I didn't plan on getting a divorce

Xiao Di was sitting on a chair in the subway station, wrapped in a black down jacket, leaning back, with stubble buried in his collar, looking a little depressed.

He just broke up with his boyfriend, but the reason for his depression is not this, but the parents who abandoned him since he was a child and came back to him two years ago.

After he recognized him, he continued to exploit him. He sent them several sums of money, and finally decided to stop the loss in time. The so-called father made trouble with his boyfriend and was still guarding him at the door.

He had a home and didn't want to go back, so he took the Circle Line subway all afternoon, and it happened to be the evening rush hour, so he came out to get some fresh air.

The crowd was bustling, and various background sounds mixed together had a hypnotic effect. Xiao Di felt that he was about to fall asleep. At this moment, a couple sat in the next seat.

Xiao Di was woken up because they were arguing.

The girl seemed to shed a few tears, and then she kept talking in a crying voice, to the effect that I had never been wronged like this before and wanted to break up.

There was an empty seat between the boy and him. He put the black piano case he was carrying on the empty seat and turned to comfort the girl.

"Break up." The girl insisted.

Xiao Di finally pricked up his ears to hear the boy's answer.

The boy was silent for a few seconds, as if he had made some major decision, and said, "I'll give you a chance to take back this sentence."

"Break up." The girl still insisted.

Xiao Di sat up straight, and saw the girl running towards the platform in a hurry. At this time, the subway not far away was approaching, and the boy grabbed the girl's hand in a few strides.

Then there was a frantic tug and push.

"Are you crazy?" the boy said.

"You think too much!" The girl shook off the boy's hand, "I don't want to commit suicide."

After speaking, I got on the subway in front of me.

The boy, on the other hand, turned around without a trace of hesitation.

Xiao Di smiled.He looked at this thin and tall boy, his face was very handsome, only a little lost because of frowning.Judging from his clothes and accessories, the piano left on the seat must be expensive.

The boy walked up to him, looked at his hands on the piano case, his eyes became sharp.

"I thought you didn't want such an expensive piano." Xiao Di let go of his hand as he spoke, "If it wasn't for me to help you look after it, someone would have walked away."

"Thank you." The boy took the piano to the empty seat on the other side, and sat down next to Xiao Di.

"Argued?" Xiao Di tentatively asked, he never liked to meddle in strangers' affairs, but now he wanted to grab someone to talk to, after all, he was not in a good mood.

"It's not a quarrel." The boy said, "It's a breakup."

Xiao Di patted him on the shoulder: "If the old ones don't go, the new ones won't come."

The boy's tense face finally relaxed a little, and he managed to squeeze out a half smile: "Thank you for your kind words."

The two sat side by side for a while, the boy rubbed his fingers and asked casually, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

Xiao Di doesn't usually smoke, but recently he is living a decadent life, so he brings a pack of cigarettes when he goes out.

He took out one and handed it to the boy, "Smoking is not allowed in the subway."

"I know." The boy took the cigarette and put it in front of his nose and sniffed it.

"I thought you were going to tear off the cigarette paper and eat it directly." Xiao Di said.

"Shall I treat you to dinner?" the boy said, "I'm a little hungry."

Xiao Di stood up and walked towards the exit of the subway station. The boy followed him with the piano on his back.

Not far away, the girl who sat on the subway for a stop and found that her boyfriend hadn't followed up came back again, just in time to see their coordinated and right side-by-side figures.

This meal was invited by Xiao Di, who paid for his time, but received a boy's business card, which read:

Qin Sheng, the violinist of the X Orchestra.

When Qin Sheng went to pay the bill, he was told that he had already paid the bill, but Xiao Di didn't seem...to be very rich, and the restaurant he was looking for was quite expensive.

Qin Sheng felt a little sorry, but he couldn't transfer the money to him. Doing so would make the other party look too ugly.

