wild love theory

126.

Yang Ou has heard many lies since he was alive. One of the worst is that Xing Wanghai woke up and told him, I don't hurt, it's okay.

He naturally wouldn't believe it, looked at him with a frown, and said in a solemn voice, "Don't be brave."

Xing Wanghai suddenly had a convulsion in his body, he didn't dare to show the pain, but when he got up he staggered and couldn't hide it.

Yang Ou helped him, Xing Wanghai gave up resisting, and pointed at the backpack weakly, "Medicine, I have to take medicine."

Yang Ou's eyes froze as he swallowed, and couldn't help asking: "Why did you hide it from me? You are so sick, but you don't say anything..."

Xing Wanghai knew that he couldn't prevaricate any longer, otherwise he and Yang Ou's way out would be cut off.As painful as the facts were, he should have given him the right to know.He chose to dilute some of the truth.

"It only got worse recently. It wasn't like this before. I've been thinking about how to speak to you, but I don't want to disturb your filming and distract you."

A watertight answer.Yang Ou thought, there is nothing to blame.This makes him careless, even ruthless.

"I'm not trustworthy? Does it make you feel insecure?" Yang Ou asked suddenly.

"How could it be..." Xing Wanghai was stunned for a moment, he looked at Yang Ou, and he didn't know whether it was because of pain or guilt, and there was a circle of water in his eyes, "Brother Ou, don't think so, it is I may have thought more about my own problems, so I don't know what to say..."

Yang Ou smiled dejectedly, it was ugly, "I call myself your lover, I want to treat you self-righteously, but I don't even know that you are suffering from illness, do you think I am like a big joke?"

After finishing speaking, he also let out a "ha", meaning, how ridiculous, so ridiculous that he laughed at himself.

Looking at Yang Ou like this, Xing Wanghai felt uncomfortable for a while. He suddenly realized that he was still the child back then, trembling and striving for perfection, not daring to relax, unwilling to reveal any weaknesses, demanding himself in the wrong way, He intentionally hides his real self in front of Yang Ou.

He might rather Yang Ou love him as a fantasy than him to see his ugly and embarrassing side.

He couldn't bear to destroy the vision of happiness in Yang Ou's eyes.

Yang Ou sighed, "I'm so stupid, stupider than a pig."

"Brother Gull..."

Yang Ou laughed again, as if looking down on himself, "Look, you don't even know how to refute it."

"not like this......"

"What disease?" Yang Ou finally asked.

"Just..." Xing Wanghai was at a loss for words for a while, he couldn't speak clearly, but he knew one thing, this is an incurable disease, "Have you heard of Meniere's syndrome?"

Yang Ou shook his head.

"My disease is very similar to this disease, but not exactly the same. It is difficult to determine the cause, and the cause of the disease has nothing to do with physical fitness." Xing Wanghai twitched his lips helplessly, "When I first got the disease, I felt that everything was shaking. , my ears kept roaring, and I thought it was an earthquake. Before filming, you saw me get sick once. At that time, I also thought it was temporary... Then it became frequent all of a sudden, but I can still rely on medicine If you are depressed, if you get sick, you can’t sleep, you will feel dizzy and tinnitus all the time, you can’t breathe, and every time the pain comes up, you will think, why me?”

When Xing Wanghai said these words, Yang Ou's face changed obviously, and he stood there stiffly without saying a word.

"Is it cured well?" Yang Ou asked after a while.

"I don't know, but the doctor said that as long as you take the medicine on time and return to the doctor, you can maintain the status quo."

Yang Ou didn't answer any more, just came over, hugged him, held his hand, pressed against his face, and rubbed the tip of his nose against his.The gentleness of silence, transmitted from one body to another, inflates people.

Xing Wanghai knew that this confession hurt Yang Ou and himself.

"Go back, brother, treat yourself well, and I will accompany you."

Xing Wanghai couldn't see his own expression, but it definitely wasn't too good-looking.He leaned on Yang Ou's shoulder and murmured, "Rock paper scissors, if you win, I will listen to you."

