How did Xiao Ming die?

I was wrong in the end.

He never expected that when the DJ asked him to go to the radio station to be a small war reporter, his seniors had already taken a fancy to him.

On the phone, the senior sister said that it is not compulsory to join or not, but tonight the radio station and the school will have a dinner party, so you can come and see it and save face.

Shangyu Hotel, a five-star hotel next to Dida.Emperor University enjoys a lot of discounts here, so parties big and small are basically booked in the lobby on the top floor of Shangtie.

The radio station and the school's literature and art work negotiated a lot, and they were arranged at the same table.

After Shiliang received the text message announcing the reunion, he had nothing else to do, and decided to check the facts and clear up the misunderstanding that he was selected for the school council.

It was I who was dragged staggeringly by my senior sister, and was pushed down on the seat.A few familiar seniors at the table greeted him, but he didn't notice the light-haired boy with his head down playing with his phone beside him.

"You are me, right? I heard your senior sister Shu Yi talking about you."

"Well, I am."

The light-haired boy concentrated on playing with his mobile phone, didn't know anyone at the table, and didn't care about the classmates who suddenly sat beside him.It wasn't until he heard the name 'It's Zhen' that he raised his head blankly.

It was I who noticed the gaze of the young man beside me and turned my head.

Although both Shiliang and Shizhen had groans in their throats at that moment, they still chose to deal with it calmly.

How to turn around, how to turn back.

Shiliang continued to bow his head to play with his mobile phone, and it was I who continued to respond to the greetings.

Everyone is here, and the dinner is in progress.

"That... senior brother." Shi Liang tried to explain the misunderstanding, "Actually, I didn't participate in..."

The chairman of the student union suddenly stood up, "Hey! Do you freshman know that Shangyu has another name in Emperor University?"

The freshmen shook their heads one after another, and a well-informed short man said, "Magpie Bridge?"

"That's right. We all call it Magpie Bridge, do you know why?"

Xiaolingtong continued, "I heard that because people who have had dinner together at Shangtie, Kakadi, have seen the right thing, the rate of leaving the group is always high!"

"Hahahahahaha, really?" The hall roared instantly, "It's interesting!"

The chairman is also happy, he said, "Then you all see who is right! Do you have the courage to speak out!"

The hall fell silent for a moment.

The chairman continued, "You people! It's so boring! Say it out, what are you afraid of!"

As soon as the chairman finished speaking, a chubby girl shouted, "Shi Ming!"

After speaking, he covered his face and got under the table.

All of a sudden, the voices of whistlers, names, and booing came one after another.

"It's me!" "Senior Sister Shu Yi!" "We love you, Chairman!!!!" "Senior Sister Zhen Hong, I want to give birth to a monkey for you!!"

"That's enough, that's enough!" The chairman blushed, "Drag these little spies from the Youth League Committee out for me! Come to our school meeting to eat and eat, and what to call!"

"Chairman!! We are here to see Senior Sister Zhen Hong!!!" shouted the little secret agent of the Youth League Committee.

"Your senior sister Zhen Hong is not here today, so you will pay later! The school only reimburses our school council and radio station for meals."

"Old Chairman, you don't pay attention! When our Youth League Committee had a dinner last night, didn't you come to eat too!!"

"Quiet, let's go back to the issue of Magpie Bridge!"

The chairman cleared his throat, "It's like this. Everyone should notice that there is a wooden magpie bridge in the center of the turning table. After we turned the table, the two people who were finally selected, ah, no matter what, they have to kiss each other, right? Or drink!"

The people below booed, "Brother, you can make it up! You just say that you want to drink others!"

"That's right! Isn't this just a game! I thought I could really get out of the group!"

The chairman sternly said, "Can't you not expose it!!!"

Shu Yi asked, "But in that case, as long as you sit face to face with the person you like, isn't there no suspense in this game? It's boring, Chairman."