So Chief Qin sent his business card over, and said generously: "Thank you today, I know a very good theme restaurant, I will invite you when you want to eat."

"Okay," Xiao Di said, "I also have to thank you. To be honest, I wasn't in a good mood before eating this meal."

Qin Shengxin said yes, you look worse than me who just lost love.

Seeing the business card given out was stuffed into his pocket, Qin Sheng waited silently, but found that the other party had no intention of exchanging contact information at all, so he had to get up quickly to cover up the momentary self-indulgence: "Let's go! "

Realizing that Qin Sheng was serious this time, Su Yan turned on the serial call mode. Qin Sheng still had a few words of comfort at first, but the communication between the two was not on the same channel at all, so he simply turned the phone to silent.

When the caller displayed another strange number, Qin Sheng felt a not-so-obvious quickening of his heartbeat, and a little disappointment when he found out that it was Su Yan when he picked it up.

"Didn't you say you were going to sleep? Why did you answer this number?"

The tone was still so aggressive.

Without saying a word, Qin Sheng directly hung up the phone.

And feel happy like never before.

A feeling of well-being throughout the body.

So comfortable that he had deep doubts about himself, why he would tolerate this woman for so long.

Qin Sheng took a shower and applied a facial mask. He lay down on the bed and took a look at his cell phone. There was a call coming in.

Hanging your finger above the reject button for a few seconds, you took a deep breath and pressed the connect button, trying to be as calm as possible: "I'm really going to sleep now, can you talk to me tomorrow if you have anything to say?"

"Are you going to sleep? I'm sorry." A soft and clean male voice came from the airwaves.

"No, I thought it was..." Qin Sheng picked up a random word, "harassing calls."

The person on the phone smiled, "I'm Xiao Di, we had dinner together last Sunday night."

On the other end of the phone that Xiao Di didn't notice, Qin Sheng breathed a sigh of relief, feeling a subtle touch that a small undetected expectation somewhere in his heart was not disappointed.

"I heard it, what do you want me to do?"

"Well... I have something to ask you." Xiao Di was a little embarrassed, but said in one breath, "A friend of mine is getting married tomorrow, and there will be a violin performance at the wedding, but unfortunately that buddy has acute appendicitis tonight and is undergoing surgery in the hospital Well, the wedding company couldn't find a suitable candidate for the time being, and wanted to replace this part with water drums, but the bride likes this kind of foreign style, so I... suddenly thought of you, and I wanted to ask if you have any Can someone you know introduce me? The price is easy to negotiate."

Yes, there are many.

However, no one would be willing to take this kind of work.

"It's just me." Qin Sheng said almost without a pause, "I'm free tomorrow, do you think I can do it?"

"You..." Xiao Di paused, "Would it be inappropriate..."

Xiao Di didn't know Qin Sheng's true level, but he just arbitrarily believed that he should be the one who sat in the center of the stage and performed and won thousands of applause.

Qin Sheng would make a relief so happily, but it made Xiao Di very uncomfortable.

"What's wrong, are you blocking my way of making money?" Qin Sheng said, "Which song?"

Xiao Di said a name, and Qin Sheng laughed loudly: "Then it's right for you to find me. I have been practicing this song since elementary school. I can play it for you while I am asleep."

On the day of the wedding, Xiao Di made up her business card. In order not to steal the groom's limelight, she wore ordinary casual clothes. Even so, it was quite different from the sloppy image of the subway station that day.

Qin Sheng took a business card and looked at him, thinking that this is what you should look like.

Afterwards, Xiao Di transferred a sum of money to Qin Sheng, but Qin Sheng naturally confiscated it.

Xiao Di said: "This is not my money, it is the bride's order to hand it over to you, and you deserve it."

Qin Sheng said: "But I only take it as a favor for you."

Doing this kind of thing can only help. If the price is really clearly marked, no matter what the price is, it will be too cheap.

