Shoot a shot in your heart [e-sports]

After Jiang Cai and Shen Qiutang disappeared, You Huan guessed that Jiang Lai and Shen Qiutang might have returned to their hometown that day, and You Huan originally planned to go there to find Jiang Lai.

However, Lin Fei stopped him.

Lin Fei said that You Huan had just had the operation and couldn't run around, even sitting in a wheelchair. He had to listen to the doctor's instructions and lie on the hospital bed to rest for a few days.

You Huan refused to listen and insisted on leaving.

The two had a big quarrel because of this, and Lin Fei asked You Huan why he was so obsessed with finding Jiang Cai, and even ignored his physical condition.

You Huan said it bluntly, she said she likes Jiang Lai.

Actually, Lin Fei guessed it.

However, she was still very surprised when she heard You Huan say it with her own ears. She had been You Huan's manager for so many years, and this was the first time she heard You Huan say who she liked.

The two sat and chatted peacefully for a while.

Lin Fei changed You Huan's decision with one sentence. She told You Huan that if Jiang Lai really left because he blamed himself for not being able to send You Huan to the hospital, then Jiang Lai would not want You Huan to be injured. After raising it, go and find a place.

Moreover, Jiang Lai probably doesn't want to see You Huan now.

Otherwise, she wouldn't be walking so fast, and she wouldn't be unable to contact her as if she had disappeared. At least let Jiang Cai relax for a few days before going.

You Huan thought about it, and then agreed.

She felt that what Lin Fei said was right. Jiang Lai might really not want to see her now that she left so fast, so she obediently went back to the hospital, but she couldn't stay longer after lying down for two days. She knew that Jiang Lai's hometown was near Jiangcheng. Luohe Village.

So, on Tuesday morning, I left the hospital and went to Luohe Village.

You Huan and Qin Sang drove for more than four hours to Luohe Village.

She asked Qin Sang to wait for her at the entrance of the village, and then entered Luohe Village by herself. She didn't know where Jiang Lai's hometown was in Luohe Village, so she had to ask the villagers all the way, and finally found Jiang Lai's hometown under the guidance of kind villagers.

The villagers stood at an intersection with You Huan, then pointed to a house not far away and said, "Girl, that is the house of Grandma Shen you are looking for."

You Huan looked over, it was a somewhat plain old house.

She nodded politely, "Thank you."

Villager: "You're welcome."

Then turned away.

You Huanwang walked towards the house in front of him.

She walked on the concrete road and looked left and right. Peach trees were planted on both sides of the road. She thought that if the peach blossoms were full, it would be very beautiful. Although Luohe Village is a bit remote, the scenery is beautiful and the village is very clean.

Duoduo should like such a free place very much.

You Huan walked through the cement road full of peach trees and walked into the yard of Jiang Lai's hometown.

The yard was kept very clean.

But why does it look like no one is there?

Seeing that the door was open, You Huan was about to walk over when Shen Qiutang suddenly came out of the door carrying a vegetable basket, and the two of them looked at each other.

Four eyes facing each other.

Shen Qiutang almost missed the vegetable basket in her hand, "...Xiaoyuan?!"

You Huan smiled and called out softly, "Grandma Shen."

Shen Qiutang's eyes were full of joy and disbelief, she walked up to You Huan with the vegetable basket in her arms and looked up at You Huan, "Xiaoyuan, why are you here?"

You Huan's eyes flickered: "I'm here to find you and Lai Lai."

Shen Qiutang suddenly thought of something when she heard the words, her expression changed slightly, her mood suddenly became complicated, she turned her eyes away and did not speak.

You Huan: "Grandma Shen, can you tell me why you and Jiang Lai left my house suddenly? Why didn't you reply to my messages or answer my calls?"

After a moment of silence, Shen Qiutang sighed: "You should ask Lailai."

You Huan: "Then where is she?"

"Lai Lai and Duo Duo went for a walk in the village together," Shen Qiutang said, looking towards Taoshu Road, "Cao Cao Cao Cao is coming, Lai Lai and Duo Duo are back."

You Huan followed Shen Qiutang's gaze and looked back.

