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The Christmas shop was not as lively as Christmas Eve. It seemed that the whole street was empty. People from Luoshan District flocked to the pedestrian street, and the photos taken in the crowded pedestrian street were all over the screen of the space friends.

Xiao He and Xiao Qiu looked forward to it, hoping that the time would pass faster, and faster, and go to the pedestrian street to join this carnival at night.

After six o'clock, there were no customers in the store, so Liu Tang told them to leave work early.

Xiaohe Xiaoqiu was naturally happy, and said with a smile: "I wish the boss, brother Shen, a good night!"

Liu Tang and Shen Wen'an: "..."

Liu Tang saw how crowded the pedestrian street was in various live broadcasts of his friends in the space, and how long it took to get into Dayang Department Store. Instead of going to the pedestrian street to join in the fun, Liu Tang went to Lushang Plaza to have dinner and watch a movie.

Although most of the traffic in Luoshan District is in the pedestrian street, there are not many people in the square on the road.

They lined up on the fourth floor of the plaza on the road for half an hour before they entered the restaurant, and another half hour before they got their meal.

There are actually very few people queuing at this restaurant. Liu Tang saw that the seats at the door of the next door were full. He conservatively estimated that it might take an hour to wait for them in the queue, and they had never eaten at the two restaurants, so he went to the restaurant. Decisively chose this restaurant now.

The restaurant specializes in Hunan cuisine, and the food is mainly spicy. Although Shen Wenan asked the waiter and the chef to say less spicy food, the dishes served were still red and oily, but the taste of the food was really good. Although it was spicy, Liu Tang still I ate a lot.

Shen Wen'an was a little worried, so he always let Liu Tang drink water, but just like that, Liu Tang's stomach started to hurt just after eating.

Although Liu Tang tried his best to endure it, he always touched his stomach unconsciously, and Shen Wen'an noticed it, and discussed with him: "Why don't we stop going to the movies, and I'll take you home! Buy some medicine one time."

"No, my stomach is just like this, it will be fine after a while." Liu Tang frowned slightly, "Go and redeem the ticket! It's a rare time, it's a pity not to see it."

As lovers, the two of them actually spend a lot of time together, but the number of dates is pitifully small.

"Then tell me if you feel uncomfortable," Shen Wen'an was still worried, and waited for Liu Tang to nod before going to redeem the ticket.

After leaving the venue for a while, Shen Wenan asked Liu Tang to sit inside, went out and bought a cup of hot milk, and handed it to Liu Tang: "It should be better to have a cup of milk."

"Okay," Liu Tang took the milk, removed the straw, and looked up at the young man sitting beside him.

He also held a glass of drink in his hand, and held it on his knees with both hands. At this moment, he was looking down at the drink in his hand, with no expression on his face, but still very handsome.

Liu Tang thinks that time is amazing, it can be a butcher's knife, destroying a person's face, or it can make a person like wine, the longer it gets, the more mellow and attractive it is.

Such as Shen Wen'an.

When Liu Tang first met him, he knew that he was a handsome boy, but even though he had good looks and figure at that time, he was far less dazzling than he is now. He rose like a bright pearl, and the light on his body became brighter and brighter.

Sensing Liu Tang's gaze, Shen Wen'an turned his head: "Why are you looking at me?"

"Can't you watch it?" Liu Tang raised his eyebrows, joking with him.

"Of course..." Shen Wen'an dragged his tune, and when he saw Liu Tang's face darkened, he laughed, "You can watch it!"

The smile on Liu Tang's face broke the original gloom, and he pinched Shen Wen'an's cheek: "Hey! You are getting bolder!"

Shen Wen'an was startled, looked around, and felt relieved when no one found out, and said solemnly, "It's in public!"

"So?" Liu Tang asked with a very calm expression.

Seeing Liu Tang's expression, Shen Wen'an laughed again: "It's nothing!" He stretched out his hand and scratched Liu Tang's palm, and the itchy feeling spread from the palm of his hand to the heart of his brain and even the sole of his feet, causing Liu Tang to squint his eyes unconsciously. The look in Shen Wen'an's eyes is very seductive.

With that slanted look, Shen Wen'an felt that he was not in the mood to watch a movie anymore.

After finally getting through the two hours of the movie, Shen Wenan led Liu Tang by the hand and went downstairs, his heart beating like a drum.

Two men holding hands in a crowd is considered a rather outrageous behavior. Before they knew it, a small circle formed around them. Outside the circle, some people were pointing, and some people were excited to strike up a conversation, but no matter what kind, They're all telling them one thing - they're different.

Liu Tang's original good mood disappeared, but he didn't let go of Shen Wen'an's hand.

And Shen Wen'an kept peeking at Liu Tang's expression while walking, seeing that although he was unhappy, he was still holding his hand tightly, he couldn't help but jump for joy.Other people's eyes are not important to him, he only cares about Liu Tang's thoughts, as long as he affirms, he can resist countless slanders.

After getting into the car, Liu Tang sat in the passenger seat, and Shen Wenan drove.

