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"You died in a fire."

When Ouyang Ji was a child, he liked listening to his elder brother telling stories, especially those wild and unconstrained tales. When he grew up, there were no storytellers around him, so this hobby evolved into looking for third-rate novels and film and television dramas.

The child's memory is both vivid and chaotic, and there are some strange and forgotten impressions that remain to this day. Occasionally, he recalls it in a dream unexpectedly, and even he can't tell whether it is because he heard too many stories and mistook the ghost story from his own. Experiences lumped together, or purely a dream that left a vague impression.

It seems to be a follow-up to the day when my elder brother was taken to my hometown to visit the grave by my relatives from my mother's side.

That mountain is not very far from the big city, but the surrounding villages seem to lag behind as if time has also stood still here.There is a local legend about the "Demon Lord" who feeds on metal. Villagers often place old and outdated iron and aluminum products in the cemetery at the foot of the mountain to worship, praying to the demon god who is said to have a strange temper to bless the dead and ward off disasters for children. .

Under the faint shadow of the bloody moon, the sunset glow burned the sky on the top of the mountain red.Just like the description in the ghost story, when night falls, another world hidden during the day will appear.

Little Ouyang Ji also couldn't remember how he was welcomed into the mountain where the local residents dared not enter at will.

The big white dog, which was three stories high, ran fast, and the soft long hair was very comfortable to touch, and it was itchy when it rubbed against his thigh.Civet cats and squirrels run around among the osmanthus trees with lanterns of various sizes in their mouths to decorate, while the big black birds with grotesque and ugly appearances sing beautiful ditties. Among the shadows of the trees that can be fully illuminated by the bright red moonlight, the costumes are simple but not lost. Elegant and dignified men and women with pointed ears sat on straw mats and drank together... She was "mistakenly entered" into a grand banquet of foreign races carefully arranged.

Those alien races are very different from the general goblins that Ouyang Ji learned from the media later, and they are far from the noble and powerful aura that is depicted as nobles in the demon world, big bulls and big monsters. The survivors who were smuggled in from an old dynasty in China, their ancient and complicated rhetoric revealed that they adhered to some kind of their own rules and ideals that were incompatible with the mainstream of the times.Everything seemed too mysterious, so Ouyang Ji naturally attributed these impressions to dreams.

She didn't know any of the guests at the banquet. The way they warmly entertained her and the tone of their words made her confused, but they seemed to be familiar with her long ago, and they surrounded her like stars holding the moon. Talk and toast.

Little Ouyang Ji couldn't remember how many pastries he ate that he could never eat again in his dreams. He only remembered that he drank a lot of water and ran to the toilet twice. Guizhi's girl laughed out loud, looking at her expression full of love and sympathy.Then the monsters got drunk and told the human child something she couldn't understand.

"We are still grateful for your sacrifice."

"Your noble and pure soul cannot be erased even by the tyranny of the demon king."

The monsters seem to be talking about some very serious and serious things, immersed in some long and distant memories that belong to them, but their memories have nothing to do with little Ouyang Ji.The human girl was confused, she only felt that their sudden sentimentality, sympathy and praise were inexplicable. They entertained themselves in order to entertain another character who was not themselves, but the poor and accustomed children were not afraid, and just gnawed on the strange things silently. The free pastries, and bowl after bowl of sweet water, just like eating and drinking for nothing in a dream, quite satisfying.

But after eating and drinking enough, the topics of those monsters who obviously looked different in postures all converged on the same topic, and they didn't tell her any funny stories and anecdotes. And the innocent "sacrifice" that saddened her, and tried to ask what they were talking about, but they disagreed with each other again and again, unable to explain why, and in a blink of an eye they talked about polite words and blindly praised "she "went.Little Ouyang Ji felt bored, so she ran away by going to the latrine for the third time: It was rare to go to such a strange monster banquet, why didn't she go around by herself, but just sat and listened to the old gentlemen What about entertainment?

