wild love theory

73.

Yang Ou's answer did not reassure Xing Wanghai, on the contrary, his expression became even uglier.

"Brother..." Yang Ou stretched out his hand, trying to smooth the other's frowning brows.

Xing Wanghai hid back, looking flustered, Yang Ou's arms froze in the air, forming an awkward silence.

When he looked at each other squarely again, Yang Ou's face was not only puzzled, but also slightly depressed.He was introspecting, obviously he said that he didn't need to be patient, just be himself in front of him, did he still screw up in the end?

Yang Ou covered his forehead, sighed, and was about to apologize.He didn't know what Xing Wanghai was thinking at this time, but he wanted to know.

Xing Wanghai spoke first, "Brother Ou, I will be patient, and I will never mention these things again."

"That... Actually, I don't mind," Yang Ou leaned forward slightly, hooked his fingers around Xing Wanghai's scattered hair at the temples, and pinned it behind his ear affectionately, "Didn't I say, what?" It's all good, you can know whatever you want, as long as I can answer it." Even if the answer is not satisfactory.

Xing Wanghai didn't say anything, just pursed his lips and looked at him, hesitant to speak.

For some reason, Xing Wanghai suddenly remembered that when he was a child, he obviously liked yogurt-flavored popsicles, but the adults always made mistakes and bought him lemon flavored popsicles.He was a little bit lost, and put himself in his shoes to understand and accept the good intentions, and persuaded himself to silently admit this inadvertent "mistake".Later, among the words praised by adults, he can often find such words as "worry-free", "well-behaved" and "beautiful".

But is he born with such a submissive character?

No, it's just that I'm used to depression, and I can reflexively keep those "no" and rejection in my heart.I have lived quietly for more than 20 years, not revealing too many preferences, not causing trouble to anyone, and making seemingly perfect choices.

Before that, he wasn't attached to anything, so he didn't have any ideas.Life is like this, so there is no need to make him worry and anxious.He is like the dog in Pavlov's experiment, giving stimulus, conditioned reflex, without thinking.

When I met Yang Ou, it was the first time someone told him that there is no need to be patient, just be yourself.

Then he woke up, and all those small, dark, selfish emotions sprouted along with them.

In front of Qi Qing, he can be calm, well-founded, and unswervingly express his feelings.Once facing Yang Ou, although the face is calm, the heart immediately becomes narrow, like a drowning person, holding on to a piece of driftwood, and can no longer let go.

For such a self, he felt strange.What's even more frightening is that the more you want to please Yang Ou, the more it will backfire.Obviously he should hide those unbearable jealousies, he should cherish the present moment, but there seems to be a lingering voice whispering in his ear, instigating, go ask, Yang Ou always doesn't want to mention the past .

Well, he finally asked.But he couldn't breathe a sigh of relief happily, nor was he relieved, as if he had lifted a stubborn stone in his heart.Those seeds of confusion went straight to the deeper, piercing into the increasingly sensitive nerves.

Yang Ou had never seen Xing Wanghai's hesitant and timid face before, so he felt very uncomfortable.He was silent for a moment, finally breaking the silence.

"Xing Wanghai," Yang Ou called him by first and last name, "There's no need for this, I'm not angry, and I'm not pretending."

Xing Wanghai finally met his eyes, which were dark and deep without any waves.

"No need to apologize, just do it the way you like it, okay?"

The way you like?

Xing Wanghai looked confused, he had never thought about what his favorite way was.When getting along with Yang Ou, the dominance seems to be in the hands of the other party.Probably the same as when he was a child, he didn't think about saying "no", and he didn't have the opportunity to say it.

He sucked his sour nose, and an indescribable distress pervaded his whole body.

"Brother Ou, I don't know..." I don't know too much, I don't know how to react, I just apologize subconsciously.

"Okay, okay, I won't force you anymore."

Xing Wanghai felt slightly wronged and tired.

Yang Ou laughed, rubbed the top of his head, and took him back into his arms.Xing Wanghai closed his eyes, feeling warm, salty and wet.What was hot was Yang Ou, the temperature coming from his chest; what was wet was himself, the tears dripping from the corners of his eyes.

Soon, soon, these disappeared together.

He leaned against Yang Ou and fell asleep.

Yang Ou lowered his head, lowered his eyelids to look at him, and murmured, "It's hard work, it's so pitiful, the jet lag hasn't even reversed."

After finishing speaking, he gently pushed aside the hair on Xing Wanghai's forehead, and branded the kiss off.

74.

Yang Ou stayed overnight and borrowed clothes from Xing Wanghai, and the two arrived at the work site one after the other.The assistants greeted them respectively and took them to the dressing room.

Su Minmin stood aside and talked to Yang Ou about the process. Yang Ou was absent-minded, holding his mobile phone and not saying a word.

"Brother Ou?" Su Minmin called him tentatively.

"Huh?" Yang Ou came back to his senses.

"I said, just temporarily changed the order, sweeping the building first, and then doing interviews..." Su Minmin paused, and looked at him worriedly, "Brother Ou, are you okay?"

Yang Ou raised the corner of his mouth and blinked, "It's okay."

Su Minmin looked at him suspiciously, when the stylist came over and interrupted the two of them.

"Mr. Yang, I'm going to curl my hair later, can you move it over here?"

"Hey, yes."

Yang Ou stood up and moved to a larger makeup mirror.From the mirror, he saw Su Minmin opened his mouth, then closed it again, and his eyes quickly moved aside.

