you are my star

Zhao Xingjian's father is usually very busy at work, and Zhao Xingjian rarely sees him.On weekend afternoons, Zhao Xingjian brought back the changed clothes. As soon as he entered the door, he saw his father standing at the entrance. Although he was wearing casual clothes, he was still smart and neat.

"Dad, why are you back at this hour?" Zhao Xingjian was excited and happy when he saw his father.

"What? You don't want me to come back?" Zhao Haihui joked with Zhao Xingjian with a smile. He hadn't seen his son for a long time, and felt that he seemed to have grown taller again, so he stretched out his hand and rubbed his head.

Zhao Xingjian stuck out his tongue and said, "Where can it be?"

Ye Shuya took Zhao Haihui's clothes, turned her head and handed them to Zhao Xingjian, "Go, hang them on the hanger for your dad, remember to hang them evenly."

Zhao Xing saw that Dian Dianer was going away, and said impatiently, "Got it."

Every time I hang up clothes for my father, I will hear this instruction, and Zhao Xing's ears will get callused when he hears it.

Zhao Haihui is a meticulous person in both work and life, just like every piece of his clothes must be ironed and hung neatly.Zhao Xingjian felt that this might have something to do with his father's work habits.

Dad is a policeman, and the family originally wanted Zhao Xing to grow up to be a policeman, especially grandma.But Zhao Xingjian didn't want to, he just wanted to study well in a university and then find a normal job. He liked to be with his family, and he didn't like being like his parents, who spent less time together and more separation.

Seeing that Zhao Xing had hung up the clothes for his father, he threw a bag of clothes he had brought back into the washing machine, and a pair of sneakers were dirty. Zhao Xing saw that he didn’t want to read, so he simply moved a small bench and sat in the bathroom to clean his shoes .

"See you, don't do it, just leave it alone and I'll do it for a while." Ye Shuya felt sorry for her son and called him outside.

"No, Mom, I don't want to read now." Zhao Xingjian really didn't want to read, and he has been thinking about Yu Chong recently.Having been made such a fuss by Yu Chong before, it wasn't embarrassing to meet each other, but it always felt awkward.

Parents outside were talking about the second brother having a girlfriend, Zhao Xingjian heard the words Zhao Jingchen, and his head got bigger.

"Have you met Jing Chen's girlfriend?" Zhao Haihui poured himself a glass of water, then leaned on the sofa.

"No, I also heard a few words from Mom and Qiaoqin last time." Ye Shuya searched for something in the small drawer under the coffee table while talking, then took out two bottles of medicine, and handed it to Zhao Haihui after mixing it.

"You don't have to hide it so deep next time. It's hard for me to find it. If Xingjian isn't looking here, he won't be able to see it." Ye Shuya whispered after searching hard.

"Be careful, that kid is careful." Zhao Haihui put down his cup after drinking the medicine, closed his eyes and rested his mind, and deliberately lowered his volume.

Ye Shuya sat over and massaged his temples to relax, "If your body can't bear it, you can leave things to the bottom to do. You are forbidden to drink now, and if you can't go to some dinners, don't go."

"Hey...it's not that simple, some things are beyond my decision." Zhao Haihui sighed, squinted his eyes and glanced at the bathroom, and saw Zhao Xingjian was lowering his head, brushing his shoes diligently.

"I don't know if I can see the day my son gets married..." Zhao Haihui said to himself.

Ye Shuya paused, looking at Zhao Haihui's side face, with complicated emotions, she gently held the other's hand, and then squeezed it hard.Zhao Haihui turned his head and smiled at her.

It's rare that her husband and son are at home, Ye Shuya cooked a big table of delicious food, Zhao Xing saw that he couldn't eat any delicious food at school, so he started to gobble it up when the table was served.

"Oh, eat slowly, no one will grab you." Seeing Zhao Xingjian like this, Ye Shuya felt distressed and sad.

Zhao Haihui was not very hungry, he put down his chopsticks after a few mouthfuls, and tilted his head to watch Zhao Xingjian eat.

"Dad, why do you eat so little?" Zhao Xingjian was a little surprised by his father's appetite, and he had the impression that he ate a lot.

"Hehe, I don't have much appetite today, you should eat more."

"My mother cooks so delicious food, you don't have an appetite? Dad, you can't do it." Zhao Xingjian grew up teased by his father, so the two of them get along like buddies, Zhao Xingjian is not afraid of him dad.

"It's enough for my son to grow up. When he grows up, he will marry a good wife and have a fat grandson."

Zhao Xingjian was suddenly choked by his father's words, he was really choked, he drank several sips of soup before recovering.

Why did you mention this suddenly?Zhao Xingjian didn't want to ask, because if he asked this question, it would be complicated. If Zhao Xingjian wanted to avoid it, the best way was to keep silent.

He never considered marriage, let alone having children.

He is gay, it is impossible to marry a woman in this life, and naturally he will not have children.But his parents didn't know, and he didn't know how to tell them about it, when to say it, and sometimes whether to say it or not.

Everyone in the family has high expectations for themselves. If they know that they are a different kind from others, they will not understand, or even be disappointed.

Zhao Xingjian thought about it, and suddenly lost his appetite. He put down the bowls and chopsticks and went into his bedroom, ready to pack up and go to school.

