you are my star

Zhao Jingchen rushed back because there was no class that afternoon, because it was snowing and the road was hard to go, and it was delayed for a while, otherwise he would have arrived earlier.

They sat at Zhao Xingjian's house for a while, and then discussed going to grandma's for dinner at night.Now Zhao Xingjian's uncle's family has moved out, so only the third uncle's family and grandma are left in the yard. They say they are going to grandma's place for dinner, that is, for a meal. After the meal, Zhao Xingjian still lives at Zhao Jingchen's house.

Zhao Xing’s grandma is almost 70, but her body is still very strong. She likes to hang out with old ladies in an alley when she has nothing to do. She can walk for half a day from one end to the other. In this small county, old ladies Walked more than Zhao Xingjian.

The old man passed away a few years ago, and the old lady was sad and depressed for a long time, and then she came out slowly, and she was more and more focused on caring for her grandchildren.The old lady has three sons. The eldest son got married early, but he has never had any children after marriage. The relatives have many children, but they are poor and cannot afford to support them. They brought a boy here, and the old lady loves her as a grandson.Later, the eldest daughter-in-law became pregnant and gave birth to a daughter.Later, Zhao Jingchen was born in the third oldest family.The second son got married the latest, so Zhao Xingjian became the youngest in the family.

The old lady felt that the males in the family were prosperous, and there was only one daughter for two generations, so she loved her granddaughter. She named her Bei Bei, and she held it in her hand for fear of falling, and held it in her mouth for fear of melting.Then there is Zhao Xingjian, who has the least pain. He has been used to it since he was a child, no matter what he wants, he will buy anything.As a child, whenever Zhao Xing saw him fall on the ground, no matter how far Zhao Jingchen was away from him, he would be scolded.After a long time, Zhao Jingchen didn't get used to being scolded because of Zhao Xingjian, so that the two of them became older later, and Zhao Jingchen deliberately teased Zhao Xingjian about it.

After entering the courtyard, Zhao Xingjian began to shout at the top of his voice: "Grandma, the second brother is back!" The old lady was silent in the room, she might have gone out. Zhao Jingchen said, "Sure enough, he's not at home."

Zhao Jingchen nodded, and raised his chin towards his own house, "Then go to my house and sit for a while."

Seeing that Zhao Xing was more active than Zhao Jingchen, before Zhao Jingchen finished speaking, he rushed into the room, startling his third aunt who was walking out with the dishes.Yang Qiaoqin was still in shock, and patted Zhao Xingjian's shoulder with one hand, and said with a smile, "Be careful." After speaking, he walked out of the house, and Zhao Jingchen asked, "Mom, why are you going?"

"Didn't you have dinner at your grandma's tonight? I'll pack everything first."

"Then shall I help you?"

"No, you can lead Xingjian to sit in the room for a while and watch TV. If you watch him, don't run around and just help me."

The third aunt's voice got farther and farther away. Zhao Xingjian looked at Zhao Jingchen and scratched his head in embarrassment.

The room is a bit cold, the radiator is not hot, and there is only a small radiator next to the sofa. Zhao Xingjian is sitting on the sofa watching TV, holding his hands on the radiator to keep warm, but only his hands are warm, not his body.

"If grandma doesn't come back later, I'll look for her. I'm afraid she will fall when the road is slippery after dark," Zhao Xingjian said.

Zhao Jingchen was sitting next to him and flipping through a book. Hearing what Zhao Xing said, he didn't look up and asked, "Do you want me to follow you?"

Zhao Xingjian said, "No, I'm not a child."

Zhao Jingchen let out a "hmm" and didn't speak any more.

Zhao Xingjian approached Zhao Jingchen to see what he was looking at.

"What pain kiss song?" Feeling like a youth pain novel, Zhao Xingjian raised his head and smiled and asked Zhao Jingchen, "Second brother, why are you still reading this? What is it about?"

"Ah, just started watching, just take a look." Zhao Jingchen said.