When the eyebrows were filled and the contouring swept across the sides of the cheekbones, the stylist suddenly sighed, "You and Mr. Xing have really good faces, and the shape of the head is also perfect. The head covers the face, the bones are full, and the female star I just think about how my head looks like this every day.”

"Looks like this?" Yang Ou sneered, "No way, then... Teacher Xing is also like me? Do female stars like it too?"

Su Minmin has been with Yang Ou for a while, and she is keenly aware that there is something unclear in Yang Ou's smile.Of course, on the surface, he only felt that he was accepting compliments.

It's been a long time, but Yang Ou will react like this to anyone who has anything to do with Xing Wanghai, and he can't help it.She didn't dare to think about it anymore, but she couldn't control her daydream. If she wanted to blame it, Yang Ou's smile was too misleading.

When Brother Li opened the door and came in, Xing Wanghai had already done his makeup and hair.He had no expression on his face, and said to Brother Li, buy me some coffee.Brother Li said hello and was about to go out when Xing Wanghai stopped him again.

"Well, go to the next door and ask." Xing Wanghai played with his phone without looking up, "What do they drink?"

Brother Li understood, smiled dryly, exited the room, then took out his mobile phone from his pocket, and walked towards the next room.

Su Minmin opened the door with a probing head, seeing a familiar face, she relaxed her vigilance.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

Brother Li smiled obsequiously, "Ms. Xing asked me to come over and ask if you want coffee, so I can place an order together."

"Brother Ou," Su Minmin immediately turned around and shouted, "Do you want some coffee? Teacher Xing treats you."

Yang Ou didn't even think about it, "I can do it."

According to Yang Ou's habit, Su Minmin ordered a glass of iced Americano for him, and thanked him with a sweet smile.

After closing the door again, Su Minmin leaned against the door and let out a long breath, still muttering something.Yang Ou caught a glimpse of this appearance, and teased her with a smile, what's the matter, I'm not satisfied with the treat.

Su Minmin waved her hands in a panic, walked up to him, and explained: "Brother Ou, no, I'm just very emotional, Mr. Xing has given too much face, it's so kind to us, no, to you... ..”

Hearing these words, Yang Ou raised his eyebrows, "Then do you like it? If Xing Wanghai has always been like this?"

"Huh?" Su Minmin obviously didn't turn the corner, and repeated the question, "Me? Like it?"

Yang Ou nodded with a half-smile, and looked forward to the answer with his eyes.

Su Minmin scratched her head, "This... is okay." Does it matter if she likes it or not?It doesn't matter if the boss likes it or not.

So different.

Some time ago, during the breaks between work, Yang Ou either buried his head in a deep sleep, or was full of eyes on his mobile phone. He didn't bother to pay attention to her at all, and he was not in such an excited state today.

"By the way," Su Minmin seemed to be remembering something, "Today fans sent cheering flower baskets and gifts, while there is still time, why don't you go and have a look first, or should I take pictures for you?"

Yang Ou rolled his eyes, "Wait a minute." Then he clicked on WeChat and sent something.

Within ten seconds, it seemed that he had received a reply, so Yang Ou raised his head and said with a smile, "Okay, no problem, Teacher Xing will be with me too."

During the business period, those who give back are mainly CP fans.In this event, the support of the station is mainly based on the CP station, and the main purpose is to promote the drama and bring alive the images of the two in the drama.

Yang Ou used to hype with female stars. Before the show was over, CP was dismantled. After all, he had already come out of the closet.This is the first time, it is justifiable to be CP with the same sex group.Therefore, before the show was aired, the CP Chaochao between him and Xing Wanghai was already very popular.The marketing account also moves materials from time to time, deliberately creates topics, and mobilizes the enthusiasm of fans.

In private, Yang Ou has also watched the CP video clips of him and Xing Wanghai. This kind of output was outsourced for production and publicity in the early stage. Yes, it can immediately gain a large number of fans, forming a spreading like running water.Then the fans took the initiative to Amway again, like a snowball.Although it is a routine, it is really tried and tested.On Chaohua, when he first joined the group, he occasionally dived to see, personally witnessing the number of fans slowly rising from a few thousand to hundreds of thousands.Maybe some of them are fans who bought it, but judging by their activity level, there are indeed a lot of real fans.

Yang Ou just watched silently and didn't take it too seriously.

Until one time, he saw the "out-of-the-circle god picture" of him and Xing Wanghai, the CP couple that had been widely uploaded on the Internet.He still remembered that it was at the Yun County Airport. He looked at Xing Wanghai with an affectionate look. gas.

The fans cheered top-notch from the bottom, nothing more than expressing that the cp I was talking about was true, and it would be difficult for the couple not to get married.

At that time, Yang Ou saw such a comment:

"The best distance is - I always put you where I can see."

As if someone had read his mind, Yang Ou felt shocked.

He always thought that he was smart enough to grasp the appropriate distance, but as early as that time, his heart was betrayed by his eyes.Under the lens, they have nowhere to hide.

"Brother Gull!"

Yang Ou came back to his senses, his eyes fell on the other party, and he watched the man walking towards him step by step.

It makes sense to think about it.

From beginning to end, his eyes couldn't escape, he never covered up, the hotness under the silent appearance.

Yang Ou straightened his waist, waved his hands, and walked towards Xing Wanghai.