In the mortal world, in melancholy and loneliness, in sorrow

The next day, Xian Shi was going to say goodbye to Zheng Yue, but Xian Shi's mother said, "Yue Yue went to Linhu Village with his mother early in the morning." Xian Shi followed his parents obediently and returned to the county seat.

The weather in May is exceptionally bright.It has been a month since Xian Shi returned to school, and he still hasn't seen Zheng Yue. The family conditions of the two are not good, and they don't have any contact information. Why hasn’t Xiaoyue come to school yet? It’s been a month.” Xian Shi’s father pondered for a while and said, “Xiao Shi, you didn’t tell you when you called last time. "

Xian Shi felt something was wrong, and asked, "Dad, what's wrong with Yue Yue?"

The phone came "Ah... Xiaoshi, don't worry, Xiaoyue is fine, his mother remarried, do you know his grandfather in Beijing? Picked him up. You don't know, there were so many cars at that time. They are all brand-name cars, so imposing, Xiaoyue will be blessed in the future, it seems that you will have to rely on Xiaoyue in the future..."

Xian Shi didn't hear anything behind him, only knew that he was walking further and further away, gone..., hung up the phone, Xian Shi walked to the corridor where Zheng Yue and the girl were kissing, and sat down slowly. On the ground, something suddenly fell out of his eye sockets, and wet across his dry cheeks.Xian Shi raised his head, looked at the gray sky, but felt that he was extremely ridiculous in his heart, laughing at his own stupidity and his own idiocy.He could understand Zheng Yue's mood. It was impossible for Zheng Yue not to hate his parents. One abandoned his family and abandoned his son, and the other quickly remarried regardless of his son's college entrance examination.Xian Shi can understand Zheng Yue, but he will not forgive Zheng Yue.

Xian Shi thought about everything from their first kiss to the present, and he finally came to the conclusion: Yue Yue, whom he loved wholeheartedly, was just brotherly towards him.

From that day on, Xian Shi studied quietly for a month.On the day of the college entrance examination, it was raining, and Zheng Yue completed the two-day examination in a daze.After the college entrance examination, Xian Shi wanted to sell all his high school books. Shi's father and Shi mother tried hard to persuade him that if he was not admitted, he could repeat his studies.In the end, Xian Shi still didn't leave even a piece of paper behind.

Xian Shi dreamed of Zheng Yue countless times, and whenever he asked him: where are you, Xian Shi would wake up with a start.He forced himself not to think about Zheng Yue, but every time he woke up in the middle of the night, Zheng Yue was still on his mind.Zheng Yue is like a thorn in his heart, it hurts when he misses him, and it hurts when he doesn't think about him.

Xian Shi wanted to go to a junior college, but his parents refused to agree. Although he was only 10 points higher than the three-point cutoff, his parents still wanted him to go to a bachelor's degree.After signing up, Xian Shi's parents resumed tossing vegetables and fruits day and night. Xian Shi suddenly felt that he was too bad, and then started to help his parents with work. He looked strong, and his height also changed from 170 Pulled to 175.