Autumn water is like a dream

The son of Sidong, with a moonrise of a hundred miles, encloses a ten-mile lotus pond on the bank of Xiaoxiang Pavilion.The flowering period is approaching, and heroes from all walks of life are invited to enjoy it together.This is his banquet, a sign of quitting the arena.Young Master Jinghong who has a good skill in painting is naturally also invited.

Before leaving, Jiang Louxin rented a boat.Go down the water.He only brought Gu Zilian.And reject Hu Lijing.Gu Zilian also agreed.

Before leaving, Hu Lijing pulled Gu Zilian and said a few words.There was unstoppable worry, pity and obstruction in his expression.Jiang Louxin looked at Gu Zilian with a wry smile, and shook his head, there was no wavering in his eyes, no hesitation, only an inch of dim light that was about to go out.Jiang Louxin was silent, he also wanted to say something, but couldn't speak.

On board the boat, in the awning, the silence was as usual.Sit opposite.Jiang Louxin had already prepared a game of chess.But no interest in taking it out.For this journey, as long as we arrive at the Xiaoxiang Pavilion tomorrow.There are still boats at night.

The gurgling sound of the water, walking under the moon, the silent shadow sinks, and the golden waves layer upon layer.Gu Zilian closed his eyes and leaned on his pillow to listen to the sound of water.And Jiang Louxin kept looking at him.In the dark, Gu Zilian couldn't see him, but he could keep looking at him.Night vision only.Neither of them fell asleep.Breathing is as uniform, and with the sound of water, it seems that at a certain moment, they become one.Jiang Louxin kept looking at Gu Zilian until he actually fell asleep.Feeling at ease, he closed his eyes.

Gu Zilian, what are you thinking about?Such silence.

The lotus is ten miles away from the head.There are thousands of squares and blue colors, and the fragrance of Han Ou is far away.

Gu Zilian liked the scenery, but hated the crowd.Every day, I just stay in the room or on the viewing platform to avoid the crowd.Some rumors have also been heard in private.Maybe not, that's true.

The son of Sidong, Baili Yuechu, withdrew from the rivers and lakes for his sweetheart, because that person liked lotus, so he held a lotus banquet and asked for a picture of lotus.When they talked that night, Gu Zilian looked at the ten-mile lotus pond and said, "It's really enviable to make Mr. Sidong feel so affectionate. A lotus picture, a lotus feast..."

In the end, he was a little dazed.

"Yes." He replied dryly.He didn't want Mr. Jinghong who was usually sober and calm at all.But he only felt a slip of the tongue and didn't know the changes in himself.

Gu Zilian looked at Yuanchuan and smiled at him, which made Jiang Louxin extremely uneasy.

"Zi Lian, do you want a picture of a lotus flower?"

"No need."

"...Then you. Can you forget that person, the one who hurt your heart?"

"I can't forget it. I can't forget it no matter what. Besides, I don't want to forget it either. I'm sorry, Jiang Louxin."

He is silent in red.

Jiang Lou Xin's heart moved, as if drowning in a boundless sea of ​​suffering.

Even so, so painful, don't you want to forget?

He was too confused, so he didn't hear Gu Zilian's apology.

The flowers are blooming, are they still far from falling?When the flowers are gone, it will be July, the festival of ghosts walking at night.Yan Jun told him that in July, the lantern envoy would bring him back to the underworld.

Even the lotus flower cannot see its color.He was thinking of the young man in red, and came back after drinking early, but he didn't have any social entertainment.When I came back, I saw the young man leaning on the railing and watching from a distance.

As soon as he came in, he could hear the young man laughing, which was a hundred times more beautiful than the ten-mile lotus.Seeing the young man smiling, he couldn't help laughing.The smile was genuine and natural, so he didn't notice it himself.

"What happened? Made you so happy."

"I saw Baili Yuechu and his lover. In the bamboo forest behind the Xiaoxiang Pavilion. Mr. Baili is serving him to eat."

"Hehe, it's been two years since I heard that the man slept in the bed. You actually saw him. That's right, Mr. Baili is not at the banquet most of the time." Jiang Louxin sat down and poured tea, " What kind of person is that? Pretty?"

Gu Zilian's expression froze all of a sudden, and his voice froze.

"No, he's not pretty, he can only be considered handsome." He paused, turned his face away, not daring to look at him. "He is a man named Qi Yunchu."

"The addiction to broken sleeves?!" Jiang Louxin stood up in shock, then frowned.Not even the spilling of tea or the slamming of teacups into pieces didn't catch his attention.The young man took a few steps back in shock, he looked straight at Jiang Louxin, and asked, "What's wrong with the habit of breaking sleeves..." He couldn't help himself, and he felt a little sad.

