Absolute surrender

"you're lying."

Luo Yao stared at the ceiling without focus, and said after a long time: "Why bother..." His tone was so soft that it seemed to be a sigh, "You..."

You don't love me.

He didn't say the following words, he felt that Yan Chuqing would never understand or cherish his long and deep love for him for decades.

"You came to the expeditionary army because of me, right? You don't want that man to die because you saw yourself in him, right?"

...Luo Yao closed his eyes—everything is not important now.

"...Xiao Yan, let me go."

"You are wrong, Yao, in this life, I will never let you go." After finishing speaking, Yan Chuqing lowered his head and held his lips again, this time the kiss was full of eager lust.

The taste of these lips was better than anyone he had ever kissed before. Such a soft touch made him feel hot all over. He reached into the hem of his clothes and slowly slid up from his flat belly.

"You...stop!..." Luo Yao struggled, the wound on his shoulder was torn, blood seeped into his clothes, and the night became thick black.

But Yan Chuqing was like a ferocious beast, completely ignoring his protest, and tore his clothes in half with one force, kissing his lips all the way from his neck.

"Xiao Yan!" Luo Yao shouted almost in despair, "Stop! Don't force me to hate you!"

The passion in Yan Chuqing's eyes was bottomless, and he said in a hoarse voice, "It's over long ago between us." Then he untied his belt...

In this ferocious sex. Love, both of them were extremely desperate.

Luo Yao suddenly felt very tired, and wanted to cry a lot, but was choked up by the impact of the storm.

It's not like this, it shouldn't be like this...

Chapter 14

In the following days, whenever Yan Chuqing was free, he would go to the infirmary to look for Luo Yao. Although Luo Yao might not necessarily talk to him, he still pestered him smugly.

This made Luo Yao very troubled: "You are not injured, so don't come here to occupy resources."

"I'm injured." Yanxiqing stretched out his index finger, there was a faint scratch on it, I don't know where it was scratched, the wound was very shallow, only slight bloodstains were printed, "Look, I'm injured."

"...!" Luo Yao was angry and funny, and helplessly took out the medicine box to help him treat the wound.

After that, Yanxiqing seemed to have found the trick, and came to him more and more frequently, each time with some inexplicable small wounds.

"Can you calm down a little?" Finally Luo Yao couldn't bear to ask.

But he said, "Yao, can you like me again?"

"what?"

"Since you have liked me, then, please fall in love with me again."

"When I liked you, you rejected me, don't you remember?"

"I remember, so I regret it."

"Xiaoyan, it's unreasonable for you to be like this. When you didn't like me, you drove me away, and you regretted it, and then called me back. This world doesn't just revolve around you."

"I don't need the whole world to revolve around me, as long as you revolve around me."

"you……!"

"If you don't like me, why come to my unit? You still like me, don't you?"

"..." Luo Yao couldn't answer him, so he could only respond with silence.

Every day I hear him calling himself "Yao" - such an intimate title like a lover

Luo Yao almost believed that this was happiness.

"Can't you, give me another chance?" Once, Yan Chuqing came to him with strange injuries, and when he turned around and dipped his tweezers in alcohol, Yan Chuqing suddenly hugged Luo Yao from behind, tenderly There was a hint of begging in his inquiry.

This made Luo Yao stunned for a moment.

All the familiar feelings came, and the tweezers in my hand were almost unsteady.

On that critical night in the space station, when Alex said that only one of them could live, Yan Chuqing chose him...

He is willing to give up his life?

So, this man, can he really... re-entrust his sincerity again?

"I won't force you." Finally Yan Chuqing said, "I will give you time, a lot of time, but you must be by my side during the time you are thinking about."

Luo Yao paused, lowered his head and said softly, "Sly fellow."

Seeing his soft and small earlobes, Yan Xiqing's eyes gradually darkened, and suddenly bent down and kissed his fair face.

Luo Yao was startled, and took a half step back: "I can think about it, but you can't touch me again."

"I can only watch... can't I eat..." Yan Yuqing was silent for a moment, and then said slowly: "During the military training, there was one item of self-control training. We were forced to drink aphrodisiacs. Locked in the room, and then send a prostitute into each room, and only those who have not touched a woman in the end will pass the test."

"...What kind of perverted training is this..." Luo Yao frowned.

"Now I seem to be back in that training class." Yanxi Qing said clearly, "Even, it is a more difficult test than that time."

He reached out and caressed Luo Yao's face, "You have no way of knowing how strong your temptation is to me."

"..." Luo Yao stared blankly at him, forgetting to speak for a while.

The two actually got along peacefully for a while like this, a bit like going back to that memorable time in the past.

Yan Chuqing was very kind to him, Luo Yao was the only one left by his side, and he had no other lovers.

Several times Luo Yao thought in his heart - perhaps, he really likes himself.

With such a humble hope, he feels that life is not so cold and long...

Until one day, Zhao Shuqi came to him.

It was the same night, in the same night as when they first met.

Zhao Shuqi said: "After much deliberation, I feel that there are some things that you should have the right to know."

"……What do you mean?"

He showed Luo Yao a remittance slip, which was inscribed in Yan Chuqing's name.

The amount above is frightening to see, and it is enough to live safely and steadily for a lifetime...

Luo Yao raised his head, and asked with some uncertainty: "Yanxiu...why did you give you so much money?"

Zhao Shuqi said: "That day, Yan Chuqing's troops had already been deployed."

"……What's the meaning?"

"He has long known that your badge is a monitor, and everything he does in front of you is acting. The purpose is to make the commander-in-chief think that he is focused on other things and has no defense."

"..."

In a daze, Luo Yao recalled the scene where Yanxiqing gently helped him put on the badge in the laboratory...

"He knows that the commander-in-chief will do something at the space station, and join forces with Ye Lixun to set up a game."

"In the situation at that time, only you thought his life was hanging by a thread, but for him, everything was under his control. Of course, I am an internal response, and this remittance slip explains everything, but this is not the point."

"I don't understand at all."

"You already understand, but you don't want to admit it."

Luo Yao sat on the bed with distracted eyes, Zhao Shuqi sighed, and said: "His troops could have rushed in early in the morning, but they didn't. Do you know why? Because the most expressive scene has not been performed yet, When Alex asks him to choose, do you think he is willing to sacrifice himself to save you? Don't be naive, he knows he won't die. That's all I have to say, I don't mean anything else, you are a good person, you shouldn't always be In the dark."

Luo Yao stood up abruptly and said to him, "You think I'll believe you?"

"Believe it or not, I just want to finish what I have to say."

After Zhao Shuqi left, Luo Yao sat on the bed blankly, feeling his hands and feet were cold, and was about to get up and close the window, then he stood up and took two steps, but fell to the ground with a plop...

How many times can a person's sincerity withstand repeated manipulations?

The next day, Luo Yao left again without saying goodbye.

Just like back then, he walked quietly.

Yan Chuqing looked for him like crazy, and even used a wanted warrant, but there was no news.

Walking so cleanly, so chicly and decisively.

There is no room for turning around at all.