I broke the male god

The next day was Saturday, and Su Cheng didn't wake up until nine o'clock. The big hands on his waist didn't seem to have changed their positions all night.He yawned, and was about to get up to make breakfast, but he moved his body, and those hands hugged him even tighter.

Su Cheng turned around: "Are you awake?"

"Hmm..." Shen Suran's voice just woke up was even deeper, with a bit of hoarse magnetism.

"Get up, I'll make breakfast."

Shen suddenly opened his eyes, looking at him with deep eyes: "I can't get up, I have to kiss Xiao Cheng to get up."

Su Cheng laughed, and patted his arm: "Don't make trouble."

Shen Suran didn't continue to torment him, but turned over and sat up obediently.

Su Cheng stepped on his slippers and walked into the kitchen, when he heard Shen Suoran say to him in the bedroom: "Come to my house for lunch, it just so happens that Xiao En doesn't have to go to class today."

"Okay. I'll clean up."

At noon, Shen Suanran drove him to his home. Su Cheng seemed to be thinking about his own thoughts along the way and didn't talk much.

Shen Suran glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and said, "Xiao Cheng, how about moving here to live with me?"

"...Huh?" Su Cheng was startled, he didn't expect to hear this proposal suddenly.He stared blankly at Shen Suran for a few seconds, then whispered, "This...isn't that good..."

"Don't you want to live with me?"

"……no……"

Su Cheng's heart was full of words, but he couldn't speak them out.

It's not that he doesn't want to live together, it's just that he's afraid that the two of them will get closer.

Fearing that when he became more and more dependent on Shen Suanran until he could no longer leave him, Shen Suanran suddenly didn't want him again.

If Shengge came back one day, Shen Suranan wouldn't want him, would he?

Su Cheng lowered his eyes, thinking silently.

Shen Suanran didn't know what was going on in his heart, and although there was disappointment in his tone, he was very gentle: "...It's okay, Xiaocheng, if you don't want to live together so soon, I respect your opinion."

The car was parked on the parking lot at the entrance of the villa. Shen En saw them from the balcony on the second floor and waved to them: "Teacher Su~ you are here."

Su Cheng went upstairs and played a few games with him, but he looked absent-minded and lost two games in a row, which was not up to par.

Shen En gave him a strange look, "Mr. Su, do you have something on your mind?"

"Oh... Maybe it's because I haven't woken up yet, I'm always out of shape."

After dinner, Shen En went back to his room to do his homework, while Shen Moran and Su Cheng sat in the living room watching TV.They said they were watching TV, but neither of them was paying attention to the TV.

"Is today's food not delicious?"

"what?"

"I see that you haven't eaten a few pieces of your favorite sweet and sour pork ribs."

"..."

Shen suddenly put down the remote control and turned to look at him: "Are you angry? About Shengge?"

"No……"

"I don't know what you've heard or what you've seen online, but if I say it's not true, will you believe me?"

"Shen Suoran..." Su Cheng said in a low voice, "You don't need to explain anything to me. But can you promise me that if one day you don't want me, please tell me in advance...Let me, let me have a Mentally prepare."

Shen suddenly froze, what was going on in this guy's mind?

Su Cheng suddenly found that his chin was pinched, and he was forced to raise his face. Then he saw Shen Suran looking at him with frowning, and said in a deep voice, "What strange story did that stinking girl tell you?"

Su Cheng blinked his eyes... also blindfolded...

"She said...you've been waiting for Shengge to come back..."

Shen Suran rubbed the center of her brows with a headache: "Really...that stinky girl."

Su Cheng stared at him blankly: "Isn't it?"

"Come with me." Shen Suran took his hand and led him to the study.

Seeing him take out the box containing the letter from the bookshelf, Su Cheng instinctively took a step back with some resistance.

"Xiaocheng, do you still remember that you paid attention to this box before?"

"... I remember... At that time, I thought it was a photo album, and I wanted to take it down to read..." Su Cheng scratched the door frame with his fingers, and stared at the box of letters awkwardly.

"Then do you remember what I said at that time?"

"Eh?" Su Cheng tried hard to recall, at that time...

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"It's okay, let's take a look."

"Eh, can you?"

"Well, take it, it's not expensive."

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Long-term memories flooded into his mind, and Su Cheng suddenly realized that at that time, what Shen Suran said seemed to be—"Take it, it's not something expensive"...

"Eh?!!!!!!--"

Su Cheng walked in, "No, that's not right..."

"Now, do you want to hear my explanation?" Shen suddenly sighed.

"..." Su Cheng pursed his lips and whispered, "I want to..."

Shen Suran took the box and sat cross-legged on the clean wooden floor, opened the lid and said, "Shengge and Xiaowu had lived here for more than half a year when I moved to this community, and their parents are family friends, so They naturally became sisters with very good feelings.”

