Sparkling
Chapter 18
The weather is gradually warming up, the number of sunny days has increased, and the island is gradually welcoming tourists.
With tourists, the night stalls on the island are also opened. This thing is limited to the season. Only when there are many guests on the island, the villagers are willing to set up a stall at night. Although the business is not very popular, it can also make a small profit. Last sum.
When I realized it, life seemed to have gradually returned to normal.
In the evening, the slanting sunlight shone into the alley and gradually slanted westward on the old earthen wall. Ye Lin put his hands on the glass counter, tilted his head to look at the golden light, and was in a daze.
Thinking of the time when I first came here, it was only a month ago, but now it has begun to blur, as far away as a dream.
Is there any difference between him and that time?
The same small and ordinary, what was not there at that time, is still not there now, but it is no longer painful.
Only this item, he is no longer afraid.
In the evening, Xu Feng came back from the outside. He will go out tomorrow to Xiaoshan City, maybe how long it will take.He was also away from home all day today, and went out very early. He didn't even send a message back until the afternoon, and he didn't come back until the sun was setting.
Xu Feng looked a little tired. As soon as he came back, he lay down on the rocking chair and swayed, closing his eyes and resting his mind.
Ye Lin was writing something beside him, careful not to make a sound, not wanting to disturb Xu Feng.
He was concentrating on writing, but he felt a hot air approaching behind him. He turned around urgently, and his head hit Xu Feng's stomach, which made him startled.Xu Feng let out an exaggerated "Hey", and stepped back while clutching his stomach.
Ye Lin quickly got up and went to help him, complaining a bit,
"Why are you sneaking around behind!"
Xu Feng still clutched his stomach and howled, for a while, finally stopped, humming and chirping,
"I just want to tell you, let's go to the bar tonight."
"drink wine?"
Ye Lin was a little surprised, since the day he was given alcohol by Peng Ke, he hadn't drank again.
He was not a good drinker, and neither was Xu Feng.But there are always times when I suddenly feel like drinking.
Ye Lin thought that Xu Feng should be that kind of time today.
So he nodded and said,
"Okay."
After closing the shop, the two walked slowly to the coastal path together.
The sun on the island will stay until late because there are no tall buildings to block it.The fiery red sun stays above the sea level, and the light sprinkles and dyes half of the sky red, which is very beautiful.
Ye Lin hadn't seen such a sunset for a long time, and was so captivated by the extremely beautiful sky that he had the urge to cry for a moment.
He turned his head and saw Xu Feng, he looked up at the sky, his face was the color of sunset, his face was very calm, he didn't know what he was thinking.
The street lamps on the coastal path are gradually lit up, and it looks a bit tasteless at dusk, but the lights reflect the increasing flow of people, showing a different kind of bustle, with a bleak bustle.
Xu Feng took Ye Lin to find a barbecue stall, sat down, ordered a bunch of food and two bottles of beer.
This is a common thing, but Ye Lin felt a little excited.
He didn't have any friends, and he wouldn't go to a small stall to order food and drink while he was alone, not to mention he was shy of strangers.
But if there is Xu Feng by his side, it will be very different. Xu Feng seems to be a reassurance, so that he will not panic anymore.It was the first time for him to sit leisurely, watch the scenery, eat and drink in a crowded place so easily and leisurely.
Xu Feng looked at him like this, with a faint excitement under his calm appearance, he felt familiar and a little funny.He picked up a bunch of barbecue and handed it to Ye Lin, like coaxing a puppy,
"Ah~"
Ye Lin glanced at him flattered, then thought, in Xu Feng's eyes, this was probably a very common thing, so she smiled and opened her mouth to bite off a piece of barbecue, chewing vaguely.
Ye Lin didn't like to drink at the wine table, but eating and drinking in such a leisurely way, before he knew it, a bottle of beer ran out.
Ye Lin was not drunk, but her mood was a little slack.
He knew wine was such a thing.
It won't change his temperament drastically, but it's like a loose rope. On weekdays, he has to tighten his teeth and control the things he can't say or do. Once he drinks alcohol, he doesn't care, and it doesn't matter.
Rather than saying that Xu Feng wants to drink today, it is better to say that he wants to drink.
Xu Feng will leave tomorrow.
It's not that he won't come back after leaving, but Ye Lin felt a little lonely from the bottom of his heart, as if he just got close to a warm arm, and then moved away in a blink of an eye, just now when the warm body was blown by cold wind, he felt doubly desolate .
He has known Xu Feng for a long time, but he has never felt this way.
Ye Lin was a little afraid, afraid that this kind of enthusiasm would be just a flash in the pan, he didn't want to use Xu Feng as a fire source for a moment of warmth, and he didn't want Xu Feng to be that flashy epiphyllum.
