my dragon lives in my body

Wen Lingsheng didn't want to cry, but as soon as he heard Xuan Qing's voice, he couldn't help it. He tried his best to hold back his tears, but the tears still dripped down on his knees like broken beads, which made Wen Lingsheng feel sore in his heart .

He needs time to calm down and adjust his emotions, and if Xuan Qing is here, his heart will be very chaotic and he can't calm down at all.

Xuan Qing didn't move, she was always on Wen Lingsheng's right hand.

The barrier cut off the sound from the outside, and it was very quiet in the barrier, so quiet that Wen Lingsheng sniffed and shrunk her shoulders and cried with little sobs.

The young man who took off his down jacket and wore a white sweater shrunk himself into a small ball, lowered his head and wished he could stuff his head into his arms.Xuan Qing could only see the top of his hair.Wen Lingsheng's hair is particularly black, and it looks very soft.

The black hair set off the pointed ears that were exposed, which was very cute and cute.

Xuan Qing stood there for a while, and finally took a last look at Wen Lingsheng, then turned around and flew out of the barrier silently.

As soon as he came out, the Wen family all looked up at him, and after a while they realized that this was not good, they all lowered their heads silently, only Wen Renbing and Wen Ziyuan were still looking at Xuan Qing.

Xuan Qing looked at the father and son and said softly, "He's still crying."

Wen Renbing and Wen Ziyuan looked at each other, and Wen Renbing pursed his lips lightly: "My lord has worked hard. Thank you, lord."

Wen Renbing wanted to talk to Wen Lingsheng by himself, but before he could stand up, Wen Ziyuan stopped him: "Don't go. Your injuries haven't healed yet, you take a rest, I'll go talk to Shengsheng .”

Xuan Qinglong came out, the barrier was not removed, the temperature inside the barrier was much warmer than outside, Wen Ziyuan just entered the barrier and felt that it was warm inside as if it was spring, he took only two steps and took off his body. He took off his thick coat, held it in his arms and sat down beside Wen Lingsheng.

Feeling the familiar breath approaching, Wen Lingsheng raised his head with two lines of teardrops, his vision was blurred and he could not see clearly, blinking, the tears on his face were wiped away by Wen Ziyuan.

Wen Lingsheng was still crying: "Grandpa?"

"Well," Wen Ziyuan agreed, "What are you unhappy about? Don't keep it in your heart. If you don't want to talk to Lord Dragon God, just talk to grandpa. Your father is also outside. He originally I also wanted to come in, but he was a little uncomfortable, so I let him rest outside."

Wen Lingsheng immediately asked: "What's wrong with Dad?"

Wen Ziyuan smiled and said: "He's fine, don't worry. It's just that the old injury he got when he went to other provinces to do business before has recurred, and it's almost healed, and now he needs to rest. It's not convenient for him to move, so I'll tell you say."

Wen Lingsheng remained silent, and began to blame himself in his heart again, if it wasn't for him, the family wouldn't have made such a fuss.

Wen Ziyuan could tell at a glance, and stretched out his hand to gently rub Wen Lingsheng's face: "This face is all wrinkled, are you so unhappy? Your father is really nothing serious. Let me tell you , if Chaos hadn’t made such a move to tie us here, your father would have been hurt even more in other provinces. It is said that we encountered some difficult things, but we were arrested in a hurry, and the news has not yet come, and neither has your father. Find out what's going on, but the situation is not good anyway, if Chaos hadn't snatched him away, I'm afraid he'd be bloodied."

"So, the world is unpredictable. Aren't you tired of taking care of yourself at such a young age? It's not your fault."

Wen Lingsheng knew that Wen Ziyuan said this to ease his heart, but he still felt a little uncomfortable.Wen Renbing's old injury was there before giving birth to him, and it often happened in winter these years. Wen Lingsheng knew it. He saw his father standing in the crowd just now, but he was actually in good spirits. Although the family members were all tied up by Chaos, just now everyone seemed to be fearless in the face of danger, and there was no chaos at all.

Wen Lingsheng lowered his eyes silently, still unable to get out of the previous incident: "It's my fault for letting Chaos go."

Wen Ziyuan reached out to hold Wen Lingsheng in his arms, and then reached out to wipe off the tears hanging on the eyelashes for the little grandson, and then said softly: "It's very precious to like this kind of mood. It's not wrong. Use this kind of Those who hurt you in their mood are at fault."

