you are my star

After Yu Chong got home, he locked himself in the room all the time, and he didn't even bother to go downstairs except for occasional meals.

After Yu Chong's father knew that Yu Chong was asked to go home to reflect, he immediately took the time to go home. As soon as he entered the house, he threw his suit jacket on the sofa and shouted upstairs, "Yu Chong, get out of here." !"

Yu Chong's mother was sitting on the sofa watching TV, but she was so frightened by Yu Cheng's voice, she turned her head and said angrily, "What are you shouting, you just wanted to make trouble when you got home, right?"

"I'm tormenting? I don't know who is tormenting. If it wasn't for the head teacher calling me, I would never have known that this little brat was driven home by the teacher. You still kept it from me. If you weren't so used to him It has become like this now? You tell this bastard to get out of here!" Yu Cheng was not so angry at first, and it was almost impossible for Yan Hui to defend himself like this.

Yan Hui was still sitting on the sofa, picked up the remote control to turn off the TV, and then said calmly, "I won't call, your son, I want you to call yourself."

"What are you talking about? What is my son? Isn't it your son?" Yu Cheng became angrier when he heard Yan Hui say that, so he simply ignored Yu Chong, sat opposite Yan Hui, and talked to his wife first.

"Hehe." Yan Hui suddenly laughed dryly twice, and slowly brushed a few strands of hair on the side of her face behind her ears with her slender fingers painted with bright nail polish, without even looking at Yu Cheng, and then continued, "Yes I'm sure it's not my son, but I really don't know if it's your son."

Yu Cheng's eyes darkened, and he asked, "Yan Hui, what do you mean?"

"You don't know what I mean? Yu Cheng, for so many years, you go out early and come back late every day. When did you take care of me and Yu Chong? Do you dare to say that I didn't bring up Yu Chong alone? It used to be business matters. You also told me, let me help, now, wish I would not interfere in anything, just concentrate on being your husband and son at home, you go out to spend time and drink by yourself, how happy and free are you? "

"You don't understand." Yu Cheng loosened his tie and leaned back on the sofa, ignoring Yan Hui's nonsense.

"I don't know why. I think it's because you are guilty. You usually don't care about your son, but you blame me first when something happens. What qualifications do you have? You took care of him when you were young. Didn't you rely on me to drag him to such an extent? I have no complaints or regrets in raising your son for you, but you still blame me in the end, Yu Cheng, you better not let me know what you did to me, or I will make you regret it." When Yan Hui spoke, her eyes closed There was fierceness in his face, and when he stared at Yu Cheng viciously, he almost wanted to eat him.

Yu Cheng couldn't help but shudder, but he still pretended to be calm.

As soon as he came back, he and Yan Hui had such a fight, Yu Cheng didn't have the heart to teach Yu Chong any more, "gudong gudong" drank a glass of water, and said to Yan Hui, "I don't want to tell you that there is nothing wrong with it, you are menopausal Suspiciousness is too serious, take some medicine another day to adjust." After finishing speaking, he went to his room.

Yan Hui's eyes were already red at this moment, she stared at the direction Yu Cheng was leaving, then picked up the water glass on the coffee table, and slammed it on the ground, with a "pop", the glass was smashed to pieces.

There was another quarrel, Yu Chongxu closed the door and heard their conversation downstairs clearly.

Ever since he came to this house and could remember, they had always quarreled, and Yu Chong had long been used to it and became numb.

Yu Cheng is a successful businessman, with a shrewd mind and quick handling of affairs. Although he is now nearly fifty years old, his hair is not bald and his belly is not bulging.

Not to mention Yan Hui, she was a beautiful woman when she was young, and of course she is still now. She never does laundry and cooking by herself. Her long nails are painted with various kinds of nail polish all the year round. Just go shopping.Although she doesn't do housework, what she said about pulling Yu Chong up is also true, because Yu Chong's studies from childhood to adulthood are indeed taken care of by his mother, although he didn't care about the results.

Yu Chong could feel it since he was a child that his mother loves his father very much, not the kind of love that is covetous and greedy for money. This kind of love is deep in his bones, but at the same time it is humble.He remembered that when he was very young, one night because his father didn't come home all night, his mother drank too much, hugged himself tightly and said, "Yu Chong, it's best not to let me know that you belong to your father and another woman." Bastard, if you let me know, I will strangle you to death."

Yu Chong was trembling with fright in Yan Hui's arms. He didn't know what an illegitimate child was, and he didn't know why his mother strangled him to death. He didn't want to have no parents, let alone die, so he cried and begged Yan Hui, "Mom, although I am It’s not your own, but I will study hard and make money in the future, and I will repay you and my father when I grow up, please don’t strangle me.” Yu Chong thought about what the head of the orphanage taught, saying that parents would happy.

After finishing speaking, my mother suddenly hugged him tighter, crying and saying sorry.

Yu Chong was suddenly stuck in the memories of his childhood, those childhood fears and anxieties seemed to be less intense now, and more sympathy for Yan Hui.In fact, sometimes he thinks she is stupid. Although Yu Cheng was handsome when he was young, he has a shortcoming, that is, he is not very tall. If he is really someone's illegitimate child, it should be Yan Hui's.What a poor woman, Yu Chong thought.But after thinking about it, I felt that I seemed to be more pitiful than her. At least she still had her father, and her father had countless confidante, but I never knew who my biological parents were, even in the In this family, he has never felt the warmth of home, and he will not even be able to see the star that suddenly appeared in his gloomy life.

