fragrant like sunlight

That longing suppressed in the heart, pleading in the dream.

And you are too beautiful to make me feel lonely.

When this love overflows, please don't push me away.

In the beautiful spring of May, there is a faint smell of summer.

After the midterm exam, Ke Shan changed into his summer school uniform, and his white short-sleeved shirt looked refreshing and clean.

After meeting a teacher on the rooftop last time, Ke Shan would come to the rooftop to rest from time to time. Probably this is the default "sacred place for confession", so few people usually come here.The breeze is blowing and the sun is shining. After changing the seat, here is another "window seat" of Keshan.

Looking up at the sky, thinking about the inconclusive question of whether the cloud moves with the wind or the wind moves with the cloud, the English song flowing in my ear keeps repeating.

Suddenly someone patted his shoulder lightly, Ke Shan turned his head, a smile spread across his face.By the way, this is also the secret base of myself and my teacher.

"I knew you were here." Pei Jing smiled.

Ke Shan hung the headphones around his neck, thinking: Because I am waiting for you.

"Teacher, don't ask me to answer that kind of question again in class, okay?"

"What's the matter, didn't you answer everything, it's very cool."

Pei Jing raised his eyebrows, and his eyes shone with the look of a child who is satisfied by pranks.

Keshan looked at him with a smile.His mind fluttered and he was in a trance, he could always stir his heart easily.

Two days ago, Ke Shan sent an email to Pei Jing.

- "slothorpride"

When Pei Jing saw it, he immediately thought of it as "laziness" and "arrogance" in the seven deadly sins.And after playing too many games, Pei Jing found that Ke Shan would put the options he wanted to choose first.

Laziness can also refer to "mental laziness".Extended to be not enthusiastic about things, not serious, and not paying attention.

Ke Shan laughed at himself for committing the crime of laziness.

Pei Jing immediately realized that the arrogance was referring to himself.This is to make fun of myself for becoming humble and listening to the director's opinion to change the teaching method.Pei Jing smiled, and after careful consideration, he decided to make a change, balancing the fun and the weight of the test points.This kid hopes that he will talk more about extracurricular knowledge like before?OK, then I'll satisfy you.

So when class was about to end today, Pei Jing suddenly asked Ke Shan to get up and answer the seven deadly sins, of course in English.

Fortunately, Ke Shan's memory is not bad, and he answered without any risk.

Unintentionally gaining the limelight, it was too different from the usual impression, and was teased crazily by Jiang An, Lu Ziming and others, and the English class representative even worshiped him indiscriminately.Ke Shan felt that it would be better not to answer.

As for the question about the email, both of them were tacit.

Change is not a compromise, but to better implement the original intention.

"I like the teacher's class, whether it was before or now." Ke Shan looked at Pei Jing.

"Tell me now, it's too late." There was a shy smile on the corner of Pei Jing's mouth.

A moving melody can be faintly heard in the comfortable silence.

"What are you listening to?" Pei Jing asked.

Ke Shan took off the earphones hanging around his neck and put them on for Pei Jing.Adjust the width to the minimum so that the earphones will not fall off.Playfully, she opened her hands beside his face, and found that her palm could almost hold his face.

"Teacher, your head is so small." Ke Shan joked.

Pei Jingbai glanced at Ke Shan, and adjusted the volume with his right hand on the earmuff.

He listened to the song quietly, and Ke Shan looked at him quietly.

When listening to the song, she lowered her eyes and looked focused. Under the sun, her neat and thick eyelashes cast a light golden shadow on her face.

As the breeze blows, the soft hair that shakes and dances exudes a pleasant fragrance.So he approached slightly and smelled the faint fragrance of flowers.It seems that since last week, the teacher changed the shampoo, a spring smell.

Feeling the movement, Pei Jing raised his eyes to look at Ke Shan.

Ke Shan looked at him with a smile, and said softly, "You always smell good."

Seeing his lips moving, Pei Jing took off his earphones. "What did you just say?"

"I heard that people with small heads are stupid."

"Who said that, according to this, you are pretty stupid?"

Ke Shan showed a silly smile.

Maybe I'm really stupid, so I don't know how to give up.

"I can feel the sun light all around me. You'reshinning." Ke Shan read slowly.

