wild love theory

121.

The crew did not stop because of the Christmas atmosphere. Xing Wanghai was bored and walked around the room barefoot.In the corner are piles of unopened gifts from fans, Yang Ou's neatly pressed shirts are hanging in the open wardrobe, and there is a SLR on the table, Yang Ou will fiddle with it a few times when he is free.

Xing Wanghai picked up the camera and browsed the content.Most of them are scenery, and occasionally a few snapshots of people, all of whom are crew members, there is nothing special about it.He thought for a while, found a tripod, stabilized the camera, and sat down on the bed.He posed for a few poses, took pictures and reviewed them. He was not satisfied, and finally he just lay down, propped his head with one hand, his eyes were lazy and seductive.He had never revealed this temperament to the outside world, and only now did he realize that he was a dormant volcano, and it would be amazing when it erupted.

Yesterday, he actually arrived early in the morning. The first time he saw Yang Ou was not at the hotel.He secretly hid his face, hid in the fan group, and observed Yang Ou.

Occasionally, Yang Ou's eyes would sweep over to his area, and Xing Wanghai would feel a strange tension in his heart.He was worried that he would recognize him, and he hoped that he would recognize him.This conflicting mood caused him to follow Yang Ou to the ballroom.

He saw Yang Ou confronting Xu Xu in the afterglow of the setting sun.

He was far away, so he couldn't hear what they were arguing about, but he clearly saw Xu Xu tear off the necklace.Not only Yang Ou was irritated, so was he.He almost had an impulse to go forward, knock Xu Xu to the ground, and take back the ring.He began to fantasize in his mind, how to execute Xu Xu, it would be best to hit him to the flesh, so that his teeth were all over the ground, and the blood splashed on the floor and glass, like slippery moss, slowly took root, and finally corroded.

Xu Xu fell down and crawled ugly at the bottom of Yang Ou's feet.He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly a deeper jealousy arose. For a moment, he hoped that the person lying beside Yang Ou was himself, and Xu Xu's face should be replaced by himself.Realizing this moment, he felt panic, embarrassment, and anger at the same time.what happened to him?Why is there such an association?

He ran away in a trance, but the picture in his mind never stopped.He consecrates himself high, like a sacrificial act, devoutly, obsessively, and reverently strips himself naked to Yang Ou, bowing his knees unprecedentedly, but satisfying himself unprecedentedly.

He felt terrified, and hurriedly pressed the surging chaos into the box, not allowing the real self to come out, and put on the mask again.

After taking the photo, Xing Wanghai lay down on the bed and let himself go.

He faintly began to ache, the pain was just like this, unstructured, accompanied by ringing in the ears and dizziness, which made him breathless and his hands and feet were numb.

Now the pain can no longer be suppressed by taking medicine alone.Ye Ling suggested that he go to Los Angeles for hospitalization, where there is the world's most impenetrable luxury sanatorium, which can accommodate patients like him who are addicted to drugs but need to keep their identities secret.

He went to investigate secretly, whether his falling into this situation had anything to do with Xing Yun's death.Last week, he finally came to the conclusion: As expected, he inherited his strange disease.The symptoms of the onset are like a brain tumor, with a buzzing pain in the head, and a bit like a patient with ALS. He will suddenly lose his ability to move, his limbs will be stiff, and he will have no strength. What is more serious is that if the disease continues, he will lose memory and gradually lose his memory. The control of adults is no longer sensitive to common sense and morality.In medicine, his disease is classified as an intractable disease, there is no cure, and it can only be treated conservatively.

He asked the doctor how many more years he would be like this.

The doctor replied to him that it is not clear how many years, but without continuous treatment, there will be no hope.He would never want to get rid of drugs in his life, those drugs that would make him addictive, with strong side effects, making him vomit, unconscious, and have a high fever.

Such a rare disease, which took away his father's fresh life, is now like a fungus growing in the dark, nourished by his body, engulfing him to death.

After getting the sentence of life in advance, he became calm, and even though his back was cut off with a single knife, he was even more fearless.