"Chaos has been planning for tens of thousands of years, even before he was in your sea of ​​consciousness, he was planning this

If it's not you, it's someone else.How can this be your fault?Your child was affected by his words and was led to a dead end. "

Wen Lingsheng lay silently in Wen Ziyuan's arms, and said in a low voice, "I have demons in my heart."

Wen Ziyuan's voice became softer and softer: "The inner demon is created by Chaos deliberately using words to guide you. It's not that your feelings are wrong. The ancient fierce gods are the most deceptive. Don't think there is anything wrong with liking the dragon god. Shengsheng, In fact, if you have someone you like, even if it is the Dragon God, we are very happy for you."

"Happy?" Wen Lingsheng looked up in astonishment, a little unable to believe Wen Ziyuan's words, "Grandpa, are you trying to coax me on purpose because you see me feeling uncomfortable?"

In ancient times, it was not uncommon for men to be together with men, but it was relatively rare.It's not that there are no male Taoist couples in the world of cultivating immortals, and there are relatively few.But with the opening up of society, the rules and exquisiteness in the world of cultivating immortals are gradually opening up, which can accommodate more diversity. This matter of finding a boyfriend is also available in various sects.

It's just that the Wen family doesn't have such a thing.

The Wen family has a peaceful temperament, and they will not interfere too much with the affairs of their parents or juniors.Wen Lingsheng doesn't fall in love or get married, and no one in his family urges him, so he just does as he pleases.

No one has ever talked to him about this, but the juniors always talk about it, asking what kind of person Wen Lingsheng likes, Wen Lingsheng has made up his mind not to fall in love or get married, so every time he says he doesn't know .

Someone introduced him to him, but he didn't feel those girls, and he never bothered them.

He didn't expect that he would be so tempted, and he didn't expect his grandfather to accept that he likes men and is the ancient dragon god so easily.

According to his thinking, even if Wen Ziyuan didn't scold him, shouldn't he tell him not to have such an unrealistic dream?

Wen Ziyuan laughed: "Grandpa, what are you doing coaxing you to do?"

Wen Ziyuan pointed out and asked Wen Lingsheng to look at the black dragon outside the barrier: "Grandpa can feel that the Dragon God cares about you very much. The barrier is as warm as spring, and you can't hear any sounds from outside." , The inside can see the outside, but people outside can't see the inside at all. This is because he is considerate of you and cares about you. He is afraid that you will freeze."

Wen Lingsheng lay back in Wen Ziyuan's arms silently, biting his lips and refusing to speak.

Wen Ziyuan didn't expect him to answer, and said softly with a smile: "To be honest, your father and I are actually quite worried about you being alone. If you want to live alone, the family won't say anything. There are so many people in the family, and everyone If I like you, everyone will kiss you, no matter who can be with you for the rest of my life. But I still think that you should experience the feeling of liking someone and being loved by others.”

"Dragon God is actually quite good. He is powerful and cares about people. Although we haven't seen it before, he must be very good-looking. Shengsheng, your vision is really good. You like Dragon God, which is very worthwhile .”

Wen Ziyuan's tone was very relaxed, as if he was talking about today's particularly good weather, he was talking about the Dragon God. Wen Lingsheng heard it in his ears, and the pain in his heart was relieved a little bit, but then he restrained himself not to fall into such a situation. In gentle and pleasant words.

He bit his lower lip and said softly: "Grandpa, this is my own feeling. I don't want to be known, and I don't want to force anything. He is the ancient dragon god, we can't say that about him. He has the responsibility to protect everything in the world , if it were someone else, he would be just as considerate and caring."

Wen Ziyuan patted Wen Lingsheng's head, the sadness in his little grandson's eyes made him feel pity, he couldn't help hugging his little grandson tightly: "Shengsheng, why don't you ask him?"

"Ah?" Wen Lingsheng was taken aback, "What are you asking?"

Wen Ziyuan said: "You and the Dragon God have very different identities and powers. No matter in the eyes of others or yourself, you are completely different individuals in different worlds. Chaos takes advantage of this and plants a new kind of existence in your heart. Bewitched."

"Grandpa doesn't know what Chaos said to you before, but Grandpa just listened to what Chaos said, saying that the Dragon God and the Goddess have contacts. Is this the doubt in your heart? Since you don't know, Why don't you ask? It will be good for you if you can make it clear."