Yu Cheng only stayed at home for two days because he had other things to do, and he taught Yu Chong a lesson during dinner, but Yu Chong didn't talk back, just listened with his head down.Yan Hui didn't say anything else, she just ate her own food, a family of three, one dining table, the atmosphere was extremely awkward and depressing.

Yan Hui followed Yu Cheng and left. Before leaving, she told Yu Chong to take good care of herself and go back to school in a few days. Yu Chong nodded in agreement, but she no longer wanted to go to school.When I went to school and saw Zhao Xingjian, I was struggling again, I might as well not see him.

These days at home, Yu Chong thought a lot. What he was sure of was that his feelings for Zhao Xingjian were either impulsive or liking.As for why he fell in love with a man, Yu Chong didn't think about it, and he didn't want to think about it, because he didn't think it was such an abnormal thing, just like what he said to Jiang Nan that day, liking is liking, being with the other party It doesn't matter whether you are a man or a woman, what matters is that it happens to be this person who makes your heart beat.

But when Zhao Xing saw that he didn't like him, what he said categorically that day, every time Yu Chong thought of it, he still felt heartache.

When Zhao Xing saw the door of Yu Chong's house, he found that the door of his house was open. He rang the doorbell a few times and there was no movement. Zhao Xing put the car aside, pushed the door open and walked in.The door outside the living room was also ajar, and the light inside came out through the crack of the door. Zhao Xingjian knocked on the door, but still no one answered.

"Yu Chong, are you home? I'm Zhao Xingjian." Zhao Xingjian yelled while knocking on the door, hoping that Yu Chong could hear him, but he yelled several times, but there was still no sound.

Not at home?Are uncles and aunts here too?But the lights were on inside, so it didn't look like there was no one there.Zhao Xing muttered inwardly when he saw standing outside the door.He remembered that Yu Chong had said before that his parents were often away, so if he was home alone, if he didn't come to open the door for so long, would something happen?

Zhao Xingjian became more and more worried as he thought about it, and he didn't care about being polite, so he opened the door and walked in.

The huge living room was empty, and there was no one there.Seeing that Zhao Xing looked around and found nothing unusual, he looked up to the second floor, and suddenly found that Yu Chong was standing at the stairs on the second floor, staring straight at himself downstairs.

Seeing that Zhao Xing was so frightened that his heart skipped a beat, he unconsciously took a step back.

"Damn, you scared me to death Yu Chong, why are you silent at home? I thought something happened to you."

"I just heard it." Yu Chong's hoarse voice came from upstairs.

"Oh, are you okay? I don't think you look very good." Zhao Xingjian looked up at Yu Chong, and found that he was wearing pajamas and pajamas at home, and his slightly long hair was messy on his head. It could be seen that he hadn't taken care of himself for several days, he stood with his back to the light, Zhao Xingjian couldn't see his expression clearly, his slender body gave off an indescribable oppressive feeling.

"What's the matter?" Yu Chong asked back, but did not answer Zhao Xingjian's question.

"Well... the class teacher asked me to bring your schoolbag and the papers that were issued recently, and I brought them with you." Yu Chong ignored Zhao Xingjian's concern, which made Zhao Xingjian feel a little embarrassed, but he still explained quickly After I finished speaking, I wanted to leave quickly.

Yu Chong was stunned for a while.Zhao Xingjian didn't know whether Yu Chong would appreciate his kindness, and he was also afraid that if he said something again, the relationship between the two of them would be even more awkward, so he either stood still for a while or left, so he had to wait quietly for Yu Chong's reaction .

"I twisted my foot two days ago, and I can't go downstairs now, please bring it up for me." After a while, Yu Chong said.

Yu Chong used the word "trouble". Zhao Xingjian couldn't get used to being so polite, but fortunately, Yu Chong didn't feel ungrateful. It seemed that he also wanted to ease the atmosphere, so Zhao Xingjian trotted on without saying a word. building.

"There are papers that have been handed out in the past few days. I have sorted them out for you according to the subjects. You should do it well and come back to class next week. There are too many classes and it is difficult to make up. And why did you sprain your ankle?" Is it serious? Have you been to the hospital? Are your uncles and aunts not at home? Then it’s inconvenient for you to be alone.” Zhao Xingjian handed the schoolbag to Yu Chong with a series of concerns in his mouth.

Yu Chong looked at Zhao Xingjian, and suddenly said, "Why do you care about me?"

"What?" Although Yu Chong was close, his voice was hoarse, and Zhao Xingjian still couldn't hear what he said clearly.

Yu Chong didn't speak any more, reached out to take the schoolbag that Zhao Xingjian handed over, and then threw it on the ground with a "click".

Zhao Xingjian didn't know what Yu Chong meant, but the way Yu Chong stared at him at the moment made him feel shuddering.I didn't notice it just now, but the smell of alcohol gushing out from Yu Chong's mouth made Zhao Xingjian feel strange and scared. He had never seen Yu Chong like this before.

"Well, the schoolbag is here for you, I'm leaving first." Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Zhao Xing turned around and was about to leave.

"I didn't want to provoke you again, but you brought it to the door yourself." Yu Chong grabbed Zhao Xingjian's arm while talking, and pulled him back with all his might.