wild love theory

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Yang Ou was supposed to be filming on location today, but suddenly it began to rain.The rain was not too heavy at first, and the cameras were set up, waiting for the actors to take their positions.Before the first line could be uttered, the rain suddenly became fierce and hit the desolate and hard northwest ground.The rain that covered the sky and the sun gradually blurred the world.

The theater manager came to inform the new shooting plan, and it was switched to studio shooting.Yang Ou lost his role, but he didn't plan to return, and planned to stay and observe other people's filming.

The main scene revolves around Leng Liwen, played by Qu Hua.

During Leng Liwen's postgraduate study, because of an extramarital affair with her tutor, her original partner got into trouble with the school and had to drop out of school.After she was frustrated, she chose to escape to this small place, and reluctantly became a middle school teacher. After all, as proud as she was, she had to earn a living.Then, under the introduction of a colleague, she married a man who was not decent.At that time, she was too immersed in panic and guilt, eager to get rid of it, so she made a decision that she regretted for the rest of her life.By chance, she wandered into the church by accident, heard the priest pray, and fell into the embrace of Jehovah ever since.After gaining faith, Leng Liwen looked down on her man even more. She even confessed in front of the Lord, God, she was so frivolous and combined with a vulgar man.The first child, Wu Qianqian, was born in such a strange marriage.Having a child does not change Leng Liwen's contempt for the existing life, she still feels that she is out of breath in the wrong life.

Daughter Wu Qianqian understood what the tense atmosphere at home was all about at an early age.Therefore, she is extraordinarily mature, trying to please her mother as much as possible, and be a perfect child.But Leng Liwen is stingy with her love, she just feels that she has been kidnapped by the seemingly reasonable relationship between children and family.Until she met the mentor of the year again, the cowardly man who she enshrined him on the altar.The mentor was on a business trip, passing through the city, and I don't know where to find her contact information.She was shocked at first, but she didn't expect that he would remember her. After hesitating for a long time, she still came to the appointment.

She had a little pity and a little disgust, looking at this man who had betrayed her, but still sent herself in front of him brightly.They slept for a while, and it seemed that after this sleep, she felt that she could be free for a short time, which was a freedom that God could not give her.

After the man left and the dream about love was shattered, she was still the only one left.But this time, there was another accident—Leng Liwen was pregnant, and she was pregnant with Wu Xiangyu.

On the day it was confirmed that she was pregnant again, Leng Liwen hid in the room and cried.She was crying, even though no one cared about her crying.Just then, someone knocked on her door.She was startled, covered her mouth, and opened the door a tiny crack.

Wu Qianqian hid her eyes behind the door, looked at her worriedly, and asked timidly, "Mom, are you crying?"

Leng Liwen took a step back subconsciously, wiped her face indiscriminately, and regained her composure, "No."

Wu Qianqian tilted her head innocently, "But your eyes are red, like a bunny. The teacher told me that only when people are suffering, their eyes turn red like a rabbit...Mom, Are you feeling bad now?"

Leng Liwen's hard heart instantly softened, and she felt that she was an incompetent mother, even cruel.

With compensation and guilt, she opened the door and walked out, squatting down, and her daughter was at eye level.She looked at her carefully, from the seed conceived in her body to a flower bud ready to bloom, gradually flourishing, witnessing her withering.She was so pure and innocent, which made her so miserable.

"Sissy." Leng Liwen opened her arms and embraced the soft flower buds.Wu Qianqian is so young, so obedient and so attached in her arms.

But as she hugged her, her eyes became more empty and blank.

She found herself chiseled out of black holes, each big enough to swallow her up, just waiting to jump into it.In a daze, she felt that what she was holding was no longer her daughter, but the incarnation of a black hole, and black water gushed out of the hole, submerging her and destroying her.

Standing outside the camera, Yang Ou focused his attention on Leng Liwen, played by Qu Hua, and felt something very strong coming over him, making him shiver all over.

After the board was recorded on the spot, and after the director called "Cut", this feeling was lingering, and he stood there for a long time, nailing him in place.