"What's the matter... Zi Lian, don't you even understand this? It's natural for a man and a woman to fall in love, but it's unethical for a man and a man to fall in love, and it's against the harmony of yin and yang in the world. Not to mention having no heirs!" Jiang Louxin looked serious.But he himself didn't know how much guilt was in that voice.

"Forget it, let's get out of here." He could hardly hide his guilty conscience, but he managed to remain calm.

But there was no response from the boy.Looking back, he froze.Gu Zilian bowed his head, his ink hair was like a waterfall, and his red clothes were sad. "Jiang Louxin," he looked up, his eyes full of sadness.Like a songbird with broken wings, if it doesn't fly, it dies. "I didn't tell you, I..." He wanted to confess, but he closed his eyes again, and when he opened them, tears flowed down quietly.

"I fell in love with a man, isn't it also an addiction to broken sleeves?"

So, you have to leave me too, don't you?

Jiang Louxin was completely turned into a stone statue. In the end, he only remembered Gu Zilian smiling in despair, and then, then...there was no more.He was the only one left in the whole room.

There are mixed feelings in my heart.Why hi?And why worry?

Waking up at the moonrise in a hundred miles, the morning mist is filled with the fragrance of flowers.He kissed the forehead of the person in his arms first.After murmuring love words that no one could hear, he smiled.Call the waiter to bring the washing utensils, and wipe them for the person next to the pillow first. This job is not good at first, but it has been practiced for two years.I just went to take a bath by myself.Even the clothes must be exactly the same.

Only this morning, after finishing all these, he went out leisurely, and smiled at the visitor: "Young Master Jinghong has been waiting for a long time."

Gu Zilian stayed in Jiangfu obediently, he didn't know anything.He would just quietly look at Jiang Louxin.Watch him dance swords, paint, play chess, and play the piano.It's like being with Jiang Louxin is his natural duty.

The small courtyard is peaceful and peaceful.

Jiang Louxin has never been so attached to a person's breath in his heart.As long as there is this breath in the courtyard, it seems that everything is available.Naturally, it is like a scene in a dream or a situation in a poem.He doesn't know how to describe it.

Just don't want to let go.I dare not speak.As soon as you open your mouth, this fragile dream will disappear.

He would rather resign from the invitations of a group of friends, not to make trouble, not to play, not to move out, and the rumors outside said that he quit the arena due to emotional injury.But only he understands that in his heart, he can't tell the result whether he chooses to be happy with his hatred or to live in peace and quiet like this.

Just very happy.But that anxiety never went away.He didn't even want that lotus feast to come.But it is finally here.

"Gu Zilian is with you?" He asked impatiently.He looked very tired, but his eyes were bright and energetic.It is obviously a bit abrupt, but it makes people feel disgusted.

He has thought about it.Think clearly.The young master of the Gu family has a habit of breaking his sleeves, the only person he might and would only like is him, Jiang Louxin.What he said when he was drunk at that time was the truth.Gu Zilian likes Jiang Louxin.So he went to Jiang Louxin, so he could almost agree to all of Jiang Louxin's requests, so he was willing to accompany Jiang Louxin.What's ridiculous is that he even told Gu Zilian to forget about him!

He was also sure of another thing.Why does Mr. Jinghong, who is obviously informal, react so much to the addiction to broken sleeves?Why is Jiang Louxin not like the familiar Jiang Louxin in front of Gu Zilian?Why, he has to look for Gu Zilian again and again?Heh, before he knew it, he also became a broken sleeve.In Jiang Louxin's eyes, what is ethics and morality?This is him.However, she must find Gu Zilian and tell him: Jiang Louxin likes Gu Zilian.

"He said that next spring, my lover will wake up. And," Baili Yuerise still smiled, "he hopes you don't look for him again. Because this time, he won't let you find him."

It's like hearing thunder.

"Where did he go?" he asked tremblingly.

There is only one light in the dark entrance, the Blue Flame Lamp.The one who ate the lamp was a man with a calm face.He looked at the young man in red, he was doing business, and said: "The lamp bearer is ordered by Yan Jun to welcome the flower spirits from the other side back to Dongming."

Gu Zilian looked at the lotus pond not far away, it was clearly not far away, but the light from the lantern master couldn't reach it.This is the distance between yin and yang.

The place where the light of the lamp held by the lamp holder shines is the place of the mortal world.Because that is the entrance of Yin and Yang.Only the lamp bearer is the master of this yin and yang way.

"They'll be together next spring, won't they?"

Gu Zilian's eyes were still red.he asks.

"Yes."

"Then let's go."

He turned around and stepped into the yin and yang path.So for a moment, I can no longer see the lotus pond, and I can no longer see the world.You can only follow the lights.

"Don't look back. If you look back, you will not be in the world." said the lantern envoy.