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It smells like smoke.

Yin Yue was very angry: "You..."

Wang Jun quickly threw the lighter into the trash can beside him, and said, "That belongs to my dad."

Yin Yue didn't know if Wang Jun had learned to smoke, but she didn't want to get to the bottom of it, so she didn't say anything.

Wang Jun knew that Yin Yue hated smoking the most, and even the smell of smoke would make her feel uncomfortable for a while. Yin Yue once said that she wanted to find a non-smoking boyfriend.

At that time, Wang Jun quickly returned: "I don't smoke."

However, how can there be a man who does not smoke in the world?It is a man who must learn to smoke, which seems to have become a symbol of a man.

Yinyue had heard from Wang Jun before that she was curious about what it was like to smoke. Wang Jun also said that she thought men smoked handsomely, and that she had secretly smoked her father's cigarettes.

It was Yin Yue who said she hated the smell of cigarettes, so she stopped talking about it.

Now... Yin Yue really wanted to ask Wang Jun: "Are you smoking?" But she couldn't ask.Sometimes it's not that I don't care, sometimes it's not that I want to forgive, but I just don't want to lose it.

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After Wang Jun left, Yin Yue was always worried about her. I heard that none of her uncles and aunts were willing to go, and even his father was too late to come back because of a sudden business trip.It is unimaginable that in a strange city, a 21-year-old girl not only has to face the pain, guilt and anxiety of having just lost a loved one, but also takes care of a sick grandmother.

The crowded hospital corridors, the smell of medicine wafting everywhere, and the grandma lying on the hospital bed, what kind of suffering and wandering should her heart be?Because of the environment in which she lived since she was a child, Yin Yue matures earlier than ordinary children and is more aware of people's hearts, so she can always see more things from others.

She always knew that Wang Jun's heart was more sensitive than her appearance. Although she acted nonchalantly and seemed to be smiling every day, the loneliness in her heart could not be concealed. The longer the time, the stronger the taste.

Her heart is as lonely and hesitant as Yin Yue's, which is why two people with such different personalities can become good friends. They both yearn for a sincerity from the bottom of their hearts.

Yin Yue couldn't sleep for a long time at night, she always felt that she should do something, otherwise she would no longer be qualified to stay by her side in the name of a good friend, facing her like this, doing nothing, isn't it too heartless What?

Thinking of these four years, the only quarrel between them was the first time she saw Wang Jun crying, and the tears flowed down like a river breaking its embankment. She said, "Yin Yue, don't you think you are too Do you love yourself?"

Yin Yue just stared blankly at her tears, hesitant and at a loss.

"No matter what I do? I can't walk into your heart."

Faced with Wang Jun's accusation, Yin Yue didn't know what to say.

"That day, I had a terrible headache and said I was going to buy medicine, but you found it troublesome and refused to accompany me." Wang Jun was still immersed in grief and couldn't get out.

"But I knew I was wrong after I finished speaking. I am willing to go with you, but you are the one who refuses." Yin Yue knew what she said, and she also knew that she was holding a grudge.She had made amends, but she refused to give her another chance.

Wang Jun said: "You love yourself too much."

Yin Yue knew that she was saying that she was cold and ruthless in disguise, and Yin Yue had a lot to say.Tell her that you always hide your thoughts in your heart, and then act like you don't care at all. I thought you really didn't care. Tell her that she can never guess her heart.It's because she has been unwilling to open her heart, and now she is complaining that she doesn't care about her enough.

But at that moment, Yin Yue felt too tired again, yes, too tired, every day she had to observe her words and colors to guess what she was thinking, and she would make mistakes if she was not careful, but she only recorded her heart and never Did not say.Why is it so tiring to make friends? It is obvious that we are together because we are happy, but the more we care about and the more we estimate, the more tired we become, and it takes a long time to think about even saying a word.

That's it, the relationship is better than classmates, meet and say hello, if you can, you can have a meal together, if you can't, then forget it, the world is so big, whoever can't live without it.

Yin Yue said: "You are right, so let's do it like this."

Wang Jun only cared about complaining. After hearing this, she watched Yin Yue unable to recover for a long time, then turned around and left, even the crying stopped instantly.

Yin Yue looked at the empty seat, not knowing what kind of feeling she should use to describe her heart at this moment, disappointment, pain, sourness.But in the end, she didn't shed tears. Her eyes were dry long ago, like a dry desert a long time ago.Yin Yue really wanted to yell at her: "Wang Dasha, do you know that I am good enough for you, I have reached my limit." She is working hard every day, to be better and more repaying to her, but she Still not satisfied.

Why not?If she was willing to look back, she would know that Yin Yue never smiled at others, but she was full of joy for her.

Why can't it be satisfied?Because want more.

For more than 20 years, no one has ever wanted to ask for more from Yin Yue, but Wang Jun did so.

Like my favorite ice cream, it melted because I couldn't bear to eat it for too long, and my palms were full of sweet and greasy feeling. I like it, but I can't eat it after it melts. to get rid of.

This feeling of being a good friend seems to have melted. No one knows how to eat their favorite ice cream. It changes, not just the shape.

The friends who were so close a moment ago turned around but became strangers, one person turned to the left and the other to the right.If no one looks back, they will never see each other again.

For a week, they never met each other, and occasionally met, but nodded.

Only then did Yin Yue know that Wang Jun had a lot of friends, from all walks of life and from all walks of life, so many that she couldn't see them clearly.It turned out that she never really knew her, didn't know her friends, didn't know her past, present, let alone the future.Without her, Wang Jun is still very busy... There are thousands of words, but one sentence: she is doing well.

And what about Yin Yue?Still staying in the dormitory every day, she doesn't have too many friends to forget.

When, and for what, did they become better again?Yin Yue couldn't remember clearly, it seemed very natural, as natural as breathing, no one cared about it, even the two of them didn't know, so it just went back to the past, no one brought up that meaningless quarrel again.

They started shopping together again, eating, watching movies, and whispering in the past.

But Yin Yue was a little scared, her feelings were hidden too deeply, no one could see clearly.She was afraid that one day, Wang Jun would bring up the old matter again and leave without saying goodbye. At that time, would she still have the courage to say it again, so be it.

Yin Yue sometimes thinks that Wang Jun is like an untimely bomb, the kind that ignites spontaneously.Suddenly, when the ignition point was reached, she exploded...

Just like what she said that time, she had a good friend in junior high school, but that friend was a top student, and because she felt that the top student would not talk to her while studying, Wang Jun sent a text message to that friend. Send a text message: You don't have time to talk to me when you study, I won't play with you anymore.After that they have no intersection.

At that time, Wang Jun told Yin Yue as a joke, and she kept feeling that she was too naive at that time, but Yin Yue felt palpitations.It's not just a joke, it's just who she is.Very possessive, once not satisfied, will give up.

Tossing and turning, full of bad memories, Yinyue sent a message to Wang Jun in the middle of the night: "Are you okay? How about I go and accompany you."

After waiting for a long time, the phone didn't turn on again, and Wang Jun didn't reply.

Probably when the sky was gray and bright, Yin Yue couldn't take the headache anymore, so she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

In her sleep, she heard a restless noise, so loud that she couldn't fall asleep, Yin Yue had no choice but to answer the phone: "Hello?" Yin Yue's voice was a little hoarse, with impatience that she hadn't woken up.

"It's me, I'm downstairs from you."

"Who?" Yin Yue woke up instantly.

The other end of the phone smiled: "I, Wang Dajuzi." This is Yin Yue's joke that she only calls her.

It was past three o'clock in the morning when Yin Yue sent the text message, and now it's about seven o'clock in the morning. From the capital to their school, it shouldn't be so fast by plane.

When Yin Yue went downstairs, she saw Wang Jun standing in front of a black car. She didn't know what kind of car it was, and she never paid attention to it.When Wang Jun saw her, he pulled her into the car, fastened her seat belt, and started off as soon as he gasped.

"I haven't packed my things yet."

Wang Jun said while driving: "It's okay." By the way, he handed her the breakfast bought on the way.

Yin Yue looked at Wang Jun's anxious face very speechlessly, and while drinking soy milk, she said, "Isn't it, I don't send text messages, you are coming too."

"Well, that's different. I'm very happy that you offered to come. Originally, I was planning to come and kidnap you." Wang Jun smiled and showed his white teeth, and Yin Yue followed suit with a speechless smile .

Wang Jun was very excited this day, and he was happy in everything he did.

"Do you have a driver's license?" Sitting in the car, Yin Yue saw that Wang Jun was so proficient in driving, and asked.

"My dad started teaching me how to drive when I was in elementary school. As soon as I became an adult, I got a license."

"What a vision."

"That's right." Wang Jun said with a smile, with a smug face, and his eyes were full of satisfaction from being praised.

Yin Yue: "I mean your father."

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