only care about you

He found a bench by the side of the road and sat down, buried his face deeply in his hands, his shoulders twitched like he was crying, but in fact it was just a helpless wry smile.He raised his head slowly, managed to open his eyes a little in the heavy rain, looked at the thunderstorm sky, and thought in his heart, why not just chop me to death like this...

Natsume is just a child, I have done so many cruel things to him, but I don't think about whether his age and body can bear it, and I just forcefully impose this set of robbery in the world of adults For him, I'm such a jerk... Why couldn't I resist confessing my love back then, why didn't I live a stable life after we were together... If he died, would I still have the face to continue living...

In the past, Natori never complained about himself. He didn't suffer much since he was a child, and after he became an adult, he was a big star who was admired by stars everywhere. In his subconscious, there was a kind of "my fault is all other people's fault." Wrong" misunderstanding.But now, after facing so many things, he began to seriously consider whether he was wrong, whether he was too extreme and selfish in doing things.

Before he could finish his thoughts, a car stopped in front of him.The agent got out of the car with an umbrella and directly pulled him up from the bench.

Natori staggered for a moment, and was numbly dragged into the car.

"Natori, you're crazy, aren't you? It's raining so hard and it's thundering, don't you want to die sitting outside without an umbrella? If you want to die, just say it, I'll just give you a knife!"

"Give me a knife." Natori looked dazed and haggard as if he had just woken up from a dream. Seeing the manager's eyes blinking in doubt, he added, "I'm serious, life is really boring. If you can I'm dying right now, and I'll be grateful to you."

The agent said in his heart, if you want to die quickly, you can just jump off the building.

Of course, he wouldn't say that.Because Natori seems to be in a particularly bad mood now, maybe he really ran to jump off the building after being provoked by him, and his boss could strangle him to death.The reason why he can appear on Natori's side now is thanks to the boss who passed by here and found a young man who looked like Natori Monday on the side of the road, and then called him to scold him and told him to put it down immediately Drive over to see what is in hand, and stop Natori from doing things that will destroy his image.

Seeing how sad he looked, the agent didn't want to get angry, so he patted him on the shoulder and said gently like a brother: "It's that kid from last time again? You sent him to the hospital again?"

Natori closed his eyes, leaned heavily on the back of the chair, and said after a long silence, "This time, maybe he won't wake up again..."

The agent took a deep breath, "It's so serious... Natori, I'm not talking about you, can you be a little more cautious in doing things? Didn't I tell you last time that the child is not in good health, why are you so memoryless? How about it? No matter how much you like □, you have to stop it! Although you are gay, isn’t it good to live in peace for a long time? You see, your wife in name doesn’t care about you, you think about it with your lover alone. Just do whatever you want, you can't live a good life, do you have to do these things to arouse your interest..."

He wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Natori.

"No, we are no longer lovers, he has long wanted to get rid of me..." His voice was weak, and his eyes were still closed.

"What did you say? Last time he didn't say..."

"I made him say those things...I know I was wrong...but what should I do..." Natori bowed his head and sobbed.

After a while of silence, the agent said, "Where is that child now?"

"……at my place."

The manager drove to Natori's house, "I'll take you back to have a look..."

"No...don't go back, I don't want to go back..."

Natori opened his eyes suddenly, came over to grab the steering wheel, and almost ran into a taxi next to him. Fortunately, the manager stepped on the brakes to avoid the accident.He looked at Natori in shock, "You really want to die, don't you?! Don't pull me if you want to die!"

"..."

"You also know that you made him look like this. You said that if you don't go back and take a look now, are you still a man?!" The manager accidentally said what was in his heart.

"...I feel like I'm not even human."

The manager sighed helplessly, and shook his head, "Natori, you're usually pretty smart, why are you so upset when something happens to you? No matter what happened, it's no use blaming yourself , let's think about how to make up for the mistakes. Escape is not the way, you can't escape for a lifetime, you have to face it. Go back with me to see whether the person is dead or alive, and whether you can save him, and you will blame yourself when the matter is over Okay? You said you ran out because of the wrong situation, and left him alone at home, don’t you want to kill him more? "

"Asuka is there..."