The questions that Qi Qing asked him were no longer real questions.

If he is going to die early after all, then before he completely turns into a bubble, he will hold on to Yang Ou and remove obstacles at all costs.

122.

Someone on the set handed over a beautifully packaged apple, and only then did Yang Ou think of the word - festival.Over the years, except for Xu Huansen who occasionally invites him under the pretext of a Christmas party, he seldom celebrates this kind of carnival, imported festivals under the packaging of consumerism.He has always stayed out of it, watching others go to the festival with great interest.I remember when I was in high school, I was Xu Huansen's wingman, helping him to make an appointment with his crush.They worked hard to find a perfect place to confess their love, and spent all their savings to decorate a magnificent Christmas tree.Xu Huansen held the girl by the hand, and the girl looked up to see the stars light up from the branches, and her eyes also lit up.Standing in the distance, he vaguely saw Xu Huansen hugging the girl and making a V sign to him proudly.

But it was also on New Year's Eve of that year that he found Xu Huansen, who was lost in the snow, and pulled him out of alcohol.Xu Huansen was so drunk that he pushed him hard and told him to get out.For some reason, the sole of his foot slipped, and blood flowed from the corner of his forehead.Xu Huansen woke up from the blood fright, rushed him to the hospital, and confessed to him in the cold corridor.He just smiled and told him not to mind, and there was no gap between them from then on.

The grand festivals about winter, without exception, are covered with ashes of memory.

He took a photo of the apple, sent it to Xing Wanghai, and included it in a commemorative photo album about the two of them.This photo album is gradually filling up, just like the feelings they have accumulated.

Xing Wanghai replied to him full of joy: Happy Christmas Eve.

Facing this message, Yang Ou laughed silently.

When they made love last night, Xing Wanghai seemed to be more excited than usual, his half-dry hair was wet and sticking to him, with a strange temperature, whirling in the sound of wet panting.Xing Wanghai was begging him desperately, as if a beast had transformed into his body, pinching Yang Ou's shoulder, licking Yang Ou's Adam's apple, moistening him and his desire.The occasional groans are not only because of joy, but also a desire, as if every inch close is to hold on to Yang Ou to live.

This reminded Yang Ou of the cat rescued by Xing Wanghai on the set of "The Man in Dream".Before being adopted, the cat had been with Xing Wanghai for a while.Once Xing Wanghai was too tired on the set, and fell asleep in a chair. The cat appeared quietly, dexterously climbed onto Xing Wanghai's lap, curled his body into a ball, and then fell asleep. up.As Yang Ou approached, he saw that the cat stretched out its claws, which were sharply embedded in the fabric of the outer pants, as if it could only gain a sense of security by holding on to Xing Wanghai in this way.

Yang Ou silently looked at one person and one cat, feeling extremely pity.

123.

Xing Wanghai broke out in a cold sweat and went to take a bath.As soon as he stepped out of the shower room, there were several rapid knocks on the door outside the house.He hurriedly wrapped a bathrobe and ran to open the door excitedly.But unexpectedly, the person standing outside the door was an uninvited guest.

Xu Xu seemed to have come directly from the set, and he didn't even have time to remove his makeup. The obviously modified shadows fell on both sides of the bridge of the nose, and a circle of light-colored lip gloss made him look a bit evil.Xing Wanghai stared at him for two seconds, and suddenly felt disgusted, never before had anyone made him sick so unprecedentedly.

Xu Xu smiled, sure enough, Xing Wanghai came again.This time, he intercepted the evidence on the spot.No matter how much Yang Ou wanted to renege on his debts, there was nothing he could do.

Xing Wanghai was hot, no, even staring at him murderously.

"You guys are really brave..." Xu Xu deliberately teased, "Are you really not afraid of being exposed?"

"What does it have to do with you?" Xing Wanghai's face was gloomy.

"Let me think about it..." Xu Xu suddenly rushed to the door and squeezed in, "Because I don't want you to be together?"