I saw Jiang Cai holding Duo Duo with one hand, and walking slowly towards the yard on Peach Tree Road with the other hand on a blind crutch. When You Huan saw Jiang Lai, he remembered everything that night, and his longing and distressed His heart felt sore, the tip of his nose felt sore, his eye sockets became moist instantly, and his heart ached densely.

"Xiao Yuan," Shen Qiutang said, "If you want to ask anything, go to Lai Lai."

She thought that You Huan and Jiang Lai should have a result.

Shen Qiutang: "Go."

You Huan didn't speak.

She turned around and looked at Jiang Cai, who was still ignorant, her eyes were red, and she walked towards Jiang Lai step by step, tears gradually blurred her vision, her feet seemed to be imprisoned in shackles, and she took heavy steps, she only hoped that the journey would be longer, In this way, he can look at Jiang Lai for a longer time.

The two walked towards each other on Taoshu Road.

However, Jiang Lai couldn't see You Huan, but You Huan could see Jiang Lai.

Seeing that the distance between the two was getting closer, You Huan suddenly stopped at this moment, as if deliberately standing there waiting for Jiang Lai.

The distance between the two was still getting closer, and it was less than five meters.

Slowly, Jiang Lai also stopped suddenly.

You Huan looked at Jiang Lai, who was right in front of him, and frowned deeply.

She knew that Jiang Lai must have smelled the perfume on her body. Jiang Lai really made her feel bad. She could no longer restrain the unstoppable love and longing in her heart. She stepped forward and rubbed Jiang Lai into her tightly. In his arms, "Lai Lai..."

Jiang Lai froze and didn't move, her eye sockets were already moist and redder, she knew that You Huan would definitely come to her, but she didn't expect it to be so soon.

How many days is it?

Post-surgery wound....has it healed?

You Huan buried his head in Jiang Lai's hair, "Lai Lai, I miss you so much."

Jiang Lai's heart throbbed suddenly, she was afraid of touching You Huan's wound, so she gently pushed You Huan away with the hand that had never hugged You Huan back, without saying a word.

Then he suppressed the tears and turned his face cold.

You Huan stared blankly at Jiang Lai, "Lai Lai......"

Jiang Lai said coldly: "Why are you here?"

You Huan: "I'm here to find you."

Jiang Lai didn't speak.

"Lai Lai, why did you and Grandma Shen leave without saying a word? Why didn't you answer my message or answer my call?" You Huan was so wronged that tears suddenly fell, and his voice was a little choked, "Why... ....leave me?"

Jiang Lai: "It's not my home, I should have left."

You Huan: "Then why didn't you answer my calls? Didn't you reply to my messages?"

"We are not from the same world, we are irrelevant people," Jiang Lai said in a cold voice, "so let's not contact each other in the future."

Do not contact me again...

"I don't believe it," You Huan shook his head, "This is not your truth."

"It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not," Jiang Lai said calmly on the surface, but his heart was already drowned in a sea of ​​blood that pierced his bones. "Anyway, we don't want to contact each other anymore."

You Huan: "Lai Lai."

She didn't believe Jiang Lai's words at all. Although the reason was just speculation, she still asked, "Did you leave me because you couldn't send me to the hospital at that time, so you felt sorry? I know you...I ......"

Jiang Lai's knuckles holding the blind man's crutch gradually turned white, "No."

You Huan was in a mess, if this was the reason, then she really didn't know how to heal the damage she caused to Jiang Lai, as if no matter what she did, she would just sprinkle salt on Jiang Lai's wound and trample on Jiang Lai's self-esteem , "Lai Cai........I......"

"You Huan," Jiang Lai interrupted You Huan in a cold voice, "you don't need to say any more."

"I just want to stay away from you."

You Huan was slightly stunned: "...stay away from me?"

Jiang Lai: "I have already returned the necklace to you, don't you understand?"

You Huan: "But..."

"You Huan, didn't you say that as long as I take off the necklace, I will reject you? Didn't you say that as long as I reject you, you will stop asking me?" Jiang Lai desperately suppressed the tears that were swirling in his eyes, "Don't you Isn't it worth talking?"

You Huan choked and couldn't speak.

"I don't like women," Jiang Lai said, "I don't like you either."

