In the mortal world, in melancholy and loneliness, in sorrow

Due to student Xian Shi's poor health, at the instigation of Shi's father and Shi's mother, he enrolled in liberal arts. "Shitou, I think it's better for you to apply for science majors. There are too few liberal arts majors." Xian Shi raised his eyes and looked at Zheng Yue. Zheng Yue thought for a while and said helplessly, "It's up to you."

In this way, the two of them entered different classes, the second class of Xian Shi's liberal arts class, the thirteenth class of Zheng Yue's science class, one on the first floor and the other on the fourth floor. The two of them always accommodated each other in time. It's the day when the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming. The fifth class on Wednesday afternoon is the extracurricular entertainment time of the two classes. The two escaped from the playground to the bathroom. The bathhouse is gone.Since the bathing time has not yet arrived, the water is very cold, but fortunately the weather is not very cold.Zheng Yue asked: "Shuiliang, are you okay?" It seems that a man, even a boy, doesn't want to be asked if he is okay?Xian Shi picked up the water and rushed towards Zheng Yue, kicking and kicking, "Are you okay, ah...Are you okay?" Zheng Yue restrained him and said with a smile, "We can do it with stones, especially, so let's go. "After the two looked at each other, Zheng Yue couldn't help but hugged Xian Shi tightly, looked at Xian Shi's full lips, and slowly lowered his head to kiss them. The two seemed to have tasted the most delicious food in the world, licking and licking Each other, their yuwang unconsciously raised their heads.At this time, the bell for dinner rang after the fifth period, and the two of them were instantly moved away from each other. Zheng Yue flew out of the bathroom without even looking at Xian Shi.Xian Shi touched his lips in a daze, and waited for the bathing army to come, Xian Shi came back to his senses, went out to get dressed, and went back to the classroom in a daze.

From then on, the two of them seemed to be strangers, they didn't look for anyone, and they passed each other when they saw each other. Since then, there was no sign of Xian Shi in the 302 dormitory, and Zheng Yue was asked N times, "What's the matter with you and your childhood?" Already?" Zheng Yue fell silent when he heard it, making it very deep, and then the roommates stopped asking.Because Xianshi's parents wanted to sell vegetables in the county town, they bought a small yard in the county town, so the two families were no longer together, and there was almost no intersection.During the summer vacation, Xian Shi helped his parents sell vegetables, and Shi's mother always asked why she didn't contact that boy Zheng Yue now, and was prevaricated by Xian Shi.

Xian Shi adapts to the life without Zheng Yue by himself, he doesn't know whether it is because he lost a brother or a lover.The whole mind was confused, but when Xian Shi saw Zheng Yue and the girl kissing, he was not confused at all, it was a heart-piercing pain.That day, after eating dinner alone, Xian Shi wanted to sit in the school's only garden. Xian Shi walked along the steps, and just walked into the airtight corridor covered by ivy, when he saw the first heartache in his life. In the picture, Zheng Yue kisses a beautiful girl passionately.Xian Shi didn't know how he ran back to the classroom, and of course he couldn't see Zheng Yue's dark eyes when he saw him.Throughout the evening self-study, Xian Shi's head was dizzy. Zhou Lin at the same table (the cute little boy across from Zheng Yue's dormitory) saw that he was not feeling well, and asked him if he wanted to go back to the dormitory. Xian Shi shook his head woodenly. People who are particularly tolerant, people who will not call pain no matter how much it hurts.

At night, in the dead of night, occasionally a few raving words from my roommate sounded.Xian Shi's mind is very clear, he finally understands that he is not friendship with Zheng Yue, but love.He didn't want to experience that kind of heartache again.Tears swirled in those beautiful phoenix eyes, holding back the tears and having a headache.He knew that he had to bury it in his heart, holding back for life.

After these irritated Xian Shi Guangrong had a fever and caught a cold, he was dizzy all morning and didn't eat two meals.Zhou Lin couldn't stand it anymore, and dragged him to the infirmary, just opened the door of the infirmary, and saw Zheng Yue taking his girlfriend to buy chewing gum, Zheng Yue looked at Xian Shi and asked "what's the matter" Xian Shi was fascinated Staring at him vaguely for a long time, he said "I have a cold" and the class bell rang, Zheng Yue sent his girlfriend Xiao Ming and Zhou Lin back to class, and it was enough for him to accompany Xian Shi.He dragged Xian Shi to sit on the bed in the infirmary, touched his head, it was very hot, took out the thermometer and checked it at 39.8°, and told the school doctor to give him an injection, it was burned like this.The school doctor looked at the thermometer, "Sure, let's go to penicillin." He raised his eyebrows while dissolving the medicine with salt water and asked, "Student or brother?" Zheng Yue said without thinking: Brother.

Yes, brother, then I am the younger brother.Xian Shi stared blankly at Zheng Yue picking up his arm and began to test the needle.The school doctor's aunt is really good at handwork, and Xian Shi shuddered in pain. After 10 minutes, the injection was completed.Zheng Yue put his arm around Xian Shi's shoulder and planned to go downstairs, but Xian Shi said, "Let's go upstairs to class, I can do it myself."

Seeing Xian Shi like this, Zheng Yue felt a little heartbroken, "Xiao Shi, we should still be brothers."

Xian Shi stared into Zheng Yue's eyes and said, "Okay."

After talking about Xian Shi, he walked down the stairs step by step. Looking at Xian Shi's back, Zheng Yue seemed to have a feeling rushing out, restrained rationally, no, no.When Xian Shi was no longer in sight, he turned around and left.