"The year I moved here, I took over my brother's domestic branch alone. The company was just starting up, and it was very hard. I worked overtime every day. At that time, I felt that life was quite boring."

"Shengge is a very gentle girl, she is very beautiful, she sings very well, she will hum when she goes to the balcony to water the flowers at a fixed time every day, and I am also used to moving a chair and sitting in the room facing her balcony, reading a book While listening to the song. During the most difficult years in the company, I spent it with the company of that kind of gentle singing. For me, Shengge is not so much a lover as a family."

Su Cheng froze for a moment, walked over slowly, and sat down beside him.He looked down as he took out the letters one by one.

"Xiaowu's parents are not around all year round due to business. Shengge and I will go over to help her cook and play with her when we are free. The happiest time of her childhood is when she is with us, so she treats the three of them very well." There is a different kind of obsession in this state of being together."

Su Cheng thought of Mi Wu standing by the window with her back to him in the lonely skirt that day, and suddenly felt that she could understand something. She lacked the care of her elders since she was a child, and she would have a fledgling mentality towards her brothers and sisters who took care of her.

"Shengge likes ancient styles. She had been in the circle for a while when I entered the circle. She brought me to know some masters who are in the later stage. Oh, you should know Liuli. It was Shengge who introduced me to me at the beginning. At that time, we recorded songs together. , made a pv by myself, uploaded it on the Internet, and the number of hits is quite high. Xiao Wu saw that we were doing so well in Two-dimensional, and wanted to join her heart. Unfortunately, she has a tone deafness, so she can’t sing. Fortunately, her body It's very coordinated, so she's now a well-known dancer."

"Wu Jian?!" Su Cheng doesn't often visit the dance area of ​​station B, but after saying this, it seems that the name Mi Wu has really been heard somewhere. He used to invite some well-known Wu Jian to participate in comic exhibitions of all sizes. To be a guest, maybe they have met at a comic exhibition.

"When she chose the Two-dimensional name for herself, she wanted to be named as a sister of Sheng Ge, so she took the name Mi Wu, saying that one sings and the other dances, and it sounds like a sister. Sheng Ge has no choice but to let her go. "

"Don't Shengge want to name her sister?" Su Cheng asked.

"Yeah, she didn't want to, because at that time, she already knew that she was leaving."

"What, what do you mean?"

"Like I said, she and I are not lovers." Shen suddenly said, "The reason why Sheng Ge wants to go abroad is for love."

"love?"

"In the summer of that year, she met an elegant and gentle English teacher, a charming gentleman from Europe. Just like the beginning of all movies, she fell into it without hesitation. Later, the blond man returned to England, and she also Make up your mind to follow him." Shen Suran looked at the envelope in his hand and smiled to himself.

"Don't Xiao Wu know about these things?"

"We tacitly didn't tell her, after all, she always wanted us to get together."

"No wonder she looked at you with reproach at dinner that day. She must be angry that you not only didn't chase Shengge back, but also fell in love with someone else..."

"If Xiao Wu knew the truth, she would be even more sad. The happiness in her dream didn't exist in the first place." Shen suddenly shrugged, "I can't help it, I can only bear the blame."

He pulled out the bottom letter: "Xiao Wu is an impatient child. Although she reads these letters every time she comes, she always has the patience to read to the end."

Su Cheng took the letter paper he handed over in a daze. This was the latest one, and it read:

to: ink dyeing

I didn't know until I received your letter that Xiao Wu has also moved away. Doesn't that mean you are left alone?You, also find someone you like earlier and have a relationship.I'm getting married next month, and the groom isn't the English teacher I was madly in love with.Life is like this, isn't it, sometimes the more you want, the less you can get.But I still don't regret coming to the UK. After all, there are few times in my life that I would risk my life for love.My current lover is the landlord's son and treats me very well.I probably won't come back, I hope you and Xiao Wu are all well.

——shengge

After reading the letter, Su Cheng felt deeply shocked somewhere in his heart.

What kind of woman is Shengge? She looks so weak, but she is also so tough.

She has always understood what she wants, and has the courage and determination to give up everything for love.

"If you don't want Xiao Wu to know the truth, why don't you just hide this letter? If one day she reads to the end, won't she know everything?"

"Maybe this is where I am conflicted...Sometimes I actually hope that she will understand everything after reading the last letter...Although it is cruel, this is growth."

"Growing up...is really cruel." Su Cheng murmured.

Suddenly, there was the sound of a chair moving outside, and the two turned their heads suddenly, only to see Mi Wu standing blankly at the door of the study with a shocked expression on her face.

Shen suddenly stood up: "Xiao Wu, why are you here?"

"Sister Shengge... married?"

Su Cheng felt that the girl's voice was trembling.