You Huan was so heartbroken that she could hardly breathe, tears rolled down her cheeks, she looked at Jiang Lai's indifferent face and always felt that Jiang Lai was just pretending.

Because the Jiang Lai in her memory was not so indifferent.

Jiang Lai continued: "If it wasn't for the accident between grandma and you, we wouldn't know each other. My grandma and I have already moved out of your house, so we will go back to the original point and pretend we don't know each other. Don't bother me anymore." gone."

You Huan got a little anxious, she stretched out her hands to hold Jiang Lai's arms, "Lai Lai..."

"You Huan," Jiang Lai frowned, "don't make me hate you."

You Huan's heart trembled and she shed tears silently, as if something had smashed her heart, the blood was dripping and bloody, she let go of Jiang Lai speechlessly.

His hands fell limply.

Jiang Lai tightened the bracket and rope of the blind guide saddle, "Duoduo, let's go home."

Then walk forward slowly.

You Huan had no choice but to take a step to the side to make way for Jiang Lai and watched Jiang Lai walking in front of him step by step. She watched Jiang Lai's thin and thin back gradually recede, her heart ached and sad, knowing that it was impossible to get the answer she wanted, she still shouted Exited: "If nothing happened that night, would you still take off the necklace?"

Hearing this, Jiang Lai stopped in his tracks, the tears he had been holding back poured out of his eyes and drew a tear stain on his face, his voice was extremely cold, "Yes."

After speaking, continue to move forward.

You Huan looked at Jiang Lai's back and wept, and shouted sadly: "Cai Lai! I'll wait for you here, as long as you turn around, I'll hug you!"

Jiang Lai didn't respond, but continued walking with Duoduo.

You Huan shouted: "Lai Lai! As long as you turn around!"

"As long as you turn around!"

"Lai Lai! Can you turn around!"

"Jiang Lai!"

......

No matter how You Huan yelled, Jiang Lai never looked back.

You Huan looked at the bare peach tree branches, tears couldn't stop falling, these bare peach trees are like the love between her and Jiang Lai that has withered before it even started, even if she knew that Jiang Lai was just pretending, she still couldn't help it. Can't force Jiang Lai.

Otherwise, Jiang Lai will only suffer more.

So she chose to let go, and she chose to let Jiang Lai do things for peace of mind.

Under the leadership of Duo Duo, Jiang Lai walked slowly into the courtyard. Shen Qiutang put down the vegetable basket to welcome him. She looked at the tearful Jiang Lai with tears in her eyes, "Lai Lai..."

"Grandma..." Jiang Lai's voice was trembling, "Is she gone...""

Shen Qiutang looked towards the empty Taoshu Road, "It's already gone."

Finally, Jiang Cai couldn't bear it any longer and directly tore up all the indifference and firmness that had been disguised without sincerity, threw herself into Shen Qiutang's arms and cried bitterly, "Grandma...I thought I could... ..Grandma....I really thought I could...."

I thought I could stand beside You Huan...

However, I later found out that I didn't have that qualification at all.

It turned out that I forgot, I was just a blind man who couldn’t see anything, was rejected by his father and abandoned by his mother, and could only cause trouble and drag others down. I didn’t even have the ability to send the person I liked to the hospital. …

What is the point of me living in this world...

Why do you torture me so much...

Why... why do you want me to live on...

What would I have done that night if there hadn’t been a security guy downstairs? What would I have done with You Huan? I didn’t even have the ability to protect You Huan, and I couldn’t even do something as simple as sending her to the hospital when she was sick.

What right do I have to be with You Huan? What right do I have to like You Huan, who once slapped someone else to protect me and was pushed to the forefront?

If I hadn't been woken up that night, I really thought I could be with You Huan, I really thought I could be You Huan's girlfriend, You Huan is a big star that everyone is looking at, I am not good enough for You Huan, that The person who can stand beside You Huan is not me, it will never be me, and I will never be worthy of her.

I think the one standing beside You Huan must be a very good and outstanding person.

instead of me like...

Not worthy... I never will be worthy...

You Huan just broke into my world without warning and lit up my dark and obscure world. She is the light that can illuminate my whole world.

However, she is the light that I dare not embrace.

I thought I could, but I thought I could be just a dream.

And now, woke up.

Dust is destined not to touch the radiant moon.