What kind of existence is Xu Feng? He only remembered to face up to this question at this moment.
He remembered the source of their acquaintance, it was really a long time ago, it seems that since he can remember, Xu Feng is like a background board, which is looming and interspersed.
When I was young, when my parents were still very happy, I took him for a walk in front of the house, and when I came home, I met the neighbor uncle who brought the little boy back from the sea.
He was just a slender little boy, barely as tall as his father's waist.Wearing knee-length shorts with blue sea water ripples, the vest on his body was wet by the sea water, sticking to his body, with a long red thread pendant hanging around his neck, dragging a fishing net beside his father, and sprinkled a large amount of flakes on his body The golden sun just stood there under the shining sun, grinning at him with a silly smile.
Later, his parents began to fight, and the darkest period of his life began.
His way of escaping is to keep reading, as long as he puts all his mind on difficult math problems and articles he can't read, it seems that he can escape from the chaos in his ears a little bit, so he kept pricking into it. In the world of books.
That world is so clean, simple, clean, line by line of typeface, clear, cold and emotionless, he found a sense of belonging in such a world.
He occasionally went to Xu Feng's house to do homework.Every time he went to his house, Xu Feng always acted foolishly and didn't do his homework. He just leaned on the sofa and watched TV. Sometimes he fell asleep while watching, and he had to cover Xu Feng with a blanket.
But at that time, he was very grateful to Xu Feng who was so carefree.
Because Xu Feng never cared about him, and never asked about his family affairs.Once, when he was doing homework at Xu Feng's house, he heard his mother's crying and his father's hoarse scolding coming from the house next door, and he felt as if he had been stabbed by a knife. Similarly, he had no intention of doing his homework and couldn't read between the lines.
Tears overflowed almost all at once, and when they were too full to fit in the eye sockets, they suddenly "ticked" and fell on the homework book.
His ears turned red and burned very badly.
It was very quiet behind him, and he instinctively felt that Xu Feng must have seen it.
So sad, but the tears couldn't stop.
The sound of the TV behind him was turned up, and the voices of the protagonists of the TV drama gag came from the TV. It was an irrelevant voice. At that time, it was like a life-saving straw.
But unfortunately, there is always a time to escape for a moment. Once you recover and return to the real world, there are only endless quarrels and pain.
The older he got, the clearer he remembered and the deeper the pain.
In junior high school, he found a new way to escape, that is, staying at school very late, there was no other student in the late school except him, and he reluctantly left after the school bell rang every day. Empty classrooms.
When he was unconscious, he was targeted by the gangsters in the school.
He didn't expect that he would have a fight one day.
At that time, he also saw Xu Feng, among those who beat him.
They don't know each other very well, but they are neighbors who grew up together.
For a moment, Ye Lin felt a little wronged.
He couldn't explain why a neighbor couldn't do such a thing, but he just felt wronged.Xu Feng acted as if he had nothing to do with him, so he also acted indifferently and looked away, not looking at him.
In the end, I couldn't even bother to see him.
It was his first fight, and he was so aggressive that he surprised himself and felt good about it.
Maybe it was by physical violence to vent out all the sadness and grievances in my heart.After the fight, he had no strength at all, his whole body was sore, but his heart was very happy.
I wanted to laugh and cry so much.
But in the end, he just remained silent and limped home with Xu Feng.
Xu Feng was very strange, sometimes he clearly stood on the opposite side of him, and he obviously did not make any excuses. When there were only two people left, he seemed to become the brother of the neighbor he was familiar with again.
He was in a mess that day.
First I was beaten by my classmates, and then by my father, but the most uncomfortable thing was seeing my mother's tears.
When he was beaten by his father, he heard his mother's cries. When she hit his father with a mop like a crazy beast, Ye Lin was completely blindsided.
This kind of life doesn't want to go on anymore, no matter what, I don't want to go on anymore.
At that time, my mother told him in tears that she wanted to survive until he graduated from middle school for him, but now it seems that she can't stick to it no matter what.
Ye Lin looked at the tearful eyes that were broken, and was so at a loss that he couldn't say anything.
He didn't understand the so-called relationship between husband and wife, nor his mother's difficulties. He didn't understand anything except the real pain in his heart.
But after several years, he felt that his mother's decision was right.
Even though she was no longer his mother alone, he felt that the decision at that time was right.
Losing his mother's childhood, Xu Feng's figure seemed to flash suddenly, and the memories of him accompanying him increased.
Xu Feng is not the kind of person who is very warm and enthusiastic. He always stands far away, as if he is watching you, but he doesn't seem to be.
He didn't talk much, and he wasn't very proactive, but when Ye Lin went to him, he always had no expression on his face and simply went out with him.
When you don't want to be alone, you will think of Xu Feng, and you don't need to talk too much when you are together, just stay.
