you are my star

Yu Chong didn't want to buy a pot, he just didn't want to stay at home, he used to go home from work, and he could be quiet for a while by himself, but now that Tang Rui lives in, his blustering personality never stops.Yu Chong knew what Tang Rui meant, and he stayed put just to get back together, but Yu Chong knew that the two of them were not suitable at all, and would quarrel if they got together again, not to mention that he met Zhao Xingjian again now.

Sometimes Yu Chong didn't understand himself. At first he broke up with Zhao Xing, and then he made a big decision to forget him and start again. But now seeing him again, Yu Chong felt that his heart was unknowingly It was not a good feeling to be led away by him.

Zhao Xing saw that he was married and had children, and now he is divorced, but Yu Chong deliberately did not ask who he is with and how he is doing. Let go, and so do people.

Yu Chong drove around in the car bored, and somehow turned to Zhao Xingjian's house downstairs, he only came twice, and he remembered the way, the subconscious mind is really a terrible thing, Yu Chong thought.

Zhao Xing saw that their director likes to persuade people to drink, he was the one who got himself drunk last time, Yu Chong was vaguely worried that Zhao Xing would drink too much, wondering if he could handle it alone, he wanted to take out his mobile phone and call him phone, looked up and saw him standing downstairs, not far from his car.

But not only himself, but also a man in a suit, facing this side, who looked 35 years old to say the least.He grabbed Zhao Xingjian's wrist opposite him, and the two of them were very close at the moment, with ambiguous postures.Yu Chong watched, and put the mobile phone he was holding back into his pocket. Zhao Xingjian never lacked people around him.I'm such an idiot, Yu Chong thought, and then drove the car out of the community.

Zhao Xingjian watched Yu Chong's car drive away, and his excited expression faded instantly.

"Didn't you say that was your friend? Then leave without saying hello? Huh?" Ma Weixu grabbed Zhao Xingjian's wrist even more forcefully, and wrapped his other hand around his waist and brought him in front of him. belt.

"Let go." Zhao Xingjian's body was tense, but his tone was calm.

"Don't let go! Xingjian, why can't you be with me? Didn't we have a good relationship before?" The man named Ma Weixu moved his face closer to Zhao Xingjian while talking. There was still a strong smell of alcohol, and he frowned in disgust.

"First, I don't think the time we rolled into bed after drinking was called dating. Second, you are a person with a wife, children and family. I don't think it is necessary for us to have further contact. Third, I don't I like your type." Zhao Xingjian pushed his back back as hard as he could, and he wanted to keep a distance from Ma Weixu, but the other party's hands were tightly wrapped around his waist, preventing him from moving, so he tried his best to calmly explain his reconciliation. The reason why Ma Weixu can't be together is that he hopes that the other party will not come to him again in the future. After all, this kind of harassment is not the first time.

"Don't like me having sex with me? You also have feelings, don't you? Didn't you have a good time that night?" Ma Weixu's face came closer again.

"I like men, it's good to be with anyone, not just you, I'm with others..."

"Shut up!" Ma Weixu yelled angrily and interrupted Zhao Xingjian, "Don't mention another man in front of me, you can only be mine! Xingjian, I really like you, I can't forget you, I I can't stand the thought of your waist twisting on the bed that night. You are all in my mind, and I don't even feel it when I have sex with my wife. I can't wait to press you on the bed all the time, so you It's mine, you can only be mine..."

When Ma Weixu spoke, the stench of alcohol fell on Zhao Xingjian's face. With his lewd words, Zhao Xingjian felt extremely disgusted, and even had the desire to vomit. , will cause such a big trouble for myself.

Seeing that Zhao Xing didn't want to talk nonsense with Ma Weixu anymore, he didn't want to leave his patience to such a person, so he took out his free hand, raised it up and slapped Ma Weixu hard on the mouth, "Stop saying such disgusting things to me, and harass me again, I called the police."

Ma Weixu was caught off guard by Zhao Xingjian's slap, and he loosened his strength, and Zhao Xingjian broke away. He rubbed half of his face that was hurt by the slap, looked at the direction Zhao Xingjian was leaving, and kept his eyes fixed on him. scratched his ass, and swore, "Bitch."

Zhao Xingjian was thinking about what happened just now while going upstairs. If I remember correctly, the car parked downstairs just now should belong to Yu Chong. What is he doing here?Did he see himself?Why did you turn around and leave without even saying hello?Did he misunderstand himself and Ma Weixu... The more he thought about it, the more confused he became, Zhao Xingjian shook his head vigorously, thinking that if Ma Weixu came to harass him again, he would really call the police.

Taking out the key and opening the door, Zhao Xing saw Ye Shuya sitting on the sofa holding Zhao Si when she entered the door.

"Mom, why are you here?" Zhao Xingjian didn't know that Ye Shuya was coming, she hadn't come for a while.

"Why, I can't come to my son's house?" Ye Shuya smiled at Zhao Xing, her tone full of indulgence.

"Yes." Zhao Xingjian said while taking off his coat, "If you had said earlier that you would come, I wouldn't have come back so late, I would have come back earlier to accompany you."

Seeing that Zhao Xing brought him full of alcohol as soon as he entered the door, Ye Shuya knew that he had socializing at work, so she said distressedly, "It's okay, I know you are busy with work, but don't be too tired."

Zhao Xingjian nodded.