There was his mobile phone in the desk drawer, and Zhao Xingjian hadn't brought it to school since it was discovered last time.

After not using it for a long time, Zhao Xingjian pressed and turned on the phone.

"Ding dong." The system notification sounded when the message came.

Seeing a sudden burst of excitement, Zhao Xing quickly clicked on it to read, but it turned out to be a junk message without nutrition.

"What a mess." Zhao Xingjian muttered, then threw the phone back into the drawer, lay on his back on the bed and started to be dazed.

Brother, what are you doing now?Are you bothered like me?Still dating your girlfriend?

With a bunch of inexplicable and unreasonable thoughts in his mind, Zhao Xingjian felt that he was no different from a psychopath now.

He didn't want to think about it anymore, he got up, grabbed his schoolbag and went out.

The weather in summer is always changing. It was clear just now, but when I went downstairs, it was cloudy. Fortunately, it was not far from the school, so there was no need to take an umbrella. Zhao Xingjian pushed the car from the shed, rode on and left.

I don't know if it's a coincidence or what, Zhao Xingjian turned out of the alley and saw Yu Chong again. He thought that Yu Chong came to wait for him on purpose, and was thinking of saying something, when he saw Yu Chong as if he didn't see him Just rode away.

It seemed that they were just passing by, Zhao Xingjian thought, that's fine, otherwise it would be embarrassing to walk together.

Yu Chong was not riding fast, and Zhao Xing did not dare to overtake him, so he had to follow slowly behind.They used to go to school together, and sometimes they would take a small path, that is, instead of walking on the road, they would pass through a family building, which could save at least 5 minutes.

But this time, Yu Chong also walked in the same way. Zhao Xingjian watched him turn in and didn't follow. He stopped at the intersection and waited for the red light.

Looking sideways at a familiar person, Zhao Xing recognized Li Xiang at a glance because he was beaten a bit badly last time.Li Xiang was followed by another person, wearing a hat, with his back to Zhao Xingjian, although it was hard to recognize, but after thinking about it, Zhao Xingjian felt that the person wearing the hat should be Li Hang.

The two of them met, discussed something, and then followed Yu into the family courtyard.

What are you doing sneakily?Zhao Xingjian was puzzled, Li Hang and Li Xiang were not good at bothering each other, and both had fought with Yu Chong, Zhao Xingjian probably guessed that they might trouble Yu Chong, so he turned around without thinking. Also followed in.

There was no one to be seen inside, and Zhao Xingjian was riding a bicycle around inside.

The sky was getting more cloudy, and it was already dark like night after five o'clock. There was a "rumbling" thunder, and it was going to rain.

He almost walked out of the family courtyard and didn't see anyone. Zhao Xingjian stopped and looked around, thinking that if he didn't see anyone, he would go back to school directly, and nothing would happen.

Just thinking about it, a person suddenly appeared in front of him, Zhao Xing was so startled that he couldn't even hold the handlebars steadily.

"Run." Yu Chong dragged Zhao Xingjian out of the car, dragged him and ran forward.

Zhao Xingjian was still dazed, but he probably guessed something. Looking back, he saw that Li Heng, Li Xiang and another boy he didn't know were chasing after him.

Is this one against three?Really Yin!Zhao Xingjian thought angrily.

"Fuck! Don't fucking let him run away, Qiangzi, you go around and block him." Li Xiang shouted while chasing him, and finally let him seize a chance to clean up Yu Chong, but he can't let people run away.

That Qiangzi really listened to what Li Xiang said, and after Li Xiang finished speaking, he took a detour and ran away.

Li Hang and Li Xiang chased all the way, Yu Chong dragged Zhao Xingjian to run ahead, because of panic, he ran the wrong way, and was forced to a corner by going around.

The four of them faced each other, panting heavily.

"Fuck your mother Yu Chong, why don't you run away?" This time it was Li Heng who spoke first.

"Aren't you going to wait for you to hit me? You three have to deal with one of me, do you want some face?" Yu Chong said contemptuously.

"Hey, let's catch two of them now." Li Xiang smiled maliciously, and glanced at Zhao Xingjian.

Yu Chong kept Zhao Xingjian behind him calmly, and said to Li Xiang and the others, "Don't touch him, come at me for anything."

"What's wrong with him? The last time I met Zhao Xing, you beat me up. I was thinking about going to him one day to settle the score, but he came to the door by himself. Why should I not move him? "Li Heng is a person who holds grudges, not only does he hold grudges against Yu Chong, he also took part in Zhao Xingjian's incident of being beaten last time.

Only then did Li Xiang recognize that Zhao Xingjian was the one he had screwed up last time, and then he laughed even more happily, and said to Li Heng, "He is just an idiot. , I can’t even let out a fart.”

When Zhao Xing heard this, he was so angry that he taunted Li Xiang, "Yes, I was one against three at that time and never beat you, but I don't know who was kicked like a dog. Can't get up on the ground."

Seeing this, Zhao Xing angered the two people, because both Li Hang and Li Xiang were kicked to the ground by Yu Chong before and couldn't get up.Seeing what Zhao Xing said, Li Xiang was angry and ashamed, and immediately blushed. Li Heng also clenched the stick in his hand a little more, ready to do it anytime.

"Don't talk nonsense, don't even think about running away." Li Hang took another step forward as he spoke, and Li Xiang quickly followed.