fragrant like sunlight

Your every move always touches my heart.

For the first time, I felt that you might need me, and I was very excited.

Maybe you don't want to say it, so I don't ask, as long as it can be with you.

Winter is coming as expected, and the garden outside the window is bleak and silent, brewing the next prosperity.

After the weather became cold, he seldom went to the rooftop, but now Ke Shan came to this place with warm memories.

Today is Christmas, and someone here gave himself a gift, needless to say, of course it was rejected.It is very clear that he already has someone he likes very much, maybe his tone reveals a kind of frustration, and the other party even cheered for him before leaving.

Ke Shan lay on the railing, looking wistfully at the road of the campus, the tiny figures coming and going, like a silent pantomime.

Suddenly felt a biting coldness, leaned his face on his arms to keep warm, and smelled the sweet fragrance on the coat, like the person he missed at the moment.

Afraid of disturbing him, I still contact him by email.The day before yesterday I sent a message to the number that only I seemed to know.

Ask him if we can spend Christmas Eve together.But he replied in a teacher's tone: I still have to go to school, concentrate on studying in the third year of high school, and don't spend money on gifts this time.

In front of him, he is always a student.Although the two of them had deliberately not called him "teacher" in private, and wanted him to ignore each other's identities.

In fact, I want to call his name loudly, want to get along with him as equals, and want him to consider myself as the object of love.

It was because I was too impatient, and the promised year was only halfway through.I want time to pass faster, but I am faintly afraid.

The eye sockets were sore from the wind, Ke Shan suddenly straightened his waist, and he had already decided that such a lost look would never happen again.Patting his cheeks to cheer himself up, he suddenly heard an unexpected voice.

"what are you doing?"

Ke Shan turned his head, and the person he was thinking of was standing in front of him.

A thick scarf was wrapped around Pei Jing's neck, probably because he couldn't stand the cold wind, so he shrank his face slightly into the scarf.

"Why did you slap yourself in the face?" There was a hint of amused smile on the corner of Pei Jing's mouth.

Ke Shan didn't know how to answer, and scratched his arm in embarrassment.

"I saw you coming up, and a girl."

"I declined." Ke Shan replied quickly.

"So you slapped yourself because of guilt?"

"No...it has nothing to do with anyone else."

Pei Jing also lay on the railing, staring at Ke Shan. "Are you quite popular? I only saw two of them. How many more?"

Ke Shan was taken aback for a moment, wondering if he might have misunderstood it, but he could hear dissatisfaction in his voice. "Not much..."

Pei Jing snorted softly, "I heard you being discussed in other classes."

Keshan pleaded innocent.

Pei Jing suddenly untied the scarf and wrapped it around Ke Shan, covering Ke Shan's face one by one, revealing only a pair of light brown eyes.Only then did he say with satisfaction: "You have to hide your face from others to see."

This kind of jealous tone made Ke Shan feel great joy in his heart, and the melancholy just now became nothing worth mentioning.

His mood fluctuated, his every move affected his mood, and he felt that he was so hopelessly in love with him again.

Ke Shan held the scarf in his hands, feeling his breath on the soft wool, and the warmth spread all over his body.

"MerryX'mas." Pei Jing stretched out his right hand and raised his cheek. "Reciprocity, where's my Christmas present?"

A scarf as a gift?Ke Shan was pleasantly surprised but also annoyed that he was not going to return the gift, his face wrinkled.

This anxious look made Pei Jing laugh, and said softly, "I'm just kidding, let's see if you are really obedient."

"The scarf?"

"The scarf was meant for you. You always wear too little."

Ke Shan is full of joy, glad that he usually pays attention to himself.

Cunning, clearly said that I can't give gifts, but prepared a gift for me.

He touched the pocket of his jacket, stretched out his palm, and said regretfully, "I only have one candy for you."

"Then I'll take it." Pei Jing took the candy with a smile, unwrapped it and put it in his mouth, the mellow aroma melted away. "Do you like caramel?"

Ke Shan smiled, "Because your hair smells like milk during this time."

Wanting to feel the smell that seems to be especially suitable for winter, he slowly approached him.At a distance within reach of raising his hand, he touched the hair next to his ear lightly and even tremblingly.His ears gradually turned red, and the cold hair was also dyed with heat.The warmth of the hair passing over the fingertips brings peace of mind.

This time you acquiesced in my approach.

The intimacy between us is real.Not teacher and student, just you and me.

"Merry X'mas."

Ke Shan said softly.

It is deep winter in January, full of chills.

It was already evening when Pei Jing finished dealing with the matter at hand, and a text message from a student came to his mobile phone, and he remembered that today is his birthday.

