wild love theory

159.

Yang Ou didn't expect that Xing Wanghai would be hospitalized again so soon. Although he was fully prepared in his heart, he was still taken aback when he received the notification text message.He found the car keys, hurried into the elevator, and saw his own face through the reflection of the elevator wall.

He looked at himself for a while, feeling a little strange, suddenly the automatic door opened, and someone came in, so he lowered his head and wondered if Xing Wanghai had a premonition that such a day would come.

Li Yiwei was formally filed for prosecution, in exchange for Xu Xu's release on bail pending trial.When Xu Xu came out of the detention center, many media were squatting outside, and there was even a support group of fans.

Yang Ou couldn't help laughing when he saw this through the broadcast, but this world is so magical, and he is just one of them.

When he arrived at the hospital, Yang Ou inquired about the special needs ward at the nurse's station. The other party stared at him for a few seconds and asked in a low voice, are you Yang Ou?Come to see the patient Xing Wanghai?

Yang Ou froze for a moment, feeling uneasy for a moment, and had a vague premonition that there was a high probability that he would meet Ye Mi.

He followed the guidelines to find the ward, stopped at the door, and there was a sound behind him.Later, he heard someone calling his name.

Hearing the sound, I turned around and saw a tall lady with a tall figure. Although she had no makeup, her hair was carefully coiled, exuding an unusual aura.If you look closely, you will find that Xing Wanghai is somewhat similar to her, especially the face shape.She couldn't tell her age, she seemed to be in her early forties, and she was well maintained, but her complexion was a little bad, and she looked quite tired.

This is the first time Yang Ou saw Ye Mi.

"Let's have a chat." Ye Mi made it clear.

Yang Ou couldn't refuse and nodded.

The two entered the VIP waiting room one after the other.The interior layout is simple and clear, with a sofa and a coffee bar, and all the equipment is available.

They sat face to face on the sofa.Yang Ou was not as nervous as before. He had heard of Ye Mi's many deeds. After all, she was a well-known strong woman in the business world, and an indispensable industry benchmark in financial reports all the year round.

"What do you want to drink?" Ye Mi asked.

Yang Ou didn't expect the opening speech to be so warm, so he was slightly taken aback.Then I thought, will the conversation be very long?Need time for several cups of tea?

Ye Mi smiled and made a decision for him, coffee, how about it?

Yang Ou nodded.

Holding a cup of warm and mellow coffee, Yang Ou really relaxed a lot.

"Is he okay?" Yang Ou had the courage to speak first.

Ye Mi was stirring the coffee, but suddenly stopped, and said with a wry smile: "It's not good, and it's not bad. As for the body, it can last a day with injections and medicine."

Yang Ou was silent, feeling his throat was a little dry, so he took a sip of his coffee.

Ye Mi continued, "How much do you know about his illness?"

Yang Ou looked up at her, "He knows as much as he tells me."

Ye Mi nodded and smiled bitterly, "Then he is like this, are you willing to accept it? Do you know? He is different from ordinary people. You haven't seen his most painful moment, and he doesn't even look like a human being... I don't know anyone anymore. Can cry out in pain, howl..."

Yang Ou took the conversation and said calmly: "I've seen it before, I'm not afraid."

When Ye Mi heard this answer, his face changed suddenly, he was a little surprised, but he quickly returned to normal.

"Are you... really not afraid?" She paused for a moment, with a hesitant expression on her face, as if she was thinking of the right words, "If you are with him, he will be your burden for the rest of your life, are you sure you are mentally prepared for this? "

Yang Ou lowered his eyes and moved his throat slightly.The temperature in his palm was a little lost, because the coffee was getting colder, and the wall of the cup was the first to cool down.Sometimes, he would feel that he and Xing Wanghai were separated by this layer of ceramic cup wall, and it was difficult to convey the necessary temperature, but if he threw it hard, the obstacle would disappear.What they lack is that destructive power.

"Are you afraid? Are you afraid that Xing Wanghai will become your burden?" Yang Ou raised his head and asked.

"How is it possible..." Ye Mi widened his eyes, thinking that this question was simply absurd.

"Then I am the same. I love him, which is no different from your love for him."

Hearing this, Ye Mi seemed a little moved, she pursed her lips, as if she had figured something out.

"When he was a child, he was really sensible. I have never seen a child who is more sensible and well-behaved than him. So this time, when he said, Mom, I fell in love with someone, and you objected to my love for him, I In fact, I was shocked and angry. Later, he wanted my help, maybe it was for you. Of course, my first reaction was to refuse. But then I thought, since he grew up, has he ever made such an excessive request? I just found out, not once. When his father passed away, I was very busy with work, and I was deeply depressed, so I put him in Han Wei’s place to raise him. Once, when I found time to visit him, he would die soon after seeing me. I met him and called me Auntie. I was a little sad, so he ran over to comfort me. He said, Auntie, don’t be sad. I haven’t seen my mother for a long time, but I know that my mother is working hard for me. I’m fine. I can bear it... At that moment, my heart hurts so much, it really hurts, I swear that I will make him the happiest child in the world...

