toxic roommate

Tao Mengzhu's slight smile was an uncontrollable joy, but in the eyes of others, there was no reason for it.

If a person is sick and needs to be hospitalized for three days, who else can laugh?

"What's the matter? What are you laughing at... Is it funny to be hospitalized for three days?" Zhen Shuang touched Tao Mengzhu's forehead in surprise, and muttered to himself, "I didn't have a fever, did I break my brain last night?"

"Oh, it's nothing." Tao Mengzhu yawned again. She suddenly found that yawning can cover up all unnatural emotions naturally, so she never tired of it.

However, the consequences of forcibly concealing emotions are often full of holes. A trace of hesitation flashed in Zhen Shuang's eyes, and the next second he shrugged, stepped forward and slowed down the speed of the dropper, saying: "Don't lose so fast, It will hurt."

"This bottle doesn't hurt very much." Tao Mengzhu said, looked out of the window, and said, "Hey, help me bring the notebook and power cord I put in the cabinet under the bed."

"Can you do it now? You have already entered the hospital, and you still need to code?" Zhen Shuang shook his head repeatedly.

"Don't you think it's great? A certain author wrote an article and wrote himself into the hospital. He still couldn't forget the update task of the day in the hospital bed. If someone sends it out, maybe I can get the title of Desperate Saburo." Tao Mengzhu was in a good mood Laughing at himself, he raised his eyes and suddenly found that Zhen Shuang's expression was not right, and immediately put away the cold jokes in his stomach, and said seriously: "Aren't I lying down and bored? Anyway, I have nothing to do, isn't it just right to write? If I don’t write for a day, I feel very panicked, and I always feel that I will not be able to eat at the end of the month..."

Seeing Tao Mengzhu's pitiful words, the corners of Zhen Shuang's eyes twitched a few times, and he said, "Okay, I'll get it for you when I go back, but you have to promise me not to stay up late with your computer in your arms."

"Then you can take it away when you go back at night, I don't mind." Tao Mengzhu smiled lightly, watching Zhen Shuang walk out of the ward.

The medicine was poured into the blood vessel bit by bit, and his arm was faintly stiff and cold. Tao Mengzhu carefully moved his hand into the quilt, with a smile on his mouth, but he sighed for no apparent reason.

Recalling his own reaction a few minutes ago, Tao Mengzhu felt more and more hopeless, and even at this time, he was so concerned about whether his roommate should spend Qixi with someone...

"That little girl is your girlfriend?"

"Ah?" Tao Mengzhu couldn't help being taken aback, and looked at the patient on the right bed.

It was an old voice, and the owner of the voice was an old woman who looked older.

There were only the two of them in this ward. When Zhen Shuang was here, the mother-in-law had been lying on the bed, watching TV quietly.

Zhen Shuang's voice has always been relatively loud. Tao Mengzhu's eyes signaled her to keep her voice down several times, because she was afraid of disturbing the old man. However, the old man seemed to be very patient. No matter what she and Zhen Shuang were talking about, there was no reaction, and she was so quiet. It's like it doesn't exist.

Now the old man suddenly talked to her, and when he opened his mouth, he poked at the secret deep in her heart that she dared not speak.

"The little girl who went out just now is your girlfriend." The old lady spoke slowly, she slightly turned her head to Tao Mengzhu's side, and smiled with her eyebrows bent. Wrinkles gently piled up at the corners of her eyes, giving people a Very gentle and kind feeling.

After being dazed for a few seconds, Tao Mengzhu faintly sensed something, smiled wryly and shook his head: "No."

"I see the way you look at her, as if you like her very much."

"En." Tao Mengzhu didn't deny it, but was also very surprised: "Can you see this too?"

"Obvious feelings. When she was here, no matter what you were thinking about, you would always smile. After she left, you stared blankly at the door for a few minutes, then stared blankly at the window for a few minutes. God, suddenly sighed again..."

"That may be because I don't like being alone." Tao Mengzhu said, looking out the window again.

There is nothing to see outside the window, tall buildings, leaves, telephone poles, and nothing else.

It's just that she didn't know where else to look except for the window.

"You are very quiet. Quiet people are used to being alone. Even if they don't like being alone, they won't just sigh after being separated from someone for a few minutes." The old woman said, imitating Tao Mengzhu's expression and sighing softly, saying: " You were like this just now, and you sighed with a smile, could it be because of your poor health?"

"..." Tao Mengzhu shook his head and said, "It doesn't matter whether I like her or not..."

"She cares about you."

"She is very kind, not only caring about me, but also caring about every good friend..."

Tao Mengzhu said, and sighed again.

Zhen Shuang treats her very well, but she can't tell whether such kindness is unique or not.

When she fell ill, no matter who was around her at that time, she would never ignore her... Qingyue would miss her, Qiu would miss her, Hu Yang would comfort and persuade her, and Yuyu would tell her jokes to make her optimistic.

Zhen Shuang just did what a friend should do, did what a friend should do, what does this mean?

"Have you ever confessed your love? Have you ever thought about letting her know?" the old woman asked.

Tao Mengzhu shook his head, then nodded again.

She didn't dare, because she was afraid that once she said something, there would be an indestructible barrier between her and Zhen Shuang.

At the beginning, when she and Qingyue decided to be together, a friend told her: If you care about a friend, please don't try to turn her into a lover, if she refuses, you will lose her, if she accepts, in the future In life, you will have the possibility of losing her completely countless times.