Wen Lingsheng was silent for a while before saying: "Actually, he knows that I like him.

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This time it was Wen Ziyuan's turn to be stunned: "When did you know? Isn't it the first time you know today?"

Wen Ziyuan thought that the Dragon God, just like them, only found out about this today.

Wen Lingsheng wiped away his tears secretly, and then said: "In that underground parking lot before, I touched his body parts, and when I touched him, his dragon claws and blood turned into powder. After that, His power is attached to my body, he can sense my thoughts and thoughts, but I cannot sense his."

"Although he didn't say it, and I didn't mention it, he knew that I liked him. I worked hard to control it, but sometimes this kind of liking is really uncontrollable."

Wen Ziyuan understood: "It's been so long. Can Dragon God still sense your thoughts now?"

Wen Lingsheng shook his head gently: "I can't sense it anymore. After I improved my cultivation base, the sea of ​​consciousness became defensive, and he couldn't sense my thoughts. That's why he invaded my sea of ​​consciousness just now to check the chaos. I kind of have a demonic memory."

Wen Lingsheng straightened his body, looked at Wen Ziyuan with clear eyes that seemed to be filled with water, and said: "I know that Chaos said those words to try to provoke me and Lord Dragon God. He wanted to arouse my negative emotions. He said those words just to make me think wildly. I told him that I only believed in Lord Dragon God, and I also told myself not to think wildly, but such emotions are really difficult to control. "

"I didn't feel resentful towards Lord Dragon God as he wished. I really don't want anything from Lord Dragon God. I just want to like him silently. But I can't control my feelings towards myself. Feelings have thoughts. In fact, the demon is myself. Chaos wanted me to follow the direction he gave, but I didn't go, but I pushed my heart to the cliff, it was difficult to advance and retreat, and it was not what I wanted Yes, with this coming and going, the inner demons will be born."

Wen Lingsheng calmed down slowly now, after thinking about it back and forth, he knew what the problem was.

No matter what the reason is, the inner demons are exactly in line with Chaos' will.The negative emotions in the inner demons will provide nourishment to Chaos. After a few days of nourishment, Chaos has accumulated strength on the day when Xiao Qi launched an attack, and then escaped by cooperating with the inside and the outside.

Wen Ziyuan turned his head and looked outside the barrier, the black dragon still maintained the posture he saw when he came in just now, hovering there motionless, with the dragon's back facing them.

Wen Ziyuan looked at it for a while, then turned his head, and met Wen Lingsheng's gaze: "Shengsheng, grandpa thinks you've grown up. After so many things, grandpa really didn't expect you to think so."

Wen Lingsheng tilted his head, and smiled at Wen Ziyuan: "Dad said before that love makes people grow."

Wen Ziyuan also laughed, but he still felt sorry for his little grandson, and felt a little sad: "Grandpa still hopes that you will be happier."

Wen Lingsheng lowered his eyes and smiled, then raised his eyes to look at the black dragon outside: "This enchantment, can he not hear me outside?"

Wen Ziyuan nodded: "Yes, the Dragon God can't hear you."

Wen Lingsheng was relieved, and said softly: "I will be happy if I can stay by his side and help him. If he doesn't mention anything, then I won't say anything, and I won't ask anything. Grandpa , you know? If I can like him like this, I am very satisfied."

"It's really not easy for me to have such an opportunity to meet him. He said, this is a great opportunity given to me by heaven and earth, and this is also his vitality. I don't want to let the feelings of liking and love destroy or confuse Lose these more important things. I want to cherish this opportunity, and I also want to help him do what he wants to do."

"I have to deal with my own problems, and I have to keep my own feelings in a safe place, so I can't disturb him. There are still so many dragon veins and dragons that need my strength to repair, and I can't indulge in them for too long. What's more , and Chaos. He is still at large, I have to find him and deal with him. I can’t let him harm others anymore.”

While talking, Wen Lingsheng laughed again, "Although he made this barrier, I can really feel that the barrier is very strong. I have said so much, but he didn't respond at all. He is I really can't hear it, it's so good."

He has always carefully restrained his feelings and thoughts, for fear of disturbing Xuan Qing,

Afraid of being used by Chaos, this was the first time he expressed his innermost feelings.

Wen Lingsheng's big eyes were shining brightly, he thought, this is really fun.