He stared blankly at Leng Liwen, watching her step out and gradually transform into Qu Hua, the transition was so natural without the slightest hesitation.This is what he lacks, and it is also the direction he is trying to get closer to.

"Sister Qu—" Xu Xu went up to meet her, laughing exaggeratedly.The people present saw his contrived enthusiasm, and their eyes were meaningful, but no one would really jump out and accuse him.Fortunately, Qu Hua didn't take it seriously, and responded to Xu Xu's enthusiasm.

Yang Ou was also looking at him, it was impossible for him to pretend not to see him.He saw him walking with a mask on, his mouth was interacting with Quhua, but his eyes were wandering around himself,

"Teacher Yang, what's the matter, are you willing to give me some face?" Xu Xu suddenly threw the topic at him.

Yang Ou didn't pay attention to what they were talking about at all, and was stunned for a while.

Qu Hua made a siege, "Xiao Xu said that when the rain stopped, he invited us to have dinner. He recently found a good restaurant, especially the mutton soup is worth a try!"

This scene seemed familiar, and Yang Ou suddenly remembered that they made love in the crew back then.Xu Xu also asked the same question. That time, not only was he eating, he also got him drunk, allowing him to open his heart to him in alcohol, and the final ending pointed to the bed.That's how they are together.

Yang Ou glanced at Xu Xu. For a long time, his love for him had turned into indifference, not even hatred.

"I don't need it," Yang Ou finally said, "I have something to do later, you go."

Xu Xu was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Yang Ou didn't even pretend to refuse in front of Quhua, but still put on a gesture of rejection.He pursed his lips and pretended to look at him pitifully, but Yang Ou took the initiative to filter his gaze.

After Yang Ou finished speaking, he gave Qu Hua a righteous smile and turned to leave.

"Yang Ou..." Xu Xu stopped him, "Is it necessary to avoid me so clearly? Even Miss Qu's face?"

The scene became anxious for a moment, and even Qu Hua felt a little embarrassed, and was about to speak to persuade: Forget it, let it be if you don't want to.

Yang Ou didn't have much expression on his face, he was already numb to Xu Xu's provocative way of communication.He felt that he couldn't let go, otherwise he would be fooled by Xu Xu.

"Then let's wait until the rain stops."

The rain is still falling, and there is so much rain in the northwest.This is really beyond everyone's expectations.

Xu Xu felt that he had tossed about for a long time and lost another battle, so he was exhausted.But he couldn't be too obvious, so he could only pretend to shrug his shoulders in pity, his expression was hidden under the mask, and he seemed much calmer.

He didn't give up, but he knew that his evil heart must be suppressed. Yang Ou's current aura is like a pagoda to suppress evil spirits, which can suppress everything.

Yang Ou still left first, Xu Xu stared at his back, as if he wanted to embed himself in it.

Standing beside Xu Xu, Qu Hua suddenly sighed.Xu Xu seemed awakened by the sigh, came back to his senses, and smirked at Qu Hua.

"Xiao Xu," Qu Hua said, "It's useless for you to be so anxious. You only want a result, and if you ignore the process, the gain will outweigh the loss."

Xu Xu stood quietly without saying a word. After a while, his eye circles were moistened, and he said to Qu Hua, "Sister Qu, I know, thank you."

Qu Hua looked at him silently and didn't speak anymore.

From the moment she played opposite Xu Xu, a sense of threat often lingered in her heart. She couldn't put it into words, but she knew that it was not aimed at her.But for this world, for all things, it has become a terrible creature.Xu Xu herself may not be able to see clearly, but she really felt that this ugly and terrifying thing just pierced through his body, its face was vague but powerful.

At the moment when it reached the apex, it was the highlight at that time - Wu Xiangyu killed his mother.

Xu Xu pinched her neck, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes to the corners of his mouth, and finally hit her face, turning into a soft but murderous snake, wrapping her face purple.

Xu Xu read the lines in a hoarse and terrifying voice:

"When we came to this world, we were all saints and innocent people. It was you who brought me into this world, and you are the one who deserves atonement!"

Qu Hua closed her eyes, feeling the same despair as Leng Liwen.