He and Xu Feng were not friends, at that time he never divided anyone into the boundary of friends.Xu Feng just exists there neither far nor near.
The last meeting I remember was in a cold and dry winter after the final exam of a certain year.
It was Xu Feng who took the initiative to look for him that day, and Ye Lin remembered it very clearly, the slight tremor in his heart that was remembered by others, like a small bell tied under the eaves of the door, shaking slightly when the wind blows, it is very beautiful.
At that time, they got along the most easily, like friends, without any scruples, they can tell all the things in their hearts without worrying about not getting a response or understanding, just say it, and someone will hear it, Just fine.
Ye Lin stared at Xu Feng with slightly drunken eyes, not timid at all, without superfluous thoughts, without any distracting thoughts, staring straight at him without moving away, so that Xu Feng could no longer ignore it.
He stretched out his hand to push Ye Lin's head away, turned around, Ye Lin turned back again, and smirked at him, so several times, Xu Feng finally gave up helplessly,
"Is this your newfound pleasure in drunkenness?"
Ye Lin smiled foolishly at him.
Xu Feng also laughed,
"If I knew you had such a poor capacity for drinking, I shouldn't have asked you out for a drink."
He started to take away Ye Lin's wine bottle, but just as he moved it away, he came to grab it again.
"Don't grab my drink."
With a nasal sound, wronged Bala.
"Come on, go back to sleep."
Xu Feng resigned to his fate, and felt that before Ye Lin got drunk, he had to be moved back.
He paid the money and came back to look for Ye Lin. The latter sat obediently, with his hands resting on his knees, sitting upright, coupled with the expression on his face like a primary school student who was so sleepy that he didn't dare to move. Xu Feng smiled.
He waved his hand in front of Ye Lin,
"Can I walk by myself?"
Ye Lin followed his hand, looked back at his face mechanically, nodded seriously,
"Can go."
Facts have proved that drunk people can't be trusted, at least not all of them.
Ye Lin can walk, but this walk is different from Xu Feng's understanding.
He was so awesome, he didn't need Xu Feng to help him, he walked smoothly and turned a parabola, turned to the side and hit the wall with a "dong" sound, this was the first time.
Xu Feng quickly went to help him, walked crookedly for a while, then confidently shook off Xu Feng's hand, swung his arm and walked in a very flamboyant way, before he was handsome for three seconds, he tripped over something, "Plop" It fell directly to the ground.
Xu Feng felt that he would be a fool if he believed Ye Lin who was drunk next time.
At this time, it was about eight o'clock in the evening, and the street was already dark, only the road leading to the hotel was brightly lit.Xu Feng guessed that Ye Lin was going to turn and turn when he was walking, and he might not know when he was going to fall, so he decided to take a detour and take the path next to the hotel.
One light at least doesn't bump into each other.
Fortunately, there are very few people on the street. Even if there are tourists on the island, it is still dark and uncivilized after nightfall.So how did Xu Feng support Ye Lin, he walked in a distorted manner, at least he didn't attract the crowd of onlookers, which made him a little relieved.
After finally walking to the back alley at the back door of the hotel, after turning this alley, in 2 minutes, you can walk to Xu Feng's small grocery store.
Ye Lin's furniture is gradually being put back, and he has been sleeping at home recently.But seeing him like this tonight, Xu Feng is too lazy to take him home for another 10 minutes. Anyway, he will leave early tomorrow morning, and Ye Lin has to come over to open the shop, so he can spend another night on the sofa in the small attic Got it.
Ye Lin was so confused all the way, she muttered to pieces, not knowing what to say.Xu Feng supported Ye Lin, whose arms and body were limp into a ball, walking very hard, and had to respond to his random thoughts after a while.
The next time he asks Ye Lin for a drink, he will be stupid, really.
After walking hard for a while, he really needed to take a rest. Under the dim light of the alley, he took Ye Lin's arm off his neck, and Ye Lin leaned softly against the brick wall that had lost most of the earth wall. superior.
It was probably because the posture just now made his flesh hurt. Ye Lin was not as tall as Xu Feng, and he had to tiptoe slightly when he was being supported. Xu Feng walked hard and he was also very hard being carried.Now that he was put down, he finally stopped sleeping. He lazily rubbed against the wall, showing a relaxed expression.
Xu Feng panted slightly, seeing his comfortable appearance almost made him laugh out loud.
Sure enough, people who don't know anything are the most comfortable.
"You can do what you want."
Xu Feng let out a breath.He was originally in a bad mood today, but after being disturbed by the drunk Ye Lin, all bad moods were forgotten, and only tiredness remained in his mind.
"It seems that the last time Peng Ke poured you, you didn't have to put in so much effort. You poured down just one bottle."
