Excited

I really don't want to see Yin Yue.

She trusted her so much and told her everything, she thought she would always keep a secret for her, but it was not until today that she found out that she gave everything to her... It was like she wrote a love letter for her, but was loudly Read it out.Heart hurts.

Yin Yue knew clearly that she believed in her so much, and only believed in her.

But now she doesn't know how to face her, who else can she trust?

Two people who used to be so close could even breathe together, but now one doesn't want to see each other, and the other dare not meet.One of them hid under the quilt, and the other sat on the ground delicately.

So close, yet so far away.

You can leave, but you don't want to go far; you can chase her away, but you don't want to make a sound; you can roar, but you don't want to; you have to stay quietly by her side, without saying a word.

Waiting for this endless silence.

For a long time, for a long time, maybe it was dark outside the window, but none of them noticed.

Although the screen of Yin Yue's phone was broken, she could still use it.

"Ding Dong", "Ding Dong" several times in a row, suddenly broke the silence.

Among them were her mobile phone and Wang Jun's, which seemed to be ringing at the same time.Yin Yue opened her tear-filled eyes, and vaguely saw a few emails.

I don't know who sent it, but the words in the title startled her.

"Do you think your relationship will last long?"

On the verge of shattering and despair, they stood on the edge of the cliff, holding on bitterly, no one could bear to jump off first, but these words hit Yin Yue's heart like a heavy stone.Someone asked her that more than once...

Yin Yue clicked on the email, unexpectedly there was a series of pictures, all of which were her protagonists.

One is that someone handed her a package of things.

One is that she reached out to take it.

And the way she opened the package herself.

Yin Yue remembered very clearly that this was clearly the scene where Grandma Wang Jun's nanny gave her something at Grandma Wang Jun's funeral.It's just, when did they take pictures, and what's the point of taking these pictures.

Before Yin Yue could figure it out, she saw Wang Jun's astonished face, which was full of disbelief, despair and sadness.

"Yin Yue, how much did you hide from me?"

quarrel

I thought you were different from them, but why, why did you do that.

Yin Yue is the last life-saving straw that Wang Jun struggled to support. When her whole life was bleak, she met her and was able to stay by her all the time. It was her luck.It is also her last support, she wants to hold her tightly, so that she will no longer be alone in that cold winter night.

Seeing Wang Jun approaching the city like an enemy, panicked, before he even turned off his phone, Yin Yue snatched the phone from her hand, and it was exactly the same as the message sent to her.

Yin Yue cried for a long time, her eyes were still red, she raised her head and asked Wang Jun, "What do you want to know?" What do you want to know the most?Just don't believe her?

"You..." Wang Jun originally had countless things to say, but at this moment he couldn't say anything.

"You... let's go."

Yin Yue looked up at Wang Jun in disbelief, she actually drove her away. "What do you think I am, someone who comes when you call and leaves when you call?" Yin Yue yelled out without knowing why.

Does smiling necessarily mean happiness?Does the normal complexion necessarily mean that nothing has been touched?It seems that Wang Jun is the most hurt and innocent in this whole incident, but what about her, does Yin Yue feel better?Wang Jun can also roar loudly and get angry.But what about her, she is the one who hurt others, and she is not even qualified to cry out in pain.

At this time, everyone can ignore her feelings, but why does Wang Jun only see his own sadness and not her pain.

She has always been the calmest person, trying her best to understand and comfort Wang Jun, but she is also tired and wants to be understood and comforted at a certain moment.

She hoped that that person was Wang Jun, even if it was only for a small moment, but she only cared about indulging in her own sadness, and couldn't see her depth...

It seems that in the eyes of everyone, Wang Jun waited for Yin Yue for three years, and he was good to Yin Yue and Yin Yue's family. He was impeccable. Therefore, Yin Yue, who is not outstanding, should be content, and should be calm and waiting at any time by her side.

No one can realize what she has endured compared to the powerful Wang Jun.Love is mutual, and no one can do it alone.

In that instant, all the grievances and disappointments flooded into my heart, "You want to drive me away now, so why did you come to provoke me back then.", "Who is the stalker? It's been three years, and you still haven't let me go. ", "Do you think that if you help my family, I will be happy? Let me tell you now, I am not happy at all. I will support my own family. You are a moral kidnapping. I can't leave you. "

Some conflicts and differences, even if they are very small, will still be firmly in the heart. If you don't say it, I don't say it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, they are just waiting for the opportunity.