Zhao Si got out of Ye Shuya's arms, ran to the door and threw herself into Zhao Xingjian's arms, calling her daddy coquettishly.Zhao Xingjian squatted down to catch her, kissed her on the head, looked at her two twisted braids, and asked with a smile, "Who braided her hair? Grandma?"

Zhao Si nodded with a smile: "Well, grandma said it's not good to always have loose hair, so she braided two braids for me. Are you pretty, Dad?"

"Pretty." Zhao Xingjian rubbed Zhao Si's hair again, then stood up from the ground, Zhao Si sensiblely went to get the coat hanging on Zhao Xingjian's arm, and said, "I'll hang up the clothes for Dad." After speaking, he took his clothes and ran into the house.

Ye Shuya looked at Zhao Si's two braids, smiled and said to Zhao Xingjian, "She is as sensible as you were when you were young."

Zhao Xing smiled and said nothing, then sat on the sofa, took the glass of warm water his mother handed him, and asked, "How is that Zhou Qi's girlfriend?"

Zhou Qi is Zhou Zhiyang's son, Zhao Xingjian's nominal younger brother, Zhou Zhiyang is Zhao Xingjian's stepfather, a colleague of his mother's former factory, and Ye Shuya married him a few years ago.The last time Ye Shuya came to tell him that Zhou Qi had a girlfriend at school. It was nothing to worry about, but that girl was usually crazy. She was young, even if she had a girlfriend, she might not be able to get married, so she even had a fight with Zhou Zhiyang.

"Still like that, Zhou Qi's temper can't be controlled by anyone. That time, he started fighting with his father, saying that he was going to be with that girl, and that he would die for us if he said that they would break up. You What do you say? Let him go." Ye Shuya sighed after speaking, and frowned again thinking of Zhou Qi.

"Let him go" these four words made Ye Shuya say it lightly, but Zhao Xingjian felt uncomfortable when he heard it. He thought, if he twisted it a little at that time, would he also let him go.

Ye Shuya didn't know what Zhao Xingjian was thinking at this moment, and she didn't want to talk about Zhou Qi any more. She glanced at Zhao Si, who was sitting next to Zhao Xingjian, bowed her head and playing with dolls, and felt a little sad.

Coaxing Zhao Si to fall asleep, Zhao Xingjian took a bath and was ready to rest, Ye Shuya boiled some pear soup at night, filled a small bowl and brought it to Zhao Xingjian.Zhao Xingjian was sitting on the sofa drinking, and remembered that when he was young, every time he caught a cold and his throat was uncomfortable, his mother would make pear soup for him to drink, and he could sing folk songs the next day after drinking it.

"Xingjian, you said that Zhao Si is getting bigger and bigger, and you have a child with you, so you never thought about finding another one? You are not young now..."

Here it comes again... Zhao Xingjian remembered that the last time his mother said this to him was a year ago.

"Mom, didn't I tell you very clearly before, I like men, and I can't change it." Zhao Xingjian once tried to have a girlfriend in order to reassure his mother, but they all failed. He just likes men , There is no way to go against your own heart and hurt others.Being separated from Yu Chong was probably the most regrettable thing Zhao Xingjian had ever done in his life, so he didn't want to go against his heart again, he wanted to live for himself once.

Ye Shuya still couldn't understand. He asked Zhao Xingjian, "But you are not with Jiang Nan, but with Zhao Si..."

Zhao Xingjian said impatiently: "That was an accident, besides, Jiang Nan and I are divorced now, so don't mention her in front of me anymore."

Ye Shuya knew that Zhao Xingjian didn't like to listen, so she didn't say anything anymore. Over the years, she seemed to have gradually accepted the fact that Zhao Xingjian liked men, but Ye Shuya was still worried that he had no one around him for so many years.

Yu Chong came out of Zhao Xingjian's community and went straight to the bar. It wasn't until he got drunk that he calmed down a bit.See Zhao Xing, you don’t want to be with me when you’re with anyone, so what am I, all the sincerity I’ve given to you is nothing...

Returning home drunk, Yu Chong flung himself on the bed, and found a photo from the bedside drawer. That photo was when he and Zhao Xingjian were just together, and when they went to the outskirts of the city with Jiang Nan. It was taken. In the photo, Zhao Xing smiled and stretched out his hand to beg him silly. Yu Chong was standing next to him. Where the camera couldn't capture it was their tightly holding hands.

Yu Chong watched and suddenly wanted to cry.

Tang Rui groped into Yu Chong's room again, seeing him so drunk and suffering, made him feel uncomfortable too.Yu Chong had already fallen asleep, still holding the photo in his hand, Tang Rui looked at Yu Chong's hand, and saw a young boy standing next to Yu Chong, with bright eyes and white teeth, and a high-spirited appearance, Tang Rui It seemed that he suddenly understood why Yu Chong loved him.

Yu Chong turned over and felt someone beside him, so he hugged him into his arms. Tang Rui was startled, but he also lay quietly in Yu Chong's arms, looking up at his handsome and well-defined face, holding back I couldn't help reaching out and touching it.

Yu Chong frowned, tightened Tang Rui's grip even more, and muttered, "Hey, Xing Xing, don't make trouble."

Tang Rui's hand slipped down again, he clenched his fist and slapped Yu Chong's chest lightly, and said in a low voice, "From now on, you'll be cheap, I won't be with you anymore."