Ye Lin frowned and tried to distinguish his words, but when she heard this, she was unwilling, and wanted to refute with her tongue open.
"You, you talk nonsense! I, I'm not drunk at all."
"cut."
Xu Feng was really laughed at by him,
"Come on, the lines that drunk people love to say."
"No, what I said is true."
Seeing that he didn't believe it, Ye Lin became a little impatient, and stood up a little while climbing the wall, with a low voice and a mysterious look,
"Let me tell you, although I keep moving my feet," he pointed to his head with his finger,
"But the head is still awake."
He looked serious,
"If you don't believe me, you test me, I know everything."
"Oh, do you know who I am?"
"I know, you, you are Xu Feng."
"Okay, that's great, that's good."
Xu Feng patted his head like a kitten or puppy.
Ye Lin proudly puffed out her small chest,
"I'm great."
Xu Feng was dying of laughter, his legs were also a little weak, supporting the wall full of particles of dust, laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten his waist.
It was obviously a meaningless conversation, but once he laughed, it seemed that the switch couldn't be turned on. Xu Feng felt a little drunk when he laughed until his stomach hurt.
When he was smiling, Ye Lin, who had been bending her eyes foolishly, gradually put away her smiling face and stared at him again.
"Don't come, come again."
Xu Feng was very straightforward this time, he raised his hand to cover his eyes.
Ye Lin, whose eyes were blocked, was quiet and did not express the slightest.
When Xu Feng took his hand off, he really kept that look without blinking an eye.
Under the dim light, there was moisture in his eyes, reflecting his deep eyes, which made Xu Feng have the urge to kiss those eyes for a moment.
If the person in front of him was not Ye Lin, but someone else, maybe he thought so, so he did it directly.
But this person is Ye Lin.
He wanted to do it very much, but he froze his body, unable to do anything, but gradually calmed down his smile and returned the same silent gaze.
The distance between them was not far, but if they stood facing each other and only stared into their eyes, the distance seemed to be closer.
The street lamp above his head suddenly hissed, and the already dim light jumped twice, and suddenly went out.
Xu Feng suddenly turned his head to look at the extinguished street lamp subconsciously. The next second, the collar of his collar was pulled forward by a soft force, and he turned his head back in a hurry. At the moment when he couldn't see anything clearly, a warm The kiss fell precisely on the lips.
Xu Feng opened his eyes wide in the darkness, he couldn't see anything, all his senses seemed to disappear at this moment, only the soft and warm touch from his lips made his heart beat fast, thud thump, It looks like it's about to jump out of the chest.
He felt Ye Lin leaned slightly, getting closer to him, raised his chin, and deepened the kiss.
The brain is blank.
The street lights flashed twice, stayed dark for a few seconds, and then turned on suddenly, but before the light dimmed, it was almost only a shadow.
Following the re-installation of the light, Ye Lin opened his misty eyes.Under the dim light, he saw that he was grabbing the collar of the man in front of him, leaning over and kissing him.
The breath of the two of them beat together indiscriminately, making him unable to think.
So comfortable, I never knew that kissing was such a comfortable thing.
Once kissed, he didn't want to stop.
Until his heartbeat accelerated to the limit, Xu Feng had to push Ye Lin away, and he felt that he couldn't hold on if he didn't push away.
Once separated, both of them were panting slightly.
Once they were separated, they realized that they were so close just now, they were almost leaning against each other.
Xu Feng didn't know how he got back, and he didn't even have a clear memory of how he spent the night carelessly, as if all the light of this day stayed in this kiss.
Early the next morning, just after dawn, he went out with his luggage.
Ye Lin was still in a deep sleep, he put on his windbreaker and picked up his luggage lightly, and looked back at him one last time before going downstairs.
Ye Lin curled up on the sofa, wrapped in a blanket and still asleep.More than half of the blanket that had been covered for him last night slipped to the floor, and Ye Lin fell into a deep sleep, not knowing anything.
Xu Feng sighed slightly, put down his bag, and walked over to help him cover the blanket.
On the island at the end of March, it was quite cold in the morning, and there was no heating in the house.Xu Feng helped him cover the corner of the quilt, and rolled Ye Lin tightly so that no wind could blow it.
After finishing these, but still not willing to leave.
Xu Feng hesitated for a moment, but still stretched out his hand, slightly caressing the corners of Ye Lin's sleeping eyebrows and eyes.
His eyebrows are beautiful, long, woven lightly from the tip of the eyebrows, extending out thinly and densely, delicate and heroic.
Xu Feng often looked at this eyebrow, but never thought that one day he could touch it gently like this.
like a dream.
However, the real feeling from the fingertips is delicate and warm.
He didn't know if Ye Lin would remember the kiss when he woke up, but he would never forget it.
