who said habit is love

It was just a momentary impulse. Since Hua Yan had already pretended that nothing happened, he should do the same.

"Just wait a little longer." Ke Min picked up the plate on the chopping board and pushed the ribs into the pot.

Ke Min's cooking action still looks so calm, but only he knows how flustered he is at the moment.

The rice was already steamed, Hua Yan took out two sets of bowls and chopsticks from the cupboard, and wanted to serve the rice.But Hua Yan's heart was so disturbed that he couldn't stop shaking his hands, so he almost dropped the bowl.

Ke Min saw Hua Yan's every move, and suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Why is Hua Yan trying to be so brave in front of him?Maybe it's just because I'm not worthy of his trust yet!

"You'd better go to the living room." Ke Min snatched the bowls and chopsticks from Hua Yan's hand, "I'll do it."

Hua Yan scratched his hair in distress, "Um...are you angry?"

Ke Min shook his head, "No." They have only known each other for a short time, so Ke Min still has self-knowledge, and he has no right to be angry with Hua Yan.

Hua Yan curled his lips, "You really are angry."

Ke Min said, "Then tell me, why do I have to be angry?"

"How do I know?" Hua Yan said, "Maybe it's because you worry about something you shouldn't worry about."

This sentence was Hua Yan's tongue twirling a lot before he finally decided to say it. No matter what Ke Min had in mind for him, Hua Yan just hoped that the relationship between the two of them could remain the most ordinary one.

Hua Yan is really fed up with the taste of losing after getting it, so he would rather choose to keep a safe distance from everyone.

Hearing Hua Yan's words, Ke Min really wanted to scold him.

What does it mean to worry about what you shouldn't worry about?Is it wrong to care about friends?

Even if they are not friends, it is still a relationship between the superior and the subordinate. Isn't it okay for the superior to care about the subordinate?

He is obviously a person who is afraid of being alone, but he always pretends to be indifferent but pitiful. Who is he trying to show?Could it be that "Aze"!

The more Ke Min thought about it, the more angry he became, although he didn't know what he was angry about.

Hua Yan shook Ke Min's arm, "What are you thinking? Is the food ready? I can smell the aroma."

Ke Min rubbed Hua Yan's head, "I have a hunch that I will be pissed off by you sooner or later." Saying such hurtful words, but acting as if nothing happened in the end, this is Hua Yan's ability .

Seven, escape psychology

Seven, escape psychology

"Okay, don't be angry, I'm very hungry." Hua Yan also stretched out his hand and rubbed Ke Min's head, and said in his heart: I'm sorry, I'm really scared.

Ke Min suddenly asked, "How many years have you been with A Ze?" Although Ke Min didn't know who A Ze was, he could guess the relationship between Hua Yan and this person.

Unprepared, Hua Yan replied subconsciously, "Ten years... huh? You know Aze?"

Ke Min felt sad, ten years, no wonder Huayan was able to grind into this look.

To be honest, ten years really passed in the blink of an eye, and it is not worth mentioning at all.

However, how many decades can there be in life?

Back then, when Hua Yan was 15 years old, he was still very naive, thinking that he could be with Han Ze forever, but in the end, he only exchanged ten years of beautiful youth for one word - get out.

Sometimes I think it’s funny when I think about it. Of course, Huayan doesn’t mean that he thinks he wasted ten years of youth, so it’s so sad and ridiculous; it’s not that he thinks Hanze’s word “roll” is funny, but that he thinks he’s hearing It's ridiculous to want to hear Han Ze say a few more words to him after that cold "scroll".

When people commit crimes, there must always be a limit.

During the half a year of breaking up with Hanze, Hua Yan kept telling himself that he would get used to it.How to get used to the life of having Hanze at the beginning, how to get used to the life of losing him now.

But it's hard!

Two months after breaking up with Hanze, Hua Yan ruthlessly threw away all the things related to Hanze, but after a few hours of persistence, he went to the garbage station to pick up all those things.

Even if you have broken up with Hanze, those things are innocent, aren't they?

Four months after breaking up with Hanze, Huayan seemed to be used to the days without Hanze, and he stopped working three days fishing and two days drying the net, and started to work normally, but he didn't want to go home every night.

go home?Oh, which one?Hua Yan felt that he had no home the moment he lost Hanze.

By the way, Hua Yan always deceives himself and says that he is "lost", but the reality can't deceive anyone, he is not lost, he is abandoned by Han Ze.

Six months after breaking up with Hanze, Huayan's work status got worse and worse, so he was demoted from general manager to director by the company, and a new general manager was sent by the head office.