Although those monsters of unknown origin have no malice towards her, and are even quite enthusiastic, the deep mountains at night lack light sources after all, and dim lanterns are sparsely hung on the short trees on both sides of the weed path that is almost impossible to pass. It swayed for a while, and looked very lonely. The more children looked at it, the more frightening they became, for fear that the man-eating devil in ghost stories would suddenly appear.

And as if in response to her premonition, the little girl was walking hesitantly holding the corner of her skirt, when a leopard suddenly jumped out of the grass in the dark, its green eyes gleaming greedily, and it opened its mouth wide to bite.Little Ouyangji was terrified, screamed "Ah", turned around and ran, but tripped over a bump on the uneven road.

"Get off!" Suddenly, a shadow walked around behind the tree, and with a crisp voice, he pretended to be fierce and shouted back at the leopard.The leopard let out a low growl, retracted its claws that were about to catch little Ouyang Ji, and turned around resentfully.

This fall made little Ouyang Ji almost cry. She was enduring the pain and was about to get up from the ground. A pair of bare feet half covered in the robe that was dragged to the ground came into her sight.

She raised her head and saw clearly that it was a monster girl who was a few years older than herself. She had delicate features, and her night-like black hair was scattered on a wide-sleeved robe with red stripes on a black background. The bright demon pupils, paired with the square-neck shirt exposed under the loosely wrapped robe and the sweatpants with the trousers rolled up, looked a bit nondescript.

The monster girl is not necessarily much older than her, but the difference of a few years between the children is also obvious in the body appearance.The golden eyes stared at little Ouyang Ji, with some hesitation and confusion, as if asking how the human girl appeared in this place.

"Are you scared, can you still stand up? This is not a place where humans can come, and some of your companions can't accept humans." Sure enough, after she looked at it for a while, little Ouyang Ji approached her, bent down and stretched out her right hand, He said, "But I can send you down the mountain so that they don't hurt you."

"... In the future, one day, this place will definitely be where you come whenever you want, but not now."

The golden-eyed monster girl's voice is clear and not high-pitched, and she has a reassuring charm.Little Ouyang Ji blinked his eyes and looked at her. After a while, he suddenly realized that she was not like the monsters who surrounded him at the banquet just now. Mandarin that I know well.

Little Ouyang Ji held her hand and propped his legs up reluctantly. He wanted to tell the other party that he was brought by monsters, but at this moment his knee hurt and he staggered and fell into the arms of the monster girl.

"It hurts..." She frowned and lowered her head, because she was wearing a skirt and socks, and her knees, which were not covered by fabric, scratched the skin, turned red and overflowed with blood.

The monster girl smiled: "Does it hurt? My saliva can relieve pain and heal wounds, why don't you let me lick it?"

"Ah?" Little Ouyang Ji looked up at her suspiciously.

The monster girl thought she didn't believe her, so she immediately supported her waist with her left hand and her thigh with her right hand, and knelt down, stretched out her tongue and lightly licked the wound on her knee, raised her head, and smiled provocatively: "How about it?" , doesn't hurt, does it?"

The gold-eyed monster girl laughed confidently and a little domineeringly, but also a little gentlely in a domineering way. Although it was really just an itchy knee, and then the soreness and numbness replaced the pain, little Ouyangji felt awkward and pulled the corner of her skirt Puckered mouth: "The place you licked only touched the ground, isn't it dirty?"

Hearing this, the other party frowned cooperatively, stuck out his tongue in "Bah bah," and then smiled brightly: "It's not dirty, anyway, I won't get sick after eating a little soil, and my saliva can also heal and detoxify. What can I lick?" Not dirty."

Little Ouyang Ji smiled: "You are so strange."

The monster girl suddenly panicked and let go and stood up: "Don't be afraid, in fact, I am also human..."

"XXXX!"

Suddenly the ground vibrated, a tall white dog came running, lowered its tail in a kneeling posture, opened its mouth and said something respectfully to the monster girl in a language that little Ouyang Ji could not understand, the monster girl nodded and agreed a few words from time to time , impatiently fastened the loose belt of the robe, and looked at little Ouyang Ji with even more doubts.

Then the white dog was about to take little Ouyangji away, the girl looked at her back obediently following the white dog away, and suddenly raised her voice and asked, "What's your name?"