Xu Feng lowered his head and pressed a light kiss on the corner of his slightly parted lips.
With tourists, the night stalls on the island are also opened. This thing is limited to the season. Only when there are many guests on the island, the villagers are willing to set up a stall at night. Although the business is not very popular, it can also make a small profit. Last sum.
When I realized it, life seemed to have gradually returned to normal.
In the evening, the slanting sunlight shone into the alley and gradually slanted westward on the old earthen wall. Ye Lin put his hands on the glass counter, tilted his head to look at the golden light, and was in a daze.
Thinking of the time when I first came here, it was only a month ago, but now it has begun to blur, as far away as a dream.
Is there any difference between him and that time?
The same small and ordinary, what was not there at that time, is still not there now, but it is no longer painful.
Only this item, he is no longer afraid.
In the evening, Xu Feng came back from the outside. He will go out tomorrow to Xiaoshan City, maybe how long it will take.He was also away from home all day today, and went out very early. He didn't even send a message back until the afternoon, and he didn't come back until the sun was setting.
Xu Feng looked a little tired. As soon as he came back, he lay down on the rocking chair and swayed, closing his eyes and resting his mind.
Ye Lin was writing something beside him, careful not to make a sound, not wanting to disturb Xu Feng.
He was concentrating on writing, but he felt a hot air approaching behind him. He turned around urgently, and his head hit Xu Feng's stomach, which made him startled.Xu Feng let out an exaggerated "Hey", and stepped back while clutching his stomach.
Ye Lin quickly got up and went to help him, complaining a bit,
"Why are you sneaking around behind!"
Xu Feng still clutched his stomach and howled, for a while, finally stopped, humming and chirping,
"I just want to tell you, let's go to the bar tonight."
"drink wine?"
Ye Lin was a little surprised, since the day he was given alcohol by Peng Ke, he hadn't drank again.
He was not a good drinker, and neither was Xu Feng.But there are always times when I suddenly feel like drinking.
Ye Lin thought that Xu Feng should be that kind of time today.
So he nodded and said,
"Okay."
After closing the shop, the two walked slowly to the coastal path together.
The sun on the island will stay until late because there are no tall buildings to block it.The fiery red sun stays above the sea level, and the light sprinkles and dyes half of the sky red, which is very beautiful.
Ye Lin hadn't seen such a sunset for a long time, and was so captivated by the extremely beautiful sky that he had the urge to cry for a moment.
He turned his head and saw Xu Feng, he looked up at the sky, his face was the color of sunset, his face was very calm, he didn't know what he was thinking.
The street lamps on the coastal path are gradually lit up, and it looks a bit tasteless at dusk, but the lights reflect the increasing flow of people, showing a different kind of bustle, with a bleak bustle.
Xu Feng took Ye Lin to find a barbecue stall, sat down, ordered a bunch of food and two bottles of beer.
This is a common thing, but Ye Lin felt a little excited.
He didn't have any friends, and he wouldn't go to a small stall to order food and drink while he was alone, not to mention he was shy of strangers.
But if there is Xu Feng by his side, it will be very different. Xu Feng seems to be a reassurance, so that he will not panic anymore.It was the first time for him to sit leisurely, watch the scenery, eat and drink in a crowded place so easily and leisurely.
Xu Feng looked at him like this, with a faint excitement under his calm appearance, he felt familiar and a little funny.He picked up a bunch of barbecue and handed it to Ye Lin, like coaxing a puppy,
"Ah~"
Ye Lin glanced at him flattered, then thought, in Xu Feng's eyes, this was probably a very common thing, so she smiled and opened her mouth to bite off a piece of barbecue, chewing vaguely.
Ye Lin didn't like to drink at the wine table, but eating and drinking in such a leisurely way, before he knew it, a bottle of beer ran out.
Ye Lin was not drunk, but her mood was a little slack.
He knew wine was such a thing.
It won't change his temperament drastically, but it's like a loose rope. On weekdays, he has to tighten his teeth and control the things he can't say or do. Once he drinks alcohol, he doesn't care, and it doesn't matter.
Rather than saying that Xu Feng wants to drink today, it is better to say that he wants to drink.
Xu Feng will leave tomorrow.
It's not that he won't come back after leaving, but Ye Lin felt a little lonely from the bottom of his heart, as if he just got close to a warm arm, and then moved away in a blink of an eye, just now when the warm body was blown by cold wind, he felt doubly desolate .
He has known Xu Feng for a long time, but he has never felt this way.
Ye Lin was a little afraid, afraid that this kind of enthusiasm would be just a flash in the pan, he didn't want to use Xu Feng as a fire source for a moment of warmth, and he didn't want Xu Feng to be that flashy epiphyllum.
What kind of existence is Xu Feng? He only remembered to face up to this question at this moment.
