with Jian Chengfeng

Uncle Jian already knows about our relationship, and he doesn't know how Jian Yan is now, is he locked in the room and whipped by a belt?Master Jian meant that he didn't agree with us being together, maybe because of Jian Yan's consideration, the tone of his speech was not very strong.

I don't know what Jianyan did to make his father so irritable. People who do things by unscrupulous methods will be like this... Be cautious.

It's not that I can't do without him, I'm just better off with him.

I have my own way to go, my goal is firm and persistent, and nothing can stop me from going forward.

Qi Feng stared at the test paper in his hand, biting the pen, but his thoughts were not on it at all.

How naive, how could it not be affected.

In short, he can see through himself. Although he doesn't show it on the surface, his emotions are very easy to be influenced by the outside world.

Mentality is not good.

That's right in short.

Qi Feng thought wildly for a while, but couldn't do the questions any more. He found the picture drawn by Jian Yan from the crack.He stared at himself above for a long time.

I didn't expect Jian Yan to draw such an ugly person as a pig, but he could draw a pretty similar one, especially with his eyes full of hostility and banditry, which is his most primitive appearance when they met.

Qi Feng put the drawing paper aside, took out a blank A[-] paper, cut it to the same size as the drawing paper, and started drawing with a pencil.

Put his head full of brief words on paper.

Qi Feng liked to draw since he was a child. If his family had no money to let him study art, he should be taking an art class instead of a science class now.

He is very talented in drawing, with accurate grasping points, good shapes and smooth lines, and the whole figure is drawn without much smearing, and it feels like it is done in one go.

After finishing the painting, he also blackened it with a water-based pen, and even wrote a paragraph in the same position

Lovesickness looks at each other but not blind date.

He chose to leave his name and date on the lower left footer:

Qi Feng & Jian Yan

November [-]nd

Qi Feng found transparent glue to stick the two pieces of paper together from the reverse side, after thinking about it, he wrote four large characters neatly on the top:

with Jian Chengfeng

Qi Feng didn't know why he wrote these four words, he just wrote what he thought in his heart.

And, the meaning of harmony, and in short; Cheng, completion, success, achievement, achievement Qi Feng.It was not until many years later that Qi Feng understood the meaning of the default layer, and did not see the real meaning.

Qi Feng stared at this patchwork painting for a long time, then silently found a textbook with a larger area, and clipped it in.

He cleared his mind of messy thoughts and refocused on his homework.

Things like time are always contrary to your ideas. You want to catch it and try your best to keep it, but it slips away from you in a hurry without a trace of stop.You want it to go, but it doesn't move as if frozen, tormenting you little by little.

Qi Feng was lying on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. He was easy to think too much, and he couldn't control his brain when he thought too much. Even if he thought about it, he couldn't stop his thoughts. Wrapping herself tightly with a quilt, her whole body trembled slightly.

Now that we are together, no matter if it is for love or for something, we have to endure it. Only by sustaining it can we have hope, and if we fail to endure it, we will die.

In this decayed and dilapidated town, in this dark corner, no one knows when he died.

Live aggrieved, die worthless.

So we must go out and grow towards the sun no matter how difficult it is.

At some point in the middle of the night, Qi Feng's tense body finally relaxed, he breathed steadily, and fell asleep very peacefully.

He had a dream all night, he dreamed that Jian Yan parked his luxury car in front of his house, and appeared in front of him in a straight suit, holding a large bouquet of bright red roses in his hand.

"Xiaofeng, I love you." Jian Yan said, "Let's get married."

He stood there in a daze and stretched out his arms to hug Hua, watching Jian Yan put a platinum ring on his hand.He also picked up another ring from the ring box and put it on for him.

"Good," he said.

After waking up from the dream, Qi Feng glanced at his hand, there was no ring on it, and there was no such person beside him.

Everything is unreal.

Qi Feng turned off the phone after it rang, and he was nestled under the quilt, not wanting to get up.Usually, whenever the alarm clock rings, he will get up quickly and start planning his day.

He lay on the bed for a long time, until Liu Xiangmei knocked loudly on the door, he got dressed and got up.

"Xiaofeng, come out for breakfast, I have something to go out, you should study hard at home." Liu Xiangmei said.

"En." Qi Feng replied, and opened the door: "Mom, where are you going? Let me go too."

"No need." Liu Xiangmei said: "It's nothing, you review at home and wait for me to come back."

"That's fine." Qi Feng said, "Call me if you need anything."

"En." Liu Xiangmei reached out her hand to touch Qi Feng's head, then put her hand down in the air, then turned and left.

Liu Xiangmei cooked noodles, and on weekends when Qi Feng didn't have to go to class, Liu Xiangmei would cook noodles for him, and when he was in class, he would let him buy breakfast outside.

Qi Feng filled a bowl and sent a message to Jian Yan while eating.

-Xiaoyan, are you okay?

- I read part of the information you gave me, and it suits me very well, thank you.

- You know, I had a dream yesterday, and guess what?

- You will never guess, I dreamed that we got married.

-Xiaoyan, if we can survive, if your father can accept us, let's get married.

- Do you think it's okay?

Jian Yan didn't reply him, Qi Feng seemed to be singing a one-man show.

Qi Feng doesn't need to love him, he can bear all the pressure alone and walk firmly towards that road.And once he fell in love, he couldn't control himself, even he couldn't predict it.

He used to say that Jian Yan was sick, but in fact he himself was seriously ill.