Ten years in love with GL

Look, the cycle of life is staged again and again in the hospital, and nothing is more precious than time.Dongqing got a tumor?Tumor is cancer!It's a life-threatening disease...how, why didn't she tell me?Jiang Yanling was extremely panicked, could it be that Dong Qing would choose to leave silently alone as the end of the world is approaching?

What about Xiao Bei?She has a child, a career, and love, so how could she be willing to leave?

Jiang Yanling scratched her heart, she thought of Dongqing waiting for her downstairs in the dormitory for a week, from anxiety to ruthlessness, Jiang Yanling's sincere love for her was gradually wiped out by her appearance without warning, maybe it was Dongqing who wanted to see her One last look... Seven days... Is there anything more heartbreaking than witnessing the departure of one's lover?

Jiang Yanling was crying so hard that she didn't realize it. She skipped one message board after another, her eyes were blurred by tears, and a hoarse whimper came out of her throat. The nurse in the corridor witnessed the girl's choking, and there were many stories of parting in the hospital.

Before she was desperate, the word Dongqing finally appeared in her sight, Jiang Yanling stopped, it really said tumor, and a symbol was marked behind it.She stood in front of the door, gently putting her hand on the doorknob... She was afraid of the fact that she was in the room, the air around her was so heavy.While crying, she squatted down slowly. She lost her best friend. Now, is she even going to lose the person she loves the most?

The nurse passed the rounds and found her sitting on the floor with the doorknob hanging, so she hurriedly asked her what happened. Jiang Yanling wiped away her tears with the back of her hand and said nothing. The nurse said, "Don't wipe your eyes casually in the hospital, because you are worried about infection in the hospital."

"Thank you doctor..." Jiang Yanling sobbed.

The nurse went back and glanced at the information board, and asked her, "Are you a family member of the patient? Why don't you go in?"

This door was extremely heavy, and she didn't have the courage to push it open. At the beginning, when her best friend left without warning, she was hit in the head, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't react. Now that the suffering of the illness has been prolonged, no matter whether the result is good or bad, it is difficult for her to have the same state of mind again. to face.

The nurse said: "I understand your feelings, but you still have to face what you have to face. You must let me go in for a routine examination, right?"

Jiang Yanling took a step back while supporting the wall, and said, "I'm sorry...doctor."

The nurse opened the door and went in, and said to the patient: "Do you feel better today? Oh, there is a girl who didn't come in at the door, is she an acquaintance of yours?" Hearing what she said, Jiang Yanling felt more urge to run away.She quickly took a few steps back, and the nurse poked her head out and said to her, "She is curious about who is visiting, and I hope you can go in."

"me……"

I can't do it, Jiang Yanling clenched her fists, her nails dug deeply into her palm.

The nurse said: "The patient's condition has become much clearer, you really don't plan to come and see?"

Jiang Yanling has already retreated to the door of another ward. The doctor is issuing a critical illness notice to the family members. The woman is holding the baby in her arms and weeping silently. The sound of heartbreak can be heard in every frame of the picture in front of her.Jiang Yanling thought of those two words, tumor, and his heart was greatly shaken.

"Tell her... I will go in, I need a little time." Jiang Yanling said to the nurse.

"Okay, you can come in after I finish the inspection."

The wait was long. She heard the cry of hope from the newborn, and the despair of the bereaved. Every second in the corridor was torture. She finally waited for the nurse who made the rounds to come out and calmly said to her, "Yes. went in."

Jiang Yanling stepped into the ward. She had repeated this action more than ten years ago.

That was when the two met for the first time. She was still young and didn't understand life and death, sorrow and joy. Dong Qing was lying on the hospital bed just like now. Because of a car accident, she was able to meet the Muse in her life.

Now that her muse is approaching her step by step, Dong Qing couldn't help showing a smile, Jiang Yanling's eyes turned red from crying, and asked her in a hoarse voice: "Why are you still laughing...Can you still laugh?"

Dong Qing closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and slowly opened them.She said, "Because you came."

Jiang Yanling cried: "Cancer will kill people! Don't you know? Why are you still laughing! Why...!"

Passers-by at the door all looked sideways curiously, Jiang Yanling ignored her and asked her why...

Dong Qing supported the bed with one hand and wanted to get up, but Jiang Yanling yelled at her: "Lie down!"

Dong Qing said, "Okay... I'll lie down."

If a serious illness could give her a chance to look back, Dong Qing naively felt that she would die without regret.If Jiang Yanling knew what he was thinking, he would have to be scolded by her for the rest of his life.

After undergoing surgery again, people's psychology will become very fragile, and they cherish the emotions in the world very much. Whether it is hard won or heartbroken, Dongqing has seen a lot. She is cowardly and dare not promise her and Jiang Yanling's future. Take a step back first, let go and it will be fulfilled. Did she play this chess piece wrong?