"Oh." Seeing that Zhao Jingchen was not in the mood to tell himself, Zhao Xingjian stood up from the sofa, stretched his arms, and said, "I'll pick up grandma." Then he went out.

Zhao Jingchen closed the book.In fact, he has read this book once, and he doesn't know why he wants to read it again during the holiday.What are you talking about?The rise and fall of a family?The ups and downs of the fate of several generations?Or is it the forbidden relationship between cousins?Zhao Jingchen didn't know either, obviously this book didn't attract him much, but he always wanted to read it.

Looking at the direction Zhao Xingjian left, Zhao Jingchen thought, why did he lie to him just now.But even if I tell him, how much can he understand?Just like Zhao Xing saw what he wanted to do, how much could he understand?He's still just a kid.

Zhao Jingchen sighed at the empty room, then stared outside the door and began to stare blankly.

In the evening, the family had a happy meal, and Zhao Xingjian went to sleep in Zhao Jingchen's room according to the "convention".I don't know if it was Zhao Jingchen's request, or the third aunt knew that she would grow old in the future, so she changed the big bed on purpose.But now this bed can sleep two young men completely, and it will never be crowded, so now Zhao Jingchen has no need to drive people away.

Zhao Xing saw that the more he thought about it, the happier he became, and he laughed unconsciously.

"Look, you're so happy, why don't you just change to a big bed? Can you still roll on it? Wash your feet and go to sleep." Zhao Jingchen said while throwing a towel to Zhao Xingjian.

Seeing that, Zhao Xing naturally didn't dare to let Zhao Jingchen know the smallness in his heart, so he obediently took the towel and went out to wash his feet.After a while, he came in with slippers on.

Zhao Jingchen had already gone to bed, and was lying facing the wall with his back to Zhao Xingjian.

Seeing whether he was asleep or not, Zhao Xing didn't dare to make a loud noise. He turned off the light and went to bed cautiously.

"Second Brother?" After lying down for a while, Zhao Xing called out tentatively seeing that he couldn't fall asleep.

no response.

"Second brother?" called again.

Still no response.

"Hey..." Zhao Xingjian sighed, turned his back to Zhao Jingchen, and wrapped the quilt around his body.

He couldn't sleep, as long as Zhao Jingchen was beside him, he couldn't sleep, but he was still willing to sleep in the same bed with Zhao Jingchen, and he was willing to sleep next to him.Zhao Xingjian thought, is this what he calls a cheap?

Zhao Xingjian began to think wildly again, thinking that Zhao Jingchen has grown up and gone to college now, is there any beautiful and gentle girl in college?Will he get married in the future?Will he lie on the same bed with the girl he likes like this when he is married?Then he will definitely hug her, instead of turning back to back and ignoring each other like they are now.

Every time Zhao Xingjian thought this way, he felt a hand tightly clutching his heart, which hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.

Zhao Jingchen still didn't respond, probably really fell asleep.

Zhao Xingjian was so angry that he buried his head in the quilt. The quilt must have been newly found for him by his third aunt. Before he had time to dry it, there was a musty smell mixed with mothballs, which was really not very pleasant.After taking a few deep breaths, Zhao Xing saw that he couldn't bear it any longer, so he stuck his head out of the quilt, and exhaled vigorously.

Zhao Jingchen turned around suddenly, touched Zhao Xingjian's head with his hand, and asked him softly, "What are you doing? You don't sleep in the middle of the night."

Zhao Xing saw a "buzz" in his head, and the place where his scalp was attached to Zhao Jingchen's hand began to heat up.

"No...it's nothing." He stammered.

"Go to sleep, I'm exhausted after sitting in the car for several hours, please calm down." Zhao Jingchen was really tired, and he was tired of speaking.

"Oh." Seeing that Zhao Xing was really honest, he didn't dare to move, because he was afraid that Zhao Jingchen's hand would be removed from his head if he moved, so he was careful.

But fortunately, Zhao Jingchen was so sleepy that he fell asleep almost instantly, so he kept touching Zhao Xingjian's head and forgot to take his hand away.