Yep, it's that shit!

After class started, Xia Bing came to the basketball club to report on time after school.After learning that he was injured, his teammates were all red-eyed. They defeated their opponents by a large score in the next two quarters, and finally won.Although Xia Bing only participated in half of the game, he was regarded as a hero by the players.Everyone came up to ask about their health, which made Xia Bing a little embarrassed.

Although he won one game, there are still four possible games to play.The next match is half a month later, and Xia Bing can only be a spectator, which makes her somewhat regretful.Because he was unable to participate in the training, Xia Bing began to strengthen his study of the referee's rules.

With one arm missing, Xia Bing stopped playing online games. Apart from participating in the activities of the basketball club, he devoted himself to creating.This month, Xia Bing and Yuan Chang will still publish the newspaper, but at a much slower pace.

Xia Bing likes staying with Yuan Chang more and more, the other party doesn't talk much, the two of them spend most of their time creating together, and the conversations are mainly topics that Xia Bing finds.But Xia Bing doesn't mind at all, he hopes to help Yuan open up, even if it's just to himself.

"Now there is only one basketball game left, and you can't even participate. Wouldn't it be a pity?"

"It's still a little bit. I always hoped to be handsome on the court, but unfortunately I didn't have the chance."

"No, you played very well in the first half. And in the month after you were injured, many girls came to our class to give you things. You have gained a lot, what else do you want?"

"I'm not interested in them. They will only trouble me when they come over."

"I think there are a few conditions that are quite good, don't you like them?"

"They're not my type."

"Then what kind do you like?"

Xia Bing glanced at Yuan Chang, wondering if he should speak, and finally said: "If you tell me the type you like, I'll tell you mine."

"I..." Yuan Chang blushed instantly, "I don't have a favorite type."

"You fooled me."

"Really...I...I've never liked anyone."

Xia Bing hesitated whether to push him, because if he didn't push, he couldn't help it; if he pushed, he was afraid that he would use too much force.

"I don't like girls, can you understand?"

Yuan Chang shook his head.

Xia Bing rolled his eyes, "Forget it, let's talk about it later."

The days when he didn't play basketball or online games made Xia Bing feel that he had a lot of extra time. Apart from creating, Xia Bing also started to get along seriously with his classmates.This day, some people in the class decided to go to the riverside barbecue in City B on weekends. Although Xia Bing is a disabled person, he didn't want to miss this event, so he signed up enthusiastically.Zhao Yuan will also go. He recently fell in love with a girl in his class and is going to attack.

A group of people took a bus to City B on the weekend. After getting off the bus, they were discussing whether to take the bus to the river or take two vans there.Xia Bing looked around, and suddenly saw a familiar figure at the door of a small shop, and he ran over without hesitation.

"Wuyang!"

Wu Yang turned his head, saw the familiar red hair, and said happily: "Xia Bing, what a coincidence!"

"When did you come back?"

"It's been a while since I came back, and my family contacted me to go to the police station in District A to work."

"That's really great, I thought you were going to be a soldier for the rest of your life!"

"I really wanted to, but my parents gave an ultimatum, so I had to come back. What's the matter with your hand?"

Xia Bing looked at his arm, "Oh, I fell while playing basketball."

"That's really careless, how old you are can still hurt yourself!"

"Hey, I'll be careful in the future. Why are you here?"

"I have a friend who lives nearby, and I'm going to buy some wine to meet him. What about you?"

"My classmates and I are going to have a barbecue by the river." Xia Bing pointed to the crowd across the road.

"Oh, then go and play, let's get in touch later."

"Okay." Seeing Wu Yang, Xia Bing inevitably thought of Shen Xing, "Do you still have contact with Shen Xing?"

"Well, I contacted him after I came back. He also works at the police station, but it's a different branch."

"Oh, that's good, let's get in touch later."

After the two exchanged contact information, Xia Bing ran back to the crowd.

A group of people finally decided to charter a car to the river.The weather in June is the most suitable for barbecue. Everyone chilled the beer in the river, and built a grill with stones by the river.Everyone has a division of labor, but Xia Bing alone looks left and right, wants to help but doesn't know what to do.Everyone didn't mind him staying, after all, he was a disabled person, so Xia Bing took on the responsibility of the taster, testing whether the food was cooked.Needless to say, Xia Bing did eat a few mouthfuls of raw meat.

Several classmates brought guitars, and a group of people ate and drank, accompanied by music, which was really beautiful.Xia Bing thought that this is what college life looks like. In the past, he spent a lot of spare time playing online games, which was indeed a waste of life.

Xia Bing didn't find any new goals recently, so he focused all his attention on Yuan Chang, trying to help him know and accept himself!Since he couldn't play basketball anyway, Xia Bing went to the dance club to watch Yuan Chang dance.I have to say that people who are not tall are really suitable for dancing, and they are very flexible. Xia Bing thinks watching Yuan Chang dance is a kind of enjoyment.