Jiang Yanling saw that she was as haggard as a piece of white paper, with a faint smile on her face, and was so angry that she pulled out her breathing tube.Dong Qing said to her, "Lingling, can you come here?" Jiang Yanling actually walked over as if bewitched, and Dong Qing said, "I haven't had a good look at you for a long time..."

Jiang Yanling buzzed, "Can you still have room for me?"

Dong Qing asked her: "Who said that we will never see each other again?"

Jiang Yanling immediately said, "I'll go."

Dong Qing whispered: "Don't... wait a little longer, okay?"

An adult showing weakness to a child, that kind of low desire is enough to break down Jiang Yanling's psychological defense.She was punishing herself with Dongqing, why didn't Dongqing punish herself with her?

Dong Qing said again not to leave, Jiang Yanling stood by the bed, looking down at her.

Because of her thinness, Dong Qing's eyesight became deeper, her cheekbones were raised, and the longing in her eyes was ready to come out, Jiang Yanling couldn't bear to refuse.Jiang Yanling's heart softened, she sat on the edge of the bed, grabbed a corner of the quilt, and said, "Why... did you make yourself so crippled?"

Dong Qing said in a weak voice, "I didn't commit suicide. The illness came like a mountain, and there was nothing I could do."

Jiang Yanling said, "Is there anyone to take care of her? What if Xiaobei is alone at home?" Dong Qing said, "She has an aunt to take care of her at home, and there are also nurses in the hospital."

Jiang Yanling sniffed, and sat on the bed hugging her knees. This action reminded Dong Qing that when Jiang Yanling was a child, she also liked to hug her knees on the balcony in a daze.Dong Qing asked her, "Why did you come to the hospital suddenly? Is there something wrong with your body?"

Jiang Yanling shook his head, rubbed his eyes, and said, "Skating with a friend, she broke a bone."

Dong Qing sat up and asked, "Is it serious?"

Jiang Yanling laughed out loud, but felt inexplicably sad in her heart, she said: "You should still worry about yourself... What kind of tumor is scary."

In the face of death, all the grievances and hatreds faded away. She didn't have much hatred for Dongqing, but was more angry at her for hiding her past and her insincerity. Would she hate Dongqing?Ask yourself, Jiang Yanling can't do it.

Not out of kindness, even Mao Zedong said that there is no love for no reason in the world, and there is no hate for no reason.

If Dong Qing really left, would she mostly be reluctant, or would she mostly hate it?

Jiang Yanling had the answer in his heart.

Dong Qing said, "Do you still remember the days when I lived in Hong Kong when you were in middle school?"

Jiang Yanling nodded, and Dong Qing said, "I had a serious illness. When I returned to China, it was very sudden that my uterine fibroids were in the early stages."

Jiang Yanling covered her mouth in surprise, she didn't know.

But Dong Qing still didn't say anything about Guan Yuliang's death or Xiaobei's origin.She concealed the fact that she was infertile, and firmly believed that she would have no more offspring, so she could completely regard Xiaobei as her own child.She said lightly: "I didn't expect its willpower to be stronger than my own. I had to cut it off again now."

"Are you going to die?" Jiang Yanling asked the doubts in his heart.

Dong Qing smiled and said, "If I were dying, I would never appear in front of you again."

Jiang Yanling didn't understand what she said, Dongqing continued: "Lingling, I'm much more selfish than you think, I can't love you unreservedly, and I might do things that hurt you more, but, That wouldn't be cheating..."

She swallowed what she wanted to say, Jiang Yanling is the person she loves the most, even surpassing her own life, she spends her youth—ten years of time to love her, she can't imagine anyone else who can make her so dedicated try my best.

But in Jiang Yanling's mind, at the age of ten, he couldn't imagine anything that would break a relationship more easily than cheating.She even comforted herself to accept the existence of Xiaobei, the child is innocent and there is nothing wrong with the child.But Dong Qing's words made her not understand, she would not cheat, she was selfish, what else could hurt her even more?

Jiang Yanling is young, but she also knows that she must maintain her humble dignity in the face of love.She jumped out of bed, Dong Qing saw that her gaze was still very calm, Jiang Yanling said: "I shouldn't have come to see you, you still want me to go, right?"

Biting her tongue, Dong Qing tasted the smell of blood, and said firmly, "Yes."

Jiang Yanling said: "I never hated you, if you want me to hate you, you can drive me away now." She took a deep breath, "I want to hear from you, from now on, never disturb each other .”

Dong Qing closed his eyes, and said faintly, "I'm tired, Lingling."

Jiang Yanling was shocked, and tears were about to come out of her eyes again. Holding back her tears, she whimpered and said loudly: "How...how can you be so cruel to me! You have any other ways to hurt me, use them all! I'm not afraid of you ! Let me tell you Dongqing...I...I..."

Jiang Yanling kicked down the stool at his feet, and his toes hurt.She glanced at the person on the bed, and rushed out the door angrily.

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