[Korean Entertainment] Just look at me

Mother Anning's baby is getting bigger and bigger, so she gradually reduces her workload and spends more and more time at home.This was originally what An Ning expected, but now that it has come true, it makes An Ning even more sad.

Sometimes when An Ning sees her mother's belly, she will lose her mind for a moment. The child inside is happier than her and Xiao Min.

An Ning disliked staying at home more and more, she would feel a little at a loss when facing her mother and the child in her womb.Often after school, An Ning would go to Cui Shengxian to have a sit down first.Cui Shengxian is very funny and can always make her temporarily forget her troubles.

And Xiaomin spends almost all his time at home in his room, playing with his computer.An Ning told him not to be addicted to games, but he said "know", but he remained the same all day long.An Ning has no choice.She thought, Xiaomin must be more unwilling to face all this than she is.

No matter how they evade, reality still develops according to its track, crushing the hearts of all those who do not want to accept it.

This day has come, Xiaoxin was born!

An Ning has a younger brother who is 15 years younger than herself.

When her mother was in the hospital, An Ning took Xiao Min to the Han River.

The two lay together on the weeds by the river, feeling the warmth of the sun.At this moment, both An Ning and Xiao Min felt that their hearts were actually peaceful.They have all grown up!

"Yeah, you've grown a lot this year, you're as tall as me!" An Ning suddenly noticed that Xiao Min's broken bangs on his forehead had grown to the point where his eyes were a bit blocked, and his childish face before had gradually faded away. Seemingly mature, Hyomin has changed a lot this year.

"It's because you haven't grown at all!"

"No way, I have grown several centimeters, I have measured it!"

"..."

"Did you hate me when I came here?"

Xiaomin thought for a while, "...I hate it, I hate your mother and you, I think it's you who made my mother unable to go home!"

"Then why don't you hate me anymore!"

"Because when you ran away from home for the first time, when my father and aunt were anxious, I realized that you are the same as me, a person with the same disease, and you are more unfortunate than me, because you left your hometown. .”

"So I've already run away from home twice!" An Ning recalled the past two years, time flies so fast, the feeling when she first came to Korea is still vivid in her memory, now, Seoul has become half of her hometown, Even, An Ning has begun to be nostalgic for the taste of the Han River.

"Actually, I envy you for having the courage to leave home and go out. I have thought about it many times, but I have never really gone out." Xiaomin pulled up a dry grass, held it up to the sun and looked at it. The autumn sun is the dry grass. Embellished with gold, "Oh, actually once!"

"Huh?" An Ning turned her head to look at Xiao Min, and inadvertently saw Xiao Min's eyes, which seemed to be calm on the surface of the sea, but the dark tide was surging underneath, not at all like a teenager.Perhaps at a certain time, it will be the most frightening to cause huge waves!

Hyomin, don't become a gloomy child!

These words, could it be that An Ning said to herself in her heart.

"Before you came home, I ran away from home once because my father didn't go to my parent-teacher meeting. At that time, I was very angry. I filled my schoolbag with food, and then walked around alone, far away. , but my father didn’t come to see me when it was dark. I didn’t know where to go, so I finally took a taxi home. When I got home, I found that my father had a party that day, and he didn’t come home when I got home. I remember, when I got home I was glad that my father was not there after home. Maybe it was because I knew that my father didn't go out to find me, because he didn't know about it at all, not because he didn't want me; maybe it was because I didn't have to be punished by my father. So you After you ran away from home, your father and your mother ran around anxiously for you, and I was so envious!" Xiaomin couldn't help laughing at this point, how could he be envious of such a thing, he was really funny.

"...Actually, don't be envious! It's really a stupid behavior. You see, I came back by myself and got beaten!" An Ning looked up at the sky, and the sky in autumn always looks very empty.

"Why? Why did you come back?" Xiao Min's voice was deep, and he asked this question that had been in his heart for a long time, "I thought you might not come back."

"Yeah, you're stupid. I didn't bring anything, not even the bank card to deposit pocket money. Can I not come back?"

Xiao Min was amused by An Ning's answer. "Is it because of this?"

"Don't laugh, it's because of this. I ran to my friends, and my friends took me in, but it caused them a lot of trouble! I have no money, no ID card, and I am a minor. I can't go anywhere."

Xiao Min fell into deep thought.An Ning also watched the world quietly, the grass and trees began to turn yellow again, and the leaves fell.The slightly cold wind blew by, wrinkled the river water, and calmed the heartache.

When the sun was setting, An Ning pulled Xiao Min to stand up and went home.