Little Ouyang Ji remembered that both her teacher and her elder brother said that she should not disclose her name to strangers casually, so she only reported her surname, thinking that the rules of names of foreign races are probably different from those of human beings.

But as the white dog returned to the banquet, I don't know what the white dog said to the surrounding monsters in a panic, and everyone gathered around again, discussing in a low voice with complicated expressions.

What impressed me the most was that an old man with an old voice crowded behind and shouted loudly: "Go back, child of mankind! You shouldn't touch that person."

This sound was like lighting a fire, and then the monsters came closer to join in:

"You were burnt..."

"She's the one who set fire to you."

"It's not what it used to be, and we will help her return to the right path and realize our common wish; but this matter has nothing to do with you..."

"Please come back."

Little Ouyangji had no objection to going back, anyway, it was not a loss for her to have a meal in vain.He was sent away by the white dog in a blink of an eye, fell into a deep sleep in a trance, and opened his eyes again, and he was still lying on the bed in the bedroom of his relative's house.However, the more she thought about it, the more she felt that the words and deeds of the monster in the dream were unspeakably weird and contradictory. On the contrary, only the golden-eyed young lady she met by chance had a natural playfulness and kindness, which made her want to make friends with him.

Of course, a complete outsider and a young child who doesn't know the world can't understand the situation that the person concerned can't understand for a long time.

That was the beginning of a murder.

……

Ouyang Ji didn't know how long he had been in a coma, maybe not for a long time, when he woke up, the surrounding sky was still dark.Her whole body was sore, especially her arms. The severe pain that seemed to be disconnected made her think that when she was still working in middle school, even though she was a small girl, she was sent away as a newly differentiated Alpha. Moving heavy objects.

But when you open your eyes, you see an empty crossing station, the familiar grocery store in the distance is still lit, and there is a large group of beast-like cars parked at the entrance and exit opposite.

The numbness on his right leg was accompanied by hot flashes. When Ouyang Ji lowered his head, he saw a figure attached to his leg. His loose pale long hair was highly recognizable in the dark.

"...Xi?" Ouyang Ji felt that he must have not woken up, otherwise he would not have thoughtlessly raised his wrist to touch the top of her hair, like touching a small animal, "What are you doing?"

As expected, Bai Xuanxi was startled, her body shook, and she froze in place. Ouyang Ji felt impolite, and silently put down his hand, which he couldn't exert much strength.In the darkness, the heavy panting was like a beast suppressing an indescribable growl. Although it wasn't very loud, it didn't sound like a human being. It was anxious like a trapped animal.

After a while, Bai Xuanxi straightened up suddenly, her golden right eye was faintly shining in the darkness, but she didn't raise her eyes to look at Ouyang Ji, she turned and left.

"Ah, wait a minute! Don't go—" Ouyang Ji subconsciously jumped out of the car to stop her, only to realize that his right leg was miraculously painless, but it was also unconscious as if he had been injected with anesthesia , "Are you feeling better?"

Bai Xuanxi didn't answer, and walked quickly as if escaping from something.

"I hurt my leg and I can't get down for a while, can you bring me some water?"

After shouting at the top of his voice, there was a faint echo in the empty surroundings.Ouyang Ji immediately regretted it. If it was the usual Bai Xuanxi before, even if she didn't agree, she would bring a bottle of purified water soon, but now, she is not quite sure that Bai Xuanxi is in that mood.

I had no choice but to leave her alone.

Ouyang Jixuan sat on the edge of the transport vehicle, and gradually adapted to the darkness, his eyes scanned the surroundings, and the two black shadows were still lying on the ground.

The crossing station at night was empty, and the evil spirits were still concentrated and roaming outside. The ghost screams were far away and not noisy, but it was still creepy to hear.

The more silent it is, the more creepy it feels.Ouyang Ji swallowed his saliva to moisten his dry throat, and lowered his head to check the leg injury that he hadn't had time to bandage properly before he fainted from the pain.Ouyang Ji saw that a large piece of trousers fabric had been torn off his thigh injury, leaving a big hole, and the bandages that had been wrapped half a circle were hurriedly thrown away and scattered beside him.

