who said habit is love

However, Ke Min will lose his job because of this, which is something he does not want to see.

For Huayan half a year ago, having sex with Hanze was the same as eating.It's time to eat when the time comes, and have sex/love when you go to bed at night. This is a habit similar to a biological clock.

But in ten years, no matter how good a habit is, there will be a day when it will be bored, so Huayan was abandoned.

At the beginning, the person who kept saying that he had no sexual interest in him now wanted to rape him, Hua Yan really wanted to laugh out loud!Laugh at Hanze's bastard and waywardness!Laughing at my ten years of stupidity and self-deception!

"So, now you're sexually interested in me again, aren't you?" Hua Yan still wanted to know what Han Ze was thinking.

Han Ze's fingers gently slid across Hua Yan's chest, and the corners of his mouth turned up into a smile that was not a smile: "Maybe. I never thought that you, who have loved me for ten years, would fall in love with other men. I can let you be with other men." "Women get married and live a normal life, but if it's a man, absolutely not."

23. It's not love, it's a must

23. It's not love, it's a must

Hua Yan said: "It's your self-esteem as a man who doesn't allow what once belonged to you to belong to another man, right? Then you can let me go, because I didn't fall in love with Ke Min, I swear. I promise to be with him Being together is only because I need the feeling of being needed by others, I need the tenderness of being cared and cared for. If you don't like it, I will separate from Ke Min immediately and find a woman to marry and live, are you satisfied?"

Hanze shook his head: "It's too late. Women can't do it now. You can only be mine." It's only been half a year since we broke up, but Hanze discovered something new in Huayan, as if he had never understood it before. It was a fascinating feeling to pass him.

"You are so fucking sick!" Hua Yan gave Hanze a loud slap in the face, "I tell you, my insomnia and waking up are worse than before, and I still hate crowded places. Not only have I not changed my shortcomings, but I have made them worse, as long as you can bear it, it's up to you!"

Hanze rubbed his face: "Stop pretending? If Ke Min saw you like this, would he still love you? The Huayan he fell in love with was just the gentleness you pretended after you left me Illusion."

"You're right." Hua Yan covered his head with a terrible headache, "Can I rest? Or do you want to continue the unfinished love?"

Hanze snorted coldly: "It's enough for me to see you half-dead every time I have sex/love." Obviously, every time I can make others die, why can't I make Hua Yan react a little more? !

Putting on his own clothes, Hanze said: "I have something to go out for, and you can handle lunch yourself. If I see you meet Ke Min while I'm away from the surveillance, you know what the consequences will be."

Hua Yan speculates that Hanze is going to find the kitten who was kicked out of this house. Maybe the place where the kitty lives is the golden house where Hanze really hides her beauty. Who knows?Anyway, Huayan doesn't care.

After Hanze left, Huayan, who had nothing to do and couldn't sleep, began to think wildly, and the question he thought about the most was what Hanze was trying to lock himself up now.

Love, it seems, is no longer in love; sex, it seems, is also boring.So, what exactly are you trying to figure out?Maybe it's because of the habits of the past ten years?Hua Yan felt that he took himself too seriously, how could Hanze keep someone he didn't love by his side just because of the word "habit"?

Hanze returned to his and Huayan's new home after leaving for a day and a night.

Hua Yan was sitting on the sofa reading a book. After the door was opened, he smelled the perfume brought in by the wind. He guessed correctly.

After closing the book, Hua Yan recalled that he had smelled a similar smell on that little cat.This particularly hot and passionate perfume smell seems to have some kind of aphrodisiac effect. Hua Yan still remembers that he wanted to kiss the kitten's fragrance the moment he smelled that fragrance.

"Accompany me to my father's birthday banquet tonight." Hanze threw the box beside Huayan, "This is the clothes for you. All the people attending the banquet tonight are big shots, so don't embarrass me."

"Won't your Han family feel ashamed if the banquet partner is a man?" Hua Yan really couldn't understand Han Ze's thinking world.Perhaps in the subjective consciousness of the upper class, a man's partner should be a man?interesting.

"This is not something you should worry about." Han Ze was very upset, Hua Yan's words would always make him feel bad.

Hua Yan stopped talking, and silently opened the box at hand, but was startled by the clothes inside.

