How did Xiao Ming die?

"Fuck me! You're dead!"

"Mengmeng, I can't move..."

"I can't drag you, you go by yourself!"

"Do not……"

"My neck is about to break, damn it, get up quickly!"

"To shut up……"

Just now I was caught off guard by him, but I didn't expect his body to soften suddenly, and he pressed his weight again.

He hooked his arms around my neck, hanging lazily on me like a giant koala.

I couldn't push him away, so I could only support him, mad at the same time.

Walking down the street were four high school students who were one year younger than me and came home from cram school.Coincidentally, I have memories of these school girls. The three on the left came to our class door to take a peek at Zhen, and the one on the right, Qi Liuhai, handed me a love letter.

I hugged the koala and stood quietly.

The school girls look like women who are about to become big things!I saw them chatting and laughing not far away, and then fell silent the moment they saw us.They were calm and calm, with steady steps and steady breathing, and looked at me and the koala in my arms with academic eyes.

There was no sound in the surrounding area, except for the approaching footsteps of the four biologists and the breathing of the koala in my ears.

I just looked at the four pairs of eyes and watched them walk past me all the way.

Their step distance is 63 cm by visual inspection, and their step frequency is 1.5 steps per second, so it takes about 13 seconds to reach the right turn 13.76 meters behind me.

I counted silently in my heart, and sure enough, when I counted to 14, hoarse shouts echoed behind me.

It is also mixed with "I bet ten yuan I know", "Farting looks like it is clear", "I don't care as long as I can cry", "Damn, I'm broken in love, you really like men ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah I'm so happy"... and many other words that were unpleasant to hear.

I don't understand, I don't know, I don't have a sense of the picture.

"Tongtong, have they left?"

"No, it's crawling behind the wall."

"Oh, can you get up and go by yourself?"

He didn't speak, and straightened his body a little, but he didn't let go.

"Okay, okay." I smiled wryly, "Then let me hug you for a while."

"En..." He nodded slightly, his hair itching against my cheek.

Although my deskmate is always arrogant, but actually likes to act like a baby.

It looks like he is being willful and unreasonable, but he always makes you feel the pleasure of being dependent.For example, he suddenly said that he wanted to come to your house, for example, he asked you to bring him delicious food while lying in bed, or like now, he just wanted you to hug him.

"It's me, are you in a bad mood?"

"kindness."

"Is it because of the five-petal flower?"

I think my deskmate is somewhat abnormal today.

He didn't answer, and I asked again, "Why did they kill you?"

"..."

He sighed softly and fell silent.

When I thought he would not answer, he suddenly said, "There is a part of our brain called the amygdala, which helps people make a judgment about imminent danger, which is fear."

His chest was against mine, and his Adam's apple was against my shoulder. When he spoke, I could feel the vibration of the whole chest.

It made me numb from my chest to my shoulders.

"Fear involves two elements from the spiritual level, danger and uncertainty. I agree with both. The order of my soul directly determines the survival of the earth, and the rise and fall of the ecological circle is also changed by my will. Although I have Try not to use spiritual power, although I have promised them that I will ensure the normality of the ecological circle, although they all know that I, like everyone else, just want to live here as an ordinary human being. But every day I exist, human beings live here under the threat of uncertainty.”

"So humans want to kill gods?"

"In the past, people's fear stemmed from ignorance. They feared the gods and longed for shelter. Thousands of years have passed, and human cognition has risen to a new dimension. They liberated humanity from the fear that bound them, and found a kind of truth in humanity. A new kind of belief is to believe in themselves. I am just an explosive item to them, and it is best to destroy me before I accidentally destroy the earth."

Listening to what I said, my memory drifted back to the first year of high school.

That day I went to the Hetang classroom for self-study, and it happened to be me.He is reading a heavy bible.It was very old, and it was still in Greek.

I put my schoolbag on the seat next to him and exclaimed, "The exam is the day after tomorrow, how can you look at this gracefully?"

He had already read the last few pages of the book, he flipped the book while holding the corner of the book, and replied casually, "Help my sister write the thesis."

I laughed dryly, as if to praise him, "Kubi——"

We barely got acquainted in the first year of high school, but he rarely took the initiative to talk to me.I sat down next to him and started writing the test book.He wrote several pages eloquently, and then closed the hard-bound book with a bang.

"Shi Ming." He called me, "Please take a look at my schoolbag for me, I'll fetch water."

"Okay." I stopped writing and glanced at his desk, "Written so much? What paper?"

"Look for yourself." He responded casually, and left with the water glass on the corner of the table.

It was on [-]-mo green grid manuscript paper, written with a pen, and I could still smell the fragrance of ink when I picked it up.I don't know what course his "sister" took, but this paper is probably about technology, faith and suffering.