Li Mingying accompanied An Ning's mother in the hospital. There were only their siblings and an aunt who cooked at home.After dinner, my aunt also went back, and there were only two of them left at home.

An Ning played games with Xiao Min for a while in Xiao Min's room before returning to her own room to sleep.

When An Ning's mother brought her newborn Xiao Xin home, An Ning and Xiao Min were both there.Seeing the newborn child, An Ning found herself calmer than she had imagined.Before, I thought that when I saw this child, I would be very angry and disgusted, and maybe I would make a big fuss again, so that everyone could not think about it.But at this time, An Ning looks at the little Xiaoxin, but sincerely hopes that he can grow up happily, he must be happier than herself!

But why does it feel like my heart is dead?

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On this day, Dong Yongpei deliberately spared time and asked An Ning to go to church together.

Children in the choir are singing hymns, familiar voices, familiar scenes, and people who were once strangers but were arranged by God to meet acquaintances.

The two sat together on the wooden pews in the back row of the church. At the place where they met, they put their hands together, closed their eyes lightly, and listened to the voice from heaven.

These days, An Ning seems to be calm, but she actually has too many distracting thoughts in her heart.As for Yong Pei, although he is doing what he likes, he is still full of pressure, maybe it is because of other people's eyes; maybe it is because there are always people who compare him with Zhilong; maybe it is because of the performance that is carefully prepared but not necessarily praised ;Maybe it is because of the dream that has paid for four years and still has no hope.They all need to gain the strength to persevere.

Everyone is born with sin and sorrow, and everyone needs spiritual salvation.

At the end of the church, An Ning and Dong Yongpei waited for the crowd to walk out of the church in a tacit understanding before getting up and leaving.

Walking side by side on the Qingshi street, no one spoke.

Suddenly, An Ning took Dong Yongpei's hand and started to run wildly, running without any scruples, not caring what was ahead!

Just like listening to the sound of the wind blowing by your ears; just like this looking at the white clouds floating in front of you; just like this holding the people running together.An Ning thought, she must be inseparable from Yong Pei.However, at this moment, I am desperately escaping, and you are chasing your dreams.

He ran to the exhausted An Ning again and fell to the ground. Dong Yong Pei, who was held by An Ning, was also unsteady and brought to the ground.

An Ning fell to the ground and couldn't get up. Dong Yongpei quickly went to help her, took her hand and found that her hand was scratched, and her knee seemed to be injured too.

"I'll take you to the hospital!"

"I dont go."

Dong Yongpei looked around and saw a small park in front of him, with some public fitness equipment and swing chairs in it.So Dong Yongpei lifted An Ning and rested on the swing chair in front of him.After An Ning sat down, Dong Yongpei squatted down to look at An Ning's knee.An Ning shrank her feet and wanted to avoid Dong Yongpei's slightly intimate gesture, but she pulled the sore spot and made a "hiss" in pain.

Dong Yongpei grabbed An Ning's ankle, "Don't move, I'll see how the injury is doing!"

Dong Yongpei gently pulled down An Ning's stockings that covered his knees, revealing a large bruise and scratched the skin.Dong Yongpei looked up and was about to say something, but saw An Ning crying.At a loss, Dong Yongpei sat next to An Ning and said, "Does it hurt?"

One sentence broke An Ning's tears.

An Ning cried and hugged Dong Yongpei, putting her head on his shoulder.She must be ugly crying, don't let him see it!Don't let him see!

This was the case when he hugged a girl for the first time, and Dong Yongpei had no choice but to know what to do.In the end, Dong Yongpei still raised his arms to hug the crying girl, she must be in pain!He knew that these days, her calmness, her silence, and her lack of focus were all because she was too sad, and she needed to vent, at least once.At this time, let him stay by her side!

An Ning's snot and tears rubbed against Dongyongpei Weiyi's shoulder, and Dongyongpei waited for her to calm down a little, then put her head on the other shoulder to make her lean more comfortably.Then gradually, it became two people leaning on the back of the chair, An Ning buried her face in Dong Yongpei's shoulder.

It is the early winter that An Ning likes, slightly cold.

It's so quiet that you can hear the wind.

The swing chair swayed gently, swaying with people's hearts, as if being in the clouds, beautiful but frightening, An Ning thought, you will not leave me, right?

At this time, An Ning had calmed down, but she began to be attached to such a shoulder and did not want to leave.

One more question: Dong Yong Bae has always been a good friend, and now she acts so intimately, it will be very embarrassing!

Not daring to open her eyes, An Ning simply pretended to be asleep.

The feeling of closing his eyes reminded An Ning of that summer afternoon a long time ago, when the boy said to him: Don't trust others so easily in the future!

Just trust him!