only care about you

Certainly not.

Natsume behaved very well this time, and let him kiss and hug all the time.But Zichang was still indescribably sad. When he thought of the reason why Natsume was crying, he felt unspeakable pain and anger.

What on earth is Natori Monday, worthy of your love for him?

【nineteen】

Dechang hugged Natsume and kept stroking his back to comfort him, but it didn't work, the child was crying too sadly.The scene even began to regret, this revenge seems to be meaningless, is it really so important who wins and who loses?Instead, Natsume and himself are being dragged down.

I don't want to do this anymore.

But I don't want to lose you either.

How to do it?

"Homeowner..."

The servant knocked on the door.

"what's up?"

"Those people left without permission."

"...Let them go, let them go."

"……Yes."

The servant's footsteps gradually faded away.

Dechang carried Natsume to the bed and let him lie down, then covered him with a quilt and went out to fetch some water himself, and helped Natsume wipe his face.

Dechang wrung out the towel and patiently wiped the sweat on his forehead and the tears on his face.

He let him wipe without saying a word, his red eyes from crying were swollen and sore all the time, he felt like he couldn't open them, and his head was dizzy.

Looking at his dull eyes, which are getting smaller and smaller, and the long eyelashes are still blinking, you can tell that he is sleepy from crying and wants to sleep.He dried his hands, then put the towel into the basin, couldn't help but gently stroked Natsume's smooth cheeks with his hands, and said dotingly, "Are you sleepy? Go to sleep."

Then he leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips, and walked out.

After the scene was gone, Natsume dared to fall into a deep sleep with peace of mind.He was very annoyed about Natori, he didn't want to think about it anymore, he just wanted to have a good sleep.But not long after sleeping, he was woken up again by someone shaking, and when he opened his eyes, it was Tanuma.

"Tanuma...?"

"Natsume... have you ever cried?"

"Well...it's okay." Natsume forced a smile.

"I heard from them, is that Natori going to get married? I knew that a good-looking playboy like him would not be single-minded in his love! That bastard... next time I meet him, I will definitely help you Teach him a lesson!"

Although Natsume was angry and sad at this moment, he still didn't want the person he liked to be said behind his back, so he quickly changed the topic, "Tanuma, why did you come here?"

"Ah... I'm here to save you. The fat lady said that monsters in this house are difficult to get close to, so she asked me to help, and then happened to meet someone who knew my father, so I took the opportunity to ask him to bring me in. This The trees on this mountain grow abnormally, as if someone deliberately planted them one by one. Although there are roads, many roads are connected together. If one is not careful, one will go back to the original place. It is difficult for unfamiliar people to go up, and it is easy to get lost if there is no one to go down the mountain..."

Is he necessary?Do this for revenge?Natsume thought.

"I have been here for a week, and I go down the mountain with a servant to buy vegetables every day. It may take a few weeks to find out the terrain here. I came here today to tell you about this, when I get familiar with it The way down the mountain, and then I will take you away."

"Hey...how are you going to take me away? Dechang will send people to guard the gate every day, not letting me go out, not to mention, he often watches me personally at home."

"Don't worry about this. I know almost all the uncles at the gate. The friend of the servant I bought vegetables through... Although he is not a good person, he brought some drugs... When the time comes, we will Find a night to act. Uncle has me there, and it’s not difficult to put some medicine in their wine. On the other side, it’s up to you. I’ll give you the medicine when the time comes, and you find a way to let him take it, and wait for them If you faint, I will take you away."

Tanuma became more and more excited as he talked, and his eyes accidentally showed uncontrollable joy.Natsume looked at him silently, then said, "Tanuma, thank you."

Tanuma scratched the back of his head in embarrassment, turned his gaze away from Natsume, and said falteringly: "No... nothing... because... I like you... But, I just like you and don't ask for anything in return, hehe." Then he showed a very innocent smile.

Natsume looked at his smile and laughed too.He no longer avoids this good friend saying he likes him, because this liking is really simple. After coming to Chang's house, he hasn't felt such a simple thing for a long time.He felt like a piece of wood that had been moldy for a long time, and now the sun was finally shining.It doesn't matter if he can escape or not, and it doesn't matter if Natori's marriage is hidden or not. It's enough for someone to think about him, plan for him, and show such a beautiful smile for him.

Tanuma, thank you for everything you have done for me.

Natsume's smile is so pretty.

Dechang retracted and held his right hand on the door that was only opened a small crack, tried the porridge in his left hand, and it was already a bit cold.