The manager was stunned, "Natori, I really convinced you. What happened to you and let a woman stand up to you? How did you become like this? This is not the you I knew before!" Seeing that Natori didn't say anything, he added He said, "Okay, okay, go back with me first, let's solve things together."

Natori didn't speak, so the manager took it as his acquiescence, turned around and drove away.Looking at the bewildered Natori, he murmured in his heart, what kind of big star is this, just a child.The vacation is over... What are you kidding, just bringing this ghostly look to the crew can scare the director to death.Alas, I, an old lady, have to follow behind to clean up the mess.What kind of manager am I? I'm just a nanny...

【Fifty】

Natori didn't go very far, so the manager quickly took him home.After getting out of the car, he stood at the door in a daze and refused to go in. The manager pushed him behind with an umbrella, and finally pushed him into the house.

"Look, you're all wet, go into the bedroom and change clothes..."

Natori still didn't move, the manager turned his sore neck helplessly, "You're still young, you still want me to carry you upstairs, right?"

"He, he's upstairs... Forget it, let me go out to get some air..." Natori said, turned around and wanted to go out again, but the manager hurriedly stopped him.

Asuka probably heard the commotion downstairs, stuck her head out from the stairs, saw Natori came back, she ran downstairs without saying a word.When she ran to Natori, she almost gave him a big mouth.

"You still know to come back?!" Asuka looked like a housewife blaming her husband for being late, and the manager suddenly felt that standing here was a bit redundant.

Natori looked at her expressionlessly.

"You... What are you looking at, hurry up and help, my dad has already given him medicine."

"Take medicine?!" The manager yelled, "Didn't you call the doctor for such a serious injury?!"

"What are you calling a doctor? Why are you making such a fuss! What are you doing with our family? What are you messing with!"

"All right, all right, I've come here to help out of good intentions, but I've turned into meddling. I don't care. If you make trouble, clean it up yourself."

"What's killing people, you don't want us on purpose, do you..."

Seeing that these two people were about to pinch each other, Falcon Dou's faint voice came from upstairs, "Miss, that boy has woken up."

When Natori heard it, he rushed up like an arrow, and the manager quickly followed behind. Asuka was afraid that he would know about the demon world, so she stopped him.

"It's nothing to do with you, don't follow me." Asuka put on an air of a young lady, speaking very arrogantly.

The manager felt embarrassed, but he didn't show mercy. He stared and said, "You think I have nothing to do, so I'm happy to come to your house to mix in, right? That's my artist, can't I take care of it? !"

"No! This is our family's private matter! You can either sit in the living room downstairs for me, or go out. I'm going to help, don't follow me to the bedroom, I will lock the door." After finishing speaking, she said Turned around and went upstairs.

"Cut! Who is it!" The manager really wanted to open the door and go out, but he was a little worried about Natori, so he swallowed his anger and ran to sit on the sofa.Seeing a photo frame next to it, he picked it up and looked at it. On it was a photo of Natori and Natsume hanging out together. In the photo, the two were smiling happily, which made him sigh again, "It's a good day, but what a crime! ..."

Asuka really locked the door as soon as she entered the bedroom.

Kneeling beside the bed, Natori put Natsume's hand on her face.Natsume frowned, her hair was drenched with sweat, she clutched her chest, panting with tears in her eyes, and said to him, "Mr. Natori, my stomach is so uncomfortable...it feels like my stomach is about to explode...ah ...my stomach hurts..."

Natori also cried in distress, and kept apologizing as he stroked his hair, "I was wrong, Natsume, I'm sorry..."

Asuka pushed him away unceremoniously in the past, "Is it useful to say I'm sorry now?! When you are enjoying yourself, have you ever thought about how much pain others are enduring?"

Natori was pushed to sit on the ground, it was rare that she didn't resist her.His bangs blocked his eyes, making it impossible to see what expression he had.

"Okay! Get up quickly, I want to draw an evil formation. Falcon, you call my dad."

Hayato took the phone with a smile, and Natori stood up to make room for her.

Natori saw Asuka roughly measure the floor with his hands, then picked up the knife and pointed it at his finger, he rushed up and snatched the knife away.

"what are you doing!"

"Is it the evil-breaking formation? I will! Draw it with my blood!" Natori said