Some people will never speak out, just waiting for them to accumulate into mountains, and once they erupt, it will be like a volcano erupting, destroying everything.Either life and death are enemies, or there is no intersection, and passers-by are separated from each other.

Some people bear with it for the rest of their lives, and only hope that the two of them will have nothing to do with each other and get along well with each other, but no one can walk into the other's heart.

Yin Yue loves Wang Jun, so she likes her, tolerates her, respects her, and can bear it for a while.But she also needs to have the opportunity to express herself. She needs to make her own choices, those about her and about them.

At the end of Yin Yue's speech, she was a little powerless, as if all her strength had been emptied suddenly, she trembled and lamented: "For you, I can't do anything." She knew all her little thoughts, but she could only do whatever she wanted. She, by her.

"Is this what you want to say most in your heart?" Wang Jun suddenly calmed down.

She looked at Yin Yue, looked at her red eyes, choked up, and said with difficulty, "I'm sorry."

"I know, I'm selfish. I know that you will be uneasy and anxious when you are with me. But I didn't expect that I would be so selfish. I want to ignore your pain and put you by my side."

"For a long time, if you didn't tell me, I pretended not to know. Sometimes I might lie to myself that maybe you don't care? But I know, you care..." I, who selfishly wanted to tie you by my side, was full of Ashamed, I have to treat you better, even better.

Wang Jun slowly approached Yin Yue, "They told me that you are just begging for perfection when you are with me, and you are just coveting my things. But they miscalculated, I am not angry, but very happy, because you want If it’s too late for me to be happy, I’ll give you whatever you want. I’m most afraid that you won’t want my things.”

"They said that you colluded with grandma's nanny and gave and received privately. It's a joke. I can't wait to pay close attention to you 24 hours a day. How could I not know everything about you?"

Wang Jun pulled Yin Yue into his arms, but Yin Yue didn't break free. "Even if you really posted those things on the Internet, I won't blame you." Wang Jun looked into Yin Yue's eyes and said, "I just can't accept it for a while."

"But compared to losing you, what is face?"

"The confrontation and silence just now made me think clearly. This is a good thing. Now that the last layer of mask has been removed, then I have nothing left, only the idea of ​​wanting to be with you wholeheartedly .”

For Wang Jun's sudden relief, gentleness and consideration, Yin Yue was at a loss as to what to do. When would such a paranoid person think so?How did this make her continue to quarrel with her? It was like a raging fire was suddenly extinguished by a basin of cold water. Although she felt a little aggrieved, it was more sweet.The sweetness from the bottom of the heart to the bones of the limbs.

Only she can let her be treated so favorably.

"Anyway, I figured it out. Everything in this world has two sides. Either I am happy, or those people are happy. If they are happy, I am unhappy. If I am happy, they are unhappy. So I think I'm still happy with myself..."

Yin Yue: "..." What kind of nonsense is this.

This is a "quarrel" that died down or was stillborn when it was halfway through.

Maybe it's best to be able to bear it for a while, because it's better for the other party to pull out the differences with their own hands. After removing the weeds in each other's hearts, the rest is intimacy and attachment.Every time I get closer, as if the other party is me and I am the other party, I can understand all her thoughts and understand her difficulties.If there is a disagreement, it is better to speak out, let her know, let her feel her own mind.

No matter how good the relationship is, people will still quarrel. It is impossible to have no differences, but: people who really want to be together, the more they quarrel, the closer they get.They are just 'weeding' each other.Those who want to use this to leave will only be unreasonable and seize every gap to attack the other party...

Even if there are differences and conflicts, I still want to be with you forever—Yin Yue & Wang Jun.

Open court

After this time, there is no barrier between Yin Yue and Wang Jun. As long as they face each other, they seem to be able to see each other's shining hearts.In the past, love was like fine wine to them. Once they tasted it, they would become addicted and could not stop.Later, love is the antidote for them, no matter how deep the poisoning is, it can cure all poisons in the world.Now love is like clear water to them, it is with life, and they drink it together every day, but they enjoy it as much as they like.

"Yueyue, don't worry, I have already asked someone to check. Throw away your account."

"Fangzheng doesn't care anymore." Yin Yue replied casually.

Wang Jun is a bit of a thief