[Pseudo Comprehensive Comics] Time Ruins

"Real name, do you still remember the date before you lost consciousness? If you didn't lose your memory during this period, then the only possibility is time-space jump."

Yes he was asking me.

Regarding such a fantasy story that may travel from the past to the future, people around the party asked me to travel through time in a tone of "Oh, it's so interesting, tell me how you came here".I haven't decided whether it is time-space jumping yet, and someone has told me the possibility.I really don't know if I should be happy.

Sometimes I really feel that I should think about whether I am overly dependent on Akise in some aspects, and I have discussed this with him so easily, which should have been swallowed in my stomach.But since I was a child, I basically discussed everything with him...

It can also be said that it is a bad habit that I have developed over the years... Ah, I have grown up, and I can admit that this is a bad habit so frankly.

"On the day I went to the park with Mr. Xuehui. When you first appeared in front of us, I lost consciousness..."

Even thinking about it now makes me feel extremely ashamed.

"But this doesn't confirm the fact that I jumped, does it? It's very likely that I forgot... or something."

The same thing happened before, with memory wiped or something.Generally speaking, this aspect is not immediately thought of.

"That's true." Akigase lowered his eyes slightly, which was an inertial movement of his thinking.Although I really don't want to say that, but the slightly lowered eyes make him look even more beautiful. Although it's a little bit of a bad word to describe a boy as beautiful... But with his delicate face, I really can't think of any good adjectives.It is said that people look the most beautiful when they are serious, and it is true.But I guess I'll never say that in my life.

"Indeed, I can't think of a better reason to prove the possibility of your real name. If you lose your memory, it is not impossible to cause the illusion of time and space."

"Then, let me look for evidence during this time."

He gave that confident smile I'm familiar with.

Ahh... As expected, no matter what time it is, this guy is full of confidence in himself... But how can this kind of thing be investigated.

Akigase said to go back to his house first, saying that he forgot to bring some documents.

"Are you planning to transfer the position to my house..."

"No way, who made someone sick, if I don't take care of you, you will fend for yourself? If you don't want this, please get well soon~"

"..." Can't refute.

After he left, I got up from the bed, and when I walked in front of the mirror, I found that I was much thinner than before.I don't know what exhausting things I did during this time.But if you really think about it... it seems that there are only sin songs.

I don't know what kind of exercise I did.Now she is still tirelessly thinking about it in her mind... But when this kind of memory is defective, her thoughts give me an inexplicable sense of peace of mind. Sure enough, no matter what time it is, she basically has nothing to worry about. change it.It is estimated that when her voice is gone, she may feel that something is missing.

Of course, there is still a certain distance for me to reach this level now.

I haven't stayed in my room for a long time, and it feels a little strange.The surrounding furnishings have basically remained the same, but this is of course.I probably haven't lived for long...and I'm not a person who likes to make changes to the furnishings of the house.But if you take a closer look, it is indeed different.

"……what is this."

I picked up the book on the table, and there was a fine lock on it... It looked like a diary.But I don't have the habit of keeping a diary at all. Whose could this be?But since it's in my room, it should belong to me, so it shouldn't matter if you look at it.

There was no key, so I simply cut the lock and opened the book.

"..."

The inside is basically blank, only a few words are written on the first page.

[A memo diary for the real name. 】

In order to avoid the situation where memory is erased by DUES, write down here the things that must never be forgotten.

…………

Week 20XX3/21

[A memo diary for the real name. 】

In order to avoid the situation where memory is erased by DUES, write down here the things that must never be forgotten.

Although you should be the only one here who can understand the font on it, just in case, just burn it after reading it.

The key has been thrown away, but if you still have memory, you won't look through this book.So it is faster to destroy the lock directly next time.That's what I said, but since you've seen this, it means you've already done so.

Sure enough, talking to yourself is the fastest.So, no more nonsense.

Absolutely to prevent Akigase's death.

Because I don't know if I will follow Xuehui-kun until the third week, so there is only one chance.

Absolutely stop it!This is something that amnesia cannot forget.

Gently putting down the pen, the girl let out a soft breath.

"That way, there should be no problem."

Before she had the name Shimizu's real name, she knew the world she was in.

There are occasional yellow turban thieves in yellow clothes nearby, as well as blue squares with blue logos.Walking on the road, I occasionally see a black motorcycle without headlights and engine passing by.She knew that the Yellow Turban Thief was led by a seemingly thin high school student, and that the headless horseman riding a black motorcycle actually had a very handsome name called Celty.