But what is amazing is that the bullet hole, which was still bloody and bloody before, has almost healed with stitches.

Ouyang Ji almost thought it was too dark and he was wrong, but there was clearly only a warm numbness left on his leg, and it didn't hurt at all.

She carefully touched the area near the wound, and her fingertips were stained with a sticky liquid.

"Don't touch...sorry."

Hearing the sudden voice, Ouyang Ji raised his head with a "ah" in fright, and shrank back.

That golden eye shines like a lonely lamp in the dark.

But when he met Ouyang Ji's eyes, he lowered his eyes again.

She approached slowly, but she didn't go straight to Ouyang Ji, but parked closer to the other side of the carriage, and put a bottle of water, a pack of biscuits and a lamp between herself and Ouyang Ji , in a position that Ouyang Ji could reach out.

"...I saw that you were injured, bleeding all the time, the wound was deep, and it would be more serious if it was not treated properly, so I used some means...but it was very dirty. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

"You licked my wound?" For some reason Ouyang Ji suddenly felt a little impressed by this scene.

The voice fell, and there was a silence for two seconds. She took the water bottle by herself, and her left hand, which was the most sore, trembled slightly: "Thank you."

In the silence, only slight but non-negligible gasps slowly rise and fall regularly.Ouyang Ji opened the bottle cap and gulped down a big gulp.

"Are you feeling better? What's the matter with the eyes, they turned golden, I heard that golden eyes are rare among monsters?"

After two seconds, Bai Xuanxi blinked, and said in a low voice, "It doesn't matter, there is nothing serious, and it will recover after a while."

It doesn't sound like gold in her right eye is a good thing for her.

Ouyang Ji remembered what the soldier who wanted to shoot and kill them but was killed by her said, and remembered a few clips that flashed in the dream. For the first time, she seriously recalled the strange experience that she always thought was just a childhood fantasy.

"In the novels, it is written that the ancient dragons are all rare, and only the dragons have golden eyes. But I remember meeting a monster girl with black hair and golden eyes when I was young. At that time, I was running around in unfamiliar places, and I fell and broke my knee. Yes, she licked the place where I fell, and the pain disappeared immediately; there are also many monsters whose saliva can heal wounds, and some of them can be used as medicine. It's an exaggeration, there are a lot of gold-eyed monsters, isn't that right?"

What he said was half-truth and half-false, Ouyang Ji regretted it after he finished speaking, and felt that maybe he shouldn't deliberately test the other party, at least not now, Bai Xuanxi's physical and mental state is not very good, maybe in a place he doesn't understand will stab her.

But Bai Xuanxi quickly spoke up this time: "That's a dragon monster, which belongs to the subspecies of dragons, and it's really rare."

Just like the soldier's description, it seems that there is such a mysterious race, and neither side is lying.

Ouyang Ji sighed weakly, screwed on the bottle cap, and put down the water bottle.

She didn't know anything about that "dream" when it happened, and she didn't know anything about alien races for a long time, but now that she has the information provided by the soldiers, she doesn't think that the golden-eyed girl she met was an ordinary monster. All the monsters who participated in that night banquet may have special backgrounds.

She doesn't remember many details so far, but there are words that left a clear impression.

Those monsters responded with inexplicable sympathy to her, repeatedly mentioning the tyranny of the "monster lord", but also praised a "lord lord" who was "on the right path".Obviously, those monsters are related to "Master Yaojun".

The weirdest thing and what impressed her the most was that they told her that she was the victim of the tyrannical "Master Demon Monarch" and "died in a fire"; "She burned you".

Well, if these impressions were not influenced by too deep legends and dreams, but things that actually happened, I am afraid that the golden-eyed girl she met at that time was the respectable and hateful "demon king" for those monsters. grown ups".

Coupled with the detailed legend of "Master Yaojun" given by the soldier: a dragon-shaped monster that can transform into a dragon-like monster, the credibility is even higher.