This sentence made Xiao Di shut up obediently, and the money was returned to his pocket, so he didn't send it again.

As a thank you, he bought Qin Sheng a box of rosin, which he entrusted someone to buy from abroad.

It happened that Qin Sheng's rosin was about to bottom out, so he really wanted to know what kind of rosin Xiao Di gave him.

Xiao Di sent his location at the school, and Qin Sheng sent his license plate number.

When Qin Sheng arrived, Xiao Di was walking towards the school gate, and when he got into the car, he finally said, "Hurry up and drive."

"Why are you being chased for debt?" Qin Sheng said, "You were sneaking around in the last car."

"Don't talk nonsense, drive quickly." Xiao Di urged.

Realizing that Xiao Di wasn't joking, Qin Sheng stepped on the gas pedal as he said.But this is the school gate, no matter how fast it is, it will not go anywhere.

Xiao Di's air pressure was very low, Qin Sheng couldn't speak with a question mark in his head, and could only move forward at a speed slightly faster than the turtle's speed.

But soon, when he saw a man in black running after the car in the rearview mirror, he realized the seriousness of the problem.

"Who is this lunatic?" Qin Sheng asked incredulously, "Is he chasing my car?"

"Ex-boyfriend." Xiao Di said without any disturbance, "He should be chasing me in your car."

"Isn't that just chasing my car?" Qin Sheng drew a line, glanced at the lunatic who was still chasing him, "What does the ex-boyfriend do? He runs so fast."

"Physical education teacher." Xiao Di said.

Qin Sheng had never been chased by anyone, since he was young, he was the only one who chased and beat others with his bare hands.Regardless of whether the lunatic was chasing his car or the people in his car, he was disgusted.

One car and one person raced with the tortoise and the hare, opening up the distance for a while and tying it up for a while, and the rear window was knocked twice from time to time.

Until the red light was displayed for 90 seconds, Qin Sheng couldn't bear it anymore, looked back at Xiao Di, and asked him, "Huh, ex-boyfriend?"

When I said it, I emphasized the word "before".

"Yeah." Xiao Di said.

"Then I'm going down."

Xiao Di nodded.

He didn't know that what Qin Sheng meant by these two words was to use his fists to get it done.

When he knew it was too late.

It was also unexpected that an ex-boyfriend with good physical fitness and strength would be so vulnerable in front of Qin Sheng.

At that time, Qin Sheng's life was relatively manic. After the incident, he often brought it up and reflected on it. He was too impulsive.

One day a year later, Qin Sheng, who was practicing the piano, suddenly stopped, and aggressively rushed into the bathroom with the piano in his crooked neck, grabbed the collar of the man who had half unbuttoned his clothes, and was about to take a bath, and asked with a slap in the face: " To be honest, did you feel bad that day?"

"When?" Xiao Di was confused.

"The time I played Qi Zhen."

Xiao Di was a little dazed at first, and immediately said after realizing Qin Sheng's question: "My heart hurts."

"Didn't you hesitate at all? Can't you be tactful?" Qin Sheng's disappointment was visible to the naked eye, "Do you still want to be nice to me?"

Xiao Di asked back: "Didn't you want to hear the truth?"

That's right.

After all, he was an ex-boyfriend who had been together for more than a year. If he didn't feel sorry for Qin Sheng, he still felt abnormal. That didn't fit Mr. Xiao's cold-hearted personality.

But to say it so bluntly, Qin Sheng was not happy.

But it was he who asked on his own initiative, so he could only swallow his displeasure.

After making fun of himself, Qin Sheng took down the piano, turned around and left.

In the next second, he was embraced by a warm embrace, Xiao Di buried his face on him, and a nice voice came through the fabric: "I just love you."

"I feel guilty and sad when he gets hurt, but I only love you." Xiao Di took Qin Sheng's hand, "Your artist's hand, in the future...don't use it to beat people."

Qin Sheng's heart softened all of a sudden.