This time was too busy, if Ke Shan hadn't asked her birthday date after the final exam a few days ago, Pei Jing would have almost forgotten about it.

His eyes that couldn't hide the disappointment when he said that he had to work and couldn't live together came to mind.

Pei Jing has never paid much attention to his birthday. Collisions with exams were common when he was a student. At that time, he focused on his studies and did not specially celebrate.It was the same situation when I became a teacher after graduation.Some self-deprecatingly thought that it is difficult to have a celebratory atmosphere on such a date.

After receiving a call from his parents from out of town, Pei Jingjin obeyed his instructions and had a good meal.

Sitting in the car on the way home, leaning your head against the window and looking out.The trees that are no longer green make people miss the dark green, and the bright smile under the shadow of the trees is still vivid.

Click on the congratulatory text message on the phone again—Happy birthday, hard work.

Lightly touching the sender's name with her fingertips, she read softly at a volume that only she could hear: Ke Shan.

The days that he valued suddenly increased in his heart. It seemed that he was not around on this special day, and his heart felt empty.

lonely?This kind of emotion that I had deliberately ignored for many years suddenly climbed into my heart.It's becoming fragile, but I don't feel panicked.What was once fearful turned out to be such a soft heart.

Pei Jing raised the corners of his lips lightly, and looked at the flowing scenery outside the window again.

It seems to see those buildings and plants in the summer in my memory.When the phantom of that station appeared in front of my eyes, the body made its own decision.

The car was driving in the opposite direction from the original, unable to turn around and stop halfway, and kept yearning for the destination.

Walking out of the station, when I really saw the streets that the two of us walked together, the scenery we met together, and the trees that looked at each other and smiled together at the bottom, I felt really shy.

Running alone at night to a place filled with the memories of the two, this kind of behavior that exposes the inner thoughts, what exactly do you want to do?

He pressed his number with his fingers, but hung up immediately, suddenly a little scared to hear that gentle voice.

Never been able to be as frank as he was.

Standing under the tree, the minutes and seconds passed, until the fingers were so cold that they lost consciousness, and when they were about to leave, a tall figure ran towards him.

"Ke Shan..."

When he yelled this name out of his own mouth, the white mist he exhaled blurred his eyes, and before it dissipated, he occupied his sight forcefully without flinching.

"How long have you been here?" Ke Shan asked softly.

When the phone rang and hung up, Ke Shan suddenly thought of something.The mood that had been brought up all the time on the way here in a hurry settled down the moment he saw Pei Jing.

Maybe it was because the weather was too cold, the figure under the tree shrank slightly, a little lonely.His cheeks were pale and cold against the darker hair at night, and his slender fingers were red from the cold.

The distressed feeling was intense, and without thinking, Ke Shan firmly held those hands that he had never dared to touch.In the bitter wind, he gradually warmed up his icy fingers with the heat of his palm.

Pei Jing felt the nerves in his fingertips beating violently, and a gentle yet firm warmth flowed from his body, gently reaching the bottom of his heart.Quietly staring at Ke Shan's eyes, the orange street lamp illuminated his light pupils with a beautiful warm tone.

"It's already warm." Pei Jing smiled.

Ke Shan let go of his hand shyly, rubbed his nose and smiled silly.He vaguely smelled the faint herbal fragrance rubbed on his hands, which was the smell of the hand cream he gave him.My heart is full of joy.

"By the way, here's a birthday present for you." Ke Shan took out a small item from his coat pocket and handed it to Pei Jing.

"It's a small thing, it doesn't cost money, so please accept it."

"Milk flavored lip balm?"

Pei Jing felt that Ke Shan must have done it on purpose, since he was not a child, why did he always smell like milk.Embarrassedly shouted: "I changed the shampoo when I went back."

Ke Shan laughed loudly, "Don't change it, this smell is very cute on you."

"What do you say is cute..."

Pei Jing felt ashamed to be called cute by a boy who was so much younger than him.Probably because the wind has been blowing for too long, the cheeks are red.

"You want to use it, I'll paint it on for you first." Ke Shan suggested with great interest.

Pei Jing stared blankly at Ke Shan who was eager to try the lip balm in his hand.Thinking of the embarrassing incident of accidentally putting lipstick on him, he suddenly laughed out loud.

"Are you looking for revenge?"

"How can I be so stingy."

Ke Shan gently raised Pei Jing's chin with his left knuckles, imitating his tone at that time. "Don't worry, I'll take it slow."

The thick milk fragrance slid along the lips, and the heart also thumped.

Ke Shan suddenly raised his right hand exaggeratedly, and Pei Jing was shocked only to realize that the other party was just playing a small prank, and his eyes were still gentle.

Under the winter tree, the brows and eyes stretched, and the two laughed tacitly at the same time.