bad HP

19. A few years later, on platform nine and three-quarters, Tom looked at me for a long time and suddenly gave me a chuckle.I asked him what he was laughing at, and he said if only I could always walk up to him like I did in the first Defense Against the Dark Arts class. (53 chapter scenes)

20.I often think that maybe on this day, I embarked on the road of no return.On a later Christmas day, Walburga said of that day, she knew from that day on that in Tom's heart she would never be as good as me.Her tone was calm, even with her usual arrogance.Walburga's love for Tom is like a moth to a flame. I don't hate her, maybe because she and I have a similar texture that I can hardly detect. (mentioned later)

21. He wanted to hold my hand, but I withdrew my hand as if being stabbed by a needle. (implying horcruxes)