"It doesn't count, two wins out of three." Xing Wanghai waved his fingers in front of Yang Ou's eyes.

Another round, Xing Wanghai played the scissors at the end and lost.

Yang Ou suddenly felt that he was like the male protagonist in a comedy movie, who lost so many times and was suddenly overwhelmed by luck.

"I'm willing to admit defeat."

Xing Wanghai reluctantly gave an "um".

"Angry?"

Xing Wanghai curled his lips, his voice sounded a bit disappointed, "I would like to accept the bet."

After saying this, he suddenly looked over with deep eyes.

"Yang Ou, I'm just assuming... If I'm haunted by this ghost disease all my life and seriously affects my life, will you still want me?"

"Don't think about it..." Of course Yang Ou understands Xing Wanghai's uneasiness, his tone is very light, sticking to Xing Wanghai's ear, "Whether you are healthy or not, I will be by your side, I won't let go. Don't worry, you won't be able to drive me away." All his sorrows and joys now are tied to Xing Wanghai. If he is uncomfortable, he will be worried, and if he is brilliant, he will be happy.

Yang Ou continued, "Don't worry about being my trouble, I am willing to accompany you to live without trouble."

As he spoke, he pressed Xing Wanghai's head to his chest, Xing Wanghai closed his eyes tightly, and heard his heartbeat as vigorously as his.

Yang Ou can't send Xing Wanghai, he has to film.

Xing Wanghai comforted him, he didn't have much luggage, it might be more eye-catching for the two of them to go out together.Yang Ou didn't insist anymore, he carried the travel backpack to the door for Xing Wanghai, opened the door, the sensor light in the corridor turned on, and cut out their furry silhouettes.

They looked at each other and smiled, as if this was an ordinary parting, then Yang Ou looked at Xing Wanghai and walked out.

127.

Qi Qing's incident happened suddenly, the company could only announce that he was injured, suspend activities, and there was a lot of mourning on the Internet.Many fans left messages, asking if the variety show they were looking forward to would fail, and many emotional fans went directly to the official website of the show produced by Xu Huansen to comment, warning the official not to be an ostrich, and to give an accurate reply.Xu Huansen was already devastated just because the show was suspended, and suddenly he had to deal with the explosive Internet public opinion, which made him exhausted physically and mentally.He had no choice but to ask Tang Yiqu for help. The two parties reached a consensus and jointly issued an ambiguous statement, which forced them to suppress some negative voices.

Before hanging up the phone, the airflow on the other side was suddenly quiet.Xu Huansen heard Tang Yiqu ask, do you want to know about his situation.At the same time, he seemed to hear a sigh.

For some reason, he was in a daze for a moment, but couldn't answer.

It should be thought of.But if he knows something, can he reverse the ending?

Xu Huansen couldn't help but laugh.

"I know he will be fine," Xu Huansen said calmly, "You will definitely take good care of him." At least, better than me.

He suddenly remembered that when they were in Antarctica, they sneaked away to the most Mars-like place on earth—the Antarctic Basin, watching the clouds in the sky quietly pass by.Probably because of the environment, people suddenly become very eager to talk.Qi Qing told him about the days of studying in Vienna, like being thrown on a different planet.He talked about the first time he had diarrhea, because he ate a broken sandwich, but he still had to catch the bus and go to the piano room of the Conservatory of Music.So, he experienced motion sickness for the first time in his life, and when he arrived at school in a daze, he was the only one in the school to practice because of Christmas. Do not open the door of the reserved piano room.Fortunately, there was an unlocked piano room next door, so he was finally able to touch the keys.

When Qi Qing was talking about this, Xu Huansen was actually staring at him from the side.See him raising his eyebrows vigorously, see him occasionally falling into memories, and see his vivid and beautiful face.The clouds followed the sun and hid behind the horizon, they were under the same sky, the cold wind blew over their temples, but their hearts softened.

He said a word to Qi Qing: The unforgettable memories are always those that made me make a fool of myself, but fortunately in the end, because there is a reunion ending, it will be more emotional aftertaste.