Yuan Chang noticed Xia Bing who often appeared in the dance room recently, and he didn't know if he was interested in participating in the dance or what, but he didn't ask him, but let him watch silently, anyway, the president didn't open his mouth to chase people away Woolen cloth.

This day Xia Bing waited for Yuan Chang to finish dancing and said, "Let's go have a drink."

"There is still class tomorrow!"

"Drink less. Do you get drunk when you drink?"

"Is that...just the two of us?"

"Who else do you want to call?"

"Uh...no, let's go."

The two came to a small restaurant in front of the school and ordered a few appetizers and a few bottles of beer.

"I think you are very popular in the dance studio. No one else can dance as well as you."

"I admit that I dance well. After all, I have been dancing for so many years. But it is impossible to be popular. Recently, all the girls are staring at you, so you can't dance well."

"Then you want those girls to stare at you?"

Yuan Chang quickly shook his head, "I hope no one will pay attention to me."

"Speaking of which, apart from being a little short, you still have many advantages."

Yuan Chang's face twitched, "Are you praising me or hurting me?"

"Of course it's a compliment! Your qualifications are good, why do you keep hiding in the corner for fear of being discovered by others?"

"I didn't hide, I just got used to such a quiet way of life since I was a child."

"It's not good for you to hold back, you'll get sick!"

"Don't scare me there, okay!"

"I mean it!" Xia Bing said seriously.

"I can't say no to you. Anyway, I think it's good for me. If you didn't take the initiative to contact me, I wouldn't provoke you."

"I know this, otherwise, why do you think I published blackboard newspapers with you and went to watch you dance?"

"Then what are your plans?" Yuan Chang stared at Xia Bing suddenly, startling him.

"No... no attempt... I just think we are the same person and should be friends."

"Same person? I think there is a big difference between us except for painting."

"Then why do you always give me food during the time I was injured?"

"Maybe I think you are pitiful... I don't know, I haven't thought about it, it's just an instinctive reaction."

"Yes, you instinctively know that we are the same people."

"I do not understand what you are saying."

"Yuan Chang..." Xia Bing suddenly held his hand and put on a serious look, "You can trust me and tell me your truest thoughts."

"What do you want me to say?"

"I'll tell you a secret, don't tell others, okay?"

"Tell me, I'm very strict with my mouth."

Xia Bing leaned closer and whispered: "I said last time that I don't like girls because I like boys."

Yuan Chang quickly withdrew his hand to keep a distance from Xia Bing. "You, you, you... why are you doing this!"

Xia Bing was about to vomit blood, "You find it hard to accept?"

"Also...not...you are a good-looking person, why...why are you that kind of person..."

"What kind of person? What kind of person? You discriminate against people like us?"

Yuan Chang lowered his head, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, I... I don't know what to say."

"Do you think you are the same person as me?"

Yuan Chang raised his head abruptly, and suddenly realized what Xia Bing meant by "the same person" before.Shouted "I'm not" and ran out of the restaurant.

Xia Bing patted his forehead, it seemed that he was too impatient, and hoped that he would not be stimulated.

In class the next day, Yuan Chang remained the same, quietly coming to the classroom and sitting in the front corner, and left silently after school.Xia Bing wanted to say something to him, but Yuan Chang didn't even make eye contact with him, and he was afraid of provoking Yuan Chang further, so he didn't dare to approach rashly.

This situation continued for the following week, and this weekend it was time for the blackboard newspaper.Xia Bing came to the classroom after lunch on Saturday. Yuan Chang was already there, but he didn't say hello to him.He picked up the materials he had prepared half a month ago and started to draw, but he didn't say anything to Yuan Chang.

The two of them wrote and drew, and an hour later, Yuan Chang suddenly spoke.

"I've been thinking a lot these days."

Xia Bing didn't speak, but stopped what he was doing, and looked at him quietly.

"Perhaps you are right."

"How did you figure it out?"

"As I told you, I have never liked anyone. After thinking about it carefully, I have never liked any girls, but boys... I don't think I don't like it, but I dare not think about it. My heart beats faster when I see boys with good looks and body. I used to tell myself that it was because they were so good, and I would get nervous when I saw them. It’s kind of funny to think about it now.”

"There's nothing funny about it. Every homosexual has to go through this step. It's just that some people accept themselves quickly, some people need a long time to know themselves, and some people refuse to accept themselves from the beginning to the end. At least You're not the last one, and that's sad."

"When did you find out?"

"When I was about 13 years old. At that time, I would have some strong physical reactions, and it was all because of men. I searched for relevant information on the Internet, and knew that it was called homosexuality. Maybe it was because I was too narcissistic. What do I think? It’s attractive to be who you are, even if you’re gay.”

"That's great, I want to be like you too."

Xia Bing stepped forward and hugged Yuan Chang, "It's not too late for you to know yourself and accept yourself, don't be afraid, I'll be with you."

Yuan Chang hugged Xia Bing tightly, full of gratitude in his heart.