restrained.

At this time Zhang Yan appeared.Lin Fei seemed to find an opportunity. He asked Zhang Yan to pretend to be a couple with him, in order to alienate Xia Yi.

Because he knows that if you can't make him like it, at least don't make him hate it. Even if they are separated, even if they are estranged, in retrospect, he is still the perfect look that has never changed in his memory.

Xia Yi is too precious, so Lin Fei can't let their relationship be a little bit dusty, even if it is only a little bit possible.

He succeeded.After graduating, Xia Yi chose to go abroad, while he stayed in China. They finally stopped communicating frequently and became unreachable people on both ends of the earth.

Lin Fei didn't know that Xia Yi at that time also silently liked him.Lin Fei retreated because of fear, and he also went away because of losing Lin Fei.

So far they have only missed each other for two years.

When Lin Fei knew that Xia Yi was gay, they had already entered their favorite schools, half a year after graduation.

Lin Fei heard the news from other places and knew that he was being entangled by Yu Xiao, so he was sure that he was gay.

Lin Feicai suddenly realized that everything was ruined by himself.

But a big mistake has been made, his choice pushed him away from him, Lin Fei regrets it every day.

……

Lin Fei said: "You are fine, you did nothing wrong, I accidentally left you behind, I'm sorry. I won't let you go this time, trust me."

Lin Fei reached out to wipe the tears on his face, and said to him: "Brother Xia, let him go with the wind, and I will only like you in the future."

Xia Yi hugged him tightly, kissed his forehead, and said: "I was also at fault. I left you in the first place because it was an angry decision, because seeing you and Zhang Yan together, I couldn't take it anymore, and I wasn't good either. I should have come back to see you sooner, sorry."

Lin Fei leaned closer to him, and both of their hearts were beating so fast.

Lin Fei said: "Brother Xia, I like you, I'm sure I like you."

Xia Yi said, "I like you too."

Lin Fei got out of the quilt, put his arms around Xia Yi's waist, and kissed his forehead.

They are both so lost in the joy of having each other that they lose their minds.

The two of them were startled when the phone next to them rang.

Lin Fei answered the phone, and Mother Lin's voice came out from the speaker: "Damn child, are you pestering Xia Yi to keep him from getting up again? Check what time it is, my meal is cold, give me Come down! It’s just a mess! It’s a mess!! Dududu..."

Lin Fei looked at the time on his phone, it was already ten past nine.I don't know how long they've been fighting.

The author has something to say: liking is inevitable, even if you pretend, it will still sneak out of your eyes.

Fortunately, neither of them gave up on each other this time.