Don't chase me!

The man who spoke seemed to be encouraged by Cheng Mu's reaction, and continued: "I have met many people in foreign countries these years, but I have not accepted it, because I have only you in my heart from beginning to end! But you are married, I can only Reluctantly choose not to disturb..." The more he said, the more excited he became, "I only heard people say that you divorced that soft rice man half a year ago. I put down everything abroad and came back, hoping to have you again. So give me A chance, Xiao Mu?"

"The past is in the past. I am living a good life alone now, and you should let it go." Cheng Mu seemed a little impatient, and said in a cold tone

"No! You don't have to lie to me. I've found out. That man has been relying on you for ten years. He's just a coward! Now that you've managed to get out of the pit of fire, I, I just want to stay by your side , it doesn’t matter if you don’t accept me now, I’m willing to wait!”

......

I squatted in the cubicle for half an hour, my legs were numb, the drama was over, and the two people outside the door finally left.

Walking out of the toilet, I shook my numb legs. I touched my phone, only to see that Mo Yuan had called me dozens of times, but because of the mute setting, I didn't answer.

I dialed it back and was immediately connected. Mo Yuan's eager voice came from the other end of the phone, slightly soothing my heart that had just been stimulated.

"Yan Ze, where are you? Why did you disappear without saying hello to me? It scared me to death! I thought you had been kidnapped, so I almost called the police..." Mo Yuan looked like an old woman Possessed, rambling, I hung up the phone in a hurry after a few perfunctory sentences with a headache.

I walked home in a trance.

The ten years with Cheng Mu kept replaying in my mind, did he never love me?

"Even if he doesn't love you, you still have to love him. As long as you kneel and lick for a long time, he will be moved by you sooner or later." The cold mechanical voice sounded forcefully in my mind again

"Why? Isn't love pleasing to each other? I'm so hot on one side, I'm just being cheap!" I was indignant

"Because he is the victim and you are the attacker. He has been fucked by you. What are you still dissatisfied with? He is so beautiful, and he deserves to be forgiven for everything he does."

For a moment, there seemed to be two forces fighting in my mind.At first, I obviously didn't agree with that cold voice, but as long as I resisted, I would have a headache.

After a long time, I found that as long as I don't think about Cheng Mu, the headache will not occur.

So I accepted Mo Yuan's proposal, borrowed his money to open a studio, and kept myself busy with work all day, so I didn't have time to think about these messy things.

"Yan Ze, how about going fishing at the resort together on the weekend?"

"No, I just received a game planner, so go yourself."

"Yan Ze, what's the matter with you?" Mo Yuan was not easily dismissed by me as usual, he looked at me steadily, and said in a deep voice: "I found that something is wrong with you recently, it seems that you went out together from that day After eating, you disappeared inexplicably, what happened?"

I didn't expect Mo Yuan to be so sensitive about my affairs, but I didn't want him to worry for nothing, so I said in a joking tone: "I just think that now we have to hurry up and work hard so that we can pay back your money sooner."

Hearing this, Mo Yuan looked at me suspiciously. Seeing that I didn't seem to be lying, he breathed a sigh of relief, and muttered: "I didn't rush you, why are you in such a rush, your body is so busy, the last thing you feel sorry for is not... ..." His voice was getting softer, but his fair face was gradually turning red.

I looked at his gorgeous facial features with an expression of embarrassment and unconsciousness, and I was slightly dazed, thinking, there is nothing more beautiful than jade.

After evading various warm invitations from Mo Yuan for nearly two months, until the bright reminder of the agenda popped up on the screen of the phone, I knew that I probably couldn't avoid it this time.

Next Wednesday is Mo Yuan's birthday.

A month ago, he started hinting to me that this is a special day.No matter how dull I am, I can't ignore it.

On Wednesday night, I deliberately got off work early and rushed to the address Mo Yuan sent me, a bar called "Night Color".