Xing Wanghai was furious, and he tried to push Xu Xu out, "Get out, I'm with Yang Ou, is it your turn to decide?"

Xu Xu turned sideways, dodging Xing Wanghai's attack, instead of retreating, he went forward and grabbed Xing Wanghai's wrist, like touching a piece of soldering iron just picked up from the water, it was crackling on fire, but still dripping water.

"How did you trick him?" Xu Xu squinted at him, "Pretending to be innocent, or pretending to be slutty? Does Yang Ou have this vision now? Or is it because the two of you acted in a love scene, so you fake it for real?" , Playing house?"

These words are straightforward and full of malice, no matter who it is, it is impossible to remain indifferent.Xing Wanghai trembled with anger, and broke free from Xu Xu's restraint.The provocations came to him, so why should he sit and wait for death?

Before Xu Xu could utter the next round of sarcasm, he swung his fist——

The imaginary scene finally came true, he beat Xu Xu's head to one side, and half of his face quickly turned red and swollen.

It was so cool, it made Xing Wanghai's scalp tingle.

Xu Xu didn't have time to fight back at all, he was stunned on the spot, clutching the hot pain, and was speechless for a while.

Xing Wanghai took advantage of the victory to chase after him, and said with a sneer, "They are ex-boyfriends who have already broken up, and they come here again and again with a hot face and a cold butt, without any self-esteem, is it interesting?"

Xu Xu covered his swollen face and looked at him coldly, "You can't slap me, why don't you ask Yang Ou if he let me go?"

"This is funny," Xing Wanghai said unwillingly, "Brother Ou told me that whenever he thinks about being in love with you, he feels disgusted. If I didn't ask, he wouldn't even want to mention it!"

The naked attack aroused Xu Xu's hatred. He became angry and said directly: "Xing Wanghai, what kind of thing are you that you think I don't know? A drug addict, you have the face to judge me?! I have investigated you, I have been taking drugs I don’t know where I got them since I was a minor, and I became addicted to them, and I was taken to the ambulance for rescue, right... I know people like you can’t quit for the rest of your life, Once you get addicted, you don't even have a human face! For a person like you, who still wants to be with Yang Ou, you are ruining him and dragging him down!"

Xing Wanghai was stunned, and took a step back in fear, "You...why..."

"How would I know?" Xu Xu laughed loudly, "Paper can never contain fire, unless you have no secrets! But you are human, you will have secrets, and you will have weaknesses...Xing Wanghai , you are not innocent, stop pretending!"

Xing Wanghai had an epiphany at this moment, it turned out that this was Xu Xu's confidence, because he had grasped his handle, so he dared to be aggressive in front of Yang Ou and himself.

How stupid, what a desperate and stupid act, even if Xu Xu could hold his breath, Xing Wanghai would remain in a state of trepidation for a long time, and would not easily face the confrontation.

If you show your cards, you are out.

Xing Wanghai thought about it, put his eyes on it, and stared nervously at the SLR on the bed.Xu Xu followed his gaze and found the camera.

With an idea, Xu Xu flung himself at the camera self-righteously, pulled out the memory card, and held it in his hand arrogantly.

"Is there a photo of the two of you in bed?" Xu Xu had a face that was swollen into a pig's head, but his expression was extraordinarily wild, which made him look a little funny and also a little scary.

Xing Wanghai bit his lip and lowered his head, as if struggling with something.

Xu Xu thought he had guessed right, and became more and more proud, "Aren't you afraid that I will expose this?"

"What the hell do you dare to expose—"

An angry male voice cut in out of nowhere.

Xu Xu froze, turned around slowly, and found that the door had opened at some point, and Yang Ou was standing outside the door.

Xing Wanghai raised his head in astonishment, and called out "Brother Gull".

Yang Ou walked in quickly, stood beside him, and hugged him in the usual posture.

The corner of Xing Wanghai's mouth curled up unconsciously, and then he pressed it down hard.

I won.Xing Wanghai thought as he looked at Xu Xu's face that instantly fell from complacency to despair.