It's time to warm up this naughty kitten again.

Then he turned and left.

【twenty】

Tanuma and Natsume couldn't say a few more words, because there were servants outside called Tanuma.

Tanuma patted Natsume's hand, "Wait until I take you out."

"...Yeah." Natsume nodded, watched Tanuma walk out of the room, and then couldn't sleep anymore, he was very confused.

"Natsume, are you awake?"

Dechang walked in with a bowl of porridge, saw Natsume sitting on the bed, smiled, and gently closed the door.

"Come, have porridge."

The field let Natsume lean in his arms, to feed him.

"I'm not sick, I don't want you to feed me." Natsume got up and escaped from his embrace, and moved to the other side of the bed in anger.

"Then you eat it yourself." Dechang stretched out his hand and handed the porridge in front of him.

Natsume looked at it, and didn't raise his hand to knock it over again, "I don't want to eat now."

Dechang put the porridge on the side cabinet, "Then let's go for a walk, the moon is beautiful today."

Natsume turned to look at him, with an expression of saying "OK?"

Natsume got up, took a piece of clothes to put on, and then walked out, which was a tacit agreement.

The field raised a smile and followed out.

The moon outside is really nice, round and bright, there is no dark cloud around the big moon, the whole sky is very wide and quiet, only one or two very small stars can be seen faintly.In addition to the lights projected from the room, the courtyard is covered with silver and white.Although it is cold on the mountain, the air is very good.

Natsume let out a long breath of relief, a small stream of white air came out of his mouth, and disappeared in an instant.

"The weather has become very cold." Dechang said.

"Yeah." Natsume answered in a barely audible voice.

Neither of them spoke, they just stood in the courtyard.

Natsume's eyes were already swollen from crying after sleeping for a while.There is still a feeling in the nasal cavity that is not the same as usual after crying.

Now he still feels uncomfortable, and he is not at a loss.Don't want to think about Natori anymore, but his face just keeps coming to mind, and Natsume looks around, trying to divert attention.

At this moment, Chang grabbed his hand, "Let's go for a walk in the backyard."

The man's hands are warm.Natsume didn't get rid of him, but followed him forward.

They went from house to house and took him to the pool in the backyard.

The full moon was reflected in the water, and a dark shadow could be vaguely seen swimming in the water. Natsume thought, it should be a fish.

"How do you feel? Do you feel much refreshed?"

"...when can I go home?"

"Are you cold?" Dechang deliberately changed the subject.

"?"

"I mean, your hands are cold."

Natsume withdrew his hand abruptly, forget it, if you don't want me to go back, I will leave soon.

Dechang smiled and hugged him in his arms, "If it's cold, just hide in my arms."

Natsume pushed his chest, but couldn't break free, the man held him tightly.

"Don't move, let me hold you for a while. Just for a while." There was a bit of pleading in the field's tone, and Natsume stopped resisting.

The strength of Dachang's hug was also a little looser, he rested his chin on his forehead, and kept stroking his hair with his right hand, as if he was coaxing a child who was about to fall asleep, his movements were gentle, unlike the always irritable Field Jingji.

Xia Mu's head was always buried in his neck, because it was very close, the air he inhaled was warm, and it was full of the faint scent of incense from Di Chang's body.The surrounding was very quiet, coupled with the gentle caress of the field, Natsume closed his eyes and felt that he was about to fall asleep.Suddenly the tip of his nose was itchy, he subconsciously arched towards Dechang, and when he remembered that the person who was hugging him was Dechang, he raised his head to look at him in embarrassment.

This person stared at him with his left eye, his eyes were full of tenderness, and his expression was even a little grateful. He tried to slowly bring his face closer. Although he knew what he wanted to do, he suddenly didn't want to reject him at this moment, so he said Touched his softer lips.

Yusama kissed Natsume's lips ten times more gently than usual, Natsume only responded once or twice before his legs went limp.Although it's been a while since the field has touched him, he's still quite sensitive about this kind of thing.So the field grabbed his arm and wouldn't let him flinch.After kissing so affectionately for a while, Touchang realized that he didn't want to continue, so he let him go.

Natsume lowered her head in embarrassment, she liked him when she looked like a little daughter-in-law, and then kissed him on the cheek again.

Natsume took a step back immediately, "It's too cold by the water, let's go back."

It's "we", not "I".

"Okay." There was joy in everyone's voice, "Let's go back."

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