Of course, it doesn't mean that the girl must really be "Master Yaojun". It is more likely that those monsters worship a girl who is purely a dragon monster as "Master Yaojun" for some purpose and according to the characteristics described in the legend.Ouyang Ji remembered that there was a similar custom in the village where his mother's relatives lived. During the New Year's festival, young women in the village who had not given birth to children would pretend to be witches who summoned "Master Demon King". Not really any witchcraft or shadow magic.And it was obvious that I, who was still an ignorant child at the time, was taken away as someone else.

After all, if a giant monster as large as the nine-tailed Firefox that was said to be half the size of the city in the books really existed, why is there no record of its traces in the history books, and its feat of killing the nine-tailed Firefox?

What's more, in this last days... Ouyang Ji doesn't believe in any "god" anymore.The thoughts of the soldiers are representative to a certain extent. If there is a god, why doesn't he show up at this time? Does it have to wait until the "end of the world" set by the "God of Destruction" before suddenly appearing?

If you have to say that "Master Yaojun" does exist, it was only because of the chaos or various reasons that 200 years ago, it was not witnessed by a large number of people in the history books; and the girl with black hair and golden eyes is really "Master Yaojun" after 200 years The last incarnation—the race that can live for 200 years is almost unheard of, so she can indeed be regarded as a demon god—and Bai Xuanxi also happens to be the incarnation of the bronze dragon that the soldiers have no evidence to guess. Xuan Xi is the golden-eyed girl I met once back then, she is the "Master Yaojun"... Every link in it is too coincidental, Ouyang Ji doesn't believe it.

Therefore, she speculated that it is more likely that the so-called "Master Yaojun" is actually a very rare monster, perhaps a hybrid of a dragon monster and other monsters. 200 years ago, he did something that made both monsters and humans respect and fear him, leaving exaggerated folklore and being regarded as a god.

Thinking about it this way, Bai Xuanxi's situation may be similar. She is a descendant of a dragon monster, so her pupil color can turn golden and she can use powerful spiritual power. She looks like a human being, but she also has bloodlines of other monsters, so she is a It is white hair, and the eyes are not usually golden.

But she can definitely hear her temptation, but she still refuses to clarify her ethnic origin, obviously revealing her characteristics to such an extent.

Ouyang Ji guessed that the relationship between Bai Xuanxi and her parents might not be good, or that she had suffered some major injuries due to her blood origin, and she also had some low self-esteem, so she kept silent about the specific situation, and said several times when she was emotionally broken. I am a "monster".

She suddenly felt a little sympathetic to the other party. In elementary school, she also had the unpleasant experience of being bullied and isolated because of her family background. Although the two situations were not much comparable, she was able to understand the other party's difficulties.

"Are you going back to the shop?"

Perhaps after being silent for a long enough time, Ouyang Ji indulged himself in brainstorming, but Bai Xuanxi finally felt embarrassed by the time he didn't know how to pass, and took the initiative to break the silence.

Ouyang Ji looked at the striped black shadow not far away, and reached out to grab the lamp tube: "You just suffered an internal injury, and I also injured my leg, isn't it inconvenient?"

"...Then I'll go back first, call me if you need anything."

After Bai Xuanxi finished speaking, she turned around as if fleeing.

"Hey, wait! You..." Ouyang Jitun recalled his first reaction when he wanted to complain about "the distance from the charging pile to the grocery store is so far away, how can you hear it?" "Can you sit up and accompany me for a while? "

This seems very childish, only to say that people should take good care of themselves when they are injured.

"We'll leave tomorrow, tomorrow morning, do you think it's okay? I want to discuss the itinerary."

The light was turned on, and the orange light spread obliquely on the ground, and the expanding halo surrounded Bai Xuanxi, who had stopped, and the dead body on the other side in a halo.

Bai Xuanxi stood for a while, let go of her tightly clenched left hand, turned around silently, and walked towards the guidance of the light beam.

He just kept his eyes down and didn't look at her: "I won't come up anymore, just tell me."