Inside the box is a set of exquisite white suit, the fabric is so soft, it feels like the skin of a baby blowing and blowing; the bow on the neckline and the buttons on the suit are all inlaid with diamonds, which is horribly gorgeous but extremely harmonious , as if they were originally made for this suit... There are many small details that Hua Yan likes. In short, he is very satisfied with the clothes prepared by Hanze.

Seeing that Hua Yan liked the clothes he had prepared, Han Ze's face finally eased a lot.

Rolling up his sleeves, Hanze asked, "Have you eaten? What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

Hua Yan put away his clothes and said, "Your hobby of cooking is getting heavier and heavier. Didn't you just finish cooking for others? You should rest, anyway, I'm not hungry." The "do" here is naturally two layers of meaning.

Hanze smiled: "Why didn't I realize that you are so smart before?" He had just finished it, and the soft and boneless touch left him with endless aftertaste. In short, it was much better than Huayan's hard body.

"Before? People who are in love are probably very stupid." Hua Yan's words are telling Han Ze that the stupid Hua Yan, who was stuck in the vortex of love and couldn't get out, has disappeared.

Hanze was noncommittal: "Since this is the case, then I don't have to hide it anymore. Whether you and I want to or not, you have to be with me, and my legal partner in this life must also be you. If it is not 'must', Do you think I will waste ten years on you? As for after we get married, don’t expect me to be faithful to you. In contrast, I still prefer cute cats who can act like a baby, rather than open up at any time A tiger that eats people with blood."

"Why me?" After getting the so-called truth, Hua Yan felt that his heart was about to be torn apart.Ten years!Ten years! !He spent ten years in this way for a person who didn't love him!

Han Ze saw Hua Yan in such pain, but he didn't get the expected pleasure in his heart, but was a little flustered.

Why Huayan?Hanze has been thinking about this question since ten years ago, and he didn't find out until recently.And the moment he found out, he recovered the Huayan that he had abandoned, which was extremely ridiculous.But he has no other choice, Huayan is not bad anyway, even if he makes do with it, it's pretty good, isn't it?

Hua Yan was so strong that he recovered from the blow at a speed that shocked Han Ze.It seems that rubbing his face, taking a deep breath and other cheering actions can make Huayan forget the ten years wasted before.

To be honest, this kind of strength made Hanze very unhappy, as if his existence and the harm he caused were nothing to Huayan.Hanze likes to see any expression on Huayan's face other than calm, even if it is pain or sadness, it doesn't matter, it's better than being expressionless every day like a living dead.

At this time, if Huayan knew what Hanze was thinking, he would definitely give Hanze a resounding slap in the face, and let this bastard know what those injuries are!

After calming down, Hua Yan thought about the reason why Hanze "must" spend his life with him, but to no avail.

After being together for ten years, Hua Yan knows very little about Han Ze.He often listened to what Hanze said, and never asked too much about what he had or didn't have.This made Huayan regret it at the moment. If he knew it earlier, he should have known more about Hanze. Maybe he could figure out a way to deal with him at this time.

deal with?Ho!Easier said than done?Han Ze's father is the famous Han Zhenkun!This is really one of the important reasons why Huayan is full of worries about his future.Hua Yan couldn't help but want to slap himself in the face, how could he have never paid attention to his family because he was so focused on Hanze before!

Hua Yan suddenly thought that since Han Ze said with such certainty that his future partner must be himself, it meant that Han Zhenkun already knew of his existence and agreed with this relationship.

This is so strange!How can any parent in this world want their child to spend a lifetime with a same-sex person? !

There is definitely something wrong with this Han Zhenkun!If you can ask him in person, maybe you will gain something.Hua Yan seemed to have finally found a breakthrough for all his doubts, and he became more energetic.

"When does the dinner party start?" Hua Yan reopened the box containing the suit and prepared to try on the clothes. If it doesn't fit, he can make preparations in advance.For seeing Han Zhenkun, Hua Yan had to pay more attention.

Hanze was not very happy, and even breathed heavily: "Why did you suddenly feel better? Could it be that you want to take advantage of the opportunity of attending the dinner to do something?" Yan screwed up the situation.

"What else can I do? You think too much." Hua Yan picked up his clothes and walked to the bedroom.He is now a swallow in a cage, just flapping his wings a few times, what kind of trouble can he cause?

Hanze was also looking forward to seeing Huayan in this white suit, so he didn't stop him.But after more than ten minutes passed, Hua Yan never came out of the bedroom, and Han Ze couldn't sit still.

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