I didn't have the patience to read it, so I skimmed through it and found that he was discussing the changes in the universality and universality of beliefs with the advancement of human cognition.

The last sentence of the article is very secondary, saying, "In the new chapter of the era, the gods will be the targets."

I laughed out loud.

Unlike that day three years ago, today I can't smile when I think back to this sentence.

I put my chin on my shoulder and said to him, "New chapter."

He sneered, "You still remember..."

"Is it me?"

"kindness?"

"What will happen if you die?"

"Like everyone else, if the soul spreads out and reintegrates into the universe, human beings should be nourished by more spiritual seeds."

"Oh……"

I raised my hand and patted his back, "Let's go, let's go home."

"Mengmeng, I really can't move..."

"I'll carry you on my back =="

"Well O. O"

When I was looking for the key to open the door, I was already leaning against the door and falling asleep.

I carried him to my room and stuffed him under the covers.

My mother called and said that she might come back very late. I sat in the living room and waited for her for a while, drinking a glass of milk, but I didn't wait for her.

I tiptoed back to the bedroom, but I slept soundly and breathed evenly.I was afraid of affecting his sleep, so I picked up the pillow and went back to the living room.

I slept in the living room that night and woke up at seven forty the next day.My mother didn't come back, and I didn't wake up either.

I made breakfast, thought about it, and prepared some more meals.Sealed with plastic wrap, I store the meal in the freezer.

It's because I probably will stay in bed today, so I left a note on the table, telling him that all the food is in the refrigerator, and then I went out.

I called An Yile, he said he was not at home, and told me to wait for him at the dumpling restaurant downstairs.

"Why do you want to go to the dumpling restaurant?" I complained on the phone, tugging at the door lock of the dumpling restaurant, "and the dumpling restaurant is not open."

"Wait a minute, I'll be going out soon~" The killer seemed to be rummaging for something, and then yelled at the people around him, "Chen Feng, where are my shoes?"

After that, I heard a loud noise over there, "Then what, I'll be there in 5 minutes! Wait for my baby~"

"Okay =="

Four minutes and 60 seconds later, An Yile appeared in my field of vision on time, along with Brother Dumpling.

Brother Dumpling loves to laugh as always. When he saw me, he laughed so hard that his eyes disappeared.

"Hey, come in~" He took out the key to open the lock.

I was not polite, walked in swaggeringly, went to the freezer and got myself a can of Sprite.

"When did you two get so close?" I asked.

An Yile also brought a can of iced drinks for herself, "I'm familiar with you! I want to see if he is a black-hearted merchant, and I followed them for two days."

"Why are you so idle, you agreed to kill me?"

"Didn't I see that his dumplings were so unpalatable, and I was worried that he used low-quality meat! So if we want to investigate to the end, we must pay the consumers justice!"

"What? Did you catch him?"

"Hey, he's so annoying!"

Brother Dumpling just stood aside and laughed foolishly, and didn't even try to refute himself.

An Yile looked like he hated iron but steel, "Do you know where I caught him? He actually bought meat in a supermarket, which is the biggest supermarket in our city that sells expensive meat. Do you think he will do it?" Business? Who runs a restaurant and doesn’t order the ingredients directly from the supplier? He actually went to the supermarket to buy it, which is not a business material at all! I’m so mad.”

"==Why are you so old-fashioned? It's none of your business."

"Anyway, I can't bear it. This plate of dumplings only costs eight yuan, which is not enough for him! I have been educating him since I came out of the supermarket last night."

"Then I have been educated all the way to other people's homes =="

"Then don't I have to express my central idea to him completely?!"

I stopped talking to An Yile, and turned to talk to Dumpling Brother, "Where do you live, why is it only four or five minutes away?"

"Oh, my family lives in Building No. 9, which is the one behind here."

"Oh, your name is Chen Feng?" I heard An Yile call this name on the phone.

"Correct."

I am a frequent visitor to the dumpling restaurant, but this is the first time I have heard the name of the dumpling brother.

Chen Feng and An Yile had just left home, and they didn't even have breakfast.It is estimated that Chen Feng also felt that the dumplings he made were quite unpalatable, so he went to the food street outside the community to buy breakfast.

Ever since, there were only me and the killer left in the store, so it was convenient to say anything.

"What's the matter baby~" An Yile spoke first, "What do you want from me?"

"Honey, have you heard of five-petal flowers?"

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8: 38am

It's me: zzzzzZZZZZ

8: 55am

It's me: -. —

9: 28am

It's me: o_O

10: 30am

It's me: I'm so hungry...

(It’s me who won’t get up and look for something to eat and just lie down and wait for Mengmeng to come back)