"Tong'an Highway is broken, we can't go there, we have to go back to find another way, the distance is longer, and we are not familiar with the road; the previous Shura has disappeared, I don't know when it will suddenly appear again Come on disgusting people, no matter how you think about it, you have to leave as soon as possible. But that soldier has a car key, maybe we can..."

Ouyang Ji suddenly remembered that there were injured members of the transport team in the car, and was stunned for a while.

"Sura is dead." Bai Xuanxi slowly answered in a subtle tone.

Ouyang Ji was taken aback again: "Ah, ah?"

"Its aura suddenly disappeared, but its position has not moved. There are very short signs of exhaustion. It is not running away or hiding. Shura is dead. I heard you shoot." Bai Xuanxi explained.

"No, I did shoot it, yes, but it couldn't have been killed by me?"

Bai Xuanxi looked up at her: "Who else attacked it at that time?"

"I don't know, I didn't see it anyway, we were the only ones around..." Ouyang Ji thought this was ridiculous, "But why did I kill it, and only using a quality weapon like a gun can kill a supernatural Shura? "

"No one else attacked it, so you killed it, and it could only be you." Bai Xuanxi's voice was hoarse, but her tone was firm, "Sura is not a pure evil spirit. Under normal circumstances, as long as the body is destroyed, it will die. Same. You have met other Shuras before, right?"

Indeed, the Shura that Ouyang Ji met on the way to escape was a group of fellow soldiers who protected her and killed Shura at a great sacrifice. Although there were some auxiliary shadow weapons, the fatal blow was also firearms.

Then what happened to "Big Brother" and Huang Jue?Even if the physical body is killed, the evil spirit will "live" from the body.

Ouyang Ji couldn't figure it out for a while, but now that Shura is confirmed dead and such a big threat has been eliminated, it is already excellent news!What's more, she was the one who killed Shura... This was really a mistake, a jackpot.

"Uh, well, this is really good news; but we still have to leave as soon as possible, but we can rest assured temporarily. But..." Ouyang Ji let out a breath, but when he returned to the transport team, he was worried, "I I haven't told you yet, Xi, I killed someone. I killed the two people on the ground."

She felt that her tone was heavy, but Bai Xuanxi looked at her with confusion in her eyes: "Have you never killed anyone before?"

Ouyang Ji opened his mouth and closed it again.

In the apocalypse, without the protection of the group and sufficient resource reserves, it is really incredible to live alone and never kill anyone.

Even for those lucky enough to stay in the base since the first wave of evil spirits, there are probably not many who have never killed anyone or done anything wrong.For example, there have been several chaos inside the western Sichuan base, and there are many casualties in gang fights.It is normal for the reconstruction of order to be accompanied by sacrifices.

Moreover, when the two of them met for the first time, Ouyang Ji pointed a gun at the other party aggressively and threatened him. Later, he also threatened the other party that he would shoot and kill her if he did not do well.

As a result, his lips moved for a long time, and the little Alpha was still a person who had never killed anyone.

Both of them were simultaneously recalling the time when they first met.Ouyang Ji couldn't help feeling that it was only a month ago, but it seemed that many years had passed, and her impression of Bai Xuanxi had changed a lot from that time.

She looked at Bai Xuanxi's slender eyelashes shrouded in the afterglow, which seemed to be shaking off light flakes.I don't know if her impression of herself has also changed, but I hope it doesn't become too bad.

Maybe at that time, I couldn't help but want to mark her, so I didn't have a good impression at all?

However, it doesn't matter what they think of each other. Anyway, they will go their separate ways in the suburbs of Ancheng. As the saying goes, there is no feast that lasts, especially in the last days.

I don't know why thinking about it like this makes me feel a little bitter.

"Yes, I was really lucky before. Either the people I met on the road were kind-hearted, even if they were not kind, they wouldn't go to the point of murdering me for money. Dodged a good job."

Bai Xuanxi pursed her lips, as if she wanted to say something, but Ouyang Ji took a deep breath and continued.

"But I am very clear that my 'luck' does not mean that I am much nobler than those who have to kill each other to grab food and supplies. Some people sacrificed to protect me My own life was once placed in front of me so that I could choose not to run away, maybe that way I could protect more other people, but I chose to protect myself.