As I got closer to the gate, I realized that this was not an ordinary bar. I sighed when I saw all the men crossing their shoulders and shoulders in a daze, walking from the bar to the "Home Inn" next to it. Tone, this is gay!

It goes without saying what Mo Yuan wants to do, he is testing me.

At this moment, I thought about turning around and leaving, because I couldn't give him what he wanted.When I turned around, the scene of Mo Yuan calling me during the day suddenly came to my mind. Through the loudspeaker, I could almost feel the uncontrollable joy and anticipation in Mo Yuan's voice.

"Yan Ze, you must come tonight! Me, I have a gift for you."

At that time, I wondered, since it was not my birthday, why did Mo Yuan give me a gift?Now it seems that the gift Mo Yuan wants to give me is probably himself.

It's so strange, obviously Mo Yuan is the best in terms of looks and personality, why do I have no feelings for him?And even if Cheng Mu doesn't love me, my heart still hurts when I think of him.

Ah, my head hurts again, I can't think about it anymore!I took a deep breath and entered "The Night".

Opening the box door, I saw Mo Yuan, who was sitting lazily, immediately stood up, and graciously pulled me to the seat beside him.

There were about a dozen people in the box, all of whom were young people around Mo Yuan's age. The noisy scene was subtly paused for a few seconds at the moment Mo Yuan stood up to greet me.

After I was seated, Mo Yuan clapped his hands, and the playfulness in the box gradually quieted down. Then he pointed at me and introduced to everyone: "This is my good friend, Zhou Yanze."

The moment Mo Yuan said my name, the expressions of the people present changed. Some people suddenly realized, while others began to look at me curiously. It was the first time they met me, but they seemed to be familiar with my name. Not unfamiliar.

I twitched the corner of my mouth, doesn't Mo Yuan often speak ill of me behind my back?

I was sitting on pins and needles watching this group of people laughing and playing, and I always had a bad premonition in my heart. Sure enough, when the party was about to end, there was a sudden snap, someone turned off the power, and the box suddenly became dark.

"happy birthday to you ~ happy birthday to you..."

The door of the box was opened, and everyone began to sing the birthday song laughing and joking, and the waiter pushed the birthday cake in front of Mo Yuan.

At this moment, under the candlelight, Mo Yuan's face looked extraordinarily delicate. He glanced at me with a smile, a little shy, but still insisted on saying that sentence.

"Zhou Yanze, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?"

As soon as the voice fell, there were enthusiastic boos all around.

I stared at Mo Yuan's earnest and affectionate face, his eyes were full of tension and anticipation, almost overflowing.

At this moment, a lot of thoughts went through my mind.

I am passionate about the person I like, considerate in every possible way, and wish to burn myself to please and warm the other person. The current Mo Yuan is very similar to the me who was chasing after Cheng Mu's ass ten years ago.

Since I have already tasted what it is like to give unilaterally but not get a response, why should I let Mo Yuan suffer the pain of not getting what he asks for?

I thought, maybe I can slowly try to forget Cheng Mu and like Mo Yuan.After all, being with someone who loves you is better than being with someone who doesn't love you.

So, I picked up the wine in front of me and drank it in one gulp, saying, "Okay."

When Mo Yuan heard my answer, a look of great surprise bloomed on his originally nervous face, and his shining eyes seemed to be fused with the light of billions of stars.

"Yan Ze, then we—you, what's wrong with you!?"

It hurts, it hurts all over!

From the second I agreed to Mo Yuan, as if I had offended someone, the cold mechanical voice said over and over again in the depths of my mind: "Level [-] alert! Level [-] alert! The host accepts the pursuit of cannon fodder and violates it." Please accept the punishment according to the established plot of the Su system!"

Originating from the soul, the tearing pain made my uncontrollable face turn pale and my whole body tremble.

At the last second before falling into darkness, I saw Mo Yuan with a panicked and terrified expression on his face, and shouted my name...

The author has something to say:

In Shou Suwen, no matter how infatuated an excellent cannon fodder shou like Mo Yuan is, he doesn't want loyal dogs and cheap attacks.