The chairman shook his head, "I haven't finished talking yet, the two people pointed at the two ends of the bridge have to roll the dice, and then count clockwise, so that everyone will know who they are paired with~ Do you want to play? This But the student union tradition!"

A hundred calls.

At each table, the minister turned the round table. There were those who kissed, those who drank, and those who did not kiss or drink.

"Ah!!!" The head of the Propaganda Department exclaimed, "It's Zhen and Shiming at the next table!"

"Who! Fuck them!"

For a moment, everyone in the lobby stretched their necks and looked in the direction of the Arts Department.

Senior Sister Shu Yi patted the table, happier than winning the lottery, "Marriage is a marriage! Our radio station and your literature and art department produce a couple every year, and it seems that there will be drama this year!"

The chairman blushes very easily, hot, hot, "How about you two men! You rotten women, calm down!"

As he said that, the chairman placed a freshly opened bottle of white wine in the middle of the table, "Of course, the two men have to kiss, or they'll have to drink the whole bottle! It's boring!"

The people below suddenly cheered, "Chairman, you are too insidious!!" "Hey, Chairman! We only drank a draft of beer just now, why are we changing to white now!" "Who can finish a bottle of liquor in one gulp? !" "Chairman, just pretend! Who doesn't know that you will be called Gu Juji in school!!"

If it is Zhen and Shi Ming who have attracted the attention of many people since they entered the room, and now they have become the protagonists of the game, regardless of whether the men or women are rotten or straight, they are all very much looking forward to the next development.

In other words, you can't play tricks, and the bottle of white wine that the chairman suddenly put up is very high!I still have to take a breath!There is basically only one option, dear!

Unlike the booing crowd, I put down my chopsticks and said calmly, "Where is my dear?"

"Whoever you want to kiss!"

"Oh."

It was I who stretched out my hand generously, and broke Shiliang's head, looking like I was about to kiss him.

As a result, Shi Liang stood up slowly.

"As long as you can finish this bottle, right?" Shi Liang took the bottle of wine.

"Do you really want to drink?" the chairman persuaded, "It's bad for your stomach, forget it."

Before the chairman finished speaking, Shiliang had already poured down half a bottle.

It was I who wanted to do it, but was blocked by Shiliang, and just finished blowing a whole bottle of baijiu.

I was so scared that no one in the lobby dared to speak, and the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Shiliang put down the bottle, and smiled casually, "It's boring to kiss, but it's more exciting to drink together!"

A few brave generals on the table echoed, "Yes! Yes!" "Hey! Classmate, are you from the Arts Department? It's delicious! I'm Li Cheng from the Sports Department, I know you!"

"Okay." Shi Liang took two bottles of beer from the table and went to another table.

For a while, the atmosphere really heated up, and the dinner eventually turned into a big melee among various departments.

The literature and art department and the broadcasting station are mostly handsome men and women, and when other departments focus on it, Shiliang has really become a figure who can turn the tide and hold the audience.

The chairman lay on the table, feeling dizzy, "Your Excellency, you really can drink, but I lost."

Shiliang looked up to the sky and laughed, "Chairman, you don't know this. When I was eight years old, I drank up the underground wine cellar of the former mafia boss."

"You bragging is also capricious."

"Hey, why don't you believe me, I didn't lie to you~"

There are always one or two drinkers at each table competing with each other, and those who can't drink don't join in the fun.After all, it is a student dinner party, and there is no forced drinking.

It is I who belong to the latter, he honestly thinks that he is a minor, don't drink, don't drink.

But things are far from going so well.

For example, Shiliang took advantage of the chaos and mixed some coconut milk into his drink.

Shiliang thinks so, the first impression is very important for new classmates to have dinner together.It's because I will definitely lose my composure after drinking coconut milk, which will leave me with a bad reputation of being wretched, impotent, and stealing kisses from male classmates.Let's see how he messes around in school!

But things are far from going so well.

For example, after drinking coconut milk, I became refreshing, sunny and friendly like never before.

When Shiliang was still drinking with those drunkards, it was I who had completely integrated into the big group and consolidated the mass foundation for myself to dominate the student union in the future.

