Sparkling

After this group of people left, the calmness at the gate of the police station returned, only the sound of the wind at night became more and more bitter, just listening to it felt bone-piercing.

"Let's go."

Xu Feng brushed shoulders past Ye Lin and left first, Ye Lin followed behind him.

Xu Feng went straight back to his grocery store. He knew that Ye Lin would not obediently follow, so he must be going back to the stone house.

Before the fork in the road, he had been walking ahead at a distance. There was only one road in this section, and Ye Lin had to go.

Xu Feng's steps were not fast, but he took great strides.Ye Lin limped and walked behind, gradually falling away.

Xu Feng's shadow got farther and farther away, and he never looked back at him.

Ye Lin forced himself not to look at the somewhat blurred shadow, but just stared at the shadow under his feet and the dark concrete road.

Feet hurt and were cold, though with a pair of shoes, it felt like stepping barefoot on the cold ground.The cold came up from below. Just now when the fight was hot, he didn't feel the cold at all. Now that kind of cold came back doubled, the cold coming from the heart.

The fight was only a moment ago, but he couldn't think of the details, he seemed to be in a chaotic dream, and he had never been awake these days.

Coming out of Xu Feng's grocery store, in fact, he hasn't been able to step through the door at all.

Why go where?Can't remember.Maybe it's because of the shocking information I received, or someone's bad words, these seem to be two days ago, and it seems that it happened just now.So what if he went there, he resolutely refused to think that he wanted to get some comfort from Xu Feng, this kind of feeling of wanting to be comforted was too shameful, he couldn't forgive himself just thinking about it, he would rather All the way down like this, there is no end in sight.

He didn't need help, but he instinctively wanted to reach out to the only source of fire.

While falling, he still doesn't give up, he really hates himself like this.

When he heard loud voices from a distance, he should know that he shouldn't be here.

This is Xu Feng's world, not his.

The door of the grocery store was closed, and light and loud sounds leaked through the crack.

He saw Xu Feng in the noisy crowd through the gap in the railing of the small iron window next to him.

A Xu Feng he didn't know at all.

He was drunk, with a drunken blush on his face, and a mischievous smile, just looking at him made people shudder.And that smile was not directed at him, and it would never be directed at him.

A piece of a woman's gentle arm was wrapped around his neck, and he raised his fingers to scrape the woman's face. They were very close, and they could kiss with a slight angle.And this intimate posture is natural, as if born so.

That was something he didn't dare to imagine, the feeling of hugging and touching people's skin.

He was in the dark, watching the bustle of the sky, and felt that he was a clown.

He ran away as if fleeing.

Just go down like this, don't think about it anymore, he has no future.

Thinking about it this way, there is a large gap in the chaotic memory, no matter how painful it is to recall, it is like a film that has been cut out abruptly, without any clues.

Even if a fist falls on the body, it is beneficial to be able to suffer while being in pain, and it is sweet.

He fell to the ground like a dead dog and was beaten for a long time, maybe only two or three minutes.

It wasn't until a cold hand touched his neck that he suddenly opened his eyes as if waking up from a dream.He couldn't see clearly whether there were two or three people in front of him, but they were blurred together, with ghostly faces twisting and spinning.

"Brother Can, are you okay, you won't kill him?"

Someone might ask this question from the side. At that time, he clearly couldn't hear anything, only the windpipe that was getting tighter and tighter made him start to struggle instinctively.

It hurts, it hurts.

The pain of losing his breath, the pain of his body, and the pain of pressing on his heart merged like a river converging. He was crazy and began to resist crazily.

"Fuck it! Get out of here!"

A tearing sound burst from his throat.

A dead dog becomes a mad dog.

These wrists look very weak, as someone said before, these are the hands that hold the pen, not the hands that fight.

But in an instant, a steady stream of strength emerged from this wrist, and it hit the soft flesh and blood like a lunatic.He is not afraid of anything anymore, pain, humiliation, what comes from others, and what he asks for. He is already used to this taste, and it doesn't matter if there is more, he is not afraid of anything anymore.

Even when he wakes up now, he has no regrets at all.

Although the background color is still mottled and oppressive, but he really gave up.

Once you think this way, you can fall safely and enjoy the pain.

He raised his eyes, and at some point, there was only an empty street in front of him.

Xu Feng must finally be disappointed in himself.

Ye Lin thought, there was no fluctuation in her heart.

He stuffed his frozen hands into his pockets, shoved his face into the collar of his jacket to hide from the wind, and quickened his steps.

In the next second, a warm force grabbed his arm, pulling his unwarmed hand almost out of his pocket.

He raised his head subconsciously, facing Xu Feng.

With a sullen face, unable to tell whether it was displeasure or anger, he quickly uttered three words,

"Go this way."

He couldn't distinguish his emotions, he just held Ye Lin's arm and walked forward, as if he was afraid that he would run away, he didn't let go, and kept pulling, their arms were in the air, with a little distance between them.

Ye Lin wanted to refuse, but was stunned for a moment but didn't say it.He was foolishly dragged by Xu Feng, and he didn't realize which way it was until he reached the door of the grocery store.