Qi Qing shrugged, jokingly scoffed at him, yo, when you come to Antarctica, you become a philosopher.

Xu Huansen forgot what his last reply was, but he remembered Qiqing's smile that day.

Qi Qing leaned over with a smile and kissed him, which is still so real.

White snow, black ground, they conspired to complete a kiss in this world.

Qi Qing is going to fly to the west coast to recuperate, and Tang Yiqu and Han Wei are going to accompany her.Before leaving, he wanted to ask Xing Wanghai out for a talk.

Qi Qing can move around with a cane, and walks fairly neatly.He suggested going to the bar.Xing Wanghai knew which bar he was talking about.Back then, Qi Qing was flamboyant, and before his debut, his first live stage experience was gained there.

"Are you sure?" Xing Wanghai asked.

Qi Qing said: "Anyway, it's dark, you and I can pretend to be a booth in the corner, so it's not easy to find."

Christmas has just passed two days, but the decorations have not been removed, leaving traces of the festival in its infancy. It seems that we can make do with it, and New Year's Day will be ushered in soon.There were not as many people at the bar as expected.Over the past few years, large and small night entertainment venues have sprung up like mushrooms, growing rashly, sharing the city's night.

Under the guidance of the waiter, they chose an inconspicuous location where they could just see the stage.

A little later, a small circle of people gradually gathered below the stage.

Qi Qing leaned into Xing Wanghai's ear and said quite understandingly: "There must be a role here tonight, otherwise so many little girls would come to occupy the seat early, it's not normal."

In fact, Xing Wanghai hasn't experienced the scene for a long time. Since he quit the idol group, he doesn't even know much about the popular music types in the market in recent years.Occasionally listen to Qi Qing nagging a few words, but also absent-minded.

Sure enough, a rapid strumming of the guitar slid across the stage, and the audience immediately became noisy, and the protagonist of tonight appeared in the center of the stage.The boy, with long hair, is tall and thin, wearing a black shirt, black leather pants, the sleeves are half rolled up at the elbows, revealing tattoos that reach to the fingertips, flames and white cranes, thick and colorful, but also abstinence, which makes people unable to move open eyes.

The guitarist also serves as lead vocalist.Although the skills are still a little immature, but the voice is so unique that even Xing Wanghai was stunned.He is simply a born star, Xing Wanghai thought, this reminded him of Qi Qing who was on this kind of wild stage back then, with an arrogant face but able to command the world.

Not to mention, the typhoon is really similar to Qi Qing.

Due to the turmoil in the atmosphere, the air became thinner, and a thin layer of sweat gradually broke out on Xing Wanghai's palms and back.

When the Encore was approaching, the stage lighting suddenly became cold, and only a beam of light came down. The boy on the stage was fixed on a certain place in front of him, and the prelude began to express his emotions.

The boy bent slightly, and instead of singing, he said, "This song is dedicated to someone special, I know, and he's here tonight."

There was a burst of booing from the audience, no one expected, the boy jumped off the stage holding the microphone, many people couldn't wait to pull him, but he blocked them perfectly.Like Moses splitting the Red Sea, he cut a path through the crowd and moved toward the goal firmly.

The chasing light followed him, making him more like a god descending from the mortal world.

Xing Wanghai stared blankly, but Qi Qing sneered beside him, "Nowadays, the little boy who confesses his love can only do this kind of thing, which is boring."

The chasing light suddenly dimmed, and the voice became quieter, and the audience seemed to be holding their breath.This is a pause that is infinitely reverie, directly filling up the atmosphere.

When the lights came back on and the singing sounded, the young god stopped in front of a man.Xing Wanghai looked at the man's back and felt a little familiar.

"Damn it! I just saw a ghost!" Qi Qing suddenly jumped up from her seat, completely forgetting that she was still limping. Seeing that the situation was not good, Xing Wanghai immediately supported Qi Qing who was about to fall.

"Damn Xu Huansen, it's only been a few days since I broke up with me, and I have the fucking face to come out and spoil my brother!"