In fact, the moment I opened my eyes, I was frightened for a while when I heard that I was called my real name. Fortunately, when I was able to walk, I found that I did not have long pink hair, and my surname was not Sakuraman but Shimizu. It sounds like a very popular surname.There is no younger brother by his side, but a white-haired childhood sweetheart instead.

His name is Akigase or.

The moment I heard this name, I struggled with my real name for a long time.

Sure enough... Maybe it would be more competitive to be born a boy and become a childhood sweetheart with him?The fact that Akigase might like Amano Xuehui is almost ingrained in her mind, just as Nagisa is destined to have a good impression of Ikari Shinji.

Although she didn't think about it at all at the time, why should she consider the issue of competitiveness.

However, such doubts probably only arose during the first year of his birth.Soon she discovered that the other party was an ordinary little kid except for a little precocity, no matter how smart and wise.There may have been times when she was stupid when she was a child, so she teased Xiao Akise or teased her very happily.

Or rather, teasing future observers gave her a sense of accomplishment.Face pinches and the like are completely out of the question, anyway, it is common sense for children to fight each other.The parents of both sides have no idea at all except that the relationship between the children is so good.

He had no idea that a guy who only had a loli appearance was unilaterally bullying children.

After four or five years like this, it is time for children to become conscious.

Compared with children of the same age, Akigase feels extremely cold, or it should be said that he has almost no emotion when looking at things.Being in a daze every day and not communicating with others, sometimes she even had the illusion that the child was just an empty shell, but for some reason he only resisted her teasing.

...Is it because she teased her since she was a child, and resistance has become a conditioned reflex?

She used to complain about herself like this.

However, after a period of time, he suddenly returned to his normal state... Perhaps it is more appropriate to say that he has regained his soul than normal.Then the situation between them began to be one-sided.

"I found it. The real name, if you want to hide it next time, it's better to hide it in a hidden place. Like the top of the refrigerator or something, I can find it soon."

"..."

"real name?"

He was answered by the girl slamming the door angrily.

Akigase may express her innocence.

What... what!He's obviously just a brat, yet he actually mocked her!The girl who thinks she is mature begins to act as childish as if she assimilated with her body, but because her body is a child, she is taken for granted.Like accidentally spilling soup on the other person, or secretly eating the other person's dessert while eating, etc. Basically, she has done everything a child can do.

But the results are often completely different from what she thought.

"Ah, I'm sorry, my hand slipped just now, do you want a tissue?"

"It's okay, I escaped."

"..."

"By the way, this is today's dessert. I saw you liked it last time."

"..."

During her last year of kindergarten, Zhenna stopped her behavior and then sank into total self-loathing.

What the hell am I doing... This kind of behavior can't be compared to kindergarten.Sure enough, it was assimilated by the brain!

From then on, she began to feel ashamed to see her childhood sweetheart again, so she began to avoid him everywhere.In a state of meeting and saying hello, turning around and running.

This continued until the hijacking incident in elementary school.

That was the first time she hated her own incompetence, she could not do anything despite her mature thinking.Even if you are not afraid of being kidnapped, there is no way to solve the problem.But Qiu Lai dealt with the culprit, stood in front of her and stretched out his hand to her with a smile. Even though he was still a young child, he could show a soothing smile.

"Go back, real name."

"……Um."

That's when she took his outstretched hand and swore it wouldn't happen a second time.

I'll do it next time...

Thinking about it now, that was the first time she had a sense of belonging to this world.

This is not her world, but it is the world she is in now.She was the same in the past world as she is now, there is no difference.Then the boy next to her also existed in her life, not one of the characters in the comics, but really existed beside her, but she didn't understand this truth until then.

"What would you do if the world ended?"

"Do what you want to do most before you die." At that time, the young man was holding a note, and after hearing the question, he thought for a while and quickly gave the answer. "And what about your real name?"

"...just like you."

Definitely won't let you die.

The so-called obsession is only produced for a moment.

After thinking about it, I turned to the last page of the notes for my real name and wrote:

20XX7/21 Akigase or death

There is only one month left until the plot begins.

"Real name, Mr. Jun is already waiting for you downstairs~ Hurry up and get out."

Her mother's yelling from outside the door interrupted her thoughts, and she looked up to see that the hands of the clock were already pointing to seven.If you don't go out, you will be late.

"I see."

She replied in this way, opened the curtains, and the boy in the white shirt downstairs was looking up, met her sight, and smiled at her, his crimson eyes slightly curved.

"Come down when you're ready."

...This is the existence she wants to protect no matter what.