"These two people are also... Leaving aside the soldier who wanted to kill me, that madman lost his mind and rushed towards me. If I could calm down at that time, I might have thought of another way to save his life, so as not to kill him... But At that time, I had just killed the soldier. He rushed over so suddenly that I couldn't keep calm.

"This world is a stinking dirty river. No one can be alone. Everyone is unclean, so it doesn't matter whether they are clean or not. However, although there are some people who feel the same way about this madman, they will not die. It's a pity, but I don't think I'm wrong... Xi, I killed someone for the first time, but I didn't feel any guilt or guilt at all. I didn't hesitate to pull the trigger when I killed someone. Isn't that very indifferent? "

Ouyang Ji let out a breath, perhaps because he thought that the two of them still belonged to strangers who would separate sooner or later and had nothing to do with each other, and the words they held in their hearts poured out smoothly.

While she was speaking, Bai Xuanxi thought of something, frowned slightly, and then clenched her hands, but when Ouyang Ji asked the last sentence, she loosened her fists and brows together.

"You are in self-defense." She said, her tone was as flat as ever.

Ouyang Ji seemed to want to answer her with a smile, but the corners of his mouth could not be raised: "I am defending myself. But in fact, there may be other better choices, and I feel that if I do it all over again, I will still make the same choice to protect myself , I would rather be more unreasonable to others.”

"So it's them who are wrong. They want to harm you. You have to fight back and kill them, otherwise you will be the one who dies." Bai Xuanxi's tone was still the same at the beginning, but the breathing between the words became more and more heavy. The speed is also slightly faster, "Since they are the first to think of harming you, cheating, hurting, betraying... If you find those signs, it's okay to act first, and it's okay to go too far and kill the roots. There is no guarantee that the outcome will be better, it is okay to choose the method that ensures you yourself... all are okay, no, you should do it! Otherwise they will destroy everything for you!"

In the end, she almost roared, her hoarse voice uttered the roar of a beast whose claws had been pulled out.

Ouyang Ji was shocked by her reaction, and realized that she said that she killed many people, perhaps for similar reasons.

And it must have been a rather unfortunate tragedy, it sounds like she's already tasted the consequences of "not being indifferent".

"...Sorry, did I scare you, sorry...I just...cough, I lost my composure, sorry."

Because of this, she hasn't been able to come out yet.

The question is how can she get out?

That was her fault.She still said this in her heart, it was her fault, if she had found out earlier that they were not like-minded companions, but just a group of short-sighted liars who wanted to gain benefits, it would not have become like this, the fire would not need to be ignited, burn it everything.

"You're right." But Ouyang Ji leaned over without warning, and hugged the trembling Bai Xuanxi in a dangerous posture for a leg injured person who was sitting high, putting his left arm around her waist. Her neck and right arm were nearly half around her waist, "We are right. Even if we made a mistake in essence, whether it was overdefensive or irrational, it is not a good person to kill someone... But if there is no malicious If we still have to pay for those malicious people, I don't believe in that kind of justice."

"Ouyang?!"

Bai Xuanxi froze, grabbed Ouyang Ji's hand like an electric shock, and pushed her away gently.

Ouyang Ji was pushed back into the carriage by a gentle but terrifying force, he was innocently stunned for a moment, and then saw the expression of wanting to cry but not tears from Bai Xuanxi's shaken face.

"Please don't touch me...dirty."

Ouyang Ji moved his throat, shook his head again and again, raised his numb arm again, picked a strand or two of hair from her shoulder and held it between his fingers, and fixedly looked at the one that appeared no longer under the brilliance. Shining golden eyes: "Don't you understand what I mean? If you think you are dirty, I am willing to get dirty with you."

I didn't feel anything wrong when I said this impulsively, but after I finished speaking, I felt that it was extremely weird. Bai Xuanxi showed an expression she had never seen before, staring at her deeply like a fool, dumbstruck, as if she was far away It seems very far away.

Ouyang Ji shook his head dejectedly, and finally found a reason why he said such nonsensical words: "Because we are already friends, aren't we?"