KTV large private room.

"It's me, I can't see it! I thought you were a taciturn person with a black belly!" Let's go! I didn't expect you to be really nice. Can you sing? Order one song at a time!"

KTV is an interesting place, a room has stories in every place.

Some sit on the edge of the sofa and order songs, some young couples ignore the public, some talk to girls, some boys fight for drinks, some get together to exchange WeChat numbers, some hold bells and sing along affectionately, and some are themselves Swipe Weibo silently.

But there is always a corner that is reserved for sad people.

"Shi Ming! Do you want to sing or not? Order one?"

"I... I will die."

Shi Liang nestled in a corner of the sofa, becoming the only one in the room alone.No one would bother this corner, and he didn't want to talk to anyone.

Shi Liang became envious of Shi Ming.

When he was young, he lived in a church, and he could see the playground of a certain elementary school by lying on the skylight. Every day, there were many children doing exercises there, chattering. When he was 15 years old, he had a whim and read books for a few days.The short one hundred days in the second half of the third year of high school belonged to him. At that time, he also made a study schedule and went to cram school to review all night. He had many imaginations and longings for his future, and he was serious and down-to-earth.But looking at it now, his cherishment of the past and his expectations for the future are ridiculous.People here call him Shi Ming, dreams, friendship, youth, all must be returned to Shi Ming.

He looked at those chatting and laughing classmates, took a sip of the whiskey in his hand, "It's me who sang...it's really nice..."

It was I who sang a Japanese rock song that day, with a cheerful tune.When he opened his mouth, many students suspected that the accompaniment mode was not turned on, and it was the original singer.

At the end of the song, Senior Sister Shu Yi strongly requested to play another song!

"Okay~" I am very high.

"It's me, you join our radio station, okay!!"

"Okay~"

"Brother, can you join our literature and art department!!"

"Okay~"

"Will you be my boyfriend, please!!"

"That won't work, I'm cute!"

As soon as these words came out, everyone in the room woke up, and a sleeping buddy sat on the ground directly.

"What!! It's me, you're not single!!" "Ah, I'm disillusioned, the male god has found a master!" "Who is Mengmeng! Is it from our school?!" "Stupid, he's only a freshman , must be a high school classmate! Show us the photos!"

It was I who grinned and searched for that figure, but failed.

"Uh, has any of you seen Shi Ming?" He frowned.

The chairman responded, "He went out just now. It's been a while. Did he drink too much? Who of you should go and see?"

It was I who handed the microphone to the classmate on the side, "I'll go."

I was looking for it along the West Street, and I met An Yile on the road.

An Yile didn't say anything, and handed the phone to me.

It was I who followed the small light spot of the locator to the top floor of the dormitory building.For the first time, he knew that the top floor was actually a garden.

"scholar……"

"Shh..."

Shi Liang sat on the edge of the building with his legs dangling in the air, "Don't scare me, or I will fall."

"Then don't sit in such a dangerous place, come here quickly."

"Then you come to pull me?"

It was Zhen who stepped forward, but was stopped by Shiliang.

Shiliang slanted his lips, "How dare you~"

But I stopped again, he felt that Shiliang could do anything.

Shi Liang propped his hands behind his back, raised his head, "I drank too much."

"kindness."

"Shi Ming's body is not good, and his stomach is bad. It hurts."

"kindness."

"Yes, tell me, could it be that I am actually Shi Ming? You lied to me. You lied to me as Toki. There is no such thing as Shiliang, right? Look, no one calls me Shiliang. You guys Everyone calls me Shiming."

"Shiliang."

It was Zhen who stepped forward lightly and hugged Shiliang from behind.

Feeling that it was my chest and my arms, Shiliang's frail body was relieved, and he simply leaned back into his arms.

"Can't you lie to me...you say I'm Shi Ming, and I'll treat Toki as an illusion, and I'll pretend nothing happened."

It was I who tightened my arms, "Shiliang."