Pei Jing's heart skipped a beat.

"I like the lyrics of the whole song." Ke Shan put the headphones back in his hand, smiled and waved his hands. "I don't want you to listen to it, but if you listen to it again, you will know."

Pei Jing was left alone on the rooftop to meditate.

what do you know?The first time I just listened to the melody, not the lyrics.So don't you want to know more?Don't tell me the name of the song or the singer, it's too cunning.

Also, did this guy say I smell good?I can't really hear it with headphones, I can only guess from the shape of my mouth.And the two English sentences he read seemed to be the lyrics of that song.Pei Jing suddenly thought of the type Ke Shan described last time, and his face flushed suddenly, blaming himself for thinking too much.

I always feel that what Ke Shan hints at is something I dare not confirm.

The first rainstorm of summer came suddenly, bringing coolness to the hot June.

Pei Jing stayed until the end unknowingly, and habitually glanced in the direction of Ke Shan's classroom when leaving the office.I don't know when I developed this habit. I seem to be looking for that student intentionally or unintentionally.

It's long past school time, should I go home?

Thinking of this, Pei Jing walked to his class and saw the students who were sleeping on the table.With an innocent and lovely sleeping face, Pei Jing couldn't help but curled up the corners of his lips, calling his name softly.

"Kesan."

Following this call, Ke Shan frowned sadly, and looked like he was about to cry, and whispered: "Pei Jing..."

It is like pleading for warmth, light and redemption in the cold and dark abyss.

Pei Jing's heart was firmly gripped by this voice.When he leaned over to caress the frown between his brows, he opened his eyes, a bitterness still remained in the corners of his eyes and brows.

After seeing the person in front of him clearly, Ke Shan asked in surprise, "Teacher?"

Pei Jing smiled at him tenderly, "Shall we go back together?"

He instantly stretched his eyebrows and smiled. "But I forgot to bring my umbrella."

This smiling look was in sharp contrast to the painful look in the dream just now, Pei Jing patted his head with pity. "I'll take you to the station."

Ke Shan looked at the teacher, such a gentle smiling face deeply touched her heart, but she felt lonely despite being happy in her heart.

Holding the same umbrella together in the heavy rain, isolating a space that only belongs to two people from the outside world.

Pei Jing glanced quietly at Ke Shan who was holding an umbrella. What made him show that expression?Why are you calling out my name?Is it because of me that makes him sad?

But when I talk to him, he always smiles.

I don't understand him anymore, but I care more and more.

"Teacher, the rain has become heavier."

Following this reminder, Pei Jing was surprised that the rain had reached the limit of the umbrella.

"Let's find a place to hide for a while."

The two temporarily hid behind the teaching building to avoid the rain, and the shade of trees provided a certain amount of protection.

When they met face to face, Pei Jing realized that Ke Shan's shoulders were soaked to accommodate him.

"Idiot, I don't know how to support you."

"What if the teacher catches a cold?"

"Aren't you afraid of catching a cold yourself?"

"Don't be afraid. Didn't you say that idiots don't catch colds? Teacher, you just called me an idiot."

Pei Jing laughed and was moved.Resting her fingertips on Keshan's rain-soaked shoulders, she looked up at him.

"Ke Shan, I will worry about you."

Ke Shan stared at the eyes of the person he admired, which were gradually moistened in the dense rain and fog, full of concern.

The torrential rain blocked all sounds, only the beating of my own heart could be clearly heard.

In the space that only belongs to two people under the umbrella, each other's breaths are blending.

Couldn't help but approached again and again, accidentally broke into the unallowed distance, and gently kissed the shiny wet hair tip next to his ear.

This pouring rain is my overflowing love.

If possible, Ke Shan hoped that none of this happened.

But Keshan would still do the same thing even if the time were to start over.Because this love has reached the unbearable capacity of the chest, and it is desperate to break through the confinement and overflow.

Do you do it all over again, and the teacher will still push yourself away in a hurry?

The back of him leaving in a hurry gradually became blurred in the rain. Is it the rain or his eyes are wet?

I'm a fool to hold an umbrella but be more embarrassed.

Ke Shan's legs lost strength, but he tightly held the umbrella he left behind.