He remembered the source of their acquaintance, it was really a long time ago, it seems that since he can remember, Xu Feng is like a background board, which is looming and interspersed.
When I was young, when my parents were still very happy, I took him for a walk in front of the house, and when I came home, I met the neighbor uncle who brought the little boy back from the sea.
He was just a slender little boy, barely as tall as his father's waist.Wearing knee-length shorts with blue sea water ripples, the vest on his body was wet by the sea water, sticking to his body, with a long red thread pendant hanging around his neck, dragging a fishing net beside his father, and sprinkled a large amount of flakes on his body The golden sun just stood there under the shining sun, grinning at him with a silly smile.
Later, his parents began to fight, and the darkest period of his life began.
His way of escaping is to keep reading, as long as he puts all his mind on difficult math problems and articles he can't read, it seems that he can escape from the chaos in his ears a little bit, so he kept pricking into it. In the world of books.
That world is so clean, simple, clean, line by line of typeface, clear, cold and emotionless, he found a sense of belonging in such a world.
He occasionally went to Xu Feng's house to do homework.Every time he went to his house, Xu Feng always acted foolishly and didn't do his homework. He just leaned on the sofa and watched TV. Sometimes he fell asleep while watching, and he had to cover Xu Feng with a blanket.
But at that time, he was very grateful to Xu Feng who was so carefree.
Because Xu Feng never cared about him, and never asked about his family affairs.Once, when he was doing homework at Xu Feng's house, he heard his mother's crying and his father's hoarse scolding coming from the house next door, and he felt as if he had been stabbed by a knife. Similarly, he had no intention of doing his homework and couldn't read between the lines.
Tears overflowed almost all at once, and when they were too full to fit in the eye sockets, they suddenly "ticked" and fell on the homework book.
His ears turned red and burned very badly.
It was very quiet behind him, and he instinctively felt that Xu Feng must have seen it.
So sad, but the tears couldn't stop.
The sound of the TV behind him was turned up, and the voices of the protagonists of the TV drama gag came from the TV. It was an irrelevant voice. At that time, it was like a life-saving straw.
But unfortunately, there is always a time to escape for a moment. Once you recover and return to the real world, there are only endless quarrels and pain.
The older he got, the clearer he remembered and the deeper the pain.
In junior high school, he found a new way to escape, that is, staying at school very late, there was no other student in the late school except him, and he reluctantly left after the school bell rang every day. Empty classrooms.
When he was unconscious, he was targeted by the gangsters in the school.
He didn't expect that he would have a fight one day.
At that time, he also saw Xu Feng, among those who beat him.
They don't know each other very well, but they are neighbors who grew up together.
For a moment, Ye Lin felt a little wronged.
He couldn't explain why a neighbor couldn't do such a thing, but he just felt wronged.Xu Feng acted as if he had nothing to do with him, so he also acted indifferently and looked away, not looking at him.
In the end, I couldn't even bother to see him.
It was his first fight, and he was so aggressive that he surprised himself and felt good about it.
Maybe it was by physical violence to vent out all the sadness and grievances in my heart.After the fight, he had no strength at all, his whole body was sore, but his heart was very happy.
I wanted to laugh and cry so much.
But in the end, he just remained silent and limped home with Xu Feng.
Xu Feng was very strange, sometimes he clearly stood on the opposite side of him, and he obviously did not make any excuses. When there were only two people left, he seemed to become the brother of the neighbor he was familiar with again.
He was in a mess that day.
First I was beaten by my classmates, and then by my father, but the most uncomfortable thing was seeing my mother's tears.
When he was beaten by his father, he heard his mother's cries. When she hit his father with a mop like a crazy beast, Ye Lin was completely blindsided.
This kind of life doesn't want to go on anymore, no matter what, I don't want to go on anymore.
At that time, my mother told him in tears that she wanted to survive until he graduated from middle school for him, but now it seems that she can't stick to it no matter what.
Ye Lin looked at the tearful eyes that were broken, and was so at a loss that he couldn't say anything.
He didn't understand the so-called relationship between husband and wife, nor his mother's difficulties. He didn't understand anything except the real pain in his heart.
But after several years, he felt that his mother's decision was right.
Even though she was no longer his mother alone, he felt that the decision at that time was right.
Losing his mother's childhood, Xu Feng's figure seemed to flash suddenly, and the memories of him accompanying him increased.
Xu Feng is not the kind of person who is very warm and enthusiastic. He always stands far away, as if he is watching you, but he doesn't seem to be.
He didn't talk much, and he wasn't very proactive, but when Ye Lin went to him, he always had no expression on his face and simply went out with him.
When you don't want to be alone, you will think of Xu Feng, and you don't need to talk too much when you are together, just stay.