"Don't call me by that name, no one has ever called me Shiliang, they all call me Toki." As he spoke, Shiliang actually choked up, "I really drank too much, I really want to cry."

It was I who dragged Shiliang back and carried him to a safe place.

Shi Liang turned over and knelt on the ground with his hands propped up, "It's Zhen, what do you mean you are still alive? My name, my memory, and my life are all Shi Ming's. Old Xiao, Lao Xiao is not My friend, he is Shi Ming's friend. I dare not look into my mother's eyes when I go home. I am afraid that she will find out that the son she raised for 18 years has been killed by me. It is not mine, it is not mine. Also, I’m really afraid that Shi Ming’s memory will interfere with my judgment. They all call me Shi Ming. Will I become Shi Ming one day? I'm not like myself anymore. It's me, what do you think of me now?"

It was Zhen who knelt in front of Shiliang and lifted Shiliang's bangs, "I still think it looks best when you lift up your bangs."

Shiliang had a sore nose and really cried.

It was Zhen who held Shi Liang's face, "Although you always said you wanted to cry, you seldom cried. Shi Ming always said he was happy, but never smiled. When you smile, you look better than him."

I said, do you remember that day, the countdown to the college entrance examination No. 90 was nine days, I was standing at the intersection in front of the school waiting for the green light, you suddenly ran to me and said good morning to me, smiling very nicely.

He said that memory is the most useless inheritance. Whether a person is alive or not has nothing to do with his memory, identity, or name. Most importantly, your future still has possibilities.

"Possibility?" Shi Liang asked blankly.

"Yes, for example, I want to treat you to a smoothie tomorrow. Do you want the mango flavor or the lychee flavor?"

"mango."

I am happy, "Look, this is the possibility. The fruit Shi Ming hates the most is mango, but you like it. He is dead, and he will never eat it again, but you can make choices about the future according to your own preferences." .Everyone’s soul rules are different. You and Shi Ming even have different walking postures. You have always been you, whether it’s Toki or my Mengmeng. You live seriously and cook delicious food. You are willing to endure hardships, but you are especially good at acting like a baby. Although you are paranoid and awkward, and you always try to die, you are very brave."

"I dare not." Shi Liang's eyes were blurred by tears, and he became incoherent, "I dream every day. When I was young, I was locked up in a church with many children. They are all candidates for nothingness. Their spiritual essence Low, life is not long, children die every day, the corpses become green and big, and then they are carried out. I think of my old godfather, he said that if I die, everyone will die. He Asked me to kill people, he said that only by killing people can I survive. I dare not, my spiritual quality is so low that I can't sustain it, and as a result, my ability is out of control, the whole village disappeared, and a big pit appeared there. They're all gone. Then...then..."

It was I who wiped away Shiliang's tears with my fingertips, "What happened afterwards?"

"Later the godfather took me to Egypt, where many people died, and the godfather and I were trapped under a piece of ruins and could not get out. After many days, I was very hungry and thirsty, and I couldn't survive. The godfather said, I have to live, otherwise everyone will die. I think of the big deep pit, the disappearing village, I am very scared. More than 20 days, we were trapped for 20 days."

"Then how did you survive?"

"I ate the godfather."

It's because I feel like my heart has been twisted, it hurts.

Shiliang started to panic, he kept shaking his head, "I didn't do it on purpose, I didn't do it on purpose. I passed out at that time, and the godfather fed me his blood. When I woke up, the godfather was already dead, and he put himself He wants me to live. I have to live. I don’t want to see that big pit and black hole again.”

"sorry."

"It's all your fault, it's me, it's all your fault." Shi Liang's voice was hoarse, and he raised his head in despair, he couldn't control his tears, and was on the verge of collapse.

"Then what do you want me to do?"

"kiss Me."

It was I who held Shi Liang's face and carefully sucked Shi Liang's lips.Upper lip, lower lip, like licking a wound.How he hopes that this kiss can cure the person in front of him and make him feel happy.