He felt that he was being blown stupid by the wind, his mind was moving slowly like a turtle, and the things in front of him needed to be reasoned out one by one.

The small chandelier on the card table was blown by the wind brought in by the door, trembling slowly, causing the shadows in the whole room to shake.

The card table under the lamp still kept the mess before going out, crooked wine bottles, corners of the table, a lot of melon seeds shells, peanut shells, and bright oranges scattered on the table There are leather embellishments, but under the dim light, it always looks desolate.

As soon as Xu Feng entered the room, he let go of him, and went into the back room on his own. After a burst of crackling noises, he came out carrying a small medicine box. superior.

Ye Linshang stood where he was, he hadn't figured out what he should do, so he stood straight in the middle of the room.

Xu Feng pulled the bench and sat on it by himself, and stretched out his hand to pull Ye Lin who was stuck in place.

"Where is it hurt?"

He asked while opening the medicine box.The medicine box had obviously not been used for a long time, and it was covered with a layer of dust.Xu Feng frowned and blew on the dust, then opened the medicine box with a snap.

Ye Lin's slow-moving head finally understood the situation, he didn't move, he said,

"I want to go home."

Xu Feng ignored him, and took his arm to roll up his sleeve.

Ye Linwei struggled, but the opponent restrained him a bit forcefully, Xu Feng struggled with his arm, without raising his head, saying,

"Don't move."

Ye Lin pulled out her hand vigorously, turned her body away without looking away,

"Do you tube."

"Don't overdo it."

Xu Feng's tone was still calm, but it sounded like the eve of the storm.

Ye Lin turned around and left, but was pulled back immediately.

Xu Feng pulled a little hard this time, Ye Lin turned around a little staggering.

"Ye Lin stop making trouble."

His voice was a little louder, and the tiredness in his voice was amplified, a little rustling.

"There is nothing in your house, only dust, you need medicine for your injury."

Xu Feng explained to him with a good temper, like a dedicated kindergarten teacher, explaining the cause and effect long-windedly as if he was afraid that he would not understand.

The more patient and gentle he was, the more angry Ye Lin felt in his heart. Even though he knew he was making trouble for no reason, he couldn't control himself.

"So what? It's none of your business if I get hurt or fight with someone. Leave me alone."

His tone was rarely aggressive.Ever since he came back, he had never talked to Xu Feng in such an emotional way, even going back to a long time ago, since he and Xu Feng had known each other, he had never shown such a bad self in front of him.

Anger appeared in Xu Feng's eyes almost instantly.

"What the hell did you say? Say it again?"

"I said, you don't care about me—"

Ye Lin provocatively said loudly, the voice was particularly harsh in the quiet night.

Ye Lin is indeed completely different from before.

From a young man who was full of ideals, he became a young man who looked at people indifferently and could not show a smile.

He became irritable, irritable, would fight with people, and his body was covered with bruises; he would bluntly refuse people's concern, embarrassing people.

Xu Feng was finally annoyed, and he threw the medicine box on the table, causing the wine bottles to collide with each other with a crisp sound, which was shocking.He stood up abruptly, surpassing Ye Lin all of a sudden, his gloomy eyes pressed down from above, facing Ye Lin.

"Don't worry about you? I don't care about you. You've froze to death and starved to death! You can still fight with people here!"

"Fight with all your strength! Let me tell you, it's just your luck this time, and you only suffered some skin trauma. It's not like you can have such good luck every time!"

Xu Feng's voice was a little louder, and his expression could be called ruthless.Different from his usual lazy and talkative appearance, full of air and menacing, Ye Lin forgot to be afraid when he saw his vicious appearance for the first time, and stared straight at him in shock, not knowing where he was.

After venting, he also realized that he was a little too excited.

He sniffed, calmed down a little, suppressed his mood and continued,

"I used to think that it didn't matter just like you. Sometimes I even deliberately found people to fight in order to vent my feelings."

"Once, two groups of people fought in groups, and a young boy rushed to the front. A soda can was thrown from the opposite side and hit him in the face. The lid of the soda can was upturned. Take him to the hospital."

"That's when I realized for the first time that fighting can also disable people for life."

Xu Feng looked at Ye Lin, and the lingering fear of hearing his name in the crowd rose again. He couldn't imagine hearing such a thing happen to Ye Lin one day.

"He was standing a little bit beside me at that time, and the jar just passed by in front of my eyes, Ye Lin, do you know what it feels like?"

"Can you, don't do something like this, don't—worry me."

He was almost sincere, with secret tears in his eyes, he grabbed Ye Lin tightly.

Ye Lin was a little dumbfounded, and looked at Xu Feng with wide eyes.

He never knew that Xu Feng had such a period of time, nor did he know what he was doing and how he spent these years.

He actually never cared about him.

Indifferent to the appearance of disgusting.

His pain seemed to disappear suddenly, becoming insignificant, all he could see was Xu Feng's deep eyes, which were hot and fiery, sincere and heartbreaking, and he couldn't bear to look at them.

Ye Lin's throat moved, but she couldn't say a word, she just sucked her nose lightly.

Both of them had imperceptible tears in their eyes.