The 10,000+ piano, which he regarded as a treasure, was just casually placed on the sink, and then he blocked the person in the corner of the bathroom wall and kissed it vigorously.

The reason why Qi Zhen risked his life to chase the car was not because Xiao Di's father asked him for money, nor was it because Xiao Di broke up because he was afraid of hurting him, but because he believed that Xiao Di had never liked him.

He and Xiao Di have always been the one who took the initiative, actively pursued the initiative to confess, and took the initiative to celebrate every festival, except for breaking up.Xiao Di has always been lukewarm towards him, but he wants to be nice to one person with all his might, even a rock is covered with heat, but it seems that everything is over before it starts, and the rock is still the same rock.

Xiao Di also wanted to explain to him that his attitude when they were together at the beginning was to try and see. It was true that he didn't want to drag Qi Zhen down later, but it was also true that he wasted Qi Zhen's good time.

Simply do not defend yourself.

Just hate him, that's all.

Xiao Di was in a very bad mood that day, and the camera surveillance he specially installed reminded him that his father had gone to guard the door again.

When I walked to the school gate, I saw Qi Zhen was full of anger, and he didn't want to stop asking. The sharpness of the whole body disappeared. When he saw the license plate number that he had been reading silently in his heart, he got in without thinking, and didn't want to come out. .

This small corner, at that moment, gave him a great sense of security.

He and Qin Sheng competed to pay Qi Zhen's medical expenses, but the physically disabled physical education teacher said he didn't want any money from them.Xiao Di didn't want to spend any more energy on arguing, and directly transferred a sum of money to a certain bank card of Qi Zhen.

He gave the rosin to Qin Sheng in the hospital. Seeing his thick dark circles, Qin Sheng couldn't help asking, "Is there something wrong with you recently? Do you need help?"

Xiao Di stayed in the hotel for several nights, he hated the kind of place where people have no sense of belonging.But he didn't want to disturb his friends and colleagues. He was afraid of trouble, and he didn't want others to see his unbearable side.

But to this familiar stranger who had met two or three times, it was easier to say the request.

It's okay to refuse anyway.

"Is it convenient for you? Can you take me in for a few nights?"

When Su Yan came with breakfast, she saw a pair of men's slippers at the door, and then bumped into the two who were having breakfast, and her intuition told her that they were not just ordinary friends.

"So you're not letting me come because someone at home?"

"Then who is he to you? New friend, boyfriend? Don't you never keep people overnight?"

Qin Sheng held the door with one hand hanging down, and blocked the door tightly with his whole body, not intending to invite anyone in and not saying a word.

Silence is a silent answer.

"So that's true." Su Yan nodded frantically, turned and left.

After the person left, Xiao Di was freed from the posture of burying her head in eating, and wanted to say something, but found herself in a very bad position.

A few days ago, he witnessed Qin Sheng's breakup in the street. A few days later, he was mistaken by his ex-girlfriend for a new love or a third party.

What's worse is that Qin Sheng didn't explain anything.

"Hello!" Xiao Di wiped his mouth, and called out to the person who was still standing at the door, "I'll leave in a while, I'm in trouble these days."

"Huh?" The person who was stopped turned around absently, "What did you say?"

"I said, I'll be leaving in a while." Xiao Di repeated, "Are you crying?"

"Fuck you!" Qin Sheng went to wash his face, he didn't cry, but the fog in front of his eyes was a bit heavy.

"Are you still sad?" Xiao Di asked, Qin Sheng never talked about the things between him and Su Yan in detail, but he could feel the cause and effect.

It can also empathize to a certain extent, as if he just let go of someone who likes him, and he is also a little sad.

"Nonsense." Qin Sheng said.

"Then I..." Xiao Di didn't know why he repeated a sentence three times, "Let's go in a while."

After Qin Sheng washed his face and wiped it with a soft cotton towel, his smile was completely renewed.

"You don't go."