Later, if it wasn't for the incident of hanging her roommate on Weibo, she really almost lost Qingyue completely.

And what made her stop was not only the fear of losing, but also the feeling that she couldn't afford it.

There are always some people who seem very ordinary, but can dispel the gloom in the hearts of others. Such a girl deserves more happiness, and she shouldn't just stay with her in a two-bedroom home for the rest of her life.

But people are always selfish, so she knows she is so bad, but she still can't help wanting to possess those who seem far apart.

She wanted Zhen Shuang to know that she desperately wanted to tear off her disguise of wanting nothing.

She even thought about it, if she can't really have someone in this life, what's the difference from losing?

It's just that she has written so many love words in her pen, but she can't write a love letter for herself. There are so many brave people in the book, but she is still cowardly outside the book.

"When I was young, I liked a girl, a very ordinary girl..." the old woman said, and then continued: "She treats me as a friend, I don't want to be just a friend, and then I treat her well, treat her I used all the methods I could, and tried my best to be nice to her... Later, I said that I liked her and wanted to spend the rest of my life with her."

"And then?" Tao Mengzhu slowly looked at the next bed.

There was a warm smile in the old woman's eyes, she said: "She was terrified at the time, and stammered to tell me that she thought two women should not be together, and even when I said, 'It's okay, it's okay if they're not together. She was a friend' and hid from me for a while. At that time, I was very depressed, thinking that I might lose her forever, wishing to turn back time... But later, she found that she couldn't leave me at all."

Tao Mengzhu couldn't help but sat up straight, and asked: "What about later?"

"Later, I was with her, we had a little quarrel occasionally, but we never separated again... This year, it's been three years." The old lady looked at Tao Mengzhu thoughtfully, and said, "I Later, I kept thinking, if I didn’t do anything at the beginning, but just maintained a friendship, maybe a few years later, she would find a boyfriend, get married and have children, and spend the rest of her life with others, and I could only silently bless her ...I dare not say that the family I give her will be more complete than that given by a man, but if I love her, I am willing to give her everything I have, no less than any man. After all, choosing a more A good life is a person's instinct, if you do well enough, she will feel it."

"I seem to hear someone talking blindly again." Outside the ward, another elderly mother-in-law walked in with a small lunch box in a plastic bag. She walked tremblingly, her steps were not very steady, but she still had a gentle face smile.

"The little girl wants to chase someone she likes, but she dare not say it."

"What do you know about young people? The boss is not young, and he always likes to give people crooked ideas."

"How did I chase you when I was young, have you completely forgotten?"

"Do you want to show off for the rest of your life?"

"Why, isn't this worth showing off?"

……

Two elderly people are bickering with each other, and the grandmother in the next bed who seemed to be very quiet, after waiting for the love of her life, she speaks and smiles like a child willfully.

Tao Mengzhu looked at them quietly, and couldn't help but fell into deep thought.

About an hour later, Zhen Shuang finally rushed back to the hospital with his laptop and power cord, and an ice cream in his hand.

"After I got home, I made some food for Riri before I came here. Now there are two sick patients at home, and I'm almost a mother... Hey, speaking of which, I wanted to buy two popsicles, but considering you It may not be very good to eat ice now, so I just bought my own." Zhen Shuang explained, plugged in the electricity for Tao Mengzhu, opened the notebook, and put it on Tao Mengzhu's lap: "Will this be too low, no Comfortable? Shall I find something to cushion you?"

"It's okay, I'm still getting a needle, and I'm afraid of backflow if I raise it up." Tao Mengzhu said.

"Oh, that's right." Zhen Shuang nodded, sat down at Tao Mengzhu's feet, and said, "You said that when you fell ill, you chose Qixi Festival. To be honest, are you expressing The anger of a single dog?"

Tao Mengzhu glanced awkwardly at the two grandmothers who were chatting softly, seeing that they also turned their eyes to this side, he couldn't help but feel even more embarrassed.

"What's so angry about me? Whether I'm sick or not, I'm a single dog. I should eat and eat, and I should code..."

Zhen Shuang gave Tao Mengzhu a white look, and said: "You just owe someone to take care of you. I heard from Yuyu that when Qingyue took care of you before, you worked and rested quite normally."

Tao Mengzhu looked out the window speechless for a moment, she didn't know why, since the day Zhen Shuang met Qingyue, she always brought up things that had nothing to do, which made her very frightened.

"You keep mentioning what she does... Tell me about you, I'm fine in the hospital alone, why don't you go back and spend the Qixi Festival with someone?" Tao Mengzhu used the great method of changing the subject.

"Then who? Who? I'm a single dog, who can I spend Qixi with?"

"It's your friend, Ge Sheng. You left him like this, how sad is he being alone?"

"Oh, Xiao Ge?" Zhen Shuang waved his hands in disgust, and said, "That guy, I told him this morning that you are sick and I have to take care of you, so I can go back later, and then he turned his hair slightly Bo just dated another girl... Hey, he has a lot of female fans, and there are also a lot of male fans on the transvestite account, there are so many people who want to do event quests with him, so I don't need my company."

Tao Mengzhu lowered his head and opened a new document, saying: "Then you can accompany me."

"I'm so noisy, can you still code?"

"Come along with me to follow the outline, I want to write one..." Tao Mengzhu paused, and under Zhen Shuang's curious gaze, continued: "A story about secret love."