Even if he is frustrated in the workplace, Huayan still thinks about Hanze the most.

Hua Yan knew that he was hopeless, so he wanted to take advantage of the college reunion and drink two more drinks and directly break into Han Ze's house. Maybe Han Ze's heart softened?

Maybe Hanze would find himself standing there waiting for him when he turned around at some point, so Huayan didn't dare to go far.

Ten years of relationship, how can it be said that it is gone?Even if the next five years are strong support, then there will always be some feelings in the first five years, right?

Forget it, Hua Yan sometimes persuades himself like this.Why can Hanze make great strides towards a new life, but he insists on spinning in circles?He too can have a new life!

But that was just thinking about it, until he met Ke Min, Hua Yan finally felt that a new life beckoned to him.

However, Hua Yan did not dare to reach out and respond to the new life, because who can guarantee that this new life will always belong to him?

Do you want to repeat the days that you have finally gotten used to but are about to lose?

Hua Yan knew that his courage was getting smaller and smaller, so he decided to stay where he was.

In the absence of Ke Min's participation at all, Hua Yan decided to cut off this relationship that may have no future without authorization.

So Ke Min didn't understand why Hua Yan's attitude towards him suddenly became alienated.Could it be because he mentioned "A Ze" that made Hua Yan feel grudges in his heart?

In a blink of an eye, Ke Min and Hua Yan have been living under the same roof for many days, but the number of times Ke Min sees Hua Yan is very few.Hua Yan is either nestling in his room reading a book, or sneaking out when Ke Min is not paying attention, and will not go home until Ke Min falls asleep.

Hua Yan dislikes lively environments and crowded places, so every time he goes out, he just stays in the nearby library instead of going far.

Constantly flipping through the city daily in the library, Hua Yan was looking for a suitable place to live.

"What are you looking for?" A deliberately lowered voice suddenly rang in Hua Yan's ear.

Hua Yan didn't think about who was talking to him at all, nor did he look at the people around him, but said very defenselessly, "I'm looking for a house."

"Don't you have a home, why are you looking for a house?"

"Isn't this nonsense? Of course looking for a house is for living in." Hua Yan turned his head, wanting to see which idiot was asking himself this question without IQ, but found that the idiot was actually Ke Min.

The corners of Ke Min's mouth are slightly raised, very gentle, but in Hua Yan's view, this smile is dangerous no matter how you look at it.

"Haha," Hua Yan hid the newspaper behind him in embarrassment, "Why is the general manager here? What a coincidence."

Ke Min put away his smile, "Of course it's a coincidence, I followed you here. I want to know which place is attracting you not to go home every day."

Seeing Ruoyou's disappointment on Ke Min's face, Hua Yan suddenly felt that he had gone too far, so he said, "I'm sorry. Let's go home now?"

Ke Min asked, "What do you want to eat? I'll buy vegetables and go home to cook." Ke Min knew that Hua Yan hadn't eaten well these two days in order to avoid himself.

Hua Yan's nose suddenly became sour, "You should buy what you want, don't worry about me."

Ke Min was happy from the bottom of his heart, and wanted to say something emotional, but he was afraid of scaring Hua Yan away again, so he just said, "You are my landlord, so I naturally want to serve you comfortably."

Hua Yan couldn't help laughing. If Ke Min knew that the house they lived in was originally prepared by the company for the general manager, he would be pissed off.

In fact, Ke Min doesn't quite understand what kind of feelings he has for Hua Yan.

But one thing Ke Min is still very clear, that is, he likes staying with Hua Yan very much, it makes him feel the warmth of home.As for other things, Ke Min doesn't want to think about it too much for now.

Two people are destined to live together and are very happy with each other, that's fine.

This is not only Ke Min's idea, but also Hua Yan's.

After leaving Hanze, Hua Yan became more and more lonely, and it's good to have one more person to accompany him now.What's more, Ke Min can cook, and Hua Yan is reluctant to leave this free chef.

After living lazily for many days, Hua Yan suddenly realized that an unpleasant thing was about to happen—it was time to go to work tomorrow.

[-]. Want to sleep well

[-]. Want to sleep well

The car that Hua Yan drives to work is still configured by the company for the general manager, which means that the car should also belong to Ke Min now.

Hua Yan is not worried about this matter. After all, Ke Min belongs to the family of car owners, and the company's car dealers may not like it.

When he thought that the car blanket that he vomited dirty that night was worth tens of thousands, Hua Yan's heart became cold and cold, and he couldn't calm down for a long time.There are tens of thousands of things. Hua Yan sat on the sofa and looked around for a week, but he couldn't find a piece of furniture worth tens of thousands.