He and Xu Feng were not friends, at that time he never divided anyone into the boundary of friends.Xu Feng just exists there neither far nor near.
The last meeting I remember was in a cold and dry winter after the final exam of a certain year.
It was Xu Feng who took the initiative to look for him that day, and Ye Lin remembered it very clearly, the slight tremor in his heart that was remembered by others, like a small bell tied under the eaves of the door, shaking slightly when the wind blows, it is very beautiful.
At that time, they got along the most easily, like friends, without any scruples, they can tell all the things in their hearts without worrying about not getting a response or understanding, just say it, and someone will hear it, Just fine.
Ye Lin stared at Xu Feng with slightly drunken eyes, not timid at all, without superfluous thoughts, without any distracting thoughts, staring straight at him without moving away, so that Xu Feng could no longer ignore it.
He stretched out his hand to push Ye Lin's head away, turned around, Ye Lin turned back again, and smirked at him, so several times, Xu Feng finally gave up helplessly,
"Is this your newfound pleasure in drunkenness?"
Ye Lin smiled foolishly at him.
Xu Feng also laughed,
"If I knew you had such a poor capacity for drinking, I shouldn't have asked you out for a drink."
He started to take away Ye Lin's wine bottle, but just as he moved it away, he came to grab it again.
"Don't grab my drink."
With a nasal sound, wronged Bala.
"Come on, go back to sleep."
Xu Feng resigned to his fate, and felt that before Ye Lin got drunk, he had to be moved back.
He paid the money and came back to look for Ye Lin. The latter sat obediently, with his hands resting on his knees, sitting upright, coupled with the expression on his face like a primary school student who was so sleepy that he didn't dare to move. Xu Feng smiled.
He waved his hand in front of Ye Lin,
"Can I walk by myself?"
Ye Lin followed his hand, looked back at his face mechanically, nodded seriously,
"Can go."
Facts have proved that drunk people can't be trusted, at least not all of them.
Ye Lin can walk, but this walk is different from Xu Feng's understanding.
He was so awesome, he didn't need Xu Feng to help him, he walked smoothly and turned a parabola, turned to the side and hit the wall with a "dong" sound, this was the first time.
Xu Feng quickly went to help him, walked crookedly for a while, then confidently shook off Xu Feng's hand, swung his arm and walked in a very flamboyant way, before he was handsome for three seconds, he tripped over something, "Plop" It fell directly to the ground.
Xu Feng felt that he would be a fool if he believed Ye Lin who was drunk next time.
At this time, it was about eight o'clock in the evening, and the street was already dark, only the road leading to the hotel was brightly lit.Xu Feng guessed that Ye Lin was going to turn and turn when he was walking, and he might not know when he was going to fall, so he decided to take a detour and take the path next to the hotel.
One light at least doesn't bump into each other.
Fortunately, there are very few people on the street. Even if there are tourists on the island, it is still dark and uncivilized after nightfall.So how did Xu Feng support Ye Lin, he walked in a distorted manner, at least he didn't attract the crowd of onlookers, which made him a little relieved.
After finally walking to the back alley at the back door of the hotel, after turning this alley, in 2 minutes, you can walk to Xu Feng's small grocery store.
Ye Lin's furniture is gradually being put back, and he has been sleeping at home recently.But seeing him like this tonight, Xu Feng is too lazy to take him home for another 10 minutes. Anyway, he will leave early tomorrow morning, and Ye Lin has to come over to open the shop, so he can spend another night on the sofa in the small attic Got it.
Ye Lin was so confused all the way, she muttered to pieces, not knowing what to say.Xu Feng supported Ye Lin, whose arms and body were limp into a ball, walking very hard, and had to respond to his random thoughts after a while.
The next time he asks Ye Lin for a drink, he will be stupid, really.
After walking hard for a while, he really needed to take a rest. Under the dim light of the alley, he took Ye Lin's arm off his neck, and Ye Lin leaned softly against the brick wall that had lost most of the earth wall. superior.
It was probably because the posture just now made his flesh hurt. Ye Lin was not as tall as Xu Feng, and he had to tiptoe slightly when he was being supported. Xu Feng walked hard and he was also very hard being carried.Now that he was put down, he finally stopped sleeping. He lazily rubbed against the wall, showing a relaxed expression.
Xu Feng panted slightly, seeing his comfortable appearance almost made him laugh out loud.
Sure enough, people who don't know anything are the most comfortable.
"You can do what you want."
Xu Feng let out a breath.He was originally in a bad mood today, but after being disturbed by the drunk Ye Lin, all bad moods were forgotten, and only tiredness remained in his mind.
"It seems that the last time Peng Ke poured you, you didn't have to put in so much effort. You poured down just one bottle."
Ye Lin frowned and tried to distinguish his words, but when she heard this, she was unwilling, and wanted to refute with her tongue open.