Liu Tang kept staring at the front, Shen Wen'an ignored him and didn't know what he was thinking.Only then did Shen Wen'an feel that something was wrong, and he stretched out his hand and waved in front of Liu Tang, and Liu Tang came back to his senses: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." Liu Tang smiled, looked at the road, and was a little puzzled, "Where is this going?"

"I booked a hotel tonight," Shen Wen'an seemed a little embarrassed, his face flushed slightly.

Liu Tang frowned: "You never told me."

Shen Wen'an was a little dumbfounded: "I want to give you a surprise!"

"But I'm not surprised," Liu Tang said with an uneasy expression, "Stop, let's talk."

Shen Wen'an frowned tightly, and when he saw a parking space on the side of the road, he stopped the car.

After parking the car, he asked, "What do you want to say?"

"I don't want to go to the hotel," Liu Tang said coldly.

"Why? Today is Christmas, and many couples spend it together, and I want to spend it with you too," Shen Wenbo's eyes were burning, and he couldn't understand what Liu Tang was thinking.

"You ask me why? If I didn't find out, would you just take me there? You never asked me what I thought. You said it was a surprise but I didn't feel happy at all. I was very unhappy, and I didn't want to Sleep with you, do you understand!"

Shen Wen'an stared blankly at Liu Tang, the fire in his eyes gradually extinguished, and even his eyes were a little sad: "Liu Tang, do you know what you are talking about?"

Liu Tang remained silent.

"Do you think I took you to the hotel just to have sex with you? Do you think I will force you if you don't agree?" Shen Wen'an said, taking a deep breath, "Believe it or not, I didn't think about it, I just want to be with you."

Shen Wen'an started the car again, turned around after driving for a while, and drove back.

After more than 40 minutes, Shen Wen'an parked the car downstairs of Liu Tang's house.

"I'll take you here, I should go back," Shen Wen'an opened the car door, the cold wind poured in, and the chill penetrated into the bone marrow instantly, but he didn't hesitate, got out of the car, and slammed the car door, his movements were flowing like clouds and flowing water.

The cold wind made Liu Tang tremble unconsciously. As if he just came back to his senses, he opened the car door and rushed out, grabbing Shen Wen'an who was about to leave: "Let's do it! Just tonight."

Shen Wen'an didn't turn his head, and pulled Liu Tang's hand away from him with his right hand: "Liu Tang, we don't want to see each other for a while, let's think about it."

"Are you planning to break up?" Liu Tang's heart sank, and there was an imperceptible tremor in his voice.

"No," Shen Wen'an flatly denied, turning around and looking directly into Liu Tang's eyes, "I just need to be calm."

Liu Tang bowed his head and touched his body with his right hand, but found nothing. Then he remembered, opened the car door and took out a half pack of cigarettes and a lighter from the car.

He took out a cigarette, bit it in his mouth, lit it, took a deep breath, and said after thinking: "Maybe, we are really not suitable, you are young, but I am old, you are in good health, but I am covered in blood." Sickness, you are always advancing, but I always want to retreat. Although there is love, it is not suitable if it is not suitable. Once or twice is fine. As time goes by, there will always be more and more conflicts. I'll make it through tomorrow..."

"Liu Tang!" Shen Wen'an interrupted Liu Tang in a loud voice, "You are always like this. When something happens, your first thought is to run away. You are always full of your illness, but you refuse to take a serious look at me. But have you ever thought about it, if I really cared, I would not be with you from the beginning, so what if you are sick? I am in good health, I can take care of you, if you can’t move, I will carry you You go to see the sunrise and sunset, the mountains and the sea, and I will spend a long time with you, and we will go to the day when our hair is gray together." Shen Wen'an's eyes were silent, "But you always don't believe, don't believe what I said If you don’t believe I can do it, I don’t blame you if you have reservations in your relationship, it’s just Liu Tang, can you try to believe me once, just once?”

Shen Wen'an's voice was almost pleading, Liu Tang felt his eyes were sour and his face was cold, and he stretched out his hand to wipe it, only then did he realize that he was crying.

"Liu Tang, I think it's not your body that's sick, but your heart," Shen Wen'an sighed, and looked up to find that Liu Tang's face was full of tears. After all, he couldn't bear it, and reached out to wipe away the tears for him, and his voice softened , "Let's all think about it!"

Liu Tang leaned against the station and nodded after a long time: "Okay."

Shen Wen'an took the cigarette from Liu Tang's hand: "Go up first! It's getting late, it's cold outside."

"What about you?"

"I'll wait for you to go up before leaving."

"Then you drive away." Liu Tang calmed down, "Now that the bus is also stopped, it must be difficult to take a taxi tonight."

"Then what should you do when you go to the store tomorrow?" Shen Wen'an did not agree.

"It's okay, I'll take a taxi there tomorrow," Liu Tang said as he handed the car keys to Shen Wen'an, "I'll go upstairs first, goodbye!"

"Goodbye," Shen Wen'an stood in the cold wind, watching him turn and enter the apartment building, the warm light fell on him, adding a bit of softness to him.

Shen Wen'an's eyes gradually softened.

Before they were separated, he began to miss Liu Tang.

He knew it, and he surrendered.