Regrets

The bright white letters on the phone said Qin Le.

Qin Le (yue)?Isn't this my high school monitor?What is he calling me for?

Jiang Baiyue connected the phone, and the person on the other side spoke first, "Are you Jiang Baiyue?"

Jiang Baiyue: "Yes, monitor, what's the matter with you?"

"Oh oh oh, I called you to tell you that my old class organized a class reunion, will you come?

Jiang Baiyue transferred schools in her third year of high school, and she hadn't contacted them for many years, so she decided not to go.

Jiang Baiyue couldn't say the words of refusal, but was interrupted by the voice on the other side of the phone.

"Jiang Baiyue the day after tomorrow... Yan Yan will also come the day after tomorrow."

Yan Yan! Jiang Baiyue's heart skipped a beat. It was like being stabbed by a sharp knife. It hurt very much.After a long time, Jiang Baiyue's voice broke the terrifyingly quiet atmosphere. "I'll be there."

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Baiyue sat on the bed, staring at the darkened phone screen and lost in memory.

In Jiang Baiyue's memory, the entire high school period began with the first monthly exam. At that time, Jiang Baiyue's grades were very bad, and he didn't speak much no matter where he was.

He was just an ordinary student at school, and no one would notice that he was also ordinary-looking, with his overly long hair covering his eyes. He originally wanted to spend his high school life like this, but all this had happened What was planned was broken by another person.

The results of the first monthly exam came out, and the grade ranking and scores were high on the score list. Jiang Baiyue squeezed through the crowd with difficulty.

As expected, Jiang Baiyue still did not pass the exam this time. After the first exam, the class changed seats, and he sat with Yan Yan, who didn't talk much at ordinary times. Yan Yan felt that Jiang Baiyue was weak and weak before. But then somehow he cared about him, Jiang Yuebai gradually fell in love with Yan Yan, and the two of them got together naturally.

Jiang Yuebai's personality gradually became brighter. He cut off his original bangs, revealing his big watery eyes, and his grades got better and better.

He thought he could go on like this with Yan Yan forever, but knowing that Yan Yan did all this just for fun, Jiang Baiyue felt that his whole world had collapsed at that time.

He couldn't accept all of this, he couldn't accept that everything Yan Yan had done to him was a lie, that year Jiang Baiyue transferred to another school in the third year of high school, from R city to M city, he no longer had the brilliance he had before, but neither As before, he was willing to be ordinary. He applied to the police academy and became a criminal policeman of the People's Republic of China. He has been like this all his life, but...but why...why did he hear that name again.

Jiang Baiyue kept repeating the word Yan Yan in her heart, but these two words lingered in Jiang Baiyue's mind like a curse, tears flowed down somehow, Jiang Baiyue tried her best to control own emotions, but the tears are still flowing.

In my mind, I kept recalling the bits and pieces of Yan Yan in high school. These memories were like needles to Jiang Baiyue, piercing his heart one by one, making him breathless .

Sitting on the bed, Jiang Baiyue vented his emotions to his heart's content. His eyes were red from crying, and he fell asleep when he felt better.

On the day of the class reunion, Jiang Baiyue asked for leave from the bureau, and he casually wore casual clothes.

He went to a high-end western restaurant that Qin Le sent him. The waiter took him to the box. As soon as he went in, he saw a high school classmate from many years ago, and he felt a little excited. His eyes soon began to look for something, yes Well, his purpose today is not to reminisce about the past, he is here specifically to find Yan Yan.

He wanted to question Yan Yan, was it fun to tease him like that back then?To Jiang Baiyue, is he... is he just joking, does he like Jiang Baiyue, even a little bit.

He didn't come to get back together today, after all, they weren't considered together, he just came to ask, to ask himself a question that he had wanted to ask clearly for so many years, he saw that Yan Yan hadn't come yet, so he sat in the corner and waited for him , just took a glass of wine and didn't drink it, just held it in his hand.

He didn't communicate with anyone, Yan Yan was the only person in Jiang Baiyue's relationship in high school.

Finally the door of the box was opened, Jiang Baiyue looked at the person who came in, he recognized it at a glance, it was Yan Yan, Yan Yan's height was about 188 cm tall.

Yan Yan's face is not as naive as it was in high school, but a bit more mature, with a very handsome appearance and a good figure.

Looking at Yan Yan, Jiang Baiyue couldn't help but blush and her heart beat, and she secretly scolded herself.

Why are you still blushing at this scumbag, no, no, you have to give up this idea.

Jiang Baiyue was thinking of getting up to talk to Yan Yan, but before he got up, Yan Yan came straight to him and sat next to him.

After being silent for a while, Yan Yan finally opened his mouth and said softly: "Long time no see", Jiang Baiyue's brain was running rapidly, he, he, he, why did he sit next to me, how should I answer.

"Long time no see." Jiang Baiyue almost exhausted all her strength to reply. The air was silent for a long time, and Yan Yan opened her mouth, "How have you been since then? I miss you very much."

There was a small explosion in Jiang Baiyue's mind, what did he miss me?I heard that right, no, no, no, Jiang Baiyue, take care of yourself, stop being confused by this scumbag, isn't the previous lesson not enough?At this time, Jiang Baiyue's brain was already in a mess.

At this time, Jiang Baiyue was discouraged, he desperately wanted to leave here, away from Yan Yan's side, he didn't want to continue to ask those words, it was meaningless.

Tears swirled in Jiang Baiyue's eyes, Jiang Baiyue opened his eyes wide to prevent the tears from streaming down, he couldn't take it anymore, he quickly got up and rushed out of the box.

He walked without looking back, and suddenly his hand was pulled, and Bai Yue turned around and recognized that the person who held his hand was Yan Yan.

Jiang Baiyue looked at Yan Yan in astonishment, Yan Yan pulled Jiang Baiyue over and hugged him in his arms, Jiang Baiyue subconsciously wanted to push him away, but the more Jiang Baiyue resisted, Yan Yan would The tighter the hug.

Before Jiang Baiyue gave up struggling, Yan Yan kissed Jiang Baiyue forcefully. Jiang Baiyue's lips were wantonly occupied by Yan Yan's tongue. In this negative distance kiss, Jiang Baiyue felt To the restlessness in the heart.

This person had treated him like that before, how could he continue to tolerate it, but Jiang Baiyue didn't want to let him go, he was afraid that once he pushed him away, he would never be able to hug him again.

The two kissed deeply in the corridor for a long time, until Jiang Baiyue heard someone approaching them happily talking and laughing, and then pushed Yan Yan away, Jiang Baiyue said with a blushing face. "somebody is coming"

But Yan Yan still hugged his waist and refused to let go, Jiang Baiyue broke away forcefully, and ran away without looking back.

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Jiang Baiyue returned home, took off her clothes and rushed into the bathroom. The cold water was sprinkled on Jiang Baiyue's body, and she became sober all of a sudden.He drenched his eyes in the water for a while.

Suddenly thinking of the scene of Yan Yanqiang kissing him just now, his heart throbbed, his eyes were reddish, tears were mixed in the water, his hand punched the wall several times heavily, and the water splashed onto the mirror.Jiang Baiyue wiped off the fog on the mirror, looked at himself in the mirror, his heart was like a thousand arrows piercing through his heart, he didn't know why what happened to him, isn't it enough to make the mistake once?