"You, you talk nonsense! I, I'm not drunk at all."
"cut."
Xu Feng was really laughed at by him,
"Come on, the lines that drunk people love to say."
"No, what I said is true."
Seeing that he didn't believe it, Ye Lin became a little impatient, and stood up a little while climbing the wall, with a low voice and a mysterious look,
"Let me tell you, although I keep moving my feet," he pointed to his head with his finger,
"But the head is still awake."
He looked serious,
"If you don't believe me, you test me, I know everything."
"Oh, do you know who I am?"
"I know, you, you are Xu Feng."
"Okay, that's great, that's good."
Xu Feng patted his head like a kitten or puppy.
Ye Lin proudly puffed out her small chest,
"I'm great."
Xu Feng was dying of laughter, his legs were also a little weak, supporting the wall full of particles of dust, laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten his waist.
It was obviously a meaningless conversation, but once he laughed, it seemed that the switch couldn't be turned on. Xu Feng felt a little drunk when he laughed until his stomach hurt.
When he was smiling, Ye Lin, who had been bending her eyes foolishly, gradually put away her smiling face and stared at him again.
"Don't come, come again."
Xu Feng was very straightforward this time, he raised his hand to cover his eyes.
Ye Lin, whose eyes were blocked, was quiet and did not express the slightest.
When Xu Feng took his hand off, he really kept that look without blinking an eye.
Under the dim light, there was moisture in his eyes, reflecting his deep eyes, which made Xu Feng have the urge to kiss those eyes for a moment.
If the person in front of him was not Ye Lin, but someone else, maybe he thought so, so he did it directly.
But this person is Ye Lin.
He wanted to do it very much, but he froze his body, unable to do anything, but gradually calmed down his smile and returned the same silent gaze.
The distance between them was not far, but if they stood facing each other and only stared into their eyes, the distance seemed to be closer.
The street lamp above his head suddenly hissed, and the already dim light jumped twice, and suddenly went out.
Xu Feng suddenly turned his head to look at the extinguished street lamp subconsciously. The next second, the collar of his collar was pulled forward by a soft force, and he turned his head back in a hurry. At the moment when he couldn't see anything clearly, a warm The kiss fell precisely on the lips.
Xu Feng opened his eyes wide in the darkness, he couldn't see anything, all his senses seemed to disappear at this moment, only the soft and warm touch from his lips made his heart beat fast, thud thump, It looks like it's about to jump out of the chest.
He felt Ye Lin leaned slightly, getting closer to him, raised his chin, and deepened the kiss.
The brain is blank.
The street lights flashed twice, stayed dark for a few seconds, and then turned on suddenly, but before the light dimmed, it was almost only a shadow.
Following the re-installation of the light, Ye Lin opened his misty eyes.Under the dim light, he saw that he was grabbing the collar of the man in front of him, leaning over and kissing him.
The breath of the two of them beat together indiscriminately, making him unable to think.
So comfortable, I never knew that kissing was such a comfortable thing.
Once kissed, he didn't want to stop.
Until his heartbeat accelerated to the limit, Xu Feng had to push Ye Lin away, and he felt that he couldn't hold on if he didn't push away.
Once separated, both of them were panting slightly.
Once they were separated, they realized that they were so close just now, they were almost leaning against each other.
Xu Feng didn't know how he got back, and he didn't even have a clear memory of how he spent the night carelessly, as if all the light of this day stayed in this kiss.
Early the next morning, just after dawn, he went out with his luggage.
Ye Lin was still in a deep sleep, he put on his windbreaker and picked up his luggage lightly, and looked back at him one last time before going downstairs.
Ye Lin curled up on the sofa, wrapped in a blanket and still asleep.More than half of the blanket that had been covered for him last night slipped to the floor, and Ye Lin fell into a deep sleep, not knowing anything.
Xu Feng sighed slightly, put down his bag, and walked over to help him cover the blanket.
On the island at the end of March, it was quite cold in the morning, and there was no heating in the house.Xu Feng helped him cover the corner of the quilt, and rolled Ye Lin tightly so that no wind could blow it.
After finishing these, but still not willing to leave.
Xu Feng hesitated for a moment, but still stretched out his hand, slightly caressing the corners of Ye Lin's sleeping eyebrows and eyes.
His eyebrows are beautiful, long, woven lightly from the tip of the eyebrows, extending out thinly and densely, delicate and heroic.
Xu Feng often looked at this eyebrow, but never thought that one day he could touch it gently like this.
like a dream.
However, the real feeling from the fingertips is delicate and warm.
He didn't know if Ye Lin would remember the kiss when he woke up, but he would never forget it.
Xu Feng lowered his head and pressed a light kiss on the corner of his slightly parted lips.
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