"...I didn't know until now that he is actually not that simple. He sees many things, but he just doesn't talk about them. Sometimes he wants to solve them on his own. Once, I accidentally saw his mobile phone and found that He made a list, and the items in it are clearly listed. There are completed and unfinished items. He wrote it at the end, and he can realize everything one by one, and he will die without regret..."

Ye Mi stopped suddenly, looked at Yang Ou, and continued after a long while, "I think, as a mother, I should let him be happy, not dictate his life, if I stop him from being with you, it will be considered a breach of my promise Yes. I regret that I didn't develop a close relationship with him before, and I realized it later, and I didn't even know what he needed..."

Yang Ou's heart trembled slightly.He finally understood why Xing Wanghai grew into the current Xing Wanghai.It is difficult to describe each specific reason, but each reason made him, whether good or bad, equal or equal, and made him real and vivid, no longer a lifeless perfect doll.

Ye Mi confessed a mother's heart, and Yang Ou felt the heat and heaviness.He thought it was lucky that she hadn't recovered too late and didn't have to regret it.

When the cup of coffee went cold, the conversation between the two ended.Yang Ou got up to leave, Ye Mi sent him to the door and said: "Go, he is waiting for you."

The floor Xing Wanghai lives in only has special needs wards, and the corridors are extraordinarily quiet. The wall lamps are lit up in broad daylight, as if to dispel the too peaceful atmosphere and make the room feel warmer.

Yang Ou walked to the previous position and quietly pushed open a crack in the door.

Very quiet, only the monitor beeps from time to time.The blackout curtains were drawn, and it appeared that the patient inside was resting.

Afraid of making too much movement and waking up the other party, he tiptoed close to the bed.

Xing Wanghai closed his eyes and seemed to be in a deep sleep.

He looked at him, from top to bottom, from left to right, refusing to let go of the slightest bit.It's hard to imagine that the body under such a peaceful and beautiful sleeping face has shocking scars, which can't be covered up no matter what, and there are persistent diseases that torture people continuously.

Xing Wanghai's eyelashes trembled slightly, showing signs of waking up.

Yang Ou stood at the head of the bed, waiting patiently.

"Are you here?" Xing Wanghai opened his eyes, smiled at him, and stretched out his hand.

Yang Ou pulled up a chair and sat down, held the other person's hand, and responded softly.

"Did my mother make things difficult for you?" Xing Wanghai asked nervously while holding his hand.

"No," Yang Ou shook his head, "She is very good and cares about you."

"Then... did she say anything to me?"

Yang Ou smiled softly, "What do you want to hear? She told me that you didn't have a good memory when you were young, so you called your mother auntie."

Xing Wanghai widened his eyes, and suddenly realized that Yang Ou was joking.

Yang Ou shook his hand, "What? Are you angry?"

Xing Wanghai snorted coldly and smirked, "I'm not that stingy."

After this sentence, they suddenly fell silent.

"Brother Ou..." Xing Wanghai called his name.

Yang Ou gave a "hmm" and waited for his next words.

"Do you know everything? Those things?"

Yang Ou didn't speak, but just grabbed his hand tightly.

"I made a deal with Xu Xu. Back then and now, the people who tripped you up were all courtesy. Xu Xu can only be regarded as an accomplice."

"I know, I have followed you and found that you have been to the detention center several times..." Yang Ou sighed, "But I really don't know why Li Yiwei is so hostile to me. After all, I am just a young actor, and he is a real The powerful..."

Xing Wanghai half stood up and sat on the bed, "Sometimes people's hatred is for no reason, and there is no need to find any reason, or any trivial reason is enough to kill."

Yang Ou smiled wryly, "You see more clearly than I do."

They were silent again for a few seconds.

"Your mother told me that you have a list of things you want to do, show me, I want to help you do it together."

Xing Wanghai was startled, his ears felt hot suddenly, avoiding Yang Ou's earnest eyes, he hesitated, "No, how can there be such a thing, she must have misread it..."

"Wanghai..." Yang Ou chuckled and raised his tone, "Xing Wanghai...brother, good brother, let Brother Ou have a look."

Xing Wanghai couldn't bear him to grind, so he surrendered and handed him the phone.

Yang Ou glanced at it, and his whole body became numb like a burst of electricity.

It's not a weird thing, every item is so simple that it makes people feel distressed.Some things he wants to do by himself. When he is in good health, he insists on running a kilometer every day and watching a movie; within three months, he will finish learning French; try to learn to cook a dish about beef; if possible, he wants to raise a cat ...

What made Yang Ou's eyes moist was the following, for example:

Go to the desert with Brother Ou to see the stars; spend another birthday with Brother Ou; I want Brother Ou to finish filming "No Master" and try to let "No Master" be released...

Xing Wanghai seldom said anything, but wrote everything down.It's not that he is not good at expressing, it's just that he is too silent, hiding his strong love under the calmness.

Yang Ou recalled the dreams he had, which seemed to come from the past as well as the future.At this moment, he suddenly realized that those annoying dreams were not revelations or answers

——The real answer was right in front of his eyes, held tightly by him.

They have to let go of the past without regret. As for the future, those closely related futures are unpredictable, but Yang Ou knows that everything will be about Xing Wanghai.Maybe many years later, he will remember the dull pain and soreness of the moment, but what is more intense and filling his heart is happiness.

"You need to get better soon." Yang Ou choked up.

Xing Wanghai didn't speak, just looked at him and smiled, and put his other hand on the back of his hand.They are firmly stacked together.

160.

On the day Xing Wanghai was discharged from the hospital, Qi Qing took the initiative to drive to the hospital.

After completing the discharge procedures, it was already evening.It was raining, the temperature dropped sharply, and even a layer of water mist formed in front of the windshield.Qi Qing drove the car to the underground parking lot and sat alone in the car for a long time before going upstairs.

According to the ward number given in the text message and the unimpeded visit certificate, he easily found Xing Wanghai's ward.The door of the ward was ajar, he stopped and stood outside the door for a while.

Although there is only a finger-wide gap, the scenery inside is unobstructed.

Xing Wanghai and Yang Ou stood by the window, as if talking about something, while talking, Yang Ou pressed his finger on Xing Wanghai's lips.Xing Wanghai did not reject this ambiguous move, but closed his eyes instead.

Yang Ou slowly leaned over and kissed him.

It wasn't that kind of fierce kiss, just lips touching lips, but it contained infinite tenderness.

After the kiss, Yang Ou touched Xing Wanghai's hair, Xing Wanghai opened his eyes and smiled at him.

Qi Qing froze for a while, although he didn't encounter any outrageous behavior, he felt irritable for no reason.Probably because he witnessed Xing Wanghai's close interaction with other people, which made him unable to adapt for a while.His mind was confused, and his heart was even more confused. He turned around and entered the elevator again.

When he got down to the parking lot and got into the car, he lay directly on the steering wheel.

He was thinking about a lot of things, about what had happened during this time, and about the past.Like spending Christmas in the United States, skiing, fathers, Xing Wanghai and his family, the smell of toasted bread and roast turkey has almost become a symbolic memory of his childhood; and the winter of studying in Austria, He practiced the piano in the piano room that was almost below zero; and the day he met Xu Huansen by chance in Shanghai, he discovered his very deep and dark eyes; and in the Antarctic, he found Ming’s love letter and fell. Into the ice crevasse, and the heartbroken separation in Punta; and when Tang Yiqu accused him, saying that he had been spoiled since he was a child, the more he couldn't get it, the more he wanted it...

All kinds of memories and thoughts swirled in his head, crashing into his emotions like a bank bursting.

At this time, the phone suddenly vibrated.He looked at the screen, stared blankly for a while, and then picked it up.

"Xu Huansen..." Qi Qing murmured.

"What's wrong?" Xu Huansen heard something wrong in his tone.

"It's nothing." Qi Qing wiped away the tears that didn't exist in the corner of her eyes, "I just remembered something."

"what's up?"

"A lot, a lot, I can't tell. Time flies so fast. I seem to be a kid yesterday, but I've grown up today."

Xu Huansen was amused by his thoughtless feelings, "Hey, what's the matter, didn't you just pick up Xing Wanghai and leave the hospital today? You also picked up a feeling?"

Qi Qing scoffed at him, "He doesn't need me to pick him up, Yang Ou is here."

Xu Huansen laughed again, "Then you are indeed a light bulb. Then, come and pick me up, I just finished my work here."

Qi Qing parked the car on the side of the road, so that Xu Huansen could get in the car as soon as he left the company gate.It began to rain outside again, and the wipers slammed and slammed the rain curtain attached to the glass lonely.

Someone was knocking on the window of the passenger seat, Qi Qing came back to his senses and unlocked it, Xu Huansen quickly squeezed in with some cold dampness.

Qi Qing found that his shoulders were wet, so she handed him a tissue and turned on the heater.

Xu Huansen took it boldly, and wiped the wet part of his body carelessly.Qi Qing couldn't see it, she pulled a tissue, muttering about the trouble, but her hands became busy.

Xu Huansen suddenly pressed against Qi Qing's ear, Qi Qing froze, the warm breath with obvious intentions was not only scratching his ears, but also scratching his heart.

Xu Huansen said with a smile: "I used to...had this kind of fantasy, and that day, when I have a real partner, my partner will wait for me downstairs in the company and take me home Or pick me up for dinner."

The rain was still falling, and it seemed to be getting bigger and bigger, stirring up the dust on the road.The car was caught under the rain, and he and Xu Huansen were caught in the car.

Qi Qing has encountered two rains since he left the house.But no rain can compare to Xu Huansen's moist lips.

After Xu Huansen finished the kiss, he backed away a little, looked at Qi Qing who was still panting slightly, and said, "Then shall we go home or have dinner?"

Qi Qing felt that she should respond and say something, but she stretched out her hand to pinch Xu Huansen's open mouth, and kissed it again.

In the passionate kiss, Qi Qing said vaguely: "Go home and eat."

This day is April NO.20, according to the Chinese calendar, Grain Rain.

When the rain produces a hundred grains, they all have